>Wake up to a sunny summer morning >Realize it's already 9:30 AM >Parents are already at work, and sister's still in bed >Go downstairs, find some food lying around and call it breakfast >Suddenly, doorbell "Who the hell's at my fucking door this time of day on a Thursday? Don't they know people are trying to sleep?" >Cats rush to the door, anxious to see what's going on >Make my way over less urgently >Open the door, bump the cats inside, grab the package someone left on the porch >Someone sent me a package? >No return address >Shrug, walk over to the kitchen >Open the package >Balled up paper everywhere >Pony plush inside... my OC? "...Wow." >Don't even have a name for him, and someone went and made a plush >Not a bad job, either "Who do I even know that makes ponies? Who have I even talked about my OC with?" >Thoroughly confused >Throw out box and head back to my room to bum around all day   >All quiet on the net >No good threads on 4chan, nobody online to talk to >Browse video game collection >Nothing there looks good >Decide to draw a map of nowhere in particular >Not sure where anything I'm putting down's coming from >Unusually productive >Practically portfolio-tier by the time Mom calls for dinner   >Steak, fresh off the grill, with sides of broccoli and corn on the cob >Just not in the mood for steak >Mom's worried. "Is everything all right? I thought you liked steak?" "I do like steak. I just... don't want any tonight." >"Well, all right then." >Mom doesn't believe me >"By the way..." >Oh, great. This sounds fantastic. >"When was the last time you had a haircut?" >Check my hair >It IS longer than I remember "I don't know; I haven't been keeping track. You're usually the one who sends me in, anyway." >"I'll make you an appointment." "Thanks, Mom." >Head back to room >Check on the internet >Chat for a while before going to bed >Fall asleep quickly and sleep soundly >Unusual, but nice   >Wake up the next morning >Another suffocating, sunny, summer day >Get out of bed and stumble >Feeling a little dizzy, or something >Make it to my computer, surrounded by a small herd of tiny plastic ponies and one very well-made plush >People are talking, but I just can't seem to type "fgubuk thus; i ";m gnna gho thae shiweer" >Might as well be wearing boxing gloves   >Go to bathroom, look in mirror >Hair may have even gotten longer >Things are a little out of focus >Take my glasses off to clean them >Vision almost gets clearer >Blink, look down at glasses, my reflection in the mirror, and through my glasses at the mirror "Eh, what the hell. I don't need glasses to shower anyway." >Get in shower, fumble the soap >And everything else >Repeatedly >Eventually get close enough to clean, turn off the water, and dry off >Skin doesn't seem paler, exactly, but it does seem a little bit off >Decide to put some clothes on and go do something outside   >Go downstairs for breakfast first >Sister's left a note >"Hanging out with Jessica. Probably sleeping over" >Suits me just fine >Consider just walking outside >Open the door and cats come running "This... no, I don't just want to go outside." >"Mrow?" "You don't want to go outside either." >But he DOES want to go outside >In no mood to watch the cat get into trouble and try to herd him back inside >Go upstairs to grab a backpack and plan for more than a walk around the block >Stuff bag with trail mix, water bottle, cell phone... paper and pencil? >Paper and pencil. >What the hell, throw in the plushie too >Realize I'm not wearing my glasses >Grab them from the bathroom, put them on >Don't seem to sit right, and make things blurry anyway "Weird. Have to visit the eye doctor later." >Head downstairs >Cat still yowling at the front door, begging to go out "No, you're not going outside. I'm going to go on a little walk. I might let you out when I get back." >Leave the cat at the front door and head out the garage   >Half-mile walk to reservoir through pristine suburbia >Almost pristine >Lawns fading from green to yellow and brown >Seem even uglier than usual >Noticing street names for once "Why ARE there so many streets with 'bridge' in their name around here when there's not a single river?" >Been asking the same question since I moved here as a kid >Still no fucking clue   >Arrive at reservoir >Nobody in sight >Middle of the day, 92° F, 86% humidity >People must be at work or staying inside >Why the fuck did /I/ come here again? >Water level's low >Head down to docks by the shore and take off my pack >Take out water bottle, take a drink >Take out paper and pencil, and try to draw >Take out plushie, and set it on the dock >Might get dirty; I don't care >Looks damned cute sitting there staring at me >(Hee, what an adorable pone)   >Wind up drawing a map >Big fucking surprise >Been years since I've really drawn anything else >Still, feeling pretty good >Sketch an hour or so >Realize I never put on sunscreen >Ought to be red as a beet >Skin looks off, but not exactly red >Consider heading home to treat mysterious blue sunburn >Consider the heat >Maybe it's heat stroke? >Never had heat stroke >Must be heat stroke; heat stroke does funny things >I got sunburned; I just THINK I'm turning blue >Decide to go swimming to cool down >Remember my swim trunks are at home >Look around, still see nobody >Fuck the police >Put stuff in bag, zip it shut, strip to underwear, jump in reservoir >Decide just to swim to the other side, and then to swim right back >At least a quarter mile >Realize this was kind of a bad idea >Keep swimming anyway >Make it to the other side >The hell was I thinking? I've never swum that far before >The hell did I make it? >Sun is scorching, arms and legs aching like nothing I've ever felt >Shore covered with fucking plant shit >Too damn exhausted to care >Collapse