~(Dreaming Memories)~
>"What are we going to do?"
>"I don't know yet..."
>A couple sits at a table
>Bills piled in front of them
>The man speaks up
>"What about Anon?..."
>"Don't you dare think about giving him up!"
>"It will only be for a little while.. Until we can get out of debt"
>The woman bursts into  tears
>She knows its the only way
>But she doesn't want to let go of the thing she held so close all those years
"Mommy? Daddy? What's going on?"
>"Son. We're going on vacation."
"Oh boy! Where are we going??"
>".. Your.. not coming with us."
"Wh-"
>"We'll only be gone a little while Anon. The orphange will take good care of you until then!"
"How long?"
>"Not long. I promise."
>The father gives a reassuring smile to the young Anon
>"Now run up stairs and fetch your things. We'll be leaving tomorrow."
"Yes Daddy..."
                                        ~(Awakening)~
>Celestia's mornings got more and more bothersome each day it seemed
>The sides of your cheeks were wet with tears
>What were you dreaming about?
>It didn't matter now
>What did matter was the reason you awoke from your slumber: The doorbell
>You stumble out of your bed frantically going through your wardrobe
>You put on a normal outfit and rush down stairs to the door
>As you open the door you can't help but feel its a little too early for visitors. Oh well!
>"Oh Anon I'm so sorry"
>Fluttershy dashed through your door way embracing you in a warm hug
>Or was it the sun?
>Either way you had a p0ny attached to you
>You pull yourself away from the yellow pegasus in question
"But I thought you didn't want anything to do with me anymore?"
>"Oh... Well at first.. No I didn't. I was so mad Anon!"
>Nah Fuck!
"I was aware Fluttershy"
>"But... But then I thought about it... You came to me for help. A- And I was so blinded my fury that I didn't see that... I'm sorry Anon"
"... So are you ready to hear me out now?"
>"Oh most definitely!"
>You motion for her to come inside and she does so
>She takes a spot on your couch, you do the same
>For the next hour you describe to her your sitiuation
>She actually seems very understanding??
"... You need to see this. follow me."
>You get up from the couch and make your way up stairs into your room
>With Fluttershy right behind, you turn your attention to the numerous marked calendars on the table beside your bed
"You see these'x's marked on the calendar?"
>"Yes... What do they mean Anon?"
"Well... Everytime I lose control, afterwards I mark it on the calendar. Just to keep track."
>"Right."
"Well... Take a look at this month"
>You point out the calendar ont he far right of the table
>"It... It has 2 'X's "
"Exactly! They used to come once every month... But... But now their getting more frequent!"
>"What does that mean Anon??"
"It means p0nyville's population will sink even faster..."
>"..."
>Fluttershy was awe-struck
"You didn't tell anyp0ny about me did you??"
>Fluttershy's eyes go wide
"You didn't tell anyp0ny?... Riiight??"
>"Umm... Anon?"
>You had a bad feeling in your gut about where this was going
"Yes??..."
>"I maaaay have told 1 p0ny..."
>If you weren't so nce you probably would've snapped her neck right then and there
>But instead you let out a highly frustrated sigh
"Who?"
>"... Rarity!..."
> That gossipy bitch!