>You wake up >It's an ordinary morning >Your alarm is blaring on your bedside table >You reach to turn it off - or at least put it to sleep - and you realise >You're a Changeling >Huh? >Where did that come from? >You awkwardly slam your hand on the top of the alarm, it stops making any noise >That gives you time to think >You're a... Changeling? >You're clearly not >You're human >Born and bread >Always have been, always will be >Human arms >Human hands >Human legs >Human feet >Human face >The whole lot >You're as human as they come >But you can't shake off that feeling >That thought in your head >You're a changeling >How? >Why? >What? >You're confused >Conflicted >You're having an existential crisis >You'll get over it >You assure yourself >You're not sure if that you talking or the "changeling" >Your immediate reaction is to regroup- >Regroup? >With the hive, of course >You're going back home >Home? Where? >The mission is over - you won! Time to come back home! >Now there's another one of you in your head and your arguing with it >None of that matters >Regrouping matters! >But how? >Where? >When? >You think, where's the best place you can 'regroup' with the hive? >Well, there are Changelings online >Every fan of MLP is a Changeling- >Wait, really? >Of course >Hot damn, who would have thought it >Your phone vibrates >That must be one of your Changeling brethren >...You guess >You take a look at the screen >"Do you feel it too?" >It's your friend >A horsefucker >A pretty open horsefucker >Open with you >Just as you are with him >You two share a great relationship >Now you might just share some more >Well, you always shared more >You just didn't realise it until now "Yes" >You type back >That's all >It's all you can muster >But if you're right, he'll know what you mean too >A few moments pass >Your phone buzzes again >"Check /mlp/" >Check /mlp/? >He's right! >If every mlp fan is a Changeling - then what about the deviants of /mlp/? >Those bastards >The lovable bastards they are >If there's anywhere you'll find the 'hive', it's there >The wait for your computer to boot up is almost killing you >You're excited >For what reason? >You don't know >You're just excited to get chatting with your hive again! >It's been too long >And now you're going to be able to catch up >Your computer boots up >You almost immediately jump onto /mlp/ >And there it is >Stuck to the top of the board >"I'm a changeling" >In all fields, no less >Followed by the exact same post >Over and over again >Reaching over 1000 posts >All of them unique >Not a single image >Not a single tripfag >Not a single use of greentext >You're compelled to join in >And almost subconsciously, you make your own post "I'm a changeling" >You type >Another 30 or so posts load as you submit your own >This looks like... A... A 'greetings' thread or some shit >That's the closest you could describe it >Because beyond that, the board is still active as normal >Well, you say 'normal' >You mean 'normal' if everyone was a changeling >All sorts of discussions are going on >Sharing memories >Of both earth as a human and life prior to that >People are trying to work out if everyone was a changeling in Equestria or if we were born like this >An Anon posts a link to... >The Changeling article on wikipedia? >Fuck it, why not >Some shit about Changelings stealing kids and replacing them with their own children >Is that what you are? >All of you? >That's fucking weird >It's like someone just turned something on in your head >Flicked a switch >You're not a human any more, you're a changeling masquerading as a human >A new thread pops up >Another Anon >A gif of a changeling turning into Rainbow Dash- >Footage seen in the show >This gets you thinking- >"Hey, changelings, has anyone actually transformed yet?" >Yeah, that's what you were thinking >Like a hive mind >Well, you suppose it kind of is like a hive mind... >A few people begin to post >"No, but now I want to" >"Shit, we can be ponies now?" >"First to transform upload a webm of it" >">tfw i can finally be the qt3.14 mare" >"God dammit guys, keep this shit in /ptfg/" >You suppose no one else had really given it any thought either >But if it was true... >If you could change into a horse >Fuck, think of the possibilities >Most importantly, think of the fuc- >"inb4 /mlp/ organise changeling orgies" >Yes! >This man >'Muh brethren' >etc. >You wonder... >You wonder if you can change into something >And if you could, what you would do? >An /mlp/ orgy would be pretty tempting >A great idea, in fact! >You're a changeling >You feed off love - right? >There's no richer source of "love" >But love with your hive brothers and sisters? >Yeah, there's nothing wrong with that >Right? >Your phone vibrates >"I've got an idea" >Your friend, again >The same friend >"We need to see each other" >Oh fuck yeah you do! >This man >You like this man >That's why he's your friend, you suppose >You quickly text him back, letting him know you'll be there shortly >You just need to get ready >Have a quick shower, check >Put something clean on, check >Inspect yourself in the mirro- >You're not sure why you give enough of a shit, but your compelled to look at yourself in the mirror >There was just... Something >Something caught your eye as you walked pass the mirror >Something you hadn't noticed before >Or, at least, hadn't given much thought before >It was like a faint green shimmer around your iris >But that's always been there >Yeah >Of course >You'd just never given it much thought before >And never once considered that it might be due to the fact that you're not completely human >But that's besides the point >Your new hive brother awaits >Well, he was always your hive brother >You just- >Never mind >That's not important right now >You'll end up repeating yourself >You'll chalk it down to 'excitement', of sorts >You're learning so much about yourself today >And your friends >And a few hundred thousand people on the internet you've never met >It's a big day for you >And for everyone else >Because, of course, you all get to go home >And if you're right, home means Equestria! >Home mean the "living the dream" >Doesn't home sound so exciting? >You've never been there before, of course >But you've heard about it >And seen it >And the idea that "home = good" seems to be inbuilt into your memory >You should probably calm down a little >This talk of "home" had got you unusually excited >Maybe that was a good thing >Maybe "excited", however unusual it was, was a good thing >It meant that you'd arrive with a spring in your step! >Ready to take on whatever challenge you faced at home >Oh, you couldn't wait >Elated, you leave your flat >Rush down to the bottom floor almost as quick as you can >And without a second thought, out the door >Home >That was all that was on your mind >That and trying to concentrate on the road as you hopped in your car >Right now, you could do anything >Absolutely anything >And it wouldn't matter, because you were going home >They'd never find you >Because soon, you wouldn't be here >You almost consider going to say goodbye to your parents >Your family >But it dawns on you that they're not your real family >Never were, really >It's kind of morbid when you think about it >And you're pretty sure that you would have been a bit sader about it had the idea come across your mind yesterday >But no >Actually, you were fine >They wouldn't miss you and you wouldn't miss them >Besides, the real Anon died years ago >Killed by Changelings >Probably killed by you! >You can't remember any of it, but it probably happened >You'd be doing them a favour >You'd be gone, they wouldn't mind, they could grieve over the death of their son over 2 decades too late >Didn't matter to you >You were going home >You had arrived >A short journey to your friends house >Your hive brother >The closest member of the hive you'd known over your life >Oh, what fun >You knock on his front door, waiting eagerly for him to answer >And eventually, he did >A beaming smile on his face >Obviously, just as excited as you are >"Anon!" >He cheered, as he spotted you >As you did in response >That would probably look weird if anyone else saw it >But not that you really cared >Old you probably would have really cared >But you didn't "How've you been?" >You ask, making your way into the house >"Yeah, good. Really good in fact! You?" "Same." >You respond, beaming with delight to see your friend >You're finally here >The both of you >You'll get to go home together >Isn't it all exciting? >"I've been keeping an eye on /mlp/, it's actually been the most polite I've seen it before" >Your friend moves to one of the other rooms, gesturing to his computer on his desk "Well why should we be angry?" >"Exactly! This is great!" >He exclaims as he sits back at the desk, returning to the screen >"Some anons have been posting links, it's not just /mlp/. It's everywhere. Changelings popping up on other boards, other websites, even Equestria Daily made a post about it." >You take a seat next to him, the two of you looking at the computer now "And how's the reactions elsewhere?" >"They all seem fine too. People are just looking for the first transformation now. Waiting." >You'd forgotten about that thread >The anon asking if anyone had tried it >You're almost surprised that no one has made a breakthrough yet "Nothing happened yet?" >"Not that anyone knows." >That's kind of a shame >But only to be expected >You can't imagine it'll take too long for someone to transform >You kind of want to see yourself >The real you >Maybe once someone else does it, they'll share how it's done >But the two of you wait for a while and can't see any change "Have you given it a shot?" >You