>YOU ARE MAPLE AGAIN
>Work seems extra slow today
>But as the time comes closer, you feel the butterflies in your stomach start to go crazy
>You know that Twilight won't judge you or anything
>That's not who she is
>But still, you can't help the feeling of being anxious
>Only ten more minutes till break
>You keep working for the time remaining, collecting buckets from under each tree
>It's gotten much colder in the past few days
>Before you know it, they will be flooding the basketball court
>The time finally comes
>You walk into the workers lounge and find Floret
>She's watching T.V on a couch
"Hey Floret, I'm gonna go on my munch break now"
>She does't look up at you
>She seems like she's crying as you hear sobs
>You look at the T.V and you see some crummy Soap Opera
>You can't help but chuckle a bit
>She looks back
>"What?"
>You can see the tears in her eyes
"I said I'm going on my lunch break"
>"Yeah, whatever"
>She turns back around and watches more of the shit on the screen
>Well, the time is here
>You already made sure Twilight blocked some time out of her day to speak to you and Amber
>You walk out the door and walk to town
>You pass by Sugar Cube corner and pick up a cupcake for lunch
>God, you have to watch your sugar intake
>You walk up to the library and pause there for a few seconds
>You take a deep breath and knock on the door
>After a few seconds Spike comes and opens the door
>"Hey Maple! Came to see Twilight?"
"Yeah, is she busy?"
>"Nope, she was actually getting ready to see you. Come on in"
>You follow the stubby little dragon into the Library
Just remembered the Library was blown up, but lets all forget about that for this story
>"Twilight! Maple's here!"
>"Oh good! Spike, can you give us some space?"
>"Sure, I think Rarity needed me to help her at the boutique anyway"
>You watch the little dragon walk out the door and close it behind him
>"Come up Maple"
>You walk up the stairs and into her bedroom
>She has set up two chairs in the center of the room
>She is already sitting in one
>You take a seat across from her
"Thanks for taking time to talk to me Twilight"
>"Anything for a friend. So what did you want to talk about?"
"Well...a few days ago, I was thinking about...you know...sex. And how I'm a virgin."
>"Maple, theres nothing wrong with being a virgin"
"I know...But I had a dream, it was about a Stallion. And when I woke up..."
>You feel yourself blush again
"I was all wet...down there. I never did anything like this before, but I started to...rub myself"
>She looks at you with an intrigued face
"And I'm guessing you know what happens after a while of doing that. But when I finished, I felt so dirty"
>"Maple, masturbation is natural. Everypony does it once in a while"
"That's what I thought...But that's not the whole story"
>"What else happened"
"Well...it involves my sister, Amber"
>"Ahh. She supposed to meet with me later this afternoon. I'm guessing it's about the same topic?"
"Yeah, probably...But she's been going through more than I have...With the attack and all"
>She takes a breath in, probably remembering the fallen ponies
>"So, what happened with your sister"
>The butterflies in your stomach are acting like they are on crack
>You can't believe you are telling this to someone
>But it has to be done
"Well, after she got home from the hospital yesterday. We started to watch T.V. This was the day after I...masterbated...So, we were on the couch watching T.V and she fell asleep on my lap"
>You feel your hooves start to shake a bit
>Everything tunes out of your mind except for what happened
>It plays through your mind like a movie
"Her head was leaning on my lap...close to my mare hood...Her breath...It felt so warm..."
>You talking to Twilight right now
>For some reason it feels so surreal
>You don't meet Twilight's eyes as you tell your story
"I felt...so different...I've never felt that way, well, besides when I did it to myself"
>You look up to see Twilight's expression
>Surprisingly, she kept it very professional
"Something happened to my head, I don't know what it was...But I couldn't control myself"
>You take another deep breath in
"I put my hoof behind her head"
>You don't feel well
>You are starting to feel dizzy
"I started to push her head closer"
>Your eyes start to water and your hooves become numb
"I pushed her closer and closer until"
>Your dizziness gets more intense
>You pause
>You hear Twilight speak up
>"Until what, Maple?"
>You look up to her
>You meet her gaze
>With a overwhelmed chuckle you say
"She woke up"
>"Amber? Amber woke up?"
