Mar 28 22:54:35       Imposing touch is kind of important, but if you want to skip it...that's your choice. Mar 28 22:54:38       Best finish that essay, Rylai. Mar 28 22:54:40 madoka magicka Mar 28 22:54:41 YEAH Mar 28 22:54:47       So you can pone pone Mar 28 22:54:47         [this second dungeon puzzle is godly, you're going to hate me enelldee] Mar 28 22:54:47       yeah Mar 28 22:54:48     the 5 of us are weak and end up cuddling or something Mar 28 22:54:50 I'M WORKING AT IT but this is the most boring one i've done all year Mar 28 22:55:05     we end up weak kneed for each other <3 Mar 28 22:55:07         How is it important? Mar 28 22:55:08         Do explain Mar 28 22:55:22     also Mar 28 22:55:33       Ali: Akemi Homura is best magicka!!!!!!! Mar 28 22:55:33       because it's makes them more real. Simple and easy as that. Mar 28 22:55:36 *       Vexington food awaits... god damn it i hunger Mar 28 22:55:37       -_- Mar 28 22:55:41     ffuk Mar 28 22:55:45 oh lawdy Mar 28 22:56:04       NLD is just a grump, isn't he? Mar 28 22:56:12     he is :3 Mar 28 22:56:15       He's always been like that. You'd get used to him. Mar 28 22:56:16       I was watching the episodes with her its like one huge acid trip Mar 28 22:56:41     hmmmm Mar 28 22:56:41 oh that's nice Mar 28 22:56:47     fuck you Mar 28 22:56:47   ZeroHour[Twilight]: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 22:56:49         Nah Mar 28 22:56:50     fuck you Mar 28 22:56:52     Good night pplz!!! Mar 28 22:56:53         I'm not a gurmp Mar 28 22:56:55       Yes, I know Ninja Mar 28 22:56:59 i went off to just go fap and she said "nope, i'm taking your sex drive with me" and put it in a safe Mar 28 22:57:05 *       Rylai flops Mar 28 22:57:05 <--     Magos_bure has quit (Quit: Leaving) Mar 28 22:57:09       fuck fuck fuck fuck mother mother fuck mother mother fuck fuck motherfuck motherfuck noise noise noise Mar 28 22:57:09   GGMethos: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 22:57:13     I wonder if it has a hold so it cant say it within a time frame Mar 28 22:57:17     fuck you Mar 28 22:57:17         and how does it make them more real if I don't ever intend on touching them imposed? Mar 28 22:57:17       @NLD: You kind of are, it's not a bad thing. Mar 28 22:57:19     hmmmmmmmm Mar 28 22:57:20       she owned you, Rylai Mar 28 22:57:28       But you don't like cuddles, NLD. How could you disapprove of feeling your tulpa? Mar 28 22:57:35 cool with me GGMethos Mar 28 22:57:37 ah well Mar 28 22:57:41 guess i gotta write this shit Mar 28 22:57:44       Maybe it's 3real5him. Mar 28 22:57:48         Melllisa that made no sense Mar 28 22:57:48         Nah Mar 28 22:57:50       good luck with that Mar 28 22:57:53         I just don't want to touch my tulpa imposed Mar 28 22:57:54     ... Mar 28 22:57:58         don't see the point. Mar 28 22:58:00     nld maek sense faggit Mar 28 22:58:03       Sorry, it was a slow response. Mar 28 22:58:05       Ali wants me to watch the end of madoka wit her Mar 28 22:58:06         mmkay Mar 28 22:58:09     its a perk Mar 28 22:58:16     a luxury for each other Mar 28 22:58:28       I think Methos in his log has said it before. "Best sex is tulpa sex." you kind of need touch for tulpa sex. Mar 28 22:58:32       Least for improvement. Mar 28 22:58:34       Don't you want to feel your tulpa whenever you have cuddles,  or even sex? Mar 28 22:58:50     Don't, Melissa, don't even try Mar 28 22:58:51     im starting to feel warmth c: Mar 28 22:58:53       >>_<< th-the first sign of imposition we've had was in touch Mar 28 22:59:05       It seems inadequate having to masturbate to sex. Mar 28 22:59:12       cardscov is good at fooling touch, b-but not so good at fooling sight Mar 28 22:59:23       But oh well, I guess people can have what the want. Mar 28 22:59:27       Sights probably the hardest. Mar 28 22:59:50         >perk Mar 28 22:59:52         >luxury Mar 28 23:00:00 so i tried reading http://pastebin.com/03mcEPbC over vocaroo, i am not good at sight reading http://vocaroo.com/i/s0o5DPVdhPS0 Mar 28 23:00:02         Nope Mar 28 23:00:04         None of that mellisa Mar 28 23:00:09 nsfw and loud audio btw Mar 28 23:00:20         No impsoed sex for sure Mar 28 23:00:23         and I don't cuddle. Mar 28 23:00:24         Ever. Mar 28 23:00:25 <--     Jellie has quit (Ping timeout: 240 seconds) Mar 28 23:00:36       Well, imposed sex, fine. but you should want to feel the sex in WL. Mar 28 23:00:40         Not unless it's right before bed, and even then it's just in the wonderland. Mar 28 23:00:42         Nah Mar 28 23:00:46         I don't need to Mar 28 23:01:00       Yeah, you're missing out, but whatever. Mar 28 23:01:16         What am I missing out on hm? Mar 28 23:01:28 -->     Swiftfeather (~Swifty@swiftfeather.jack) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:01:37         You all say "you're missing out" but I don't see it. Mar 28 23:02:00       It's not like we can show you. Mar 28 23:02:03       You're just missing out. Mar 28 23:02:06         WHat? Mar 28 23:02:09         You can tell me Mar 28 23:02:11 -->     jx|ipod (~jx759000@Rizon-4FB7AC2E.hsd1.ca.comcast.net) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:02:16       I just told you. Mar 28 23:02:17         what am I missing out on? Things I don't do? Mar 28 23:02:28         Sex? don't need to feel to do that Mar 28 23:02:35       You are saying you don't want to feel people you will live with for the rest of your life. Mar 28 23:02:35         