Title: VA - The New Guy Author: FingerbangingMLP Pastebin link: http://pastebin.com/2Uw92ABQ First Edit: Sunday 6th of December 2015 01:19:48 AM CDT Last Edit: Sunday 6th of December 2015 01:19:48 AM CDT >be anon >be the new guy in HS >attempt to make any friends fails >never made any friends at the end of my stay in HS >always alone >start getting bullied, laughed at, and talked back behind my back by everyone, even the teachers >another day in HS >It's recess time >go to the restroom to eat lunch by myself like I usually do, but mostly to get away from all the bullying, even if for a bit >as I walk by, a group of six girls sitting together in a cafeteria table take notice of me >"hey Anon. Wanna come sit with us?" >as I heard this offer, I become rarely confused and dumbfounded at the same time >Why would six cute girls ask me to sit with them? >It takes me a few seconds until it finally hits me >Ah, I see. They're doing this out of pity >this girls probably know of the situation that I'm in >I've seen each of this girls pass by me while taking a quick glimpse at me in situations where I get bullied, which is ALWAYS >I even remember them the first day I came here >when no one wanted to be friends with me and had to sit alone in a cafeteria table, the six of this girls would have their eyes pierced at me and talk in group for the rest of recess >They're all the same scum >talking behind my back and laughing at me while I also get bullied by everybody else >this girls are no different >"Hello, Anon?. Are you okay?" >I say nothing in return and just keep on walking >the girls's expressions are full of staggering and astonishment as I leave >I don't need your sympathy or compassion >I don't need any of you >I say these sentences inside my mind as I walk by >Days pass >try to ignore the bullying hoping it will fade as the days go by >but to my misfortune, it keeps getting stronger and stronger instead >I become heavily stressed out because of this >I endure and endure each passing day until one day I decide I'd finally had enough >decide to drop out of HS >days latter, I'm found inside my dark basement without a glimpse of light in sight   >since those days, I've done nothing but play vidya, browse the interwebz and eat >days go by >developed social anxiety/social phobia (or whatever it's called) due to the extreme bullying from HS >days pass >said condition just keeps getting worse since I'm always inside my room >more days pass >It's getting hard to get out of my basement without feeling alarmed and/or anxious >more,more days pass >my parents can already tell I'm a lost cause just by looking at me >more, more, more days pass >I can't even bring myself to talk to people without feeling extremely nervous and stressed now. Not even my parents >even more, more, more days pass >I have to wait for my parents to come back from work until very late just so they can serve and bring me food to my doorstep since I can't even bring myself to get out of my basement anymore >weeks pass by >contemplating suicide at this point >so this is what my life is going to be all about... >I think as I'm sitting in my bed lost in thought >I wish... things could have been different... >I whisper >haha... >hahaha... >hahahahahahaha >hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!! >HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! >I laugh frantically as tears roll down my face >wake up loosely next morning with dryness in my eyes >ugh... what time is it... >6:30... >no surprise, since I got all the time in the world... >"knock, knock" >I become a bit more awake as I hear the sounds of the door being knocked >"hey Anon, you awake?" >what is it, mom? >"a group of girls are here to see you" >w-what? >a group of girls? >wait... >you don't mean... >them?