ask after some awkward silence >Your friend turns to face you >"Not really, no." >Then what are you waiting for! "Let's go then, come on! Let's be the first!" >He grins, chuckling to himsef >"Fuck it, no harm in trying." >He stands up off his desk, walking to the middle of the room to give himself plenty of room >You turn around on your chair, facing him and watching intensely >A few moments later and there's a sudden flash of green light >And standing before you is a Changeling >It fucking worked! >He just transformed before your eyes >Your friend >Your hive brother >Now in his true form! >You turn around to look back at the computer, quickly making a post on the thread "We transformed now" >You post, only to be greeted by several hundred posts almost at the exact same time >All saying almost the exact same thing >"I've transformed!" >"It's fucking worked" >"Shit, I wasn't recording" >You read >This is incredible >Amazing >Simply brilliant >"What are they saying?" >Your hive brother returns to the computer, sitting awkwardly at his chair >His voice sounds different >It's weird >But not uncomfortable or scary >Just different >That's fine >You can get used to change >But there's something else about him you can't quite put your finger on... >"Oh shit!" >He says as he reads the new posts "I know, right?" >You respond, as excited as he his >"Wanna have a go yourself?" >He asks >Almost like he was giving you permission to try it for yourself >Not that you needed it >Or that you were going to ask for it >God damn, you were going to fucking do this >Even if it killed you >You stepped up off the chair >The roles reversed now, watching your hive brother look at you sat on his chair "What do I do?" >You ask, really not sure where to begin >"Just want it! Just really want it to happen and it will." >That easy? >Really? >Seems too good to be true >But you see no reason for your hive brother to lie >Here goes... >You want to transform to your normal form... >You NEED to transform back to your normal form! >A flash of green covers your view, blinding you for a moment >But when you can see again you're shorter >The world around you is bigger >But more importantly, you're walking on four legs >Your skin is black and smooth >Your vision more clear than before >It worked! >And it was really that simple! "Holy shit I'm a bug horse!" >"Yeah you're a bug horse!" >Your friend yells in response >Wait, his voice >Your voice "Shit." >"Fuck." >You both say, one after the other "We sound exactly the fucking same." >You both say in unison >At least, it sounds like you both said it >For all you know only one of you might have said it >Since you can't tell each other apart >Not by your height >Your voice >Your eyes >Everything about you is identical >"This is weird man!" "You're telling me!" >"Great, but weird!" "Oh yeah, best thing that ever happened." >"I feel like I'm talking to myself." "You kind of are, I suppose. We are a hive mind after all." >"Shit, yeah, of course." "I guess the only difference is our lives as humans." >"Yeah, I think I'll miss being Anon." "I thought I was Anon." >"Were you? Who was I then?" >You pause >Looking back at your hive brother >He stares back at you >It might as well be a mirror "I don't know." >"Does it matter?" "Not really, I suppose." >After all, if you were going to go back home then your life here didn't matter right? >Especially when you're a changeling! >When you can be whoever you want >Make your own life >A new life >The idea alone makes you excited beyond measure >It dawns on you- >You can be whoever you want >Whatever you want >If you were human for over 20 years, of course you could be >"Are you thinking what I'm thinking?" >This guy >This mother fucker >Though you're not sure why anyone would want to fuck your hive mother >This guy right here gets it "Of course!" >"Who first?" "You choose man, whoever you want to be." >Another flash of green >He was getting good at this >Quick at this >He's- >No, "it" is now Twilight >Your hive brother just turned into fucking Twilight "Oh fuck!" >You yell "That's pretty great!" >He/she/it looks over his/her/itself for a moment >Speechless >An exact copy of Twilight >Minus one thing >Two things, actually "Where's your wings?" >You ask, eyeing his/her/its empty back >"I don't-" >He/she/it pauses at the sound of his/her/its own voice >You're going to have to decide on a pronoun >Tumblr would be proud >Not that that's anything to be pleased about >You'll go for 'it' for now >Where were you? >Oh, yes! >It's Twilight >Minus the wings >Up to speed again >"I don't know what happened, I just imagined being Twilight and... Unicorn Twilight I suppose." "Weird. You don't hate Alicorn Twilight do you?" >"I can't hate anyone anymore." >That sounded a bit creepy >But not at all, you remind yourself >Why would it be creepy? >Ask yourself >You suppose