Don't care about hands free Mar 28 23:02:40         Yep. Mar 28 23:02:43         That's what I'm saying. Mar 28 23:02:52         There's no point. It offers no benifit. Mar 28 23:02:57     here we go again... Mar 28 23:02:58         None that I can see. Mar 28 23:03:01     What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the lik Mar 28 23:03:01   ZeroHour[Twilight]: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:03:05       Oh well Mar 28 23:03:25       Look, dude. You've obviously have your mind straight so you don't want to impose touch, fine. Agreeing to disagree. Mar 28 23:03:28         Like I said, you're looking at it from YOUR point of view. Mar 28 23:03:29       He's a stone-cold tulpamancer, there's no use trying. I see that now. Mar 28 23:03:39         What YOU enjoy Mar 28 23:03:41         what brings YOU hapiness Mar 28 23:03:48         What YOU find pleasant about it Mar 28 23:04:05         I figured my mindset would be simple enough to think in Mar 28 23:04:10         I'm not a complex individual Mar 28 23:04:19     he really isn't Mar 28 23:04:33         I'm very dumb, so it shouldn't be hard to put yourself in my shoes. Mar 28 23:04:42 *       Vexington runs at nld, guns blazing with opinions Mar 28 23:04:46 *       Vexington trips Mar 28 23:04:49       Oh for pete sakes, the conversation is done. Let it go. Mar 28 23:04:58 *       Vexington cuts himself on EnEll-Edges Mar 28 23:05:04     ffffuck... Mar 28 23:05:17         Alright. Let's drop the whole active forcing business here as well. Keep it in the threads if you're going to continue. Mar 28 23:06:29       This was about active forcing? Mar 28 23:06:35         That's how it started. Mar 28 23:06:36     jalapenos are the work of the devil... Mar 28 23:06:38       I was talking more about touch imposition than active forcing. Mar 28 23:06:46       I'd still believe you need active forcing. Mar 28 23:06:51         It started with active focing Mar 28 23:06:54         cuddles came up Mar 28 23:06:58         tha lead to touch imposition Mar 28 23:06:59       It's ok Vexington Mar 28 23:07:02         Why? Mar 28 23:07:11       I'll happily listen to those opinions, if you want Mar 28 23:07:13         Why do I need to active force? Mar 28 23:07:20     well nld Mar 28 23:07:24     you dont NEED to Mar 28 23:07:28         ^ Mar 28 23:07:34         EXACTLy Mar 28 23:07:38       there's a but, smart person. Mar 28 23:07:40     but i find that i leanr and bond more with them through active forcing Mar 28 23:07:42       dammit vex Mar 28 23:07:49         It's kind of useless Mar 28 23:07:50     communication and such Mar 28 23:07:51         I tried Mar 28 23:07:51       You just validated NLD. Mar 28 23:07:53       >:I Mar 28 23:07:55         my memory is so shit Mar 28 23:07:55     far from it Mar 28 23:07:58       Dude Mar 28 23:07:59         no point Mar 28 23:08:01       Talk about show Mar 28 23:08:04       Talking about Dr. Who Mar 28 23:08:05     ive learned many things about them Mar 28 23:08:07     also Mar 28 23:08:07         Eh Mar 28 23:08:09       or whatever shows you watch or play. Mar 28 23:08:12         They really dont' care for it Mar 28 23:08:14          the issues is Mar 28 23:08:16     you have bloody brilliant memory Mar 28 23:08:18         Well Mar 28 23:08:37     from you pastebins ive read, your memory is god-tier compared to my nigger brain Mar 28 23:08:37   Vexington: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:08:38         When I made them I tried to make them as different from me as possible so I would KNOW it was them Mar 28 23:08:54         See I dont' remember anything in those pastebins now Mar 28 23:08:59       Vex stop offending people. Mar 28 23:09:04       #triggerwarning Mar 28 23:09:08       #transfat Mar 28 23:09:08         and you'e a fucking pretzel Mar 28 23:09:15       #otherkin Mar 28 23:09:21     you still know their likes Mar 28 23:09:23     dislikes Mar 28 23:09:24       #dramawhorebullshit Mar 28 23:09:29     etc et Mar 28 23:09:31     c Mar 28 23:09:34         Not really Mar 28 23:09:41     you know them better than anyone else, regardless Mar 28 23:09:43         I hardly know anything about them. Mar 28 23:09:48       Vexington! Mar 28 23:09:55     well you'll learn more from active forcing Mar 28 23:09:56         I literally cannot remember anythign in those pates Mar 28 23:09:57       NLD has opinion-proof armor Mar 28 23:09:57     WAAAT Mar 28 23:10:01         pastes* Mar 28 23:10:02     :l Mar 28 23:10:10     regardless of that Mar 28 23:10:14       His brain is made of belief-kevlar Mar 28 23:10:21         Vex is trying to tell me things about me Mar 28 23:10:21     it still stands you kno-PFFT Mar 28 23:10:23       You can't shoot it with your opinion gun Mar 28 23:10:25         and i"m proving him wrong Mar 28 23:10:28     >half kevlar Mar 28 23:10:31         I hardly know them Mar 28 23:10:35     Melissa, you're amazing Mar 28 23:10:38         I know what they like Mar 28 23:10:38     xD Mar 28 23:10:42         sort of Mar 28 23:10:45         but I dont' enjoy any of it Mar 28 23:10:48     well then Mar 28 23:10:53         we have nothing that we click with. Mar 28 23:11:04     if you really ever turn that cheek, active force Mar 28 23:11:10     you'll learn alot Mar 28 23:11:11         In my attempt to amke them different so I'd know who the yare Mar 28 23:11:25     theyre different in their own special ways Mar 28 23:11:29         I've made them completely incompatible with me in terms