>You look back down
"Yup. She woke up to me shoving her face into my crotch"
>You say that with total disgust
>"Well, what happened after that?"
>You don't move on with the story
>You start to shake your head as tears well up in your eyes
"I...just don't know what got into me...I swear I didn't plan on doing it! I don't know what happened! I don't know why I did it! What's wrong with me Twilight!?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!"
>Your tears begin to fall out of your eyes like a waterfall
>You pull your hooves over your head and start to shake
"Af-after all she's been through...She's in the Royal Military for Celestia's Sake! What type of pony does that?!?"
>After that out burst you continue to cry into your hooves
>It doesn't even sound like crying anymore
>You begin to hyper ventilate
>Twilight comes over to you and puts her hooves around you
>Giving you a hug
>"Maple, that wasn't you...That's not who you are...I know you, Amber knows you...And we know that you would never plan on doing that"
>You shake your head some more and let more tears out
"I'm a horrible pony..."
>"No you're not Maple. You are normal, just like the rest of us...Your urges just took over, it's not your fault. We all get those urges, you just have to learn to control them"
>She floats you a glass of water from the table
>You grab the glass and begin to drink from it
>The water feels good to your burning hot body
>"I promise you, I know you didn't want to do it, it just sort of...happened. You were caught in the moment of wanting to feel an orgasm again. And when she breathed on you that triggered you to feel that way. And it just so happened to be your sister"
"But...this wasn't the first time I've thought about my sister..."
>You look at Twilight
"A few years ago when I was a filly, she stood up for me against bullies...And after that, occasionally I'd look at her, like a stallion would look at a mare...But I'm definitely not a fillyfooler! I dreamed of a colt that day"
>"Hmm...I think the reason you felt that way towards your sister was because you felt safe with her. No one made fun of you after that did they?"
"The bullying stopped"
>"That's what I thought. And theres nothing wrong with being a lesbian. Many mares are"
"BUT I'M NOT A FILLY FOOLER!"
>"I never said that you were"
"But even if I was...she's my sister"
>She puts her hoof on your face and makes eye contact with you
>"Maple...the way I see it...Love knows no boundaries..."
>That actually makes you feel a little better
>But you don't love your sister that way
"But...I don't love her... That way"
>"It'll take some time to figure out your feelings...But I'm sure that you will find some pony for yourself"
>You manage to smile
>"So, what happened after she woke up?"
>You move your hooves away from your face
"Well, she reacted the way you'd expect...She started yelling, which is totally understandable. I started to break down...again...But she calmed down. She want for a walk and I fell asleep"
>"You fell asleep? How did you fall asleep after that? Actually, that doesn't matter, continue"
"Well, when she got home we started to talk...She basically said that she forgives me, even though I hurt her...I broke her trust and I betrayed her, but she still forgave me. She's an amazing sister... But she said that she needed some time to get her head straight. She feels guilty about the attack"
>"She feels guilty? Why?"
"She said that it was her fault, that she could've prevented it somehow...She always puts extra pressure on herself like that...So after that she said that she was gonna sleep at Rainbow Dash's house for the next few nights. But she said she would still hang out with me for a little bit each day"
>"That seems like a good decision. Her sleeping at Dash's gives you both some space to breath and relax"
"Well, she came home this morning, and she was hungover...She looked like a mess"
>"I'll talk to her when she gets here. But how have you been doing?"
"Well, I'm happy that I get to see her, but I'm still really confused about what I did and why I did it. I never desired sex before"
>"That might be it. Most mares and fillies start to masturbate when they are just entering puberty. You've never done it so the first time was probably really strong."
"It was pretty intense..."
>"I'm sure as you become accustom to these urges and feel them more often, you will learn how to control them...And masturbation is a great way to do it. It realizes stress and it doesn't cost anything"
"I guess"
>"Is that it?"
"Yeah, I think so"
>You stand up from your chair
"Thanks for talking with me Twilight, I feel a lot better"
>"Anytime, come back when ever you want"
"Wil do"
>You give her a hug and walk down the stairs
>You leave the library and enter a beautiful autumn afternoon
>Well, time to get back to work