it isn't, but you're still a bit unwary >"Why don't you try?" >Yeah, fuck it, it's your turn now >If you're going to be anyone it'll have to be someone good >Someone better than Twilight >Not that Twilight was bad >But you were looking for someone with more... >You think >You think hard >Someone more powerful >Someone like... Celestia! >You think >You want it >You need it >But it doesn't happen >You try again >Straining as hard as you can >Concentrating >You want to be Celestia >You need to be Celestia! >"You look like you're trying to take a huge dump." >You hear your hive-non-gendered-relative mock "Shut the fuck up, it's not working!" >You were a bit worried now >You wanted to change >You couldn't not change! >Think of someone else >Anyone else- >"It's simple, honestly" >Your friend interrupts your train of thought >And suddenly, after another flash of green, you too are Twilight >Again, without wings "Oops." >You say >Now looking back at a copy of you >Again >Although, you suppose you're the copy now >Since you copied 'it' >"What the fuck man? Someone different!" "I tried to, but Celestia didn't work." >It blinks in disbelief >"Really? Strange." "I know, right?" >"Maybe you should try again?" "Maybe we should both try?" >You nod in unison >A flash of green and you both return to your bug horse selves >Oh shit! You've just noticed! "We're smooth." >"Smooth?" "Yeah! We don't have any holes!" >You say, looking at your identical bug-brethren >It looks over at itself >His eyes widen- >Kind of... >It doesn't really work all to well >His eyes 'widen' at the realisation >"Oh shit, we are!" "That's great, right?" >"But why would we be smooth? Changelings aren't smooth." "Does it matter?" >You ask, which leaves it to ponder >"I suppose not." >That was the answer you wanted to hear >You wanted to get back to transforming >Not wasting time debating whether your legs were as smooth as your horn or... Whatever >That was an awful comparison >Right, focus >You think of Celestia >You want/need to be Celestia etc. >All that bollocks >And yet, nothing >Not from you >Not from your hive brethren >"Maybe we're not powerful enough." "Bullshit." >"I mean it, like how Chrysalis turned into Cadence. Maybe you need to be powerful to turn into someone else who's powerful." "Cadence isn't that powerful" >"But she's an Alicorn-" "Like Twilight" >"But we weren't Alicorn Twilight - we're Unicorn Twilight!" >He's right >Maybe you can't turn into an Alicorn after all "Oh shit!" >"Yeah!" >Well, that takes some of the fun away from it "That really is bullshit! Guess we need to find Chrysalis then." >"Why?" "If anyone can help us, she can! Someone on Earth has to be Chrysalis right?" >"Maybe she's back home?" "Home?" >In all the excitement of being able to transform, you forgot about home >That was a more exciting prospect >Home "How do we get home?" >"I don't know, maybe we can check the threads to see if anyone else knows?" >You're not entirely sure that'll work >If anyone is home, how could they post? >But you can give it a shot >You search through threads for ages >Hours >Activity begins to die down >But there's no sign of anyone saying they went home >Until suddenly, you spot something >"My friend just disappeared, I think he went home" >Home >Maybe they were right >Maybe someone had gone home >Maybe everyone else had gone home >Maybe that's why the board was slowing down >You hope >You hope you can go home >"So... Just like that" >Your friend responds >"We can just go home, at the blink of an-" >He stops >No, he doesn't stop >He's... It's... >It's not here >It's gone >No where to be seen >Fuck! >It went before you! >It went home before you! >You have to follow your hive brethren >If it's the last thing you do >It was simple >You can go home >Tell yourself that >You can go home in the blink of an eye ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >The floor at your feet- >Feet? >Do you have feet or hooves? >You suppose they're more hoof like than feet >But you don't technically have 'hooves' >Just stubs at the ends of your legs >The floor is damp >Damp and muddy >Made damp by a green slime erupting from behind yourself >You look around >There are many other's like you here >All led on the floor >Covered in mud and slime >And in appearance too >Again, no holes >Not that that's important, you keep reminding yourself >Awkwardly, you begin to get up onto your feet- >Hoove- >Legs >You stand up, looking around at everyone else >What is this place? >Is this home? >But it's dark and damp >It's cold and wet >This isn't what you expected >This isn't what you hoped for at all >Not the lush green grass? >Or the blue sky? >Or the fluffy white clouds? >No >There was no sky >No clouds >Torches dotted around what looked like a large cave >You noticed something >Someone, perhaps >Coming towards you >A pair of bright