Skype logs (starting from Nov 30)
[11/30/2014 6:39:41 PM] Eraclea: you alive, mate?
[11/30/2014 6:40:59 PM] Slendid: heya!
[11/30/2014 6:41:15 PM] Eraclea: hey, are you still too busy to do the pic?
[11/30/2014 6:43:34 PM] Slendid: yeah im kinda
[11/30/2014 6:43:46 PM] Slendid: bleh
[11/30/2014 6:44:02 PM] Eraclea: I mean, not to be werid, but can I ask why?
[11/30/2014 6:44:07 PM] Eraclea: It's been like... 8 months
[11/30/2014 6:44:16 PM] Eraclea: I get when you're in a funk
[11/30/2014 6:44:26 PM] Eraclea: is there any way I can help?
[11/30/2014 6:59:26 PM] Slendid: hjv
[11/30/2014 6:59:56 PM] Eraclea: what is hjv
[11/30/2014 7:00:02 PM] Slendid: your right
[11/30/2014 7:00:06 PM] Slendid: its been a long
[11/30/2014 7:00:18 PM] Slendid: atm im pretty derpressed and at this rate all never do it
[11/30/2014 7:00:20 PM] Slendid: should i just like
[11/30/2014 7:00:23 PM] Slendid: send you money or something im sorry
[11/30/2014 7:00:27 PM] Eraclea: what...?
[11/30/2014 7:00:37 PM] Eraclea: I mean, you know other artists, right? COuld you call in a favor?
[11/30/2014 7:01:39 PM] Slendid: not really?? I dont think ive ever heard of anyone doing that :y
[11/30/2014 7:02:01 PM] Slendid: im sorry i dunno waht to do
[11/30/2014 7:04:19 PM] Eraclea: I dunno.... I really like your art, man
[11/30/2014 7:04:39 PM] Eraclea: I like your style so much... I mean, have you stopped arting all together?
[11/30/2014 7:08:36 PM] Slendid: no im still drawing
[11/30/2014 7:09:02 PM] Slendid: I have trouble getting myself to draw on my own free time
[11/30/2014 7:09:43 PM] Eraclea: I'm not really sure what the problem is then
[11/30/2014 7:09:47 PM] Eraclea: I'm not trying to be rude
[11/30/2014 7:09:52 PM] Eraclea: but I actually don't get it.
[11/30/2014 7:09:58 PM] Eraclea: I'm sure you're having a hard time
[11/30/2014 7:11:42 PM] Slendid: its hard to draw things I dont exactly want to draw at that moment?
[11/30/2014 7:11:50 PM] Eraclea: ohhhh, kk
[11/30/2014 7:11:51 PM] Slendid: i dunno
[11/30/2014 7:11:53 PM] Eraclea: I feel ya
[11/30/2014 7:11:56 PM] Eraclea: Well
[11/30/2014 7:12:05 PM] Slendid: im super anxious that I owe you something and its wrong that I didnt deliver
[11/30/2014 7:12:12 PM] Slendid: i dunno how to fix it
[11/30/2014 7:12:33 PM] Eraclea: is it just /anything/ you don't want to draw?
[11/30/2014 7:12:42 PM] Eraclea: Because I can give you other ideas
[11/30/2014 7:12:50 PM] Eraclea: since griffs are sort of barely mlp anyway
[11/30/2014 7:12:55 PM] Eraclea: I have friends that would love apic from you
[11/30/2014 7:13:54 PM] Slendid: drawing requests from other people is different from drawing for fun
[11/30/2014 7:14:31 PM] Eraclea: ahhh
[11/30/2014 7:14:32 PM] Eraclea: I see
[11/30/2014 7:14:45 PM] Eraclea: So since you're having trouble to motivate yourself to do even that....
[11/30/2014 7:15:08 PM] Eraclea: So waht /do/ you draw for fun
[11/30/2014 7:15:14 PM] Eraclea: I'm trying to think of a solution here :3
[11/30/2014 7:15:17 PM] Slendid: even before that I just was being lazy
[11/30/2014 7:15:23 PM] Slendid: and thats shitty of me
[11/30/2014 7:15:31 PM] Eraclea: yeah, but we all make mistakes
[11/30/2014 7:16:10 PM] Slendid: I kicked in gear for a few days and then I started doubting my motivations and I just got pretty depressed agian
[11/30/2014 7:16:28 PM] Eraclea: Aww
[11/30/2014 7:16:43 PM] Slendid: since then all I really been drawing is a furry oc I made
[11/30/2014 7:16:44 PM] Slendid: lol
[11/30/2014 7:17:01 PM] Eraclea: ooh, nice, links?
