Because when someone tells you to 'just write something entertaining' on the spot, you can't stop the inspiration flowing.   Gay pone stuff still. Check yourself.     >You just had to egg him on didn't you? >Oh he was cute, definitely a good view from across the room. >You could tell he was new to the whole schtick, the way his cute little toosh squirmed and wiggled on that stool. >You didn't even need to get close enough to be able to see the sweat on his coat and his nervous hoof twiddling. >You had him pegged as just some newbie who had never had another stallion's crotch near his face. >It was all laid out in your head as you observed that squidgy little butt and dancing short red tail. >Go over, nicker into his ear a couple of times, lead him back to yours, have a good time, send him on his way. >Hey, you're doing him a favour. Once he's broken in, he'll keep coming back here looking for more. >All it takes is that one little push. >That's how you lost your precious little virginity. >Yep it was that simple. And it felt simple as you got down from your stool and sauntered over. >But as soon as you slung a foreleg on the bar and turned to give him the most sexy come hither gay look you had, it happened. >You saw his eyes. His cute, wide little eyes. >Brilliant saucers with a clear warm blue around the pupils. >Any description you make just feels empty and two dimensional, like a crude drawing of celestia. >No justice could be done to such beautiful eyes. >Man, you were drowning in them already. >He opens his mouth and gives a cute stuttering hello. >It barely registered but you remember to say hello in return. >The chat starts up easily, the gentle murmer of the surrounding bar giving the words just enough privacy and volume. >He's a new one alright, family just moved here. >When you sneak in a question about a marefriend, he blushes and mumbles he never really had any success with girls. >Oh sugar, you could have every single one of them fall for you if you just batted those eyes at them. >You express your amazement and it draws a chuckle from him. >Every glance he gives you is like a drop of water from a cool spring on a hot day. >It suddenly feels like a sharp pin in your mind. You need this little cutie so badly. >You draw some breaths to prepare yourself for the big question. >Normally you're better at this, wheedling the conversation round to whether he'd be interested in continuing things somewhere else. >Subtlety and mystery, drives the burly stallions wild with need. >Not today though, you feel the kid would panic at such intricate wording and gameplay, he needs the casual route and honesty. >Celestia help you if he turns you down. >You utter the words and try not to tense up. >There's a long agonising pause before he draws a deep breath and says it. >'O-ok' >If a chorus of pegasi began singing right then it would've fitted the bill. >You pay for his drink (a weedy tray of water, bless him) and lead him away, making sure to keep a friendly hoof on his shoulder. >Wouldn't want the little sweetie to bolt now, he's doing so well. >You give him some small talk to calm his nerves. >The quaver is in his voice still, but he's holding strong. >Man you're holding strong too, the excitement and need burning throughout your body. >It isn't long before your house is in sight. >Always a welcome sight when you have company. >Unfortunately it wasn't tonight. >There is someone sitting on your doorstep. >And even before the big guy is getting to his hooves, you know who it is. >Your heart sinks and any joy you had for tonight's entertainment is sucked away. >He lumbers forward, his beady little eyes fixed on yours. >What were once tender cute little buttons of warmth have gone cold and cynical. >The little bags underneath them are big signposts for how rough he's been sleeping. >No doubt he'd put it down to your absence. >Poor, poor little bumpkin. >He just couldn't understand the boundaries, the rules you had set yourself. >It tore him apart and drove him to become this thing now staring down at you. >Hurts your heart every time you see him, knowing it was your fault. >Oh you know it wasn't strictly your fault, but nothing stops you twisting it round to make you the bad guy. >You greet him as plainly as you could manage, even if your heart begins painfully bumping in your chest. >His rough voice cracks at you, driven brittle and unfriendly from many lonely nights and strong drinks. >It's always the usual stuff, how are you doing, who have you fucked lately, do you ever think about what we had. >Always the same responses, kept as friendly as you could possibly make it. >The thumping is louder in your ears once you notice the slight sway in his stance. >He's been at the drinks again tonight. >He's not going to back down easily, not this time. >His piercing stare falls on the sugarplum stood next to you. >The filth falls quickly from his mouth, biting words about how he should watch out for dating a slut. >It turns quickly, his hooves stumbling as he gets closer, voice rising as he wonders if the little schlong likes used whores. >You're fine with him insulting you, hurting you. You feel you deserve it. >But you aren't gonna let him scare the kid. >Stepping in will have its consequences, but the hell with it. >Slapping a hoof on his foreleg does the trick and diverts his attention. >You try and remain calm but firm, yet there's a quaver in your voice too. >You know how this is gonna end darling, why be scared? >Just be glad he isn't doing this to the cute kid. >He swings and connects. >It's the eye this time, damn bastard. >That's gonna put a hitch in your future endeavours on the scene. Nobody wants to have fun with someone fresh out of the warzone. >You can barely hear his roaring over the ringing in your ears as you lay there. >Seems there's another voice joining his, might be the sweet thing you led home tonight. >The thought of him laying into your company starts you climbing to your hooves. >There's some thudding of hooves and your breath starts hitching. >Next thing you know, though, is some tender forelegs helping you