Hey its me LSD hello sydeny So its over the whole methos not talking to you thing? Nah we are done oh I see When he said things were fine yesterday they werent Instead things got awkard and even more out of control He's gone dude Totally gone what He told you all things were fine yesterday so he broke up with you? and is that it or what Basically what happened was we got back to the hotel and I was completely nervous because he was in autopilot mode for the rest of the Trip I didnt know if he was gonna do something Anyways that night He actually has the nerve to start touching me and cuddle I go with it because I didnt want him to loose it This entire time he isn't talking also why did he use your nick to ask for logs? do you know? and you can keep going He wanted to read everything I told yoy You all He took it the wrong way that's what I assume Anyways so he starts sexing me and then raina starts fucking him on top of me how did you know anyways Like Methos body was on top of me air humping raina for a while did she tell you He was making sounds making out with himself dude lol it seems weird to have sex with a tulpa and a person and that's kinda awkward It was fucking awkward espexiay since we were "just friends" whut i thought you were his gf and all that Fuck him and that cunt raina he has lost his mind to his tulpa and humiliated me No dude not after he asked for the logs yesterday All he could talk about today was how I helped them get back together oh i see I wanted to fucking smack him that's just really, really weird then again i'm not too surprised Who cares if its tulpas You don't fuck with peoples emotions and lives i know this is just really strange I just wanted to tell someone the truth without him fucking spying on me Because he is insanse and I can't handle him anymore are you telling other people i thought he would have been happy with you I was hoping you could since I just want to forget all this happened My steam is: steamcommunity.com/I'd/dosh I was his last human gf he'll ever have yeah i suppose I got to watch his mind literally go away He's not there anymore :/ this isn't the first time someone with a tulpa has gone astray though D: People who don't have strong minds shouldn't be doing this Methos is obviously too weak for this then again, he was also one of the few people who imposed his tulpas also are you sure it's "I'd/dosh" So? Raina dumped him and didn't allow him a real gg Gf yeah, i know it's just why it's really strange but whatever Its fucked up frankly i don't see the appeal of having a tulpa as a girlfriend when others wouldn't be able to see her and stuff I'm pissed but as long as I don't speak to him ever it'll be cool Exactly it was the dumbest shit and they can't interact with anything Like seriously him just spacing out all the time was the most dumb thing I had to yell and repeat everything did you even meet his family I had to use memes n shit to hold his attention for the most basic of conversation Fuck his family That's all he would talk about whenever he would talk about something personal I found you, by the way Was his tulpas like it was only thinf worth a damn he ever did on Steam Cool I'll accept when I get home i guess somehow the "id/dosh" turned into "I'd/dosh" Id be interested in knowing what goes down which is why I might stick around irc on another name also are you talking about his tulpa family or his actual family But I just wanna get away mostly that was humiliating and just weird because i meant his actual family His tulpa family He never talked about his real family oh Raina this cloud that well that's kind of good i guess, considering he said they were bigots :s He never asked me anything personal I had to make myself look self centered I guess He could've gotten to know me also what do you mean you had to use memes And not talk about tulpas and his stupid job every 2 seconds I had to say memes to get his attention or any kind of positive reaction He was too busy forcing everywhere haha what the heck I sounded like a broken record and an annoying high school kid that's what i was thinking It was bad like he turned into a kid with ADHD or something But that was all that worked Even worse Most times I couldn't even get his attention I just had to wait until whenever he decided to come back to reality was he like this in public and with other people All the time I looked like a jackass Yeah I had to remind to cross the street most of the time huh He would just stand there when it was time to cross and I had to like nudge him and say something I wonder if his parents noticed strange behavious I would hope so That was the most unhealthy thing I've ever experienced A slave to your own mind yeah, pretty creepy i wonder if i should tell others what happened to him Yes please rules Wesley People who could talk to him and maybe help him "rules Wesley"? I hate him for what he did to me and never actually gave me a real apologue just a sorry but thanks for getting me and my mind back together ?? you said "yes please rules wesley" what does that mean Oh sorry tell wesley Rylee etc. oh ok wesley is weird though People that know n stuff Wesley was siding with me yesterday though yeah Idc Anyways Yeah I just really needed to tell someone god that was horrible it's alright * LovelySweetDream has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Sorry well anyways that's it really I'll hop on steam later thanks again * LovelySweetDream has quit ()