blue eyes >Whoever or whatever they are, they're taller than you >Not massively so >But noticeable enough >It stops in front of you, looking down at you >Another changeling! >Oh thank god! >You had hoped it might be your hive brother, but to no avail >This changeling defiantly has holes >It also has a dark blue helmet on >Like this is some... Higher rank Changeling >"Another batch" >It says >This one sounds like you too >Just like your hive brother did >Where is he? >You have no idea >You can't make him out in the crowd >Everyone just looks the same >"Come along everyone, follow me!" >The armoured one yells >Willingly, the Changelings around you all follow >They're just... Listening to him >No questions? >Not asking him anything? >Like where you are? >What you're doing? >Whether this is 'home'? >Well you won't stand for that >You want to know what's going on >Why your here >The whole lot >And preferably, you'd rather know now than later >You follow the group >Not because your willing - but because you want answers! >You deserve answers! >Like, an answer as to why you've been on Earth for the past 20 or so years? >You walk past the other Changelings >All of whom are in a single file line, silently following the larger changeling >They don't even stop to look as you walk by >They just keep going >Each and every one of them "Excuse me." >You say, trying to catch the attention of the Changeling at the front of the line >He doesn't stop >Just keeps going >How rude of him, you thought >You'll call for him again "Excuse me!" >You repeat >This time louder >He stops >It worked >The group stop immediately after him >That's really creepy >There wasn't even any hesitation or anything >They just stopped >The larger Changeling turned to face you >"What do you want, drone?" >He asked, looking down at you >You're no 'drone' >You're part of a hive mind >But you're not a 'drone'! "Hey, I have a name you know!" >You respond in defence "I want to know what this place-" >"A name, you say?" >He interrupts you >Are Changelings meant to be this rude? >Are you meant to be this rude? >Maybe you should start being this rude "What's it to you?" >Yeah! >That's rude! >Kind of >That'll show him >He just sighs >"Another." >He says under his breath >He looks over to one of the other armoured bug horses, calling him over >"Take this one downstairs." >Downstairs? >You wonder what's downstairs? >"For how long?" >The other guard asks, walking up to you >"Bring it out after a week." >A week downstairs? >Well, that seems fine >You're not sure what's downstairs, but it can't be awful >It can't be worse than any of this >You hope... >"Alright then, follow me." >You weren't keen with the idea of following this new changeling blindly either >But if you had to choose between the two, you'd rather follow this guy >Downstairs could be the place you wanted to go to >It could be some kind of... >Exclusive... Place >For a select few, special changelings >You'd go downstairs >There'd be a bar >Games >The place where the top tier changelings relax whilst everyone else >The drones - the one's who did as they were told - whilst they were out doing what drones did >It was decided >You couldn't miss this opportunity >Anything could be better than here, right? >Couldn't get much worse than this >You nodded, and walked to the side of the new changeling >He- >It... >Whatever >It walked ahead of you, leading you away from the rest of the group >Oh how you were pleased to be away from them >Pleased that you'd get out of here >You took a sigh of relief >Time to breath >Time to relax >And after what felt like a short walk, you came to an archway >It was a... A nice archway >You'll give them that >Good... Stone craftsmanship >But that wasn't important >You followed the changeling- >Was he a 'hive brother' of sorts too? >He had holes and armour >He didn't look like you >But he did sound like you >And, after all, he was a changeling >So... Could he- >It >Could it be your hive brother- >Hive... >Fuck it >You follow the changeling down a spiral staircase beyond the archway >And, in a turn of events that doesn't seem too shocking now that you think about it, the further you journey down the staircase the darker it becomes >Not just darker >But damper >And the air here just feels a lot less... Clean >If that makes sense >And that's saying something >In fact, all of this is saying something >You had no idea that it could get worse than what you had above >You want to turn around and head back up there >You know, escaping wouldn't be a bad idea >Leave this place >Leave the place above >And then go find your own place to live >Assuming that there is a world outside beyond this dark, damp and cold cave >You reach the bottom of the staircase >There's a faint light from a candle >Just a single candle >Not much else >Not much else you can... See at least >That