[11/30/2014 7:17:05 PM] Slendid: i guess sorta vent art but yeah
[11/30/2014 7:18:51 PM] Slendid: slendidnt.com/tagged/slendidart
[11/30/2014 7:19:14 PM] Slendid: omg sorry
[11/30/2014 7:19:21 PM] Slendid: for some reason things dont make links anymore
[11/30/2014 7:19:26 PM] Eraclea: aww, cute goat
[11/30/2014 7:20:00 PM] Eraclea: how would you feel about drawing my fursona?
[11/30/2014 7:20:09 PM] Eraclea: A nice otter girl?
[11/30/2014 7:22:51 PM] Eraclea: Or is that along the same principles as the griffon; just something you don't want to draw atm
[11/30/2014 7:23:31 PM] Slendid: well
[11/30/2014 7:23:58 PM] Slendid: considering im just watching south park and playing games atm ;A;
[11/30/2014 7:25:05 PM] Eraclea: well....
[11/30/2014 7:25:07 PM] Eraclea: in the meantime
[11/30/2014 7:25:12 PM] Eraclea: what are the odds you play csgo?
[11/30/2014 7:30:38 PM] Slendid: omh
[11/30/2014 7:30:44 PM] Slendid: i do actually play it a little
[11/30/2014 7:30:45 PM] Slendid: im really bad
[11/30/2014 7:31:09 PM] Eraclea: Friend me on steam: Elaclaire
[11/30/2014 7:31:13 PM] Eraclea: I'm also really bad XD
[11/30/2014 7:32:01 PM] Slendid: I dont even have a rnak
[11/30/2014 7:32:07 PM] Slendid: i still gotta win like 2 more games to get a rank
[11/30/2014 7:32:55 PM] Eraclea: Oh, it's okay~
[11/30/2014 7:32:58 PM] Eraclea: Let's pleh
[12/1/2014 1:31:23 PM] Eraclea: but wait, birthday pics...?
[12/1/2014 1:32:22 PM] Slendid: sigh...
[12/1/2014 1:32:27 PM] Eraclea: oh, and you're streaming?
[12/1/2014 1:32:54 PM] Eraclea: *were
12/5/14:
[10:42:50 AM] Eraclea: isn't goat just pone with horns?
[10:47:14 AM] Slendid: naw
[10:47:48 AM] Eraclea: well, in the style you draw it
[10:47:57 AM] Eraclea: but you're good enough you could probably draw pone like that too
[11:36:45 AM] Eraclea: so, if not my request, what /would/ you want to draw me?
[1:31:52 PM] Eraclea: ?
 
On his stream: (12/5/14)
getspookedson: [angry nanomachine noises]
Slendidnt: h
Slendidnt: h
Slendidnt: whoops got a lil distracted haha
Slendidnt: startin in a sec c:
Slendidnt: FUCK
Slendidnt: i have to restart fucking fuck fuck
Slendidnt: h
Slendidnt: l
Slendidnt: ok here we go agian
TempusFidgets: giraffeternoon
Ebonmane: What are we drawing today?
Florid: Heyo o/
Florid: More goat
CirrusSky: Goat-astic!
Eraclea: Hey Slendid
Slendidnt: hia
Eraclea: so, um, after goat, can you do my pic?
Slendidnt: ...
Eraclea: dude, stop with the 3 dots.
Eraclea: you've owed me for like 8 months. if you're gonna stiff me, jsut say so
Slendidnt: did we not already discuss this
Slendidnt: i just want to verify that im talking to the person i think i am
Eraclea: you basically said "I don't wanna"
Slendidnt: You wrote me the fic right?
Eraclea: yes sir
Slendidnt: yes
Slendidnt: we already discussed this
Slendidnt: i said Id pay you
CirrusSky: :v
Slendidnt: i said i couldnt do it
Slendidnt: please fuck off
Eraclea: wellllll then
Slendidnt: im sorry img etting really upset
Ebonmane: couldn't this be settled in tumblr asks or something?
Slendidnt: you keep asking and i keep saying i cant do it
Ebonmane: Why you gotta bother him on stream?
Eraclea: uh, nah, he's been giving me the runaround for a while
Eraclea: so I figured I might as well do it in public
Slendidnt: i sat around all day yesterday doing absoloutely nothing because I was too worried to draw
CirrusSky: dude
Slendidnt: IS AID
Slendidnt: ID GIVE YOU MONEY
Slendidnt: I FEEL BAD
Slendidnt: BUT I SAID I COULDNT DO IT
Eraclea: yeah I know but that makes /me/ feel scummy
Eraclea: w/e
Eraclea: we'll talk later
Eraclea: draw the goat
Slendidnt: jfc
CirrusSky: Eraclea, you are a proper jerk
Eraclea: wow really?
Eraclea: I'm the jerk?
Eraclea: For wanting slendid to hold up his end of a trade?
CirrusSky: I don't have to understand anything else, You came in here and overtly aggitated him
Eraclea: fuck me, right?
