>You are Applejack >And you are sitting in a bar >The bartender occasionally checks ups on you while you nurse a bottle >Mac got himself hitched >Bloom got her mark and moved out >And Granny passed long ago >Soon the Acres will be on your shoulders alone >Sure you have your friends, but you could never ask them to help when they have their own lives >Business has been as lively as ever, but with Mac gone and you left to manage the orchard, you've had to hire some help >Which really cuts into the profits >Free labor was the one thing keeping business afloat, but now it's not looking to hot >With a heavy sigh, you take another swig >The worst, however, is the emptiness you feel >Your days consist of taking stock, managing finances, and overseeing employees >The lonely nights almost crush the life out of you as you lay on your pillow >You've spent your entire life - all your blood, sweat, and tears on this farm >And for what? >Pride? >Stubbornness? >Not wanting to disappoint your parents? >It doesn't matter now >All you've got to show for your efforts is a sore back and an empty bed >Suitors weren't that common, but there was always someone asking >Unfortunately, they always asked too much >They never thought of you or your life and goals >Just wanting a pretty wife to cook for them >Naturally, they were all met with a a swift "No." >No one was ever like him "Anon..." >The sweetest man you've ever met >And one of you're greatest friends >Anon was always looking out for others; never once putting himself first >Any compliment given was shrugged off with a blush and a "It was nothing." >Not a proud bone in his body >When the single mothers talk about no more good men, he's who they're referring to >The girl he married would be the luckiest in the world >And that girl was almost you   >You can feel tears welling in your eyes as you recall that day again >Anon had just finished helping you with the fall harvest >A bitter wind whistled through the trees, sending a shiver down your spine >You should have taken Granny's advice to wear more than just a scarf >Your discomfort must have been noticeable, as you soon felt something drape over your shoulders >The warmth instantly soothed your cold bones and comforted you >Turning around, you see it was Anon who had given you his coat "Well, thanks. But what about you? Ain't ya gonna get cold too?" >He dismissed it with a wave of his hand >"Nah, I'll be fine." >The sun began to set, but the coat kept you warm >Anon, however, was miserable >You could see his arms coated in goosebumps >But he never said a word >Once the last basket of crisp apples was in the cellar, you turned to him "Ah'd say we call it a day. Now let's get inside an' warm up." >Anon tried to hide a shiver >"Yeah, I'd like that." >Mac and Bloom were already by the fireplace, drinking Granny's famous hot chocolate with cinnamon >Granny hands you two mugs with a wink >You blush and hand Anon the other mug, which he graciously accepts >... >Hours have passed and the rest of the family has gone to bed >Only you and Anon stayed up >Both of you moved into the kitchen to finish your drinks >You were still wearing Anon's coat while he only had a t-shirt >Not exactly wanting to take off the cozy coat, you grab a blanket from the closet and drape it over his shoulders "Returnin' the favor." >You could swear you saw his cheeks darken in the dim light >During one of the lulls in the conversation, Anon let out a chuckle "What? What's so funny?" >"Nothing. I just never noticed how cute you were." >You can feel you cheeks burn a little too "Aw shucks, Anon. Ah'm nothin' special. But thanks fer th'compliment." >Your reaction must have been wrong, as Anon starts sputtering >"I-I'm sorry, I don't mean to... I think I should go."   >You could only watch as Anon hurriedly walks to the front door and leaves >You stare at the door for a good minute before heading upstairs to bed >Did Anon really just call you cute? >Maybe he's... interested in you? >No, no. He's just a friend. >Besides, why would he want a frumpy farm girl like you? >He'd probably laugh in your face at the very idea >You finish brushing your hair and climb into bed >... >Anon continued helping on the farm >He never made any more comments about you >... >Years passed and many young men had set their eyes on you >You dated some and rejected others >Their puppy dog eyes always hurt, but it had to be done >Anon was also getting looks from the ladies, but he never acknowledged them >In fact you don't even remember him ever having a girlfriend >Eventually, your friends began drifting apart >Not because of bitterness, but wanting to move on with their lives to bigger things >Can't say you blame them >You couldn't leave, as you had the farm, but you wished them all the best of luck >Anon was one of the last of your friends to leave town >All of you tried to remain in touch, but eventually the letters stopped >Even Anon's letters...   >The occasional visit from a friend here and there was like gulping fresh air after almost drowning >But even the visits stopped >All you had left was your family and your job >And you were determined to make the best of it   >Tears were now freely falling onto the stained counter >Heavy sobs drowned out the conversation next to you >You quiet down to listen >"-please." >"Uh, right away, sir." >You feel warmth coming from your right and make the conclusion that someone just sat down >Turning away, you rub your puffy eyes >Even if this is a stranger, you still don't want to be seen like this >"Ma'am? Are you alright?" >Oh great, a busybody "Yeah, yeah. Ah'm fine. Don't think y'can buy me a drink and Ah'll sleep with ya." >"S-Sorry, I didn't mean anything like that." "Yeah? Well, it's hard t'tell." >The two of you sit in silence until the barkeep serves his drink >"Here you are, sir." >"Ah, thanks." >Through your blurry eyes, you can see him lift the mug to his mouth and take a swig >He lets out a satisfied sigh and you catch a whiff of his breath >But it's not the pungent smell of alcohol >It's sweet "Hey mister, what's in that mug anyway?" >"This?" >He swivels the mug >"Some hot