of likes/dislikes Mar 28 23:11:30       Yeah, we get that NLD, but you could also share a hand and see what there interests are. Mar 28 23:11:35       For god sakes, I watch Space Jam. Mar 28 23:11:38       I am? Thank you, Vexington! Mar 28 23:11:41         God I know what their interest are dammit Mar 28 23:11:46     i cant say you >made them Mar 28 23:11:51     imcompatible Mar 28 23:11:52         Aurora hunts Mar 28 23:11:53       You just say you don't know shit about them. Mar 28 23:12:01         Well barely Mar 28 23:12:05     true, many things affect the way deviation occurs Mar 28 23:12:08     but Mar 28 23:12:10         Aurora hunts Mar 28 23:12:13       Well, than you bond...learning more about said tulpa. Mar 28 23:12:15         Eris plays pool Mar 28 23:12:19     it still reigns true NO ONE... Mar 28 23:12:22     and no one ever Mar 28 23:12:29     will know them like you do Mar 28 23:12:29         I know plenty about them; if I wanted to relearn I'd read my logs Mar 28 23:12:31     or can Mar 28 23:12:35         I can know what they like Mar 28 23:12:36         that's fine Mar 28 23:12:39     :l Mar 28 23:12:41          but that doesn't mean I like it Mar 28 23:12:45     :  l Mar 28 23:12:52         we have no chemestry. Mar 28 23:12:58       I think NLD is a failed tulpamancer, unfortunately. Mar 28 23:13:05         Probably. Mar 28 23:13:11 *       Vexington gets hit with recoil damage; his opinions bounce back and hit him hard Mar 28 23:13:17     fucking... Mar 28 23:13:17       He apparantly doesn't do anything with his tulpae, period. Mar 28 23:13:21     > _0 Mar 28 23:13:27       It's rather discomforting. Mar 28 23:13:46         The best I've got in reply to that is I just let them do what the fuck they want and stay out of their way Mar 28 23:13:46   EnEllDee|Tulps: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:13:58         Just like I would any other person Mar 28 23:14:00       Most people make tulpa for either science/companionship or a combination of both. Mar 28 23:14:08     but... Mar 28 23:14:14     thats hardly friendship Mar 28 23:14:17     companship Mar 28 23:14:24     even roomates, like you said Mar 28 23:14:27         I didn't make any of the ones I made for that Mar 28 23:14:39     implying you still cant be friends Mar 28 23:14:40         I made aurora to help me better myself and she has some Mar 28 23:14:44     or allies of some sort Mar 28 23:14:47         apparently she's given up Mar 28 23:14:54         or she thinks she's done her part. Mar 28 23:15:07         gone full "I'll talk to you if I need you" on me Mar 28 23:15:15       That's actually a little sad that you don't communicate with your tulpae. Mar 28 23:15:19         Eh Mar 28 23:15:21     Karmen said something to me Mar 28 23:15:23       What's the point of having them, then? Mar 28 23:15:30         Welp they're here now Mar 28 23:15:34         No point in killing them off Mar 28 23:15:37     for todays force later on, she wants to only sit down and talk Mar 28 23:15:50     ping pong conversation about the things we like Mar 28 23:15:51       They can't even affect the real world without you, NLD Mar 28 23:15:54     our ideals and such Mar 28 23:15:57       @NLD: So, literally no reason... Mar 28 23:15:58     c: Mar 28 23:15:59         I say let them live. I offered working on visual imposition with Celly Mar 28 23:16:01     maybe... Mar 28 23:16:03         celly hasn't even tried Mar 28 23:16:04     just maybe Mar 28 23:16:18         Well obviously that doesn't concern them mellisa Mar 28 23:16:22     so what about that there imposing Jamie? Mar 28 23:16:24     :\ Mar 28 23:16:24         if it did they'd have said something by now Mar 28 23:16:28         Fuck if I know Mar 28 23:16:28   EnEllDee|Tulps: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:16:57         Like I said, I let them do their own thing. Mar 28 23:17:03 ah hell yes Mar 28 23:17:20 >tfw our favorite concerto comes on Mar 28 23:17:32         By what right should I be able to go in and make them spend time with me? Mar 28 23:17:35         I'll be back in roughly two hours Mar 28 23:17:44 <--     Lightning-chan has quit (Quit: AndroIRC - Android IRC Client ( http://www.androirc.com )) Mar 28 23:17:54     you dont need to make them Mar 28 23:17:57     ask them Mar 28 23:17:59     visit them Mar 28 23:18:24         Yeah but then I'm just being a bother Mar 28 23:18:39         The way I see it if they wanted me for something they'd ask Mar 28 23:18:39       @NLD: So you could create a better relationship between all of them. So they aren't just "roommates," they are your friends. Mar 28 23:18:51     i do this thing when i find my tulpa in wonderland Mar 28 23:19:05     its like a grappling hook/ zipline thing Mar 28 23:19:10         I'm not goign to *make* them be my friends Mar 28 23:19:16         THat's stupid Mar 28 23:19:20     it scans the area with an aura and seeks them out Mar 28 23:19:26     and zips me to them Mar 28 23:19:28         Again, if they wanted something to do with me they'd want something to do with me Mar 28 23:19:32       @NLD: yeah, because you aren't doing shit. Mar 28 23:19:32         That's how I see it Mar 28 23:19:40     i faceplanted into Jessy's breasts, nld... Mar 28 23:19:44     lel Mar 28 23:19:45         I don't care Mar 28 23:19:51     im sure you're not so bad off Mar 28 23:19:52       If they don't see the incentive nor will bother as well. Mar 28 23:19:58     also Mar 28 23:20:14     you arent friends? Mar 28 23:20:14         What incentive could the possibly get from hanging out with me hm? Mar 28 23:20:16       @Vexington: Bionic arm is best attached in WL form. Mar 28 23:20:18         Probably not. Mar 28 23:20:22         I don't think so. Mar 28 23:20:24     >incentive Mar 28 23:20:26     NIGGER Mar 28 23:20:26   Vexington: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:20:29     >.