is, until, the stubby-ends of the legs of the changeling you'd been following come in contact with the stone floor >There's an echo throughout the room >And bright, blue lights >In pairs, no less >Appear around the edge of the room >Eyes >Changeling eyes >Well, at least you weren't alone down here >Even if it was dark, cold and damp >You couldn't see them very well though >You weren't sure how conversation would go if you couldn't see who you were talking to >Only their eyes >"Stay here, we'll be back for you later. Don't worry." >The changeling said, turning to you >Oh, don't worry >Well that was a relief >You trusted your new hive-friend and didn't worry >You stayed here >Stood in the entrance to this rather small room >You almost didn't notice that your new hive-friend had left the room >That all the lights suddenly went out >That it was like you were alone with that candle >Just you and the flickering fire >You waited >And waited >And waited for your hive-friend to return >But it had been an hour now, and you hadn't heard back from him >And no one else in the room had moved since then either >You grow tired >You need to get some rest >Your hive-friend can wake you up when he comes back >But what if he doesn't recognise you?! >What if he looses track of who you are?! >And confuses you with one of the other Changelings? >You know! >You know exactly what to do >You'll lie down by the candle >In the light >Your hive-friend will defiantly spot you then >And with that, it was decided >You led down next to the candle >And almost immediately, closed your eyes to get some rest >You didn't dream >And, to be honest, it didn't even feel like sleep >Because almost immediately you were woken up by a noise >Stubby-leg-end steps! >Your hive-friend! >You think >For everything you did to make sure you would be spotted by him, you didn't do anything to check who he was >He walks into the room, up to one of the pair of eyes >"Come on, time to go." >He said, watching the creature get up on his legs >A very... Tired, weak creature >This one had holes >You could tell from the way the candle light shone straight through it's legs >This one was different from you after all >How strange >You stand up and walk towards your hive-friend >He puts a stubby leg end on your chest >"No, wait here, I'll be back for you." "But... You were gone for so long." >You said, disappointed >You were told it wouldn't be long >But that was long >That was... Hours >Maybe even a day >You didn't know >You've not been keeping track of time well in here >The candle was your only measure of time >But even then, that wasn't much either >It was quite large and hadn't melted all that much >It could have been an hour >Or a day >You didn't know >You weren't an expert on candles >"I'll be back soon, I promise." >Well, if he promises... >You suppose it's okay to go and sit back down by your candle >You lie back down... Back to sleep... >Many sleeps pass >Many Changelings are taken from the room >Some, brought in >And you still waited >All this time you could have just... Left >Just got up and left >Well, you say 'all this time' >You weren't up for it >Not now >Maybe a week ago >But not now >You were so tired >And so hungry >And so weak >Is this home? >Was this ever home? >Will you ever see home? >You kind of wish that you were... Home >Home, home >Back on Earth >With your family >Your friends >Before any of this happened >You were content with life >There was bliss in your ignorance >But ever since you left, it's all seemed to go down hill >You haven't eaten in... >A very long time >Not food- >At least, not conventional food >You were hungry for something else >It was strange, but you wanted... Companionship >Friendship >Love >You wanted someone you could talk to >Spend time with >Anyone >Anything! >It had to be better than this >You thought your hive-friend would offer that to you >But no >Nothing >He just comes in, ignores you and leaves now >Spoke to you once or twice >The first few times over the last week >But that's it >But today, today was finally the day >As you opened your eyes to the sound of his arrival, he stopped in front of you >"Come on, time to go" >He said, the same he had said to everyone else >Slowly, you got up onto the floor >You look at your shadow, for the first time in a week, cast by the candle light >There's almost nothing left of it >Like someone had been shooting holes into you >You- >You have holes >So many holes >More than you'd ever seen on a changeling >It made you weak >It made you tired >And the only remedy? >Love >slowly but surely, you follow the changeling back up the familiar spiral staircase >the journey is far more difficult than you remember >for that matter, everything is >you struggle to walk >your breathing is slow and heavy >you feel as though your legs might just snap in two under your weight >you'd felt similar feelings before, but nothing like this >this was far beyond what anyone should have to go through >you only hope that it can end soon >you hope that you'll be fed >and warm >with the company of your own kind once again >...meaning, of course, the changelings you've been sharing a room with for the past week weren't exactly the most social >the stairs end >what was dark, damp and wet a week ago looks like a utopia compared to squalor >your almost blinded by the... Vast number of candles across the caves >you could count a whole 6 >'vast' indeed >the other changeling gives you time to adjust to your surroundings before clearing it's throat >you give it your attention >"The Queen has requested an audience with you." >the Queen wants to talk to you? >you? >a lowly, run of the mill changeling? >you get an audience with the Queen? >with Chrysalis? >you were... >happy >you had hope, for the first time all week >an audience with the queen had to be a good thing >at least it could be, if you reminded yourself to- >"Be on your best behaviour." >the changeling reminded you >not that you couldn't do that yourself >the two of you eventually arrived at a large, wooden pair of doors >in comparison to the rest of the hive, this was fit for a king >or queen, in this case >but compared to... Say, the throne room at Canterlot? >or... The door into Twilight's library? >hell, even an entrance through your front door back home would be more grand than this >you suppose that Chrysalis has to make due with what she has >even if that means marginally better than the rest of this shithole >where are your manors? >the other changeling, who you would like to call your hive friend but weren't sure if he deserved it after leaving you in a hole for a week, open the entrance ahead of you >and what you saw ahead of you was beyond what you expected >it was huge >this room alone was almost as large as ever other room you'd so far seen together >and that was... Impressive >but there was a bit of a problem >something that made you uneasy >the room wasn't empty, far from it >the room was full to the brim with >well... Chrysalis' >hundreds upon thousands of them >they hung from the ceiling, and then some hung from those too >and some from those >until they all reached the very bottom of the floor >but even that wasn't the worst part of it >the worst part were the eyes >the eyes of every pony, every single creature trapped in a chrysalis were on you >just looking at you >you're not sure if they're awake >or conscious >or if it's just some cheap trick >who knows, Chrysalis might just be trying to scare you >it's kind of working >the taller changeling, you're old hive friend, left you alone in the room closing the door behind you >at least it's well lit here >"Admiring the larder, I see." >A voice echoed throughout the room >you recognised it as the voice of Chrysalis >which was to be expected since you were here to see her >but there was something off about it >something unusual that didn't quite sound right >"Though you may as well call it a morgue, given their fate." >she emerged from the shadows, having been hidden behind a number of chrysalis' >that was going to take some getting used to >really, what kind of name is Chrysalis? >actually, it's quite a nice name >but it's just a bit confusing in a situation like this >especially when you come to realise that Chrysalis is hidden among the chrysalis' that reside in the throne room of Queen Chrysalis >she walked closer to you, lowering her neck down to your height in the process >"You must have no end of questions, Anon." >she know your name >that was your name, wasn't it? >you hadn't heard it in such a long time- >well, in a week >but it felt so alien to you >more importantly you were curious "How do you know my name?" >you ask >the first of many questions >"What kind of a Queen would I be if I didn't care for my subjects? And part of caring, a very polite part of caring, is remembering names." >she placed one of her stubby feet on your chin, raising you head to get a good look at her >a warm smile was on her face >it was... Welcoming >comforting >was this what you had missed? >living in a hole for a week, was this the kind of companionship that you missed >you'd not ever had someone say that they cared about you >except for your Earth family >and a girlfriend or two you had during high school >but they didn't count >if the knew >if they could see you now >would thee care for you? >no >but Chrysalis, on the other hand >she would >you felt safe in her presence >she moved away from you, sighing as she turned around >"It's such a shame though," >she continued >"So very few of my subjects remember their names. It's a good day when I can look someone in the eye and call them by their name." "So why can I remember my name?" >"Because you're special! There are