>You adjust your tie again the mirror, the train’s motion not exactly aiding your endeavor. >No armor to protect you this time, just a fresh spiffy suit designed by P0nyville’s finest designer. >Surprisingly enough when you asked her about the suit she didn’t bat an eye. >It certainly struck you as odd giving her efforts to swoon you into her abode. >She took some more accurate measurements without a hint of seduction. >You remember checking your belly to see if you’d gained some flab, but that wasn’t it. >Rarity gave a sincere smile when you finally slipped into her clothing. >She said you were quite the catch, a man for any mare. >You couldn’t help but blush at the comment. >For once she wasn’t giving the googly eyes and it honestly felt like she was a friend. >Odd really, but welcoming nonetheless.   >You finished freshening up and leave the train lavatory, the rest of the mane 6 gitty about the night ahead of them. >You’re not sure what it is with girls and balls. >Of course Twilight would correct you and call it a Gala, but they’re close enough in your opinion. >Each of them got dressed up for the occasion, once again thanks to Rarity, even Dash spruced up. >This isn’t their first gala as they tell it, the first one ending frightfully. >Something about an animal stampede or some such thing. >You try not to get bogged down with the details. >What you did know was that this time, they were going to have fun. >And that meant staying together. >A noble goal, one that you’ll let them accomplish.   >The train docks in Canterlot’s train station, the group piling out each chatting frantically with one another. >The streets of the city were bustling with activity, an oddity considering the time of day, or night. >You squeezed amongst them like a sore thumb, the absence of your suit of armor amongst them placing an uncomfortable feeling of vulnerability upon you. >In truth there was nothing to fear. >There were no Covenant patrols passing by. >The war was nothing but a faint and distant memory in retrospect. >Here you could relax and be amongst friends. >Crimson Team is off on another mission right now and what’re you doing? >You’re prepared to go to a party with a special mare and your friends. >Between the former and that latter? >Yeah, you’ll pick the latter.   >Twilight hands off the tickets to the stallion at the gate allowing you to step inside the castle grounds. >Trumpets sound off as you approach the entrance hall. >The room expands outwards with the p0ny elite gossiping amongst one another. >You tug at your neck nervously. >”Jus’ relax. It ain’t the end of the world.” >Even Applejack’s comfortable amongst the elite. >You’re not sure why you’re acting like this though. >You never took this kind of stuff seriously before. >Oh look the Princess. Somep0ny around here you actually know. >The mane 6 chat her up before moving off further away giving you a chance to talk. “Good evening Celestia.” >”Ahh, Anon. Pleasant to see you out and about. No armor I see, must be quite the change. “Fitting the suit around it was a bit more of a burden than I could take.” >She nods, “The look suits you.”   “Thank you. You don’t look so bad yourself.” >”You do realize you’re talking to the princess?” “A princess that I happen to know.” >She nods in agreement, “A correct assumption.” >She greets another pair of p0nies into the party before turning back to you. >”Shouldn’t you be off with your friends?” “I should, but it’s just- Hell, I don’t know. They seem kinda, off I guess.” >”How so?” “Well, like Rarity. She’s always trying to grab my attention and suddenly turns a new leaf? Or Twilight, I haven’t felt her watching me for a good while now.” >Celestia seems to understand where you’re coming from. >”Do you know why my star pupil is off in P0nyville in the first place?” >Odd question. One that you don’t know the answer to. “I can’t say that I do.” >”Come with me,” she says, Luna descending the stairs to take her place.   >She leads you to her royal chambers and asks if you’d like anything to drink. >Water sounds good right now and it’s too early to get drunk off what you know is going to be spiked punch. >You take a sip and thank her, the princess graciously moving off to her drawers near her bed. “So, why is she in P0nyville?” >”Twilight, as dear as she is, had a small problem when she lived here in Canterlot. She allowed all of her time to be consumed with her studies.” “I don’t see how that’s a bad thing. In fact, that’s what I should’ve done.” >”The issue with it was how she became a recluse, distancing herself from everyp0ny to focus on her studies.” “Didn’t she have Spike?” >”Yes, but as an assistant. He was little more than that back then, so I sent her to P0nyville.” >Alright now you’re starting to remember the story. Nightmare Moon and such. “I’ve heard this part, but I still don’t understand why it’s important.” >She levitates a bushel of scrolls, “Good things come to those who wait.”   >”After Nightmare Moon’s defeat all was right again and it was time for Twilight to come home. However, she didn’t.” “Come again?” >”The friends she made in P0nyville had made her learn a valuable lesson about friendship. I couldn’t have been prouder.” “So she stayed. And…?” >”I wished for her to continue her studies and send me a report on her findings. Namely, her reports on the magic of friendship.” >You want to just yell out how gay that sounds but you stay your tongue. “Once again, how does this relate to me?” >She unravels a scroll and prepares to read before meeting your eyes, “Would you like to hear what she said?” “Do I have a choice?” >”Yes.” >You were expecting a no to be honest. “Go ahead.”   >”Dear Princess Celestia, Over the past few months I’ve learned a valuable lesson about friendship. You can’t force anyp0ny to open themselves up to you, no matter what your reasons may be. I’ve learned this the hard way with a new arrival in P0nyville. From now on, I’ll be standing at his side, not taking notes behind his back. Your faithful student, Twilight Sparkle.” “She wrote that?” >Celestia nods, “Twilight’s always been a curious one, persistent as well, but she isn’t going to push away a friend because of it.” “So that’s why she hasn’t been pestering me.” >”A good friend will wait for you to open up, not the other way around.” >You smile and laugh quietly as you think back to all her shenanigans. >”What is so humorous?” “Nothing, I’m just thinking I might miss her crazy schemes.” >”Pinkie can fill that in.” >Oh she can.   >She hands you the letter so you can read it for yourself before drawing up another. “There’s more?” >”Yes, Twilight isn’t the only one who writes these you know.” “Who’s that one from.” >”Patience…” she hums and holds up the letter. >”Dear Princess Celestia, I learned that a good friend should think of others before themselves. I’ve been selfish, unladylike in trying to woo a certain somep0ny, and I didn’t think to understand why he refused my affections. Thanks to a friend of mine, I know that even though I want something, it doesn’t mean I should take it from away from somep0ny. Rarity…” “And just when I thought I wouldn’t have to slit Twilight’s throat.” >Celestia looks at you with concern. “Kidding.” >She loosens up, “Rarity… She knows how you feel about a certain somep0ny who shall remain nameless.” >You look down as you think of her.   >”I believe this is why she stopped attempting to, what’s the term she used? Woo?” >You nod, finally understanding why they’ve been acting so different. >”These are not the only reports she sent you know. There are a dozen others much like these.” >Dozens. You never thought of yourself as the best of friends. “Maybe I should’ve been a teacher with all these lessons huh?” >You stand up and walk over to the window and watch the fireworks go off, the Wonderbolts flying off in celebration. >”This makes me curious Anon. The others have all learned something about friendship by meeting you. What have you learned?” >The dazzling show captures your eyes, but not your mind. “I learned to forget the past. I learned it’s best to go along for the ride.” >She immediately senses the fragility of your answers, “What have you learned about friendship?” “Friendship?” >You spot Applejack down below by the balcony watching the fireworks, alone. >What did she teach you?   “I learned that to be a friend you have to let others into your life. A friend will be there for you even through your mistakes. She’ll give you a hoof when you’ve fallen and a bed when you’re weak. She helped me because she saw that beneath the armor, beneath the flesh… I was just another p0ny. I only asked for forgiveness, but she gave me much more.” >”Are you talking about friendship or are you talking about her?” “Applejack’s been a true friend, far better than I. Even through all the bumps and even the rocky start, she was there. She was always there. Celestia…” >You turn to look at her, “Yes?” “Can we finish this later? There’s something I need to do.” >She stands up and walks to the window. She understands almost immediately. >”Please do, Mr. Anon.” “Thank you Princess.” >”And Anon?” she stops you at the door with a smile, “Its Celestia.” “Yes ma’am.”   >You hurry down through the now crowded party, the p0nies slightly tipsy. >How did you know it was spiked? Because you always know. >You glide over to the balcony, Applejack still standing there by herself. >Say what comes to mind. >Striding over to her you lean against the rails. “Applejack.” >She turns to you, her braided air falling to her side. >The sight of her takes your breath away. >”Anon.” >Your mind blanks out leaving you standing there like a fool. >Shit, come on brain work! Don’t fail me. >”Ya alright?” >Screw it, go for broke. >You lean down and press your lips against hers. >No going back now.   >Finally your mind restores functionality and realizes what you just did. >You pull back. You blew it, all of it. You fucked up. “Aww shoot!” >You grip the railing as she stands there stunned by your advance. >Always with this shit. Decision after decision! “I’m sorry Applejack. I- fucking… For the past few months since I arrived I just- I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have pressed this onto you. I screwed up again.” >You’re a god damn human saboteur. >She places a hoof on your arm and turns you to look at her, the green of her eyes mesmerizing. >”If you do feel that way. Say it.” >You swallow hard. “I love you Applejack.” >She smiles and gives you a peck on the lips, “I love ya too Anon.”   >You’re so happy you could turn to stone. >You smile and bear hug the mare, crying tears of joy into her mane. >”Whoa Anon. Put me down!” “Sorry.” >She pats herself off, “Don’t want Rarity killing ya for ruining her dress.” “Applejack, you have no idea how happy this makes me, how happy you make me. Ever since-“ >She silences you with another kiss, your body like silly putty in her hooves. >Breaking the kiss she leans up against you and watches the show. >”Can’t believe it took ya this long to figure it out.” “This long? How far back-“ >”Shhh, don’t ruin the moment.” >You rock back and forth with her, the last piece coming together. “I wouldn’t for the world.” >Today was the first day of your new life. >And you were happy.     >You enter the room, the attendant turning to you. “Any change?” >”Every time you come in here asking the same question and every time I give you the same answer.” “So no change?” >”None that I can see. It’s a lost cause you know.” >He’s many things, weak isn’t one of them. >It’s been months though… maybe… >No. You’re not leaving him behind, not when you caused this. >You inform the attendant you’re going in, walking into the chamber. >No wonder he’s not getting better. How can anyone be trapped inside a room like this and be expected to recover? >It’s too white and plushy, small too. >You’ve seen prisons more accommodating.   >He’s sitting in the corner of the room, slumped down, the jacket binding his arms together. “Hey. It’s been a while huh?” >He doesn’t respond to you. >All he does is rock side to side, a dopey grin on his face. >It’s strange to see him like this. “I don’t know if you can hear me in there, but you get better. Alright? That’s an order.” >His head rolls back to look at the ceiling, pathetic sight. >You kneel next to him. You had to piss him off. “I’m sorry alright. Happy now? I shouldn’t have brought them up. It was… Damn…” >You push up on your knees and give him one last look. >”How’s he doing?” Commander Palmer asks over the comm. “No change…” >”It’s not your fault. He lost control and now he’s facing the consequences.” >You lay your head against the door to the cell. >”Suit up Lance, Crimson doesn’t stop because of him.” >You sigh and make your way to the armory. “Yes ma’am.”