> Mar 28 23:20:32       Nigger? Mar 28 23:20:33   NinjaCPU: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:20:46     why must there be a reason for friends Mar 28 23:20:49     companions Mar 28 23:20:51     lovers etc Mar 28 23:20:53       for god sakes Mar 28 23:20:55         Because I am a man who needs logic. Mar 28 23:21:01       No Mar 28 23:21:04     different forms of love for the same overall reason Mar 28 23:21:09       I don't believe that's why you're like that. Mar 28 23:21:10     the need to be with another Mar 28 23:21:14         I'm actually considering completely cutting off tulpasex forever and jsut going back to porn. Mar 28 23:21:21     the human desire to be with another being Mar 28 23:21:24         Eh Mar 28 23:21:28         Bishiop said it best Mar 28 23:21:29     to hold another that is close to you Mar 28 23:21:33         I'm not human apparently Mar 28 23:21:38     :l Mar 28 23:21:38 *       NinjaCPU facepalm Mar 28 23:21:39       are we having another NLD is a sad faggot circlejerk? Mar 28 23:21:40   bish0p_: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:21:41       ugh Mar 28 23:21:42       Yeah you are. Mar 28 23:21:44     nld Mar 28 23:21:51       i'll be in #mtg, message me when you're done. Mar 28 23:21:52     you're an edgy faggot Mar 28 23:21:55     but yes Mar 28 23:21:57       jesus christ Mar 28 23:21:57     youre human Mar 28 23:21:58 <--     bish0p_ (~bish0p_@Rizon-4BCFFEBC.c3-0.drf-ubr1.atw-drf.pa.cable.rcn.com) has left #tulpa-forum (Once you know what it is you want to be true, instinct is a very useful device for enabling you to know that it is) Mar 28 23:22:09         Either way Mar 28 23:22:11       Either way, done with this argument. Mar 28 23:22:23       Obviously going no where. He won't know what it's like to have tulpa-friends. Mar 28 23:22:31         I'm not worth their time. Mar 28 23:22:35         That's the bottom line. Mar 28 23:22:36     can you honestly say that you could take solace in the fact that if you were-FUCKING Mar 28 23:22:40     SHUT UP Mar 28 23:22:43       Vexington Mar 28 23:22:43     = - = Mar 28 23:22:45       Stop it Mar 28 23:22:47       It's over. Mar 28 23:22:53       He's stubborn as a mule. Mar 28 23:22:55         No Mar 28 23:22:59     i despise that talk Mar 28 23:23:03         well perhaps Mar 28 23:23:05         but I am for a reason Mar 28 23:23:12     because you sounded just like me 2 months ago Mar 28 23:23:16       I do as well, but obviously it doesn't matter. Mar 28 23:23:19         I don't want to be a burden to my tulps Mar 28 23:23:27     >implying Mar 28 23:23:29       stupid reason, btw;. Mar 28 23:23:29     >implying Mar 28 23:23:30         Hey Mar 28 23:23:32       very stupid. Mar 28 23:23:35     youre implying Mar 28 23:23:38         they don't want anything to dow ith me Mar 28 23:23:43     >.> Mar 28 23:23:44 *       Goopi|away is now known as Goopi Mar 28 23:23:46       Even more stupid Mar 28 23:23:50     they kinda live in your bran Mar 28 23:23:54     you know... Mar 28 23:23:56     n stuff Mar 28 23:23:59         Explain why they wouldn't do something then? Mar 28 23:24:00         Say something? Mar 28 23:24:02         Hm? Mar 28 23:24:09     maybe... Mar 28 23:24:11         IF they REALY wanted me to spend time with them they'd ask Mar 28 23:24:17     theres a need for drive on your part Mar 28 23:24:51     maybe you need to show a bit of willpower to them Mar 28 23:24:54         I'm trying to respect them and what they want. Mar 28 23:25:14     do you even ask them what they want? Mar 28 23:25:26         Well aurora made it clear Mar 28 23:25:33         she said she would talk to me if she wanted to Mar 28 23:26:01         and even mentioned wanting to go find male tulps to talk to. pretty much she's going to frinedzone me Mar 28 23:26:10 *       You are now known as Uber Mar 28 23:26:10 *       Uber sets mode +r Uber Mar 28 23:26:17         so that's pretty much clear Mar 28 23:26:18   NLD is too beta even for his tulpae. Mar 28 23:26:43         If they're going to be stuck in my head I feel that I should give them as much space as possible uber. Mar 28 23:26:44     beta or not Mar 28 23:27:00         They're people too, so I"m treating them like I would any other person. Mar 28 23:27:01     i think you should at least find yourself acquainted with them Mar 28 23:27:04     comrades Mar 28 23:27:06     family Mar 28 23:27:08         Eh Mar 28 23:27:10     something! Mar 28 23:27:13     SOMETHING! Mar 28 23:27:18         we're acquantences. Mar 28 23:27:26     :| Mar 28 23:27:32         I suppose that's it. Mar 28 23:28:02         If I needed to know somehting about them I'd read the pastes. Mar 28 23:28:12         I just don't see myself as friend material Mar 28 23:28:16         or comrade material Mar 28 23:28:31     i might be a lovey dovey peanut tree producing an infinite amount of sap Mar 28 23:28:37     but cmon! Mar 28 23:28:41         you're a pretzel Mar 28 23:28:45     :l Mar 28 23:28:48         don't "but c'mon" me. Mar 28 23:28:50 *       Vexington headbutts Mar 28 23:29:12     if you needed to know Mar 28 23:29:20     you dont WANT