~The rain made her pink mane and tail soaking wet, though she did not seem to mind. >This part of town was usually crowded with people and full of life. >But it was dead and quiet as she walked through the night. >This was the third time this week she went out in the middle of the night. >Every time alone and completely lost in thought. >She couldn’t sleep so instead of simply lying in bed she went out. ~She left town and head for the outskirts of the small city. >It had all changed when you left. >You never accepted her love and now that you had moved on and moved away, she blames herself. >She blames herself for not trying hard enough; she blames herself for trying too hard. >She blames herself for that you never understood. >And now it’s too late. >She continued from the town into the forest. >Her friends had tried to comfort her, telling her that it was not her fault and it was of your free will. >But whatever they said she felt guilt. >They used to visit her often, always being happy and cheerful. >But when they smiled at her, she would never smile back. >When they laughed would she never laugh with them. >So after a couple of weeks did the visits get less and less frequent, until they simply gave up. ~The small road now revealed a small clearing in the otherwise dense woods. >So the visits stopped, and with that her last social contact with the world. >From that point she just stayed inside, not seeing any reason to go outside more than to feed her animals. ~Entering the small clearing she is no longer shielded from the rain by the large trees, and is quickly greeted by a shower of rain. >She had grown more and more distant to the outside, never talking to anybody. >She barely even talked to her animals anymore. >Angel did even at one point ask her what was wrong. >But she never answered, there was no use for explanations. >They would never understand. ~She arrived to the center of the clearing, and sat down in front of what seems to be a small wooden cross. >It wasn’t always like this. >There was a time where she was happy >There was a time where she woke up every day feeling nothing but joy for the day ahead of her. >There was a time where she still pursued your love. ~Tears now form in her big blue eyes with rain still hitting her face. >But everything changed when you passed away.