>you are fluffy pony martini, you are pale green unicorn with darker green mane >you do a good job giving special hugs to pretty mares >BIG MAN and Frank-who-you-never-see think you are a good pony and that makes you happy >you sometimes get playmates but they usually go away. BIG MAN does hurty on them when they make him mad >you have good nummies and a warm bed but sometimes you get sad because you want sleep huggies >you sometimes get sad because you hear baby foals but BIG MAN won’t let you see them >you aren’t good at knowing how long things take but you can see White Sky Ball at night >you know you get to make special hugs with violet, sweetie, and brownie when White Sky Ball goes away and comes back twice >sometimes BIG MAN brings a new pretty mare you can giving special hugs to. you love to meet new fluffies >one day you see BIG MAN take sweetie from her cage. her belly is big. she is gonna have babies! >”sweetie you make babehs now?” >she looks up at you weakly and smiles. >”sweetie gonn make mawtini babehs!” >”Quiet, Sweetie.” >BIG MAN takes a thing from his pocket. it is the buzzy tool. >you don’t like the sound it makes and it makes your fluffy go away >BIG MAN says he has to use buzzy tool because it makes mares better mommies >he says it helps you to use your happy thing better, too >you shudder a little. the White Sky Ball will be back soon. that means he will use buzzy tool on you >buzzy tool doesn’t hurt but it still scares you and BIG MAN has to hold you with his big paws so you don’t move >you hear a noise come from brownie’s cage across the room. >”make… make poopies? no - make babehs! brownie babehs come!” >”Oh shit… Frank? Frank, where’d you go?” >BIG MAN hurries over to brownie’s cage and opens it >”daddy hewp make bwownie babeh come?” >”I’m helping Sweetie.” >BIG MAN looks around and sees you. >”Martini help make babies.” >he scoops up brownie and the newborn and puts them in your bed. >”Martini - you help brownie make babies. give her each one so she cleans it. then let it have milk.” >he studies your face for a few seconds. >”mawtini hewp wit babehs! mawtini be gentle with babehs!” >BIG MAN grunts and goes back to sweetie. her second foal comes out. >you carefully yake brownie’s foal in your mouth and put it next to her head. she instinctively cleans it >three more foals come out. you carefully place them near brownie’s head and she silently licks them clean. >you move the first foal to her teat and it sucks hungrily at the milk >brownie’s body shudders slightly and one more foal comes out. it is smaller than the others. >you put the other three foals at brownie’s teats. they will have to share unless BIG MAN feeds them >you take the last foal and move it near brownie’s head. she frowns at it. >”bwownie no wike babeh.” >”whut wong wit babeh?” >”bwownie no wike. babeh small and stupid.” >”bwownie don’t make babeh sad. babeh needs mommy!” >”no! bwownie NO WANT!” >brownie picks up the shivering foal with her mouth and manages to toss it across the cage. >it bounces off your water dish and starts to cry >the foal is too young to speak yet. it makes sad little chirps calling for its mommy >”bigman bwownie no wan babeh!” >”Quiet, Martini! I’m almost done here.” >you carefully pick up the damp foal and bring it back to brownie >”bwownie pwease wuv babeh she need mommy!” >”no! bwownie no wan!” >brownie turns her back to you and continues nursing her other four foals, plucking them off her teats so they can take turns >you plop the foal down on a soft piece of carpet. >”wil babeh mawtini sowwy mommy no wan.” >you lick the baby clean. it doesn’t taste very good. >”bigman pwease take cawe of babeh.” >BIG MAN finally comes over to your cage. sweetie is back in her cage with her babies >”What, Martini?” >”bwownie bad mommy she no wan wil babeh. babeh sad for mommy.” >”Let me see.” >BIG MAN picks up the baby and examines it. >”It’s too small, Martini. Brownie knows it won’t survive.” >”no babeh be okay! mawtini cwean! mawtini make wawm!” >”No, Martini. It’s a runt. It has to go.” >”NO PWEASE MAWTINI TAKE CAWE OF BABEH! DON’T HUWT BABEH PWEASE!” >you’re crying now. brownie is not even paying attention. BIG MAN looks mad. >”Martini, I said the baby HAS TO GO. Understand?” >BIG MAN used his Loud Voice. You know ponies that get the Loud Voice get hurties. >your lip quivering, you don’t say anything else. you lay on your carpet and plop your head down on your little feet >BIG MAN pauses and says words you never heard before >”I’m sorry, Martini.” >he closes your cage and takes the baby to the table >the table is bad. it’s where fluff gets taken away. it’s where fluffy ponies get hurt >BIG MAN raises a hammer up over the mewling foal >you close your eyes >you hear the hammer strike >you cry silently to yourself >you are a good fluffy pony. but sometimes you feel so bad.