to know? Mar 28 23:29:29     plus they change Mar 28 23:29:29         what? Mar 28 23:29:34         Eh Mar 28 23:29:36         their forms yes Mar 28 23:29:40         their personalites, no Mar 28 23:29:44     over the course of their lives they change alot- YES Mar 28 23:29:48         Their personalities are consistent. Mar 28 23:29:57     little things about them change, nld Mar 28 23:30:02         Well then Mar 28 23:30:13     little things that are all the more sweet to understand Mar 28 23:30:15         eh Mar 28 23:30:17         I disagree Mar 28 23:30:23     those little things Mar 28 23:30:29         they what? Mar 28 23:31:00         I told you, I treat them like I would any other person. They don't want to talk to me, I won't try to talk to them. Mar 28 23:31:08     learning about your tulpa and getting to know them again Mar 28 23:31:10         That's something I've learned is the best. Mar 28 23:31:11     is wonderful Mar 28 23:31:13         No Mar 28 23:31:14         it's a hassle Mar 28 23:31:18     :l Mar 28 23:31:20         awkward Mar 28 23:31:28     youre being an awkward hassle Mar 28 23:31:31     :l Mar 28 23:31:38     l: Mar 28 23:31:42         One more reason I don't tihnk I could be friends or commrades with them Mar 28 23:31:52 *       NinjaCPU place images of Morcadi saying "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Mar 28 23:31:56         I'm more trouble than I'm worth. Mar 28 23:31:56     why the fuck not Mar 28 23:31:56   Vexington: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:32:10     yet theyre still with you Mar 28 23:32:12     also Mar 28 23:32:19         They don't have a choice Mar 28 23:32:28 *       jx[A|V} is now known as jx759000 Mar 28 23:32:29     aurora, when i was talking to her was awfully sweet concerning you Mar 28 23:32:33         Eh Mar 28 23:32:36         times change. Mar 28 23:32:38         Like you said Mar 28 23:32:40         people change Mar 28 23:32:41 <--     Surprise_ (cgiirc@Rizon-7F96D09C.tpgi.com.au) has left #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:32:53     i dont think she just "buried and mustered up her feelings" Mar 28 23:32:55         I'm just going to guess she gave up. Mar 28 23:33:01     :l Mar 28 23:33:05         and I'm okay with that. Mar 28 23:33:06     nld Mar 28 23:33:09         she has every right. Mar 28 23:33:12     do this for me then Mar 28 23:33:14         do what Mar 28 23:33:19 *       jx759000 is now known as jx Mar 28 23:33:27     go into wonderland and show a bit of moxy Mar 28 23:33:32         >moxy Mar 28 23:33:34         >me Mar 28 23:33:37         you're crazy Mar 28 23:33:37     just try to talk Mar 28 23:33:42     :l Mar 28 23:33:45     i amn Mar 28 23:33:48     *am Mar 28 23:33:56         I've tried talking Mar 28 23:33:59         talking gets you nowhere Mar 28 23:34:02     Jessy stabbed me in the back during a hug earlier Mar 28 23:34:13     i still kissed her Mar 28 23:34:17 *       jx is now known as jx|A|L|K|V Mar 28 23:34:21     i still love her dearly Mar 28 23:34:25         I don't think I should now that I've had this talk Mar 28 23:34:35         The question comes to mind do I care about them like that? Mar 28 23:34:43         Probably not. Mar 28 23:34:56     you still doubt that assumption Mar 28 23:34:59         Proabbly best to appologize Mar 28 23:35:00     therefor i ask Mar 28 23:35:01 *       jx|A|L|K|V is now known as jx759000 Mar 28 23:35:07 *       jx759000 is now known as jx759000_ Mar 28 23:35:09         stop tulpasex forever Mar 28 23:35:18     that you please go into wonderland and try to relate Mar 28 23:35:23     or even spend idle time Mar 28 23:35:25         Been there, tried that Mar 28 23:35:30         it did nothing Mar 28 23:35:32     talk about what they like Mar 28 23:35:36     do it again Mar 28 23:35:37     :l Mar 28 23:35:38         why? Mar 28 23:35:39     for me Mar 28 23:35:43     im asking Mar 28 23:35:45     please Mar 28 23:35:46         Did I ever tell yo uthe definition of insanity? Mar 28 23:35:50     :l Mar 28 23:35:54     then switch it up Mar 28 23:35:57         It's doing the same fucking thing over and over again and expecting a different result Mar 28 23:36:00     show a bit of moxy Mar 28 23:36:06         I lack that Mar 28 23:36:16     then just "do it faggit" Mar 28 23:36:54     energize yourself, drink some sugar, meditate, what ever the fuck that gets you energized Mar 28 23:36:54   Vexington: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:37:01     and just... c: Mar 28 23:37:03     yea Mar 28 23:37:15     ugh... Mar 28 23:37:20     >repeating words Mar 28 23:37:27     im feeling autismal Mar 28 23:37:37         What would I Do? Mar 28 23:37:53 I honestly have no clue if I'm going to sleep tonight Mar 28 23:37:55     well Mar 28 23:37:56         Empty words produce nothing. Mar 28 23:38:04     i always say not to force a force Mar 28 23:38:12     then tell the truth Mar 28 23:38:18         Then there is nothign to say Mar 28 23:38:19     say why you're there Mar 28 23:38:27         "I'm here because Vex told me to" Mar 28 23:38:33         yeah that'll go over well Mar 28 23:38:42 *       Vexington scratches head Mar 28 23:38:45     >.