>2 months later >You look at yourself in the mirror >You had gained weight >Your hair was faded and falling out >You had bags under your eyes >Your muscle now turned to flab >You dressed in dirty baggy clothing >You look at the mirror steadily >In a fit you punch it as hard as you could >You break it >You also hurt yourself >You look at your bleeding hand At least I can still feel something... >You haven't shown up to the strip club in days >At this point people thought you had retired >You don't go to the arcade anymore >You don't go to the speakeasy any more >Friends and lovers that you knew had stopped liking you altogether... >To keep money you got a job at the mailing industry with Derpy >It wasn't as much fun shaking your ass and making feel p0nys happy and aroused >But it put food on the table... >As you walk out of your house to go get food and supplies >You can here talk of p0nys >"Wow he really let himself go" One says >"And to think I wanted to tap that" Says another >It hurt like hell to hear those words from p0nys that once worshiped you >Now you're nothing but a fat, smelly slob working at a post office... >-Paning away from Anon- >"Hey boss look isn't that there eh...Anon?" Bucktooth blue stallion says pointing at you from a distance >"Hm...hey! Yeah you're right!" The Yellow durby hat stallion says getting angry >"Well look at him now he's nothing but a loser!" The yellow durby hat stallion says with a sly smirk >"C'mon, let's go show'em what for!" He pushes his hat forward looking tough >-Paning back to Anon- >The two stallions approach you Listen I'm not in the mood so please- >Without a second thought the yellow durby hat stallion punches you in the face >Your nose starts to bleed >The Bucktoothed blue one starts to kick your legs >You fall to the ground in pain >They continue to beat you up into submission >They walk away laughing >Why didn't you defend yourself? >Why didn't you call for help >The old you would have put them in the dirt post haste >But you weren't really you, were you? >You hobble back home >Sore >Aching >Bleeding >You get a knock on the door >You go to answer it only opening the door slightly >"H-hello Anon...." It was Fluttershy >"I-I brought some of those cookies you liked" she was holding a plate of them Just leave them on the front step and you can go Fluttershy... >"Anon, I want to come in, none of us have seen you in a long while and...and I want to make sure you're okay" Fluttershy says worried >You hesitate to close the door... >You open it anyway >Fluttershy gasps at the sight of you >"A-anon! W-what happened to you??!" Fluttershy takes your face in her hooves >You look into her teal eyes Life...plain and simple... >Were the only words to come out of your mouth >Fluttershy comes in and nurses your wounds and brusies >"Anon, I can't stand to see you like this, as of now I'm going to do my best to take care of you, okay?" Fluttershy says stomping a hoof down >You look at her >You then look away Okay... >You say without much life in you >For the next several weeks Fluttershy tries to cheer you up >Make you laugh >Get you angry >Something to show her that you still had emotion >Maybe the old you would have said or done something... >But you weren't you anymore... >"Pure of heart"..."Plain and Simple" the words still echoed in your mind >You knew those words weren't you >You used to be  thrill seeker >A lady charmer >A brawler >Now...you're just a loser, Plain and Simple... >Fluttershy says that she wants to spend the night with you >You didn't care or think much of it >The next morning you find yourself tide up with Fluttershy sitting on top of you with a creepy face >"Good morning d-doll!" She says struggling with her words Fluttershy what are you doing... >"I-I'm gonna show you a good time by fudging your brains out until you get your confidence back!" she says still with a creepy happy face >She rips off your clothes >She begins kissing your chest Fluttershy please stop...this isn't right >"Don't be silly Anon you love this sort of thing! Come on, please enjoy it!" She says grinding on your chest now >She licks your neck and kisses you all over your face >Not even a wiggle down there >"Please Anon...show some emotion..." Fluttershy burys her face in your chest What's the point...everp0ny other p0ny thinks I'm Pure and Plain, so I guess that's what I am no... >"THAT'S A LOAD OF SUGAR HONEY ICE TEA!" Fluttershy screams at you in frustration >"This isn't the Anon I know and love! A-and I want him back! Please Anon! D-don't give in like this..." Fluttershy begins to cry >She pulls out your make-up kit >"Look remember this? Remember how pretty you used to look while wearing this stuff?" She trys to apply the make-up on your face >She does a horrible job of it >"S-see, you look pretty a-already" Tears were running down her face and onto yours >It made the masquera run Please Fluttershy, stop this, I-I don't want to continue anymore... >"No! Not until I get the Anon I loved back! The Anon that used to be strong and sexy with his words, the Anon I cooked for and knitted for... the Anon I fell in love with" >She kept kissing you and grinding upon you >It didn't turn you on in the slightest >"Anon, damn it love me! hate me! show some emotion!" She looks at you with those teal eyes now raining with tears >You looked at her blankly I...I can't... that's not me anymore... >Fluttershy continued to cry on top of you for the next hour or so... >Eventually she untied you >She wasn't able to get the excitement she felt when being around you like she used too... >She still visited everyday though since then >To make sure you weren't hurting your self >Or worse >She would even try to have some fun by guessing your fetish once or twice >You wouldn't do such things...not anymore. >You were Pure of heart...Plain and Simple, nothing more nothing less... >The words still left mental scares over you to this day >Life "was" good... >You sit in the tub one night and think endlessly >You eye the razor blade on the sink >"Is this were it all ends?" You think to yourself >...