up. >Through the double vision you glimpse heaven in the form of those unblemished blue eyes. >The kid's voice comes through the ringing, saying how the other stallion walked off after he threatened to call the guards. >He must've sounded genuine to be able to drive off your past problem like that. >Quick shake of your head clears some of the fuzz around your vision and you can find your front door. >A brief tour of all the utilities and furnishings, theres the kitchen, there's the bathroom, watch out for that cabinet it's rickety. >You'd be getting the tour of his mouth right now if you were on game. >Right now though, you just want a cold cloth over your face to ease the swelling. >You barely have time to move before your saviour rushes past and turns on your taps. >My my, he knows how to treat a colt. >He returns with the damp cloth and administers it. >At your raised eyebrow, he mumbles about wanting to help. >Such a gentlecolt with those heavenly eyes and courage. >What are you getting yourself into, dearie? >Just give him a good time and send him on his way. >He locks his eyes onto yours and your offer to lead him to the bedroom dies on your snout. >He wants to know why that stallion hit you. >They never ask personal questions, the little angel couldn't be any more green if he tried. >But something about his tender concern makes you spill it. >You go into how you didn't want to commit and broke it off. >You even go into how wonderful things were when the two of you were together. >Closer than together, rarely apart, always sharing a kiss and a nuzzle, a lick and a half lidded stare of approval. >Oh how things were amazing, you tell him. >How cruel it was that things could never stay that way. >Oh dear, here come the tears. >Doesn't take a shrink to tell you that your sudden hobby of picking up some tail at the bar is tied to your past. >Why you can't let go of your past and learn to commit is beyond you. >And besides, your promiscuity isn't hurting anyone. >Just yourself, but then since when did you matter? >A hoof pats yours as you're swept into those eyes again. >Dear sun goddess, you just spilled some hefty baggage on this little guy. >Even gave him some tears as well. >If he didn't want the business before, he certainly doesn't want it now. >You tell him he can go, expecting him to bolt. >It's strange that he didn't, and just sat there petting your hoof. >Even stranger when those beautiful eyes began moving closer, and his cute little mouth met yours. >You just had to open up to him, didn't you? >Because he opened himself up to you. >Funnily enough, so did his mouth, and his tongue was already moving against your lips before you even thought about moving on from kissing. >Boy he could kiss, guess some are just naturals at it. >What was once a fidgeting kid being led home is now the one making all the moves on you. >A hoof down your shoulder, a new angle in the smooching, a little inch closer. >Guess the fun was back on for tonight after all. >Slowly you break away, partly so that things can move to a more comfortable setting. >Partly so you could see those eyes once again. >Let me tell you sweetie, you're gonna go far with eyes like that. >Don't ever let a big meanie slam a hoof in them, the world will weep for such a crime. >At the suggestion of moving to the bedroom, he gives a visible gulp and nods. >Even after all that kissing he's still timid. >You offer him a warm smile and hold his hoof, guiding him up your stairs. >Even with the slightly blurry vision and only three legs you manage the climb. >Not your friend though, he stumbles quite a few times. >He doesn't take it too badly though, and by the top of the stairs you're both chuckling. >How much of it is to nerves you are unsure. >The excitement and joy is building within you again, sure, but there's also something else. >You opened up some details to this little cutie, you've given him a bit of power of you as a result. >Unfamiliar territories lie ahead. >Let's hope he's not into whips and chains as a first timer. >You smooth down the bedding once in your bedroom, making sure it's nice and flat. >You can never tell with whoever you bring back for the evening. >They could be the type for a tumble underneath the sheets, or they could enjoy full bare exhibitions on top of the covers >You figure the kid might be the latter type, if only so he doesn't fumble around in the dark. >Sure enough he climbs on and sits on his haunches, eyeing you nervously. >Oh, you don't want to see any tension with those eyes. >You quickly give him some more kissing to soften his nerves, even a quick nibble along the cheeks. >Sure enough he relaxes a little, enough to return some of the kisses at least. >You give him a little tease, a quick rub of the belly, flick of the tongue against his own. >You're about to get to the pertinent questions of how he likes the fun before he surprises you. >He suddenly has you on your back, the kissing continuing and his hooves beginning to massage your sides. >You're used to being the subject during foreplay, but for the little sweetpea to take the initiative completely throws you. >As such you're unprepared for the shock at feeling him prod against you. >Seems he was unprepared too because he breaks the kiss with a gasp. >There you both are, panting a little and unable to take your eyes off each other, both up there and down there. >He's certainly not a little colt. >The sight of the tools gets your brain back into focus and you ask him how he likes it. >A mumble and a blush is your only answer. >You rub his forelegs either side of you, offering a number of suggestions. >Nothing too fancy or flexible, mind. Quite bland for you, actually, but then you aren't really fussy. >After a bit of thought he just smiles at you. >What he does next is your next big surprise of the evening. >He asks what you like. >You've had plenty of lovers ask that usually, more often after the first several dates when they're tired of having you perform all the moves. >None of them ask that on the first try. >And none of them really know about you and your past. >And you know, from