others like you too, all of you are special. Unfortunately, the hive is no place for the special." >what? Leave the hive? >"It would be... Sad to see you go, but I think we could manage it. Honest." >But you don't want to go! >you couldn't go and leave the rest of the hive >you waited 20 years for this, you didn't want to give it all up "No, wait!" >you pleaded >"What ever is the matter? Don't you like being special, Anon?" >you did >of course you did >and you liked being called by your name >but you liked it here too >you wanted to live here with the rest of the hive >with your Queen >under her protection >she cared about you >was there anyone else in the world who did? >anyone who could care about a changeling like you "I want to stay. Please, don't make me leave. I'll do anything if you let me stay." >she looked over to you, her bright green eyes filled with delight >"Well, if you really want to, I suppose we could work something out." >music to your ears! >you could stay in the hive with your Queen >oh what a glorious day >saved from a life of freedom >a life of choice >where you can go where you want >do what you want >say what you want >but above all else, decide everything for yourself >independence is overrated >why make all those hard decisions for yourself when someone else could do it for you? >someone you trusted, like your queen "Oh thank you... My Queen..." >you said, bowing before her >she raised a leg in front of you >"Come now, there's no need for that. You've made a difficult decision today and for that I thank you." >so humble >so caring >you've definitely made the right decision >there is almost no doubt in your mind now >...almost >"But we have more important matters to attend to. I suspect you're hungry, correct?" >you nod >yes, yes you are >'hungry' was an understatement "Starving." >you responded >she giggled >an almost... Ominous giggle >she turned around to look at the chrysalis' surrounding the room >stroking her chin, she looked over the room >one by one >shaking her head >that was, until >"Ah ha! This one will do." >she finally said, triumphantly >there was a bright green flash from her twisted horn and the chrysalis split open >a unicorn, a mare, spilled out of the green shell >her bronze coat and white mane were coated in a translucent green substance >not too dissimilar from the one you found yourself coated in a week ago >the mare looked up at you, still led on the floor >your queen kicked the mare in her side >"Pony, stand." >your queen ordered >slowly but surely, the pony stood on her hooves >you looked the mare in the eyes >you could see the fear >you could smell it in the air >this was wrong >this wasn't love >this mare clearly had no love for you >"What is you name, pony?" >the mare stuttered under her breath >you couldn't make out what she said >"Come on, speak up!" >your queen demanded >the mare jumped, now turning to face Chrysalis >"Silver." >she began >"M-m-my name is Silver Spanner..." >she continued, turning back to face you >"Silver... Spanner. What a..." >Your queen turns her head away from Silver, avoiding eye contact with Silver >She gags >"Lovely name!" >Not that Silver noticed >She was too busy looking at you still >And you, back at her >She was still afraid >Perhaps less afraid than she was a moment ago >But you could still see it in her eyes >You wondered what she could see in yours >Your deep, blue, empty eyes >Chrysalis look notice that Silver wasn't paying attention to her >She stood by your side, looking in front of the unicorn >Again, no reaction >"Not gold?" >Chrysalis said, almost trying to make conversation at this point >Silver just shook her head >"Always second place." >She joked >Although you couldn't tell much >She barely cracked a smile, let alone changed the tone of her voice >"Oh, well then today is your lucky day! You'll be no one's 'second place' today, little pony." >Chrysalis continued, looking down at you now >Placing a stubby leg-end on your head >"You'll have the complete undivided attention of our friend here." >Lucky wasn't the word you'd use >Lucky for you, maybe >Not for her >You couldn't help but feel that your queen was being flippant >You couldn't shake the feeling that this was all... Wrong >You knew what Changelings did >...You... Think you know what Changelings did >They feed off love >Stolen or willingly given >But you'd rather it were willingly given than to take it, in all honesty >That's how you've been doing it your whole life >With your parents >Your family >Your friends >But maybe this was a part of growing up >A part of being a Changeling >You needed to get food for yourself >That made sense, right? >That's only natural, isn't it? >Circle of life >Food chain bollocks >You had to steal love from this pony or you'd starve >And god knows you don't want that to happen >But... How do you go about it?