>Shaking yourself from your bittersweet thoughts, you slowly walk up towards the spattering of blood and puke in the snow >You can't lose the feeling that you're somehow trespassing >If what they said was true, you were supposed to be dead >And yet, here you are, looking at the evidence left from an attempted murder >You walk closer and kneel down, touching the imprints left by your curled up body >Here is the blood that flowed from your mouth when you were beaten >Here is the vomit you spewed up after they kicked you in the stomach >And, almost unnoticeable, small holes left by your tears >Fuck >FUCK. >You feel rage bubbling up, as if collected from every single cut and bruise, flowing into your head and tinting everything a shade of red ''MOTHERFUCKERS!'' >Your fist slams against the brick wall again and again, the raw, meaty thumps drowned out by your screaming ''MOTHER-'' >Thump ''FUCKERS!'' >Thump >They had no right to do what they did >They could have killed you >You could have fucking died >Just so they could get money they weren't even willing to work for themselves >You can't just let this be >Your hand finds it's way to your gun and you find yourself hyperventilating >Whether it is rage or sadness you don't know >What you do know is that you want revenge >Sweet fucking revenge >You pull out your phone and tap in Ty's number, cursing under your breath as the beeps of the phone seem to drag on for an eternity >Finally, he picks up, his sleepy voice answering you >''Ey, who this?'' ''Ty, it's Anon. I need to ask you for a favor.''   >''So, lemme get this straight, you got jumped by some brothers.'' >All tiredness gone from his voice, Ty goes straight to business ''Yep.'' >''And they took your money and almost killed you.'' ''That's right.'' >''And you want me to find them.'' ''Correct.'' >Ty gives a long sigh and almost audibly rubs his eyes >''Man, there's hundreds of brothers in Slateside alone.'' ''I know.'' >''Alright, I'll try, nigga. But it won't be easy.'' ''I know. That's why I'm asking you.'' >''Shiieet. You know I'm only doing this because I feel bad for your white ass.'' >He gives a mirthless chuckle >''But man, if I find anything, I'll let you know. Just-'' >He sighs again >''Just don't jump to conclusions, okay? There's enough violence as it is.'' ''I won't. I promise.'' >''Alright, but try to pick yourself up, okay?'' ''I will. Thanks Ty. Wanna hang out tomorrow?'' >''I'd love to, my man. What time?'' >You shrug noncommittally ''I don't know, at one or two?'' >''Sounds good, see you then, cracka.'' ''You too, nigga.'' >You both share some half-hearted chuckles and you end the call >That's one base covered, at least >You'd have to do some investigating of your own, and maybe go on down to the club house to ask some questions >Maybe you'd find out something that would help >Other than that, one of the local crackheads might've seen something >But that was something for tomorrow >Right now you feel like you'll need some rest >Taking a final look at the bloody scene before you while rubbing your knuckles, you head off, lighting a cigarette >It was kind of funny, actually >No-one would know anything had happened there in five hours, if the snow kept falling the way it did now >All sins covered by a blanket of pure white, life would start anew tomorrow