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Part
One, Chapter 10
Bring
had her breakfast a while later. She was listless and impatient.
She wanted to be anywhere else but in the motel room. She had to
be in the room, had to be with Peter to keep on playing the game.
She wanted to get the game over and done with. She did not want
to play the game any more.
Bring
went to the bathroom and had another shower, the second that morning.
She dried herself. She could not figure out if she felt better dressed
or undressed, could not decide if it mattered. She dried her hair,
let the towel fall to the floor. She went back into the room and
sat on the bed.
Peter
was on the floor by the desk trying to read. Bring got off the bed,
went over to the desk and selected a book. She was careful not to
touch Peter. She got back on the bed and tried to read. She decided
she wanted a nap instead and slept.
Bring
had bad dreams. Peter could hear her moving about on the bed. He
wanted to do something for her but thought she was best if he just
sat where he was.
Peter
realized around noon that Bring was quiet. Peter carefully got up;
he saw that she was awake, staring at the ceiling. Peter sat back
down.
Around
one o'clock Bring got up and went into the bathroom. It was quiet
in there for a long while, then Bring came out. She walked to the
television, picked up the remote, and sat back down on the bed.
After
a couple of minutes, Peter realized she was having problems. Bring
said to him, "I want to watch the television. How do you work
this thing?"
Peter
got up off the floor, walked over to her side of the bed and looked
down. She was pushing buttons and nothing was happening. He held
his hand next to hers. "May I?"
Bring
nodded.
Peter
took the remote. He held it where she could see it and pushed the
Power button. "This one turns it on." He pushed the button
again. "And off." He pushed the button. He turned the
end of the remote toward her. "When you push a button, this
light is picked up by the TV. You have to point it at the TV at
the right spot. See?" He pushed the button. Peter glanced at
Bring, looked back at the remote. "This button changes the
channels. This button changes the sound - makes it softer or louder.
There is no cable here so you'll probably only have four or five
channels across the range possible." Peter handed the remote
to Bring. "Let's see you do it now."
Bring
nodded, turned the television on, went back and forth across the
channels, up and down in volume. Bring gave a quick nod.
Peter
sat down by the dresser, gave up all hope of reading. He listened
to her switch to a station, then another, watch for a little while,
switch to another.
Peter
shut his eyes and remembered Bring and Alice and him sitting here
yesterday, eating pizza, talking and having fun, sharing wine. Jimmy
was right, orange was hard. He could not think of any reason why
it had to be so hard. Others knew what was happening in the room
and they had let it happen. Peter could not imagine why Alice and
he had done what they had done. Peter also realized he did not know
everything. He liked Alice, he loved Alice and Bring. He liked Martha
and Jimmy, even Larry somehow. But it had been hard. It was hard
now seeing Bring and realizing that what she and he had together
before the dice were thrown for orange was gone.
Peter
shifted his weight and leaned his head against the desk leg.
At
about two o'clock Peter decided he was going out. If that was okay
with Bring. He could not imagine her wanting to be in the same room
with him. He stood and said, "Bring, I was going out for a
walk."
"All
right." Bring did not shift her eyes from the television. She
was watching a televangelist.
"So
you don't want to come, too?" He paused. "I was going
to bring back something to eat. Want anything special?"
"Anything."
She smiled to herself when the choir started to sing and sway.
"Are
you still intending to go onto red?"
"In
a bit. This is funny." Bring glanced sideways at him. "Later."
She turned back to the television. "Have a good walk."
"Thanks,"
Peter said. He started to go to the bed to kiss her, then decided
not.

Martha's
grocery was closed. Mary was not in the antique store. He suspected
Alice was not at the pizza place either. He checked anyway; she
was not. The young man behind the counter, Dave, said she was sick.
