>Something hard hits your head and rouses you from your afternoon nap >you lean up from your comfortable spot on the couch and a CD case falls into your lap >"Keep that dreadful music to yourself, Anon!" "Sorry, Octi. Where'd you find it?" >"It was DEFILING my table. To think that such an uncouth album should sit beside my Beethoven and Debussy. And stop calling me Octi!" >you look down at the CD. >Positive Dairy Motel. >"Uncouth?" you think to yourself. >You shrug and get up from the couch. "What are you up to?" >"Hm. Well if you must know, I just finished recording a piece." >you walk over to her desk and drape your arms over her shoulders >She gasps and her face turns a shade of scarlet. Her mouth opens to chastise you but, for a moment, nothing comes out. >finally she manages "Y-you absolute villain! You treacherous nincompoop! What on earth do you think you're doing??" "Just wanted to get a better look at your work, Octi." >She shrugs your arms off her shoulders. >"Hmph. I doubt very much that getting closer would make any difference to someone as uncultured as yourself," she replies curtly. >you lean down and blow in her ear >Her eyes go wide and she gasps louder than before >blushing an even deeper scarlet, she yells "You animal! You are absolutely insufferable, anon!" >you shrug again. "Are you sure you didn't throw that CD at me to get my attention?" >"And why on Earth would I want YOUR attention?" she grumbles. "Oh I don't know, maybe to listen to your recording?" >She looks away. The way she's squirming in her seat, however, tells you you've hit the mark. >"Th-there's no way someone like you could possibly give me any sort of constructive criticism." >you wait for her to continue >"But I suppose it would save me some time tracking down an actual musician to listen to it. I guess you can listen to it if you want." >you pick the headphones up off the desk >"Remember, I'm doing this out of convenience! I-It's not like I care what you think or anything." >she presses the play button >As the music plays you notice her stealing glances at you from the corner of her eye. >the angelic notes of Octavia's cello gently weave their way into your ears >it's moments like this that remind you why you fell in love with her >despite the immense weight of what is always left unsaid, Octavia can always cut through the ambiguity with the clarity of her music >she can truly be herself when she plays the cello >the piece ends and you replace the headphones on the desk. >"Well? W-What did you think?" >you look her straight in the eyes "It was beautiful, Octi." >you say it with complete sincerity >She looks startled. She breaks away from your gaze and goes back to staring at the computer. >"...y-you're such an idiot." >you lean in and hug her, but this time she doesn't push away. > >as you're getting ready for bed you peek into the living room and see Octavia hard at work on her computer. "Whatcha doin, Octi?" >"Just working on the tracks I recorded earlier," she replies. >you walk over and throw an arm around her shoulder "Feeling motivated, are we?" >She looks away. "Maybe I am, just a little," she answers. "But it definitely wasn't because of your silly hug." >you smile and muss up her hair. "Alright, Octi. Good luck, I'm heading off to bed. Night!" >Her head is still turned and she won't look at you >you walk to the bedroom door. As you open it you hear a faint, nearly imperceptible "n-night" > >you're awoken by Octavia collapsing onto the bed >you rub your eyes and move closer to her "Were you up all night, Octi?" >for a while all you hear is her breathing, and you wonder if she has fallen asleep >after a while though she rolls over to face you and, in a dreamy voice, says "Yes. All done. Y-your input was appreciated." "You're welcome, Octi." >She snuggles a little closer to you and you notice that she's holding the album she had thrown at you earlier. "What's this?" >"I thought I could try listening to it with you.. P-purely for educational purposes, of course." >you reach up and slip the CD in the player then settle back down in the bed >Octavia curls up against you >the two of you share each other's warmth as the sun begins to shine through the blinds >Jeff Mangum's not-so-soothing voice eventually lulls the two of you to sleep. But, just before you both give in to your dreams, you rub her ear a little and whisper "Love ya, Octi." >She buries her face a little deeper in your chest and whispers back >"..i-idiot."