chocolate." >You scoff a little "Y'all came to a bar fer some hot chocolate?" >He chuckles >"Well, the cafes are all closed now. And the only other place to get it is a couple miles away." "There ain't any resteraunts miles away. They're all around here." >"I wasn't talking about a resteraunt." >Must be in town visiting his folks >You kinda want to see what his stranger looks like, but your puffy eyes and beer goggles have other ideas >Your mind starts wandering back to Anon and the tears flow again >"Ma'am, are you sure I can't-" "WHY DON'T YA MIND YER OWN DAMN BUSINESS?!" >You didn't see much of anyone after that   >In a rage, you swing at him >But you miss terribly and lose your balance >You fall off the stool and hit the ground hard >The entire bar crowds around you >You can feel yourself being lifted off the cold floor >Despite your now aching head, the pain sobered you up >You can start to make out the many faces staring down at you >All except the one closest to you, the one holding you up >Your eyes try to focus on it >"Ma'am! Please say something!" >Oh great, it's the jackass "Ah said..." >You rear back for another swing when your eyes decide to finally work >The eyes are the first thing you notice, follwed by the nose >Then the jawline and finally the ears >No... >This must be a sick joke >It couldn't be... "A...Anon?" >The man's eyes become misty and he talks through choked sobs >"Yes, Applejack, it's me..." >Your mind cannot function anymore and flips on autopilot >As if by some other force, you feel your arms wrap around him >He quickly does the same >Even more tears begin flowing, but these don't sting your eyes like the others do >Anon can sense your imminent outburst >"Shh... let's get out of here." >He scoops you up and carries you outside >There's a small bench outside the bar >He lowers you down onto it and takes a seat for himself >Composing yourself briefly, you look up into his eyes >They're wet and full of concern >Again, your body acts on its own and you reach out to touch his face >As if to test if he's real >The pressure of the tears becomes too great and you start sobbing right there >Anon gently cups the back of your head and presses it to his shoulder >With this last act of tenderness, you cry >You cry the hardest you have in years >He stays firm and strokes your back through the entire ordeal >All your frustration >All your regrets >All of the posion you kept bottled up was finally released >You could literally feel yourself getting lighter as the tears were shed >Soon your loud sobs became quiet whimpers   >All you could hear was your breathing and Anon's heartbeat >Anon himself never made a sound >Picking your head off his chest, you wipe your eyes and gaze into eyes "Heh, ya don't know how good it is t'see ya, Anon." >His lips curl in a smile >"I think I can guess." "So what brings ya back? Town is th'same ol' borin' place it was ten years ago." >"I dunno, just feeling nostalgic." >You give his arm a playful punch "Liar." >"So how about you? Doing okay?" "Ye- Well, I've been better." >"Oh. You still working at Sweet Apple Acres?" "Where else would I be?" >"I remember one your letters saying Mac and Applebloom had moved out. I thought you might have, too." "The orchard's in my blood, Anon. Ah'm not gonna let mah folks down." >"So I assume you and your husband are continuing the Apple line?" "Er... no." >"But you always said you wanted a big family." "Ah do! But... Ah never married." >Anon's body goes rigid for a split second >"I'm sorry." "How about you, huh? Ya can't go pryin' in someone's love life without spillin' yer own!" >He pauses >"To tell the truth, not so great." "Aw, what's wrong? Handsome feller like you should have no trouble findin' a girl." >"It's not finding a girl that's hard, it's finding the right one." "Oh, yer lookin' fer THE ONE, huh? Never pictured you th'type t'get hitched." >Anon chuckles and looks off into the distance "She's out there somewhere, don't worry." >"But she's not out there, she's right here." >Is he...? "Anon?" >He turns his head back to face you >"I didn't come back to walk down memory lane; I came back for you, Applejack." >This must be a dream "Wh-What makes me so special? I'm sure other girls-" >"Other girls don't have what you have. Other girls remind me that there's some better that I let slip away." >Anon looks you dead in the eye >"Other girls make me realize I need y-" "Then why did ya wait so long?!" >Your outburst surprises you moreso than Anon "Haven't ya though Ah might need you too?!" >He winces   >"I'm sorry! I wanted to confess years ago. But I was afraid. Afraid I'd knock on your door and find... another man." >He takes a breath and continues >"I had finally mustered enough courage to visit town. When I saw the farm in the distance, I chickened out and came to the bar instead." >You soflty stroke his arm >"I had planned to get my ass drunk. That way I'd have enough courage to face whoever opened that door. But when I got inside and saw you, my stomach fell through the floor. I immediately remembered that fall evening when we drank the hot chocolate your grandmother made. So I ordered some and sat down next to you." "Sorry fer bein' so rude..." >"Nah, I deserved every bit of it." >The two of you share a laugh >"But now that everything's in the open... I have to know..." >Anon takes a nervous gulp >"Applejack, w-will you still have me?" >This... This is it >What your heart has yearned for >But it's been so long... >Is the spark still there? >Only one way to find out "Of course, sugarcube!!" >You wrap your arms around his neck and bring your lips to his >Anon is tense at first, but you feel his muscles relax >The kiss ends as soon as it began >You embrace each other on that bench, chest against chest >The beating of your hearts became perfectly synched as rain began drizzling >Anon removed his jacket and draped it around the both of you >Once again, you were soothed and comforted by his warmth >Then, as if possessed by a lusty demon, you whisper in his ear "Don't worry, I'll return the favor~" >And you didn't need to swear this time; Anon's cheeks were definitely red   END