Peter
decided to walk in the town off the main street. He walked for a
couple of hours. People were friendly. There were families in their
yards eating and watching pets or young children play. There were
people working in gardens. People were painting a house; it looked
like neighbors pitching in. Peter decided to try a buggy. He asked
the driver if they could just go around, the young woman nodded,
and they went down the street. Peter realized he wanted to see the
school, so he asked to go there. It appeared like any other, except
the playing field had no diamond or goal posts. He asked the driver
to give him a tour of what she thought was important. He was taken
to a pond with adjoining gardens and picnic area. He was taken to
a bridge. It was important to her for a reason. It was a small wooden
footbridge across a stream; then Peter saw the house beyond in the
trees. He asked her who lived there. She turned and smiled at him.
"That's the day care center. I loved spending time there with
my friends when I was little." She glanced down, then up again.
"Belinda is doing the game with you, isn't she?" Peter
nodded slowly. "How is she?" Peter said that orange was
hard. She nodded. He asked her where a good place to pick up a meal
was. She laughed, "I'll take you there."
The
buggy stopped in front of a house. "I've always thought my
house is the best place to eat." She hopped off her seat. "One
of my dads will fix something for you and Belinda." Peter
nodded and smiled to himself. Heaven. Jimmy was right.
She
dropped Peter off two blocks from the motel. He had a large bag
of food in his hand. He thanked her, asked her name. "Ruth,"
she said.
"I'll
tell Belinda you asked about her," he said.
He
went in the room. He could hear the television outside so he knew
Bring was still watching. It was cartoons now. She had a faintly
shocked look on her face.
"I
feel the same way," Peter said, closing the door. "I met
Ruth who was driving a buggy. She gave me a tour. Her dad made us
a meal." Peter set the bag on the bed.
Bring
glanced up at him. She nodded briefly and returned to the television,
changing the channel several times.
"I'll
eat mine on the floor," he said.
"All
right," she said.
Bring
decided to nap after she ate. Peter heard the television go off,
a rustle of sheets. Then she was quiet. She seemed to sleep better
this time. After a while, Peter lay on the floor and napped. His
sleep was filled with strange dreams, tense and unresolved. Their
colors were harsh.
Peter
heard footsteps at his head, opened his eyes and saw Bring's bare
feet. He glanced up, she was getting her bag of game things from
the desk. She looked down at him. "I'm ready now," she
said.
"Okay,
I'll be ready in just a minute," Peter said after she stepped
away, turned and went back to the bed.
Peter
went into the bathroom, peed. He stared into the mirror, winced,
splashed water on his face, dried it off. When he came out, the
game materials were spread out on the bed. Peter walked around the
bed and sat on the other side.
"Okay?"
he asked.
"Sure.
Sit where you want to." Bring moved the cards toward him. "Red
has a difference from the other suits."
Peter
looked warily at her.
"We
have to use the cards there are. No replacements." She gave
him a tight lipped smile. "They are shuffled already. My turn
to roll."
She
threw the dice onto the sheet. Peter prayed the dice would pick
an easy card. They came up an eight.
The
card for eight said: "He and she go to Screwy Louie's. She
has sex with every person there. He can have sex with any woman
there. End of game."
Peter
looked at the card, shook his head. "No," he said. He
stared at Bring. "No."
She
looked down at the sheet. "Okay. You throw." She pushed
the dice toward him, withdrew her hand.
Peter
picked up the dice. He threw a two.
The
card for two said: "He and she go to Screwy Louie's. She has
sex with every person there. He can have sex with any woman there.
End of game."
Peter
gaped at Bring. She turned over all of the red suit of cards. They
said the same thing. She turned them back over.
"This
is crazy," he said.
"We
have to do it." Bring gathered her game materials. "I
want to finish the game. I have to do it." Bring stood, placed
the black canvas bag on the desk, picked it up again, put it on
the bed. "I'll need the condoms," she said.
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Part One
Chapter 1 | Chapter
2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter
4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter
6
Chapter 7 | Chapter
8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter
10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter
12
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