> Mar 28 23:38:47     hmm. Mar 28 23:38:56     well then Mar 28 23:39:00     IDLE CONVERSATION Mar 28 23:39:03     :> Mar 28 23:39:07         Probably would be to discuss the immidiate cease and disist of tulpasex Mar 28 23:39:15         that would be order of business 1 Mar 28 23:39:20     nobody likes it? Mar 28 23:39:23     :\ Mar 28 23:39:23         I don't like it. Mar 28 23:39:25         It's hollow Mar 28 23:39:26         empty Mar 28 23:39:29         and cruel Mar 28 23:39:32 ...what? Mar 28 23:39:41 *       Vexington 's lightbulb goes off Mar 28 23:39:43     ... Mar 28 23:39:47     finally Mar 28 23:39:47         No point in doing it if it's for the sake of fucking Mar 28 23:39:54 of all the things i'd describe tulpa sex as... hollow, empty, and cruel are the exact opposites Mar 28 23:40:02         In my case it is. Mar 28 23:40:04     now this is where you can turn it around Mar 28 23:40:08         No. Mar 28 23:40:11     instead of for sex Mar 28 23:40:14         There is no "Turning it around" Mar 28 23:40:18 fufilling, sensual, loving, amazing, emotion-sharing Mar 28 23:40:21         No. Mar 28 23:40:22     companionship- YES YOU CAN Mar 28 23:40:23     I DID Mar 28 23:40:25         I'm incapable of it. Mar 28 23:40:29     so can fucking you Mar 28 23:40:34         I'm not you. Mar 28 23:40:35         I'm me. Mar 28 23:40:37 with that attitude you are Mar 28 23:40:41         We're two different people. Mar 28 23:40:44     if a fucking failure like me can, as can you Mar 28 23:40:48     aye, we are Mar 28 23:40:50         I don't want it though. Mar 28 23:40:53         THerefore Mar 28 23:41:04         The best thing to do would to not even bother with it anymore. Mar 28 23:41:07     well what do you want? Mar 28 23:41:15     with that kind of talk Mar 28 23:41:17         I want them to be happy Mar 28 23:41:22 <--     NinjaHex has quit (Remote host closed the connection) Mar 28 23:41:22 *       DCC SEND guten.jpg to Vexington aborted. Mar 28 23:41:29     its like you could live life the same without them in your life Mar 28 23:41:39         Could I? Mar 28 23:41:49   yeah Mar 28 23:41:50         Possibly. Probably not. Mar 28 23:41:58 -->     Hex (~AndChat22@Rizon-9AB767CB.sub-174-226-1.myvzw.com) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:41:59         The emptiness would be there. Mar 28 23:42:00   you don't even talk to them, apparently Mar 28 23:42:05 <--     Swiftfeather has quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer) Mar 28 23:42:10 -->     Swiftfeather (~Swifty@swiftfeather.jack) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:42:12     it sounds as if they died the next day, you would move on in a snap Mar 28 23:42:14         I speak to them when they speak to me. Mar 28 23:42:19         Not likely Mar 28 23:42:21   It's like the difference between living with parents you isolate yourself from and living alone. Mar 28 23:42:24         There would be the pain. Mar 28 23:42:25     like you have nothing Mar 28 23:42:27     therefor Mar 28 23:42:40     they are nothing but unnecessary people in your life Mar 28 23:42:42         But it would be emptiness. Mar 28 23:42:52     well then, they mean something Mar 28 23:43:01     and you can INDEED be allies Mar 28 23:43:03         No it would be because they would no longer be whre they once were Mar 28 23:43:09     i dont see why the fuck not Mar 28 23:43:09   Vexington: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:43:17         it's like when aurora vanished early on Mar 28 23:43:22         there was an "empty" feeling Mar 28 23:43:25     so... Mar 28 23:43:27         until she came back Mar 28 23:43:35       Hmm Mar 28 23:43:35     you wouldnt emotionally care Mar 28 23:43:38         and they exist now. Mar 28 23:43:38     good to know Mar 28 23:43:50         I have no right to kill them Mar 28 23:44:09     i guess if thats how you truly feel, we can draw this to a close Mar 28 23:44:11         the best I can do for them is let them do what they want and be there if they need me. Mar 28 23:44:25     because with that bullshit attitude theres no helping this Mar 28 23:44:34         I kind of just feel I'm not really worthy of having them around. Mar 28 23:44:45     is that all? Mar 28 23:44:51         Eh that's mostly it Mar 28 23:44:54     :l Mar 28 23:44:58         so I keep my distance like I would any normal person. Mar 28 23:45:05 *       Vexington smack nld Mar 28 23:45:09 *       Vexington smack nld Mar 28 23:45:13 *       Vexington flip nld Mar 28 23:45:17         :| Mar 28 23:45:20 *       Vexington pin and smack him Mar 28 23:45:25 *       Vexington smack Mar 28 23:45:28 *       Vexington smack Mar 28 23:45:29         what Mar 28 23:45:32 *       Vexington smack Mar 28 23:45:45       fuck Mar 28 23:45:45   NinjaCPU: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:45:45     im doing what Bel would do Mar 28 23:45:54     except i should be punching Mar 28 23:45:54       Hooray, Ignoring the bot works Mar 28 23:46:03     i should be ripping you limb from limb Mar 28 23:46:06     biting Mar 28 23:46:08       Vexington Mar 28 23:46:09         why? Mar 28 23:46:09     etc Mar 28 23:46:10     etc Mar 28 23:46:12       What did i tell you? Mar 28 23:46:16       I'M A PRETTY PONY TULPA Mar 28 23:46:22       Hi Straw Mar 28 23:46:28         Violet is prettier pone fawk u Mar 28 23:46:33         See? Mar 28 23:46:35   nigger Mar 28 23:46:36   Uber: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:46:36     because they love you Mar 28 23:46:37         Using them for hollow retorts Mar 28 23:46:42     :| Mar 28 23:46:44 Usage: IGNORE     mask - host mask to ignore, eg: *!