Eraclea: agitated!>
Eraclea: I jsut asked him?
CirrusSky: you chose to make it a spectacle
Slendidnt: I ALREADY EXPLAINED THAT I WASNT GOING TO BE ABLE TO DO IT
Slendidnt: but you kept asking about it
Eraclea: You were so fucking handwavy
Slendidnt: and I was choosing to ignore it
Eraclea: you basically said "not now"
Eraclea: which is classic artist "I don't want to"
Slendidnt: and then you were asking about the subject instead of the fact that I cant draw for another person right now
Slendidnt: it doesnt matter what imd rawing i just dont feel like i can draw for other people on request right now
Eraclea: w/e
Eraclea: discussion over
Slendidnt: i cant believe your harassing me this much over a short smut story
Eraclea: I'm not harassing you
Eraclea: I said it's done
Slendidnt: after I told you several times that im sorry I just wont be able to do it
Slendidnt: you keep asking
Eraclea: okay, I get it now
Eraclea: as for cirrus, you want skype logs?
Eraclea: He was /very/ handwavy about this
Eraclea: but again
Eraclea: over
Eraclea: done
Slendidnt: wtf does handwavy mean
Slendidnt: you think i dismissed you?
Eraclea: vague and not very clear on what you meant
Eraclea: I figured you were saying something like "I'm depressed, talk to me later"
Slendidnt: ...
Slendidnt: do i have to explain what depression is
Slendidnt: or do you want to know my life story or something
Slendidnt: im confused
Eraclea: that's not the part I didn't understand
Eraclea: it's just
Eraclea: when you draw all the time
CirrusSky: No, I don't want your skype logs, That's not proper of you to just blast your personal problems here...
Eraclea: it confuses me
Eraclea: personal problems?
Eraclea: w/e
Slendidnt: i just think you dont graps the difference between me drawing on my own volition and drawing on request
Eraclea: forget it
Ebonmane: I find a lack of patience ironic toward a pony artist.
Eraclea: just forget it
Ebonmane: Even if he is drawing goat.s
Eraclea: patience?
Eraclea: I waited 8 months
gemocolz: hi there
Eraclea: but yeah, I guess I'll be the bad guy here
Ebonmane: did you pay him?
Slendidnt: and I definitely value the fact that you wrote a story for me
Slendidnt: and i tried to explain that I wont be able to draw your griffon
Ebonmane: like real money? because if not, he ain't obligated to do shit for you.
Slendidnt: i offered you some paypal money in exhange
Eraclea: emphasis on tried
Slendidnt: you said no
Slendidnt: but you kept asking for art
Eraclea: yeah, because I like your art. it's good
Eraclea: you're a good artist
Slendidnt: i dont think u understand
Eraclea: I fucking get it now
Eraclea: I said it's OVER
Slendidnt: ok, go ahead and slander me or w/e
TempusFidgets: Eraclea, as an artist that also takes commissions, when I'm behind on them because of mental stuff, ~I still have to draw something~ every day because otherwise the lack of productiveness in general leaves me in a pit.
Eraclea: I
Eraclea: I'm not going to slander you
Eraclea: I'm not even mad
Eraclea: just, confused and disappointed
Eraclea: but whatever
TempusFidgets: I can't speak for Slendid, but assuming he's drawing things that aren't commissions just to mess with you is ignorant.
Eraclea: I'll just... not do that again
Ebonmane: It's okay.
Slendidnt: i dont think that tempus
Ebonmane: I've gotten frustrated with artists too.
Slendidnt: Im sorry i snapped
GoldenPansy: >Gets in an art livestram to see some drawings
GoldenPansy: >People are fighting instead
Eraclea: nah, I didn't think he was drawing stuff to mess with me, it's just I don't really get the reasons for why he's not drawing anything /other/ than the goat, but now that I understand he's very absolute on that
Eraclea: I basically give up
Eraclea: so, sorry
Ebonmane: shit happens
Eraclea: apologies
Slendidnt: ive been really depressed recently and i literally sat around all day doing nothing tryin to find something to do on my day off
Eraclea: Oh, and guess who came and ruined it
Eraclea: meeeeeee
Ebonmane: Don't beat yourself up.
Slendidnt: after trying to draw
Ebonmane: Just go watch Frozen.
Ebonmane: Let it Go.
Eraclea: I am letting it go
Slendidnt: i dont blame you
Eraclea: I'm confused as to why he's still typing and not drawing
Eraclea: since this is an art stream and not a drama stream
Ebonmane: We're getting there.
Ebonmane: This would probably be a good time to get a drink or a snack.
Slendidnt: yeah no i think im done
 
In skype:
 
[1:54:29 PM] Slendid: its not your fault that i was on edge sorry i snapped but i dont think we have much more to talk about
 
****then he blocked me.****