>Day 88 since he came into my life
>Finish feeding all of your critters
>Go to mirror and begin brushing your mane
>Angel was being a bit impatient today and kept tugging on it.
>Finish and look at yourself
>You need to appear your best if you want Anon to like you
>Today was the day you just knew it!
>sigh
>Or not.
>That's how you felt all the other times too.
>You shake your head, that's no way to think.
>Your friends always tell you that you need to have more confidence in yourself
>They're right! It's time to buck up, Fluttershy!
>You just needed to say the right words and express your feelings ....
>You suppress the urge to hide behind your mane and whimper
>You have told him that you held affection for him, but you've never been able to show him how you feel.
>Often times you can't and try to show Anon through your desire to be intimate with him.
>Maybe you can practice expressing yourself
>Rarity tells you she always practices her social interactions in the mirror
>You look at yourself in the mirror and clear your throat
>"Anon, you're a very special pony erm..human...."
>what's the word? ...person.
>"A very special person to me"
>"You and I are very alike. We're different from other ponies, and you understand that."
>"I understand you too."
>"I don't always know the right things to say, but I see how other ponies treat you like you need help, or want to change you."
>"I know what that's like, and that's why...I..love you."
>You blush
>"Also um I find you very...attractive, you're very cute."
>You shake your head, he didn't feel comfortable when you started talking about physical things
>But you couldn't help it, he reminds you of every cute animal you've ever come across
>"D-d-do you accept my feelings?"
>You put on a fake baritone voice
>"I accept and love you Fluttershy"
>"Lets go have hot monkey s-sex".
>squee
>You blush and think of how the scenario would go from there
>He'd embrace you and take you to the bedroom and he'd undress
>You'd kiss and cuddle and inhale that wonderful scent
>and then!
>Oh my
>You open your eyes to see you have kissed the mirror
>You turn to see Angel Bunny looking at you with a raised eyebrow
>You blush and giggle nervously
>He rolls his eyes at you
>Maybe things can work this time
>You just need to tell it to the real Anon now...
>whimper
>With all your tasks done for the day you trot off to find Anon
>It was still morning so he was probably still asleep
>He always slept in when he could
>You didn't want to have your talk with him in his house
>It would be too intimidating
>But you do want to wake the sleepyhead up
>Maybe he'll like it if you make him a yummy breakfast as well
>It took longer than it should have to arrive at his house
>Rainbow Dash accidentally set off a thundercloud and you hid under a bench for 5 minutes
>But finally you were here
>You sigh
>The house he was donated was very rundown
>It was reluctantly given to him when everyp0ny thought he was a monster
>But he's not a monster he's a human
>He deserved a better home
>A home with you
>Knock on the door
>No answer
>Fly up to the second story
>Tap on the window
>He's still sleeping
>Luckily you know how to get the window to open up mostly because the frame was broken
>You hope he doesn't figure out how you've been inviting yourself in
>You grin and fly over to Anon
>He looks so innocent and happy when he sleeps
>You just want to lie down next to him and get...closer
>You snap out of it
>wipe drool from your mouth
>Today is not the day for that
>If you do that and he finds out he won't want to talk to you
>You decide to try and make him breakfast
>Go to his kitchen
>Now what would he like to eat?
>Check cupboards
>Oh dear, there's not much in here except pasta, tomatoes, garlic powder, and oregano, and chili seasoning
>Spaghetti will have to do
>You see a note in the cupboard
>It reads
>"Fuck off Fluttershy"
>You feel your ears flatten
>Sometimes you don't blame him considering the times when you couldn't control yourself.
>It still hurt
>He most likely left that note due to your habitat of breaking in and stocking his cupboards full of food
>After some time the spaghetti's finally ready
>You hear a stirring upstairs
>Uh oh. He shouldn't be awake yet, he might get the wrong idea!
>Stuff the spaghetti in your saddle bags
>Fly out the door and hastily shut it behind you
>Hopefully he won't figure out you were there....
>You hide behind a bush some yards away from Anon's house
>Hopefully he'll end up walking to a good place to confess your feelings
>If he doesn't then you'll just have to follow him until he does.
>Today he was probably going to perform an odd job at Sweet Apple Acres
>Hopefully you can catch him alone
>Follow him from bush to bush to tree
>At a bush very close to Anon
>He sees a dropped bit
>He bends over to pick it up
>Unbeknownst to Anon, his glorious flank is presented to you
>You begin to drool and fantasize
>You poke his flank lightly and this causes him to see you bolt away
>No!
>Today is the day he knows how much you love him!
>And how much he's going to love you!
>Fly after him
>Spend 3 minutes in hot pursuit
>You were a bit too enthusiastic and ended up flying into him
>He's sweating and panting
>The smell is too much
>You bury your muzzle into his hair
>Sniff his hair loudly
>It's wonderful~
>Realize that he doesn't like this
>Jump off of Anon, but stay close
>He looks terrified
>You might have overdone it..
What do you want Fluttershy?! Stay away!
>Oh no...
>This is exactly how you didn't want this to go
>You want to answer but the stress is too much
>All you can do is squeak as you notice your saddlebags have burst open and the spaghetti was seeping out
>You begin shaking and it takes all your willpower to begin your confession
>"Um...uh! Anon! I! *squeak* want- erm no! ummm."
>Spaghetti continues to seep from your saddlebags
>Everything was going wrong
>You made a bad impression
>Your wings are extended in excitement after smelling him
>And all that spaghetti is getting everywhere
>It's all too much and you hide behind your mane and whimper
I'm going now Fluttershy
>N-no! Today wasn't supposed to turn out this way!
>It seems like it's time for plan B again
>If you can't tell him how much you love him, you can show him by using your body
>As he begins walking away you ram into his back
>He struggles but you use your knowledge of animal anatomy to subdue him
>Now for the hard part
>These clothes were always in the way of his body
>Why did he have to wear so much clothes?
>You swear to Celestia you hated these clothes
>When he loves you he won't ever need them again
>You tear his shirt off with your teeth
>He grabs onto the remains of his shirt
>Why is he so attached to it? Humans are so silly sometimes
>While he's distracted with the shirt you tear off his pants and boxers
>There it was
>Hot monkey dick
>You reach a hoof to it but he begins to back away
>You pin him down again
Why are you doing this?
>It's the only way I can show you Anon...
>Don't make this more difficult than it has to be..
>You feel ashamed enough as it is
>You start sniffling
>It was all so frustrating
>"I'm going to make love to you."
>"I know you don't want it yet, so it's rape...um."
>"So, I'm going to r-rape you if that's okay with you."
It's not okay
>"Oh um sorry..too...bad?"
>You apologetically lick his face
>He grabs your head
>Oh my~
>Maybe he-
>That was a big mistake
>He throws you into a nearby tree
>Anon runs off leaving you with a pounding headache
>Oh, Anon...
>Burst into tears
>You can always try again tomorrow...