*@*.aol.com     types - types of data to ignore, one or all of:             PRIV, CHAN, NOTI, CTCP, DCC, INVI, ALL     options - NOSAVE, QUIET Mar 28 23:46:46         >Because they love you Mar 28 23:46:52       Vex Mar 28 23:46:52 *       Vexington rip nld arm Mar 28 23:46:54       stop it Mar 28 23:46:55         >Oldest tulp pretty much told me to fuck off Mar 28 23:46:55   EnEllDee|Tulps: I feel offended by your recent action(s). Please read http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:46:56 *       Vexington bite nld neck Mar 28 23:46:59         mmkay Mar 28 23:47:02 *       Vexington stomp nld chest Mar 28 23:47:07         Like your logic buddy Mar 28 23:47:11 *       Vexington rip out nld heart Mar 28 23:47:19 *       Vexington elbow nld neck Mar 28 23:47:22 *       Vexington gouge eyes Mar 28 23:47:28 *       Vexington break other arm Mar 28 23:47:28   bitch Mar 28 23:47:31   fuck Mar 28 23:47:34 *       Vexington knee crotch Mar 28 23:47:35   nigga Mar 28 23:47:36   dick Mar 28 23:47:38   penis Mar 28 23:47:39 *       Vexington puch Mar 28 23:47:39         vex Mar 28 23:47:40   nigger Mar 28 23:47:42   ok Mar 28 23:47:44 *       Vexington punch Mar 28 23:47:45         stap Mar 28 23:47:47 *       Vexington punch Mar 28 23:47:52   I guess I ignored AntiBullyBot as well Mar 28 23:47:55 *       Vexington rip off jaw Mar 28 23:48:01 *       Vexington punch Mar 28 23:48:09 *       Vexington punch Mar 28 23:48:24       [don't use vulgarity around poor sweet innocent strawbee] Mar 28 23:48:45 *       Vexington burns nld's corpse Mar 28 23:48:47 -->     Emrys[Amber] (cgiirc@Rizon-6940071D.columbus.res.rr.com) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:48:55 *       Vexington lights cigarette Mar 28 23:48:56   raggle fraggle Mar 28 23:48:56         :| Mar 28 23:48:57   Emrys! Mar 28 23:49:01   UBER Mar 28 23:49:06         Vex is mutliating me Mar 28 23:49:07   NLD barely cares about his tulpae! Mar 28 23:49:11   I'm on spring break Mar 28 23:49:13         ohboyherewego Mar 28 23:49:16   I don't believe you Mar 28 23:49:20         Uber has it wrong Mar 28 23:49:21 *       Vexington elbow nld burning nose Mar 28 23:49:21 -->     Jellie (~Jellie@Rizon-BC7F6E46.lightspeed.livnmi.sbcglobal.net) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:49:24         It's the other way around Mar 28 23:49:25 *       Vexington is on fire Mar 28 23:49:26   I can believe that he hates vi Mar 28 23:49:31   but not all of them Mar 28 23:49:32 *       Vexington stop drop and rolls Mar 28 23:49:41         It's because I care about them I distance myself from them Mar 28 23:49:57 *       Vexington snap nld burning neck Mar 28 23:49:59   oh Mar 28 23:50:01   It's just weird Mar 28 23:50:07   what? Mar 28 23:50:09         way I see it is that if they wanted to hang out with me, to talk to me, they would. Mar 28 23:50:14         Hell Mar 28 23:50:17   He thinks that by barely talking to them he's helping them Mar 28 23:50:17 *       Vexington headbutts burning skull Mar 28 23:50:19         Celly said she wanted to do ipositon Mar 28 23:50:21 *       Vexington headbutts Mar 28 23:50:24 *       Vexington headbutts Mar 28 23:50:25         and then she just Mar 28 23:50:26   And he's too beta to make the first move Mar 28 23:50:27         doesnt Mar 28 23:50:47         Aurora's pretty much told me to fuck off Mar 28 23:50:48   so Mar 28 23:50:50 *       Vexington ignores pain and delivers another punch onslaught Mar 28 23:50:52         and she's my oldest tup Mar 28 23:51:00         who I trusted more than anyone else in the world Mar 28 23:51:00   wut Mar 28 23:51:02   wut Mar 28 23:51:03         Yeah Mar 28 23:51:03   wut Mar 28 23:51:04   wut Mar 28 23:51:04   w Mar 28 23:51:05   utii Mar 28 23:51:10         other day Mar 28 23:51:16         said "I'll get you if I need you" Mar 28 23:51:22   http://stop-irc-bullying.eu/stop Mar 28 23:51:24       i feel offended by nld's existance Mar 28 23:51:26   what is this Mar 28 23:51:36   It's a troll bot Mar 28 23:51:38         and then ended up saying a bit more recently "Find me some male tulps to talk to Mar 28 23:51:38   just ignore it Mar 28 23:51:47 *       Vexington begins to slice at nld's insides with his dismembered jaw Mar 28 23:51:49         pretty mch adding insult to injury Mar 28 23:51:56   oh Mar 28 23:51:58     me elbows forehead Mar 28 23:52:00   well Mar 28 23:52:05 *       Vexington elbows forehead Mar 28 23:52:06   you did have a "son" Mar 28 23:52:09         Eh Mar 28 23:52:15 *       Vexington knees chest Mar 28 23:52:15       tell her surprise is MY man >;v Mar 28 23:52:19         she's looking for romantic interest. Mar 28 23:52:23 *       Vexington stomps nld Mar 28 23:52:24         not just friends. Mar 28 23:52:26 *       Vexington stomp Mar 28 23:52:30   oh Mar 28 23:52:32   that Mar 28 23:52:33 *       Vexington stomp x10 Mar 28 23:52:34   oh Mar 28 23:52:38   gl Mar 28 23:52:48         I dunno what other tulp chats would be good for that Mar 28 23:52:59         I figure she's just given up on me Mar 28 23:53:04   #tulpa-speak ? Mar 28 23:53:06         don't blame her. Mar 28 23:53:07 *       Vexington gets baseball bat Mar 28 23:53:09 <--     NinjaCPU has quit (Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client) Mar 28 23:53:15 *       Vexington smashes nld skull Mar 28 23:53:16   can I marry Aurora? Mar 28 23:53:19         no Mar 28 23:53:21       what is tulpa speaK? Mar 28 23:53:23   aww Mar 28 23:53:23         vex Mar 28 23:53:24         stap Mar 28 23:53:24   that was fast Mar 28 23:53:31         He was joking Mar 28 23:53:32 *       Vexington breaks ribs Mar 28 23:53:37   there was a proxying irc a while back Mar 28 23:53:38   yeah Mar 28 23:53:39         Vex quit being a faggot Mar 28 23:53:42   she's not really my type Mar 28 23:53:43 *       Vexington continues to break bones Mar 28 23:53:48   I'd marry Celly, though Mar 28 23:53:50 *       Vexington rips out liver Mar 28 23:53:51         yeah you like hte subservient type Mar 28 23:53:53 *       Vexington eats Mar 28 23:53:57 /ignore Vexington!