>Providence must have been smiling at you. >While you were once again sweating and out of breath, you had made it at the very last second. >Normally you'd have just paid for a hotel room and be done with it, but there was nothing more you wanted to do than get out of this town. >It was ridiculous how on edge you were.   >Collapsing into an empty seat, you patiently awaited for departure. >There were a few other ponies scattered around, but for the most part the place was deserted. >You weren't surprised though, not like there would be many ponies apt on catching the midnight train to Ponyville. >Drumming your fingers against the seat, you felt a slight lurch as the long journey home began.   >Invariably your thoughts once again turned to sleep. >Reaching for a random magazine from the pocket of the seat in front of you, you idly started flipping through the glossy pages. >Advertisements, gossip, the latest fashion hits, it was about as exhilarating as the lecture. >Still, it kept your mind busy and your eyes open. >The other ponies in the cabin certainly weren't up for any conversation. >Most of them were either asleep or fast on their way to it.   >Stifling a yawn as best you could, you turned to the next page. >Occasionally you would take a look out the window and watch the dark landscape zip by, the gentle jostling of the train trying to lull you into sleep. >Slapping yourself lightly, you went back to the tabloids.   >By the time the train coasted into Ponyville, the moon had taken its prominent perch in the starry sky. >Soft light dripped around you as you stepped onto the platform. >With a head full of useless trivia, you trudged along the dirt road that would eventually lead to your humble home. >It was difficult putting one foot in front of the other, but the promise of a soft bed kept you going.   >You were drowsy enough that the fear had fled from your thoughts, your mind slowing down to the point it could only focus on one thing at a time. >At least the moon and stars were there to guide your path, you couldn't imagine you'd have made it very far without them. >The nights in Equestria never seemed to be as dark as they were back home.   >Acting on muscle memory alone, you unlocked your door and slammed it behind you. >Your house was nothing special. >A simple two story building with a rather cookie cutter exterior. >It didn't stick out too much, which was what you liked.   >You were currently in your living room. >There was a couch and table to your right, the entrance to the kitchen just ahead, and some stairways to your left. >The bland wooden flooring was broken up by a large area rug under the table, and transitioned into stone tiles when you crossed the doorway to the kitchen.   >You chucked the keys at the sofa as you stumbled up the staircase. >There was no real point in locking your door. >Crime wasn't any real problem, especially in Ponyville.   >Not so gently opening the door to your bedroom, you threw off your clothes and collapsed on your plush mattress. >You peeked at the clock on your nightstand as you pulled the covers over you. >Squinting a bit to try and see better in the dark, you deciphered that it was some time at night. >It was hard to see the little hands of the clock. >With an incomprehensible groan you turned away from the offending timepiece and quickly fell asleep.   >The blaring, brassy ringing of the alarm greeted you. >Its piercing clanging made you open your eyes in weary fury. >Rolling over to the side of your bed, you quickly put an end to the horrific noise with the push of a button. >Rubbing your eyes, you looked through the window above your bed.   >The first few rays of the sun were peeking out over the horizon, cutting a small path through the darkness.   >You weren't even sure why you set the damnable alarm in the first place, the Human Research Institute always took a month or so before setting up another project. >There was no sense going back to sleep since you already woke up, so begrudgingly you shuffled over to your wardrobe.   >Pushing apart the sliding doors revealed a neat row of identical looking suits and shoes. >You really should have put more variety and style in your outfits, but it was such a good package deal to get all of them. >Mentally compiling your morning checklist, you sighed. >Might as well get started.   >About an hour later, you found yourself sitting on your couch with a small plate of misshapen pancakes. >Sleepy cooking never worked out no matter how many times you tried, yet you always believed the next time would go off without a hitch. >Spearing your food angrily, you thought about what you were going to do for the day.   >Thanks to the Institute's generous payments, you were pretty much set for as long as they had need of you. >Which, being the only human on the surface of the planet, meant job security was a guarantee. >You could always just start making up stuff when you started to run out of actual human knowledge. >Not like they could fact check anything you said.   >Whenever you weren't busy collaborating with some big wig, the days were spent however you wanted to. >The only problem was that nothing ever stuck with you when you tried it. >You tried all sorts of activities and hobbies, but they all lost their charm after a while. >Most of the time you just meandered around town looking for something to do. >It wasn't a very fulfilling existence.   >Grumbling, you set down the half finished plate of food. >You were having another existential day again. >Introspection like this always killed your appetite.   >With a resigned sigh, you got up and made for the door. >You'd rather just walk around and chat with anybody instead of sitting around contemplating life. >Maybe you'd see something interesting enough to inspire you to do something.   >Resting your arms behind your head, you started down the beaten path into town.   >While it wasn't a long walk, it was always a very quiet one. >There was the ambient sounds of nature, of course, but since you lived so far out you hardly saw anybody. >Focusing on the sound of your footfalls on the dirt, your mind once again turned inward.   >Despite your best attempts to not acknowledge it, you only wound up making it stick out more prominently in your mind. >The events of last night. >For some reason, you didn't feel as afraid anymore when you thought of it. >A strange sense of acceptance welled up inside of you, alongside a dangerous curiosity.   >Some part of you was pleading to stop this train of thought, but the other half of you wanted to investigate further. >If you concentrated hard enough, you could begin to catch fragments of words and sentences. >Memories you weren't sure were yours also surfaced.   >You were inclined to wonder - and more than wonder. >Was it all just a strange coincidence? >Meaningless conjecture?   >Then why did it have such a profound effect on you?   >A strange sort of drive awakened inside of you, burning up your lethargy and giving energy to your limbs. >You had to try and test it out, if only for the peace of mind should nothing happen. >Yet if something DID happen...   >You were at once both excited and horrified at the strange vista you found yourself at.   >Curiosity overrode reason as you made straight for the pharmacy. >At least you found something to do for a while.   >A young mare was manning the counter. >She was a rather generic one, white coat and blue mane. >You tried to put on your best smile as you leaned against the table   >"How can I help you?"   >She sounded rather bored, giving you a sideways glance as she rearranged some empty bottles.   "I've been having troubles sleeping, I was wondering if you had anything I could use?"   >Perhaps you were trying a bit too hard to be conversational, as the mare raised an eyebrow at you suspiciously. >There was a minor pause as she seemed to be mentally gauging the situation. >Lucky for you she seemed to not care enough to comment, and simply went back to a set of shelves and picked up a bottle.   >"35 bits."   >Counting out the correct coinage, you slid it across the counter and seized the bland looking bottle. >Giving a good shake to make sure there was plenty of pills, you quickly bid farewell. >You would have your answers.   >Locking yourself away in your abode, you closed all the curtains and sat back down on your couch. >Pushing the plate of cold breakfast to the side, you set down both the bottle and a glass of water. >It was at this point you realized the recommended dosage would probably assume you were a pony.   >After a bit of mental gymnastics you estimated that four should be good enough.   >In reality you just doubled whatever number was on the label.   >Uncertainty crept into your heart as you popped off the cap and shook out the white capsules. >Again you were at odds with yourself, fear of what you might find and the desire to know. >Your breathing hastened as you stared at those little pills. >What was going to happen?   >You had to know. >You needed to know.   >Quickly shoving them into your mouth, you knocked back the whole glass of water in one go.   >There was an intense feeling of regret at you sat there, staring at the last few droplets of water in the cup. >You suddenly weren't so sure you wanted to go through with this anymore. >All you could do was wait and see.   >Lying down on the couch, you folded your hands across your stomach and closed your eyes. >There was no turning back now. >Focusing on the sound of your heartbeat, you quietly waited to be whisked away into the land of dreams.   >The first thing you felt was that your couch had grown very hard. >Opening your eyes, you could see a familiar looking painting so high up on the ceiling. >Propping yourself up on your elbows, you realized you were lying down in a pew. >A strange emotion skirted around your mind, slipping past any attempt to grasp it.   >Sitting upright, you could see you were completely alone.   >The moonlight still shined brightly however, providing you with a modicum of comfort. >Getting out of your seat, you started walking around the empty building, examining all the engravings on the walls. >They were mainly simple patterns, with the occasional constellation or lunar iconography scattered here and there.   >You were here for some reason, but you did not know what.   >While the sound of silence would normally unnerve you, it was difficult not to be relaxed when you were here. >It was as if everything around you was telling you it would be alright. >With a gentle smile on your face, you approached the pulpit. >Taking the few steps up the platform, you ran your hand along its wooden edge.   >"Service does not start for quite some time. What are you doing here?"   >Your calm state of mind shattered into pieces. >Whipping around, you could see Nightmare Moon walking toward you. >Her blazing eyes were locked with yours, freezing your blood. >Throwing yourself down to one knee, you kept your head bowed low as panic seized you.   >You could feel the pressure of each fall of her hoof on the ground. >Her ebony form continued to draw ever closer to you with each passing second. >Screwing your eyes shut, you awaited your fate.   >She had stopped in front of your kneeling form. >Tensing yourself up, you held out for something that never came. >After a while of nothing, you finally chanced a glance upward.   >Your black queen was tilting her head in an inquisitive manner, looking both at and through you.   >"How curious..."   >Her voice trailed off into nothingness as she circled you once, examining you from all sides. >She seemed to be talking more to herself than you.   >"Such detail."   >When she stopped in front of you again, you worked up the courage to speak.   "What do you speak of, your highness?"   >Your words seemed to break her concentration, a mild look of surprise crossing her dark features.   >"It's nothing. What I want to know however, is your purpose here."   >Why, that was easy. >You were here to... >You were here... for? >A dull expression adorned your face as you tried to recover what little you were aware of.   "I am here to serve you."   >Nightmare Moon looked confused for a moment, but her lips quickly formed an amused grin. >There was an almost playful glint in her eyes as she let out a peal of laughter. >Unsure of how to react, you continued to kneel in reverence.   >Eventually her echoing laughter faded away, leaving you in silence once more.   >"If that is the case, then why don't you help me set up?"   >Carefully meeting her eyes, you could see was serious. >With a resolute nod, you stood up. >You would do anything to serve your goddess.   >A cart full of familiar looking books wheeled itself to your side, the glow of Nightmare's magic on the handle. >With a curt nod, you took a few off the top and started placing them in the pockets of the pews.   >As you were busy with that, Nightmare Moon made her way to the pulpit. >She leaned against it, just watching you go about your duty. >It made you a little nervous, turning what should have been a relaxing job into one slightly less so. >Still, you worked as quickly and efficiently as you could. >Once you had gotten to the end of the furthest pew, you noticed there was still one book left on the cart.   >Looking back toward Nightmare Moon, you could just barely see a sly smile on her face.   >"Why don't you keep that one?"   >You were going to object and say you weren't worthy of taking such a holy manuscript, but the look in her eyes told you that refusal was not an option. >Your choice to keep your mouth shut seemed to please her, as she stepped down from the platform and sauntered over towards you. >Gripping the book tightly in both hands, you tried not to sweat too much as you waited for her arrival.   >Nightmare Moon came very close to you, her ever amused smirk never leaving her face. >All you dared to do was keep as still as possible. >Her mere presence was enough to render your limbs to pudding.   >Ever so softly she leaned next to your ear and whispered to you, her starry mane washing over the side of your neck   >"Won't you go out and spread the good word?"   >With a minor spasm you nearly fell off of your couch. >Taking a quick check of your surroundings, you were confident you were in your living room. >Rubbing your head lightly, you tried to ignore the chills you felt all throughout your body. >As you sat up, you felt your hand brush against something next to you.   >At your side was a plain, black hard cover book, with a dim looking crescent moon set into the center. >With wide eyes, you picked it up.   >It felt real enough in your hands as you turned it over and over again. >It all seemed so impossible though. >With some trepidation, you slowly opened it. >Your curiosity would not let you pass up such an opportunity.   >Tensing up as you finally looked at the first page, you found yourself confused. >The black runes etched into the pages were incomprehensible to you. >Cautiously turning the page, you only found more of the garbled symbols and shapes. >Frustration bloomed inside your chest as you revealed page after page of cryptic text. >Your anger started to boil over as you flipped through it. >What the hell was going on? >Why were you given a useless book? >Where were your answers!?   >Then, like a bolt of lightning, it finally struck you.   >There was a reason the text was so indecipherable. >Clearly you were not ready to learn the inner mysteries of your Goddess yet. >You were but a mere initiate, unguarded and unprepared to comprehend Her infinitive wisdom. >Your fury quickly simmered away into nothingness. >As you came to your revelation, knowledge once locked away in the corners of your mind began to reveal themselves.   >Nightmare Moon's tenants and teachings, they would become your goals. >Her messages and warnings would become your sword to cleave through ignorance. >The truth, HER truth, must be brought to all those lost in the dark. >This was to be your purpose, this was your destiny. >You had never felt a calling so strong before in your whole life. >Everything you had done up to this point was just so you could stand here today.   >Rushing to your feet, you held the black book up high and swore a sacred oath to yourself. >You would stop the terrible fate the scriptures proclaimed, and spread her glorious name to every corner of the land! >The world will revel in the truth you carried!   >With a violent start you awoke once more.   >You were lying down on your couch.   >Beams of sunlight snaked their way through the gaps of the curtains, leaving you wondering how long you were asleep.   >Rubbing the back of your head, you looked all around you. >Your half eaten breakfast was still where you left it, along with the bottle and empty glass. >Reaching at your side, you felt nothing but the upholstery of the cushions. >It was growing increasingly difficult to tell what had and hadn't happened.   >Shaking your head free of any remaining cobwebs, you started cleaning up the mess you left behind.   >You stuffed the plate of food into the refrigerator and left the glass in the sink. >Tossing the pill bottle up and down in your hand, you went to your bathroom and placed it in a drawer. >During all of this you couldn't shake the feeling like you were looking at yourself from a different perspective. >Acting only as an observer to your body as it went about its tasks.   >Slapping yourself lightly, you refocused your mind. >You had more important things to do than sit and wonder, something more fulfilling.   >A sense of purpose began to dawn on you.   >Looking back in the mirror, you tried to make sure your suit didn't have any visible wrinkles in it. >Smoothing out any imperfections with your hand, you took a long look at your reflection. >There was something off about you. >As you stared into your own eyes, you tried to discern just what it was.   >You shook your head. >Now wasn't the time to be busy checking yourself out. >Flashing a winning smile to the mirror, you rotated on your heel and made for the front door. >There was still plenty of daylight left, and you couldn't waste another second.   >Breaking out into a light jog, you headed back into town.   >Stopping at the first house you came across, you straightened your tie. >Taking a few deep breaths to steady yourself, you knocked lightly on the wooden door. >It would all begin here.   >A few minutes passed before a chocolate colored mare answered your summons, giving you a curious look as you stood there.   >"Hi?"   >Giving her a great big smile, you crouched down to meet her at face level.   "Hello, my name is Anonymous."   >Holding out your hand, the mare hesitantly shook it.   "Do you have a moment to talk about our Lady and Savior, Nightmare Moon?"