>"Wow, what the fuck are you still doing up, Anon?" "Reading the new hyperspace hyperwars codex. Wanna join me?" >she smiles and sits next to you. >about arms length away. >you set the book between the two of you, on your legs. > as you read together, she keeps scooting closer, little by little >after about an hour, her hip gently bumps into yours > her expression brightens slightly when you don't move away >by nightfall, your arm is around her slender frame as you both read in silence > it isn't long before she begins to doze softly >you shift so her head can rest on your shoulder and feel your own eyelids start to get heavy >For the first time, you finally understood what people meant when they talked of moments that they wished would last forever >You whispered something sweet to your sleeping Queen as you drifted off to sleep >It has been about a week. >When you woke, Chrysalis was gone, she had left without a word. >You haven't seen her since. >Not in the halls and you shared no classes with her. >You thought of visiting her to see what was up but you had no idea where she lived. >Come to think of it, nobody did. >It was if the girl didn't have any friends to speak of. >Classes pushed her from your mind, thoughts reoccupied with studying >Finals were around the corner. >You found yourself in the library after-hours, face buried in a calc textbook when she sat down across from you. >She smiled, the same warm grin she had when your hips bumped >Her fangs peeked from behind her lips, somehow making her expression that much cuter. >"I have something for you." >She placed a tiny box on top of your book, pushing it gently forward with her slender fingers >You carefully undo the red bow atop it and pop open the cardboard. >Inside was a perfectly painted Sludgenoid acid spitter >Even the tiny details you never bothered with were painstakingly accented and colored >"I worked on it after school every day. You said you liked Sludgenoids" >She fidgeted in her seat, her eyes drifting to the floor as you examined the miniature. >You told her it was one of the most perfectly painted miniatures you've ever seen, even better than the hobby shop you frequented. >She giggled and it became very obvious it was taking a lot of her willpower not to run away. >"I was hoping once finals are over we could...maybe...get a game going? Over winter break? I have a few campaign ideas." >You agree, eyes still fixated on the figure in your hand. >"G-great! Well, I see you're busy so...meet you here next week? In the library after school?" >You agree and you swear the crickets outside started chirping loudly >She excitedly nodded and you thanked her for the gift. >She said goodbye and was out of the library in a second, her footsteps echoing down the empty hallway >As you expected, finals kicked your ass next week. >Come Friday you finished your last exam, stumbled out of your last class, and went home. >Straight home, right to your room, intent on going into a sleep-coma the second you hit the bed. >Groggily, you enter your room, only to swear loudly as your folly dawns on you. >Sitting on your alarm clock was the Sludgenoid miniature, it's hissing expression practically scolding you for forgetting your meeting. >Your last class ended after three, and the bus ride you blissfully slept on was an hour long on a good day. >The clock read past 5. >Son of a bitch. >There was no way she would still be waiting for you. >It was pointless to go back. >That's what your sleepy mind screamed at you as you barreled out of your house and down the street to the local bus stop. >You caught a break and just made the 5:30 bus, you'd get back there before 7. >Stupid, Stupid, Stupid! >Thanks to rushhour traffic, it was after 7 when the bus pulled up to the stop a block from the school >You ran as fast as you could to the building, but the lack of lights in the windows were your first clue the building was closed. >The library was only open late during the weeks before finals, certainly not the Friday when they finished. >As you expected, the doors were locked tight. >You planted your head to the glass and sighed, sliding to the ground in total defeat. >You never got her phone number. >You never learned her address. >Your plans for the entire winter break hinged on you being at the library after class, and you were too damned exhausted to remember. >You can only imagine the look of rejection on Chrysalis' face as she sat alone in the library and realized you stood her up. >So damned stupid! >With a grunt you pulled yourself from the pavement, the winter wind kicking up and giving you a chill >Zipping your jacket up, you decided to wander to the schoolyard. >You needed to clear your head. >You wandered around the perimeter of the football field, the gates locked and the lights off. >Everything was deserted. >Your hands were in your pockets and your head hung low. >Images kept creeping into your mind >Chrysalis so happy and nervous about giving you your gift, Chrysalis awkwardly cuddling with you >And of course, your wonderful imagination put together a nice montage of Chrysalis alone in the library >Trying not to cry, nobody giving a shit why she was sitting