*@* Mar 28 23:54:02 whoops too many /'s Mar 28 23:54:06 *       Vexington stomps heart Mar 28 23:54:14     also ive been ignored... Mar 28 23:54:15     ouch Mar 28 23:54:22     that almost hurts Mar 28 23:54:22   well Mar 28 23:54:26     faggot Mar 28 23:54:27   you were shitposting Mar 28 23:54:30         yes Mar 28 23:54:31         you were Mar 28 23:54:32     :l Mar 28 23:54:32   Holy shit Vex, you crack me up Mar 28 23:54:35         Point is Mar 28 23:54:42     implying we dont do that constantly here Mar 28 23:54:46 *       Vexington punch nld Mar 28 23:54:46         the way I see it Mar 28 23:54:56   Seriously Vex, that was fucking funny Mar 28 23:54:57         if they don't talk to me then they don't want anything to do with me atm Mar 28 23:55:02     :> Mar 28 23:55:05         I'm really only around in the instance they need me Mar 28 23:55:05 -->     Surprise_ (cgiirc@Rizon-7F96D09C.tpgi.com.au) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:55:11         also vex, keep it up and I'll ignore you too Mar 28 23:55:12   cunt Mar 28 23:55:12   I wanna tru Mar 28 23:55:17   hey nld can i marry celly Mar 28 23:55:19   hey nld can i marry celly Mar 28 23:55:24         no Mar 28 23:55:25         fawk u Mar 28 23:55:31   HAHAHAHAA Mar 28 23:55:34   that's great Mar 28 23:55:36   Nigger Mar 28 23:55:37     well you care Mar 28 23:55:40     somewhat Mar 28 23:55:44   Cunt fuck Mar 28 23:55:44         eh Mar 28 23:55:47         sort of Mar 28 23:55:51         but not enough Mar 28 23:55:53   hey nld can i marry blelly Mar 28 23:55:55   Cocksucking shitt drinker Mar 28 23:55:56         [Jellie] Mar 28 23:56:01          /ignore Uber all Mar 28 23:56:07     enough to defend without their personal consent :> Mar 28 23:56:10     <: Mar 28 23:56:13         eh Mar 28 23:56:19         Uber's just shit teir Mar 28 23:56:24 *       Vexington elbows nld Mar 28 23:56:25     :> Mar 28 23:56:29         stop it faggot Mar 28 23:56:30   fuck it Mar 28 23:56:49     i cant stahp when faced with such fawgottry Mar 28 23:56:55         explain it Mar 28 23:56:58         I think it's logic Mar 28 23:56:59     my elbows will bleed by this nights end Mar 28 23:56:59         Enelldee, jellie, thestrawberrytup::: I have a 3 player Terraria adventure map if you want to play Mar 28 23:57:08         the first chapter is done Mar 28 23:57:08         Vex Mar 28 23:57:09   http://pastebin.com/HMhDBT57 replace any instance of Maya with Celly Mar 28 23:57:10         I said it Mar 28 23:57:23         bully bot, I love you Mar 28 23:57:29         that actually made me laugh Mar 28 23:57:35   Celly recolors for everybody! Mar 28 23:57:43       [i have to cover poor strawbee's ears with al this dirty language around] Mar 28 23:57:43         :| Mar 28 23:57:45 -->     Swiftfeather|2 (~Swifty@Rizon-3EC25762.mpls.qwest.net) has joined #tulpa-forum Mar 28 23:57:47         but seriously Mar 28 23:57:56         If I didn't care Mar 28 23:57:56   Uber will make a celly recolor Mar 28 23:57:56   and name her Blelly Mar 28 23:57:56   HIS ORIGINAL TULPA Mar 28 23:57:59     i guess one reason that its hard to let this go... Mar 28 23:58:07     and why i continue to hit you Mar 28 23:58:11 *       Vexington gut punch Mar 28 23:58:11         I'd probably be in their faces all the time Mar 28 23:58:18         bugging them Mar 28 23:58:20         pestering them Mar 28 23:58:26         tyring to interact with them al lthe fucking time Mar 28 23:58:26     is because im the anti-you in a sense Mar 28 23:58:32     its hardly pestering Mar 28 23:58:34   Vex, I love you in the most heterosexual way Mar 28 23:58:42     :> Mar 28 23:58:49         http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhS8oJ_N-Kc Mar 28 23:58:50   so Mar 28 23:58:54         It is pestering. Mar 28 23:58:57   Can I bro-marry you, Vex? Mar 28 23:58:59   guise Mar 28 23:59:01         An inferiror person is pestring you Mar 28 23:59:03   guise Mar 28 23:59:04     you see... one thing i often talk about is the "reason for existing" Mar 28 23:59:05   guise Mar 28 23:59:08     well uber... Mar 28 23:59:10 <--     Swiftfeather has quit (Ping timeout: 240 seconds) Mar 28 23:59:12   guise? Mar 28 23:59:14     Lycaon sort of... well Mar 28 23:59:15     lel Mar 28 23:59:20     what can i say? Mar 28 23:59:23         Vex http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhS8oJ_N-Kc Mar 28 23:59:39     ... Mar 28 23:59:41         and lylael, I'm a bit exausted for now Mar 28 23:59:42     must it? Mar 28 23:59:44         sorry :c Mar 28 23:59:48   jellie Mar 28 23:59:50     i say fuck no Mar 28 23:59:52         I tried to drag this into PMs Mar 28 23:59:55         Vex Mar 28 23:59:56         PM Mar 28 23:59:59     to be held back by any reality Mar 29 00:00:00         get this shit out of the main IRC Mar 29 00:00:03     fine. Mar 29 00:00:05   ^ Mar 29 00:00:05         what? Mar 29 00:00:11     i think im kind of digressing... Mar 29 00:00:12   What ronin and hat should do Mar 29 00:00:19   one sec Mar 29 00:00:26   Lycaon what Mar 29 00:00:31       i'm not a mind demon Mar 29 00:00:53   Vexington Mar 29 00:01:08   WHY CAN'T YOU BE MY BRO4LYFE?