the caring look in his eyes, oh those eyes of his... >You know he really wants to know how you like it. >How /he/, Mister burly stallion of black eye shame, would make love to you. >So that's where you went wrong really. You had to open your big mouth and tell him. >You gave him that power over you. >He understands and accepts. >He quickly blushes and asks for help though, poor thing. >So you direct him to the cupboard near the bed. >He quickly returns with the bottle, upending it over his tool. >He pauses for a moment, brows furrowed, before he slowly dabs some on his hoof and applies it to your area. >the cold is nothing you aren't used to, but the feel of his hoof is definitely new and sends a shiver up your frame. >both of you shift into place near the end of the bed. >you hate to make him stand up to work, but he seems fine and happy with the setup. >You can't help but glance over his thin frame on top of you, cock hanging low and aimed at you. >Your gaze moves back up to his eyes, spotting the doubt and care in each twitch of his gaze over you. >You imagine how you must look. A veteran colt-cuddler on his back, hind legs spread, cock trembling against his body, his hole of dark pleasure waiting. >Take a kid who barely knows how to swim and throw him in the deep end, that's what you've done. >Yet amazingly your impending lover holds firm, the trembles both of nerves and excitement, the eyes unfaltering in their scrutiny of your body. >You tell him you are ready, offering more smiles and half lidded eyes, even clenching and raising your cock to make it even more obvious how ready you are. >You make sure to fixate on his eyes as he nods and begins inching his hips forward. >You offer him little resistance, yet his continues to go slowly and gently. >Finally he hilts, hunched over you, his eyes closer than ever. >The tingle of him inside you and the occassional flash of pleasure as his cock jumps against you. >Feelings you have felt before and will no doubt feel again. >But nothing compared to him buried inside of you and his eyes locked with yours. >You really are obsessed with those darn eyes of his. >And sadly that was your weakness, even with your jilted and violent former lover. >You can get banged six ways from sunday by any colt and feel pleasure from their slapping meat and hot breath. >But for you, nothing could surpass both the sex and the connection felt when looking into their eyes. >It rarely happened, and after your big mistake, you try not to let it happen. >With this colt though, it was different. >This sweet wonderful colt, shuddering as he slowly begins to move in and out of you. >He makes sure never to take his eyes off of yours the entire time. >Of course, this was your request, and he is ever so eager to please you. >Both of you continue to stare and pant as he moves. >He sure was a natural at this. >The movements turn into thrusts, slapping echoing off the bedroom walls. >The gentle bump of his balls against the base of your tail. >The slow way you wrap your hind legs around him as you give a little cry of pleasure. >All of it happens with total eye contact. >And you loved every minute of it, didn't you? >Judging from the whimpers and thickening of his cock, poor sugarpie loved it too. >The fun reaches a peak when his hips begin jerking and his breathing hitching. >You know it's always a tough time for the new guys when they cum. >They're never sure if it's too early or too late, whether they should pull out of stay in, do they lick it up afterwards. >You whisper to him to stay inside you, cum as much as he wants. >You didn't have to put the hitches into your own voice, but they happened anyway. >The combination of his cock and the eye contact was proving too much for you, your own shaft beginning to twitch and throb almost painfully. >Suddenly he flings forward, his face inches from yours, his voice croaking as he hilts deep. >You cannot help but cry out as all as you feel him begin to splash and throb within you. >Sure enough you begin cumming as well, creating a mess between the two of you. >You both remain like this until the echoes fade, and your lover collapses on top of you. >Instantly it feels as if a spell is broken, the high of the eye contact gone as if it never happened. >The question begins hurling through your mind even as you glow in the aftermath of a wonderful night. >You just had to tell him, didn't you? >Even as the little guy stirs and begins licking your neck, causing you to almost purr with pleasure. >You had to open up to him and give him power over you? >Even with him softening, you gently squirming in contentment at being full, rubbing your hooves over his back. >His pecking reaches your jaw and he leans up slightly, giving you another blast of his blue eyes, this time half lidded and satisfied. >You both share a kiss, both closing your eyes for the moment. >You had to let another one get close didn't you? >The kiss ends, and he nervously asks how he did. >Laughing, you honestly answer he was not bad for a newbie. >You feel you have a lot more to teach him, though, and that you would be willing to try again. >That part comes out of your mouth without thinking, and you instantly regret it. >Your rules, what were once your creed of the bedroom, shed a tear for such a shameful display. >Was not your inevitable black eye in the morning proof enough not to let them close? >Before you can even apologise, you recieve a kiss. >He says he would love to. >Love... >You thought you felt that once before. >It's stupid to think you could fall for such a trick again. >And yet, the eyes that look down on you now are full of the stuff. >The question still remains. >What have you gotten yourself into? >The answer comes easily as you share another kiss with the kid. >I've gotten myself into love. >Sure, it might not be full blown, head over heels, no-more-offering-my-rump-to-any-cock-around-town kind of love. >But it's a start at least, just a taste. >I think I would be ok with more from this little cutie. >After all, he has such wonderful eyes, I could stare into them for the rest of my life.