by herself >And your stupid self asleep on the bus >You stopped at the end of the block and kicked the chain-link fence in frustration >This was going to haunt you the entire winter break. >Worse yet, who knew when you'd see her after that? >Who knows what she's going to think of you? >Best case she accepts your apology and you two never talk again... >Cursing again, you plod along the sidewalk. >A little ways from the school is a coffee shop. >Maybe you could stuff your face with something expensive and sugary to take your mind off how badly you fucked up. >The place itself looked deserted, another victim of the school closing shop for the winter recess >But its open at least, and the cold was beginning to make you want a warm drink too. >Hell of a way to start the break, you think, overpriced coffee and sweets by yourself in a... >You couldn't believe your eyes as you turned the corner and reached for the door >Sitting alone in the back of the tiny shop was Chrysalis >She was staring blankly into a cup of coffee >You suddenly felt extremely nervous >What do you do? What do you say? >She had to be convinced you stood her up back at the library. >So how do you even begin to say you're sorry? >Would she even accept you forgot? >What if she thinks its a coincidence you were here and you're trying to make an excuse for running into each other? >What if--she were to look up right this second? >What if she saw you, glared and got up and started toward the door? >Fuck... >You don't have time to think. >In a moment she's at the door and pulls it open >Without a word she pushes past you and starts down the block >You follow after her. "Chrysalis! Wait!" >You call, she doesn't respond >Just lowers her head and keeps walking, picking her pace up a bit. "I'm sorry! I got so caught up in finals I forgot and..." >She stops >Turns around in a huff >She looks pissed >But her eyes are red and puffy >Fuck, angry and crying >You really screwed this one, Anon. >"You forgot!? That's it? I waited till the librarian kicked me out! Then I stood in front of the school like an idiot, and all you can say is you forgot!!" >She balls her fists and her breath hitches before she turns to the ground. >You close the distance between the two of you "I didn't mean to...I came all the way back as soon as it hit me...I just...I don't live around here and..." >You see fresh tears roll down her cheeks "...I'm sorry. I don't have your number or anything or I would have told you sooner...I really do want to try your campaign out." >She shivers and pulls her arms tighter around herself >For the first time you noticed she didn't have a coat. >Must have left it in the coffee shop when she bolted out of there. >You unzip your own coat and put it over her back >She gasps when she feels the weight of your coat on her shoulders and looks back to you >"You really...mean that...? I thought you thought I was just a weirdo..." >You nod and suggest they go back to the coffee shop >While trying not to shiver yourself, the weather isn't exactly springtime. >She has the smallest smile when she sees you rub your arms, and agrees to head back with you >An overpriced hot chocolate was in order. >You feel her slender hand slip into yours as you made your way back >Make that two. >So that's how you ended up in a coffee shop, drinking hot cocoa with Chrysalis on the first night of Winter Break >Any anger toward you was quickly forgiven >She even managed to find humor in the fact her miniature was what ultimately reminded you to come rushing back. >When she found out where you kept it, she blushed a little and looked away >"I worked hard on that one..." "It showed. Only time I ever saw a model that detailed was the forge world website" >She must have felt her cheeks redden more and quickly put her cup to her mouth to hide behind it. >She was really pushing the adorkable cliche tonight. >Least you thought so, this display was nothing compared to when you asked about her future campaign. >Her face lit up and before you know it the cute came pouring out >She described in great detail how it would be a cross between rogue trader and the traditional tabletop >You'd have to infiltrate a castle or something, attempt to overthrow the monarchy, and depending on how well you did would determine your unit placement when it moved to the tabletop >That was the gist of it anyhow, it was hard to keep up, she was talking a mile a minute when she wasn't showing you scribbles and drawings from an old notebook >By the time she was done, your head was spinning >She folded her hands together and smiled >"So, do you think you want to try the campaign? It's OK if you think its a little too complicated for a first try.." "No, it sounds awesome. Is it going to be just me playing?" >"We...I guess we could ask around the hobby shop to try and find other players but...it'll kinda be more fun if its...you...and me..." >She trailed off, looking at everything in the coffee shop she could instead of you. >Come on, Anon, don't be oblivious. >You rested a hand on hers and smiled when she finally looked toward you "Just us then." >She smiled back and you felt her fingers tighten around your hand >"Just us."