"How did it even get like this?"
 
 Dainty fingers run through my hair, scrubbing against my scalp. Itty bitty paint-chips fall off of my head into the tub. I don't notice that kind of thing when I'm painting because it's not that important, but once you're done painting and you find a bunch of gunky junk on you you realize that maybe I should have payed attention to that kind of thing.
 
 "It just happens."
 
 "You're not dipping your head in the paint, are you?" She scoops up water into a cup, before dropping it down onto my head, washing away some of the soap.
 
 She repeats the process several times, until all of the shampoo has been washed out of my hair. I shake my head about, trying to get hair out of my face. It's kind of frustrating, I wish she'd cut it or something. Hair is dumb.
 
 Thankfully, she brushes the hair out of my face for me. "Thanks."
 
***
 
 I suck on my straw, pulling up a bit of tea to my mouth. She said it was some kind of weird imported tea, someone suggested it to her. It's not very tasty. I keep drinking it though, looking down at my toes.
 
 She sits to my side, reading one of her books. I don't know what it is, something about frogs. Hisako likes to read a lot when she's not doing anything. I could never pay attention to books too long. It takes too much effort to try and read that many words. Maybe I'll ask her to read to me sometime.
 
***
 
 Hisako raises her arms behind her neck, stretching out her back. After letting out a tired yawn, she crawls under the covers next to me. Her hair is still a little wet, and it smells like a certain kind of fruit, I'm not sure which one. What's her favorite fruit again?
 
 "Goodnight, Ren." She pecks me on the lips, before turning over to switch off the light. The room goes dark.
 
 "Goodnight." I try to wriggle myself into a comfortable position. It's really tough with the blanket, I wish there was no blanket. But then it'd be cold. Hisako's pretty warm though, maybe it wouldn't be a problem with her. I wonder if she gets cold, being so warm. I'm not very warm, and I get cold sometimes.
 
 I finally settle for a slightly awkward position, just a few inches away from her back. As I lay in silence, the sound of her breathing is the loudest thing in the room.
 
***
 
 I can't sleep.
 
 I stare at the back of Hisako's neck, frustrated at the situation. I don't know why this happens, I'm usually good at sleeping. But it just doesn't work right now.
 
 A large erection is bulging in my pants, as if my member was as frustrated as I was. I don't like it when it gets like this, I wasn't even thinking about butts or anything. I was thinking about sleeping. Is sleeping sexual? I don't think so, so why would it be like this?
 
 My gaze shifts to her back. She's wearing one of her oddly-colored night-gowns. It looks comfy, maybe I should get one.
 
 No, focus. I look down to my crotch, staring intensely at my dick. Maybe if I stare at it long enough it'll go away.
 
 ...
 
 ...
 
 ...
 
 I look back to her back. It's definitely yellow, I know that for sure. Yellow.
 
 My gaze shifts down to her lower body. The gown cuts off right above her knees. Her skin is pale, and it looks soft. I shift my toes up a bit to feel her leg. Yeah, they're soft. She has nice legs.
 
 Maybe I was thinking about butts. I wonder what makes a butt nice. It's big and... soft, but a different kind of soft than her legs. Like a pillow. Well, a pillow is probably different than her butt. It would be weird to sleep on a butt.
 
 Wait, this isn't helping. My dick is just as hard now as it was a few moments ago.
 
 But... her butt...
 
 I shift my body closer to her, until I can press my nose against her hair. It smells so nice. I press my chest against her back, trying to get into a comfortable position. I can't really hug her that well, so I wrap my legs around hers, like she was a giant pillow. I try to shift my waist, but I end up pressing the head of my dick against her leg.
 
 It... feels nice. Kind of like that thing we do sometimes, but not as nice as that. I awkwardly rub up against her leg, sending tiny waves of pleasure through my body. It's...
 
 "Ahh..." I let out a weak sigh. Oops. Is she a light sleeper? It would be weird if she woke up right now.
 
 I move my crotch up closer, rubbing the entirety of my member against her leg. Even through all the fabric, it still feels really nice. My leg quivers wildly as my movements intensify, making it more difficult to keep up this motion.
 
 Maybe I should... stop...
 
 I move my dick away from the top of her leg, before inserting it between her thighs. Wild waves of pleasure take over me as her legs press against my member, as I move it back and forth, pressing against her cloth. I can't control myself... it's...
 
 I bite my lower lip, moving my dick in this motion. My mind goes numb - or maybe my entire body does. The only thing I can feel right now is this feeling. This feeling. In my dick. The feeling my dick is feeling. It's a nice feeling.
 
 Suddenly, a whiteness comes over me. My mind goes blank, and all I know is euphoria. Hot cum shoots out of my dick, or it might have if I wasn't wearing pants right now. And for a few seconds, which feel like hours, I sit in the aftermath. Cum just keeps flowing, turning my pants into a giant mess of sticky, wet fabric.
 
 I let out a good, long sigh of relief. I must have been holding my breath. I feel... much better now. Kind of gross and dirty, but I feel good. Tension finally leaves my body, and my muscles relax. I snuggle up close to Hisako, as if I was hugging her.
 
 I think... I should be able to sleep now.