>You slowly open your eyes >The passing wind and smell of the morning dew wakes you up from your slumber >With last nights storm you didn't think you'd get any sleep at all >Thankfully you did, today is going to be...different to say the least. >You look down, on the slightly damp folded cardboard you used to sleep on >'5 bits - hoofjob 10 bits - fulltime 20 bits - anything' >you can't believe you've been reduced to this >It seems like only yesterday that you had everything you could ever want, the life you always dreamed >You feel tears well up in your eyes, as you stare at the piece of cardboard. >You feel you arms grow slightly weak and you chest knots up. >But you suck it up >You place the sign up, and lay in your makeshift cardboard box staring at the ground, thinking >You sit there, staring at the newly formed puddles of the storm >Your vision fades as you become lost in thought >You think of all the things that could happen, this would be the last >You think of your old abode, the place you called home   >"Wake up Anon!" >You hear that familiar voice you loved so dearly yelp >"What's the rush? I don't have to work today..." you say, stretching your limbs and writhing in your bed waking yourself up >"Come downstairs, I have a surprise for you!" Your wife yelps eagerly, as she excitedly hops over to the door, as if to lead the way >You follow, still a little stiff from waking up so fast. >You follow her downstairs into the living room. >Your eyes open wide, and you cannot believe what sits before your eyes. >"Take a good look sweetie" She she said excitedly >You are at a loss for words. >Before you lay a cradle, a filly lay in it, asleep sucking of her pacifier >"I..I... I don't now what to say!" You sputter as a huge stupid smile comes across your face >"The adoption center called this morning and said that we were cleared to adopt, and it's the same girl we wanted as well!" >I..I can see that!" you say as your smile becomes stupidly bigger. >"She's beautiful isn't she?" your wife says, laying her head on your shoulders. >"Incredibly so" You say, embracing her in your arms >You're jolted back from your daydreaming >Somepony is standing, looking at the sign. >She almost seems to ignore your existence >You move around in your spot a little bit to get a bit more comfortable, as your legs are falling asleep. >She hears you and turns around >"Do anything cheap for mares, or do you not roll that way?" She asks >"I suppose so. I could play around with you or eat you out if you would like." You say with a slightly mellow tone >"Yeah, that sounds nice, how much, 5?" She asks. >"Yeah, 5 bits will..." You stop yourself. >Your thoughts go back to your wife >You can feel the tears coming back, you try to hold them back at all costs, you need the bits. >"On second though...no" You sputter, as tears find their way down your cheeks. >"What seems to be the matter?" >"N-nothing. Just go" You spew at her >"Pfft, if you insist" She says, turning around, stomping hard in the puddle to try and splash water on you. >Good thing you crawled more into your makeshift house, otherwise you would have gotten soaked. >You lay on the ground, defeated by nobody but yourself. >You wish you had the strength to do it to help yourself but you can't. >The thought of betraying your wife, even if she isn't next to you any more, is enough to make you want to throw up. >You manage to calm your breathing, and wipe the tears from your eyes. >Your thoughts immediately go back to the life you had before. >The life you had. >You shuffle around in your bed, you hear the thudding of footsteps, and the weeping of a slightly upset baby. >"Honeyy!" You hear your wife call, "Where did you last put little Sapphire's bottle? I can;t find it!" >"On the counter, next to the knife rack!" You yell back, in your half-sleep state. >You decide you may as well wake up seeing as you most likely won't drift back asleep. >A big "Thanks!" pierces your eardrums and forces you to wake up. >You had to leave for work in about an hour, might as well get ready early and spend a little time with little Sapphire. >You shower and put on your work uniform. >The blue jacket you wore always made you fel important, even though you weren't much more than a pharmacists technician. >But you liked to feel good about yourself, as anyone does. >You walk downstairs with your uniform feeling clean from your shower. >Your wife is sitting on the couch, watching after Sapphire. >"You're early for work" She says >"Well not like i could help it" You say >"Hey I'm not the one who leaves bottle in the random spot where they don't belong" >"At least I can find then!" You playfully tease back, sitting on the couch with your wife >"Why are you up so early anyways?" >"Sapphire started crying because she was hungry, didn't you hear her? It was pretty loud" >"I'm a heavy sleeper, you know that" You say. >"This is true, If it weren't for me you would be late for work half of the time" She laughs. >"And that's why I married you!" You say, smooching her on the cheek, as she smooches you back >"Well, I might get some breakfast before work, so I'll head out now." >"Okay honey, don't work too hard now." >"No promises, I'm always a hard worker" You say with a wink. >Your wife laughs, "If you insist!"