>It's been three weeks since you decided to keep Janus. >Since she only got one reset, she acts much closer to fluffy pony baseline behavior than Amnesia. >It's frankly a hassle to keep track of her, but Amnesia helps. >Very common to hear her scolding the former stray for shitting in the wrong place. >Or for knocking something over. >Janus always apologizes, but an hour later she does the exact same thing again. >You are beginning to grow annoyed. >One day, while you're busy with work things on your computer, Janus waddles into the room. >”Daddy, wan' sgetties pwease!  Janus hung'y!” >She ate dinner not more than forty-five minutes ago. “You've been fed, Janus.  Go play with Amnesia while I finish this, okay?” >”Hung'y!” she whines, clinging to your shin.  “Pwease gif nummies!” >The task at hand requires all your concentration, so you ignore her. >For five minutes, she whines about being hungry.  You feel her light grip on her leg. >Suddenly, she lets go and raises up on the side of your office chair. >”Gif nummies!  Janus hung'y!” >You continue to ignore her. >”Why no gif nummies?  Why daddy no wuv Janus anymo'?” she begins to pout. >When you don't rebuff that notion, she begins to cry. >”No wuv Janus!  Daddy no wuv Janus anymo'!” she wails, waddling in circles. >You still ignore her. >Amnesia comes in.  “Janus, pway bwocks wif Amneesa!” >”No wan' pway, wan' nummies!  Wan' daddy wuv Janus, an' gif nummies!” >Amnesia blinks.  “Jus' haf nummies!  Daddy wuv fwuffies, gif nummies!” >”Wan' nummies now!” Janus whines, trying to get up in your chair again. >Confused, Amnesia waddles out to play. >You continue to ignore the crying pegasus. >”Daddy no talkies!  Daddy no wuv Janus!” she cries repeatedly. >Only when she falls silent do you glance down. >She lays on the carpet, curled into a shivering ball and sniffling quietly. >”No wuv fwuffy, daddy no wuv anymo', why no wuv fwuffy?” she whispers. >You blink.  Before now, she's always referred to herself by name. >”Fwuffy jus' wan wuv, pwease gif wuv to fwuffy...” >You're done with your work now, and reach down to pet her. “What's wrong, Janus?” >She perks back up instantly when you say her name. >”Daddy wuv Janus 'gain!  Janus so happy!” she chirps, hugging your arm. >You begin to realize something is off. >Janus seemed to be in actual physical distress, but why? >Surely not because you weren't paying her any attention. >...it couldn't be. >An idea is forming in your head. >Soon, it will be time for science. >It's the next morning, and your sister is over. >Amnesia didn't really like the idea of going away, but you assured her she'd be all right. >You're sending her to your sister's house for the week. >She already has fluffies, so your unicorn will be in good hands and have friends to play with. >Besides, you don't want her to interfere in this. >The experiment begins immediately after Amnesia is gone. >”Whewe fwiend Amneesa go?” Janus asks. >You do not say a word. >You can hear the pegasus waddling after you as you move around. >”Daddy, whewe Amneesa go?  Amneesa come back?  Janus miss fwiend!” >You remain silent, simply going about your morning routine before you leave for work. >Janus is confused, constantly asking where Amnesia is. >Once you're ready to leave, you set her in the restored upstairs safe room as usual, but give her no treat. >You shut the door and leave, hearing her cry behind you about being alone. >It's twenty minutes after eight PM when you return home. >You believe it's very likely she has forgotten about Amnesia by now. >She waddles around your legs happily when you open the safe room door. >”Daddy home!  Fwuffy miss daddy! Fwuffy no woney now!” she cheers. >Christ.  She doesn't even recall her own name, no chance she remembers Amnesia. >You guess that's probably because the unicorn isn't here to say it so often. >You glance into the safe room. >It is a minefield of fluffy turds.  She only hit her litter box twice. >That carpet is probably ruined, but it's not a big deal. >As she hugs your legs, you find that while her name eludes her, her love for you does not. >Janus continues to babble happily as she follows you downstairs. >”Fwuffy wuv daddy!  Fwuffy wan' nummies, daddy gif?” >You feed her, but still don't talk to her. >She's talking so much right now, she hasn't noticed that yet. >When you're both done with dinner, you wash up and relax on the couch. >This is when Janus begins to figure it out. >”Pway wif bwocks wif fwuffy, daddy!  Is fun!” >You don't even look at her. >”Daddy?  No heaw fwuffy?  Fwuffy say pway wif bwocks and fwuffy!” >Eyes straight ahead.  You can barely see her waddle over. >”Daddy okay?  Why no come pway?” she asks, tugging on your pants leg. >No response. >You can't see it, but her lips begin quivering.  “D-daddy no pway wif fwuffy?  Why no pway?” >When you don't reply, she begins trying to jump up on the couch.  “Daddy!  Fwuffy no wike quiet, why no talkies to fwuffy?  Why no pway?” >You don't help her up.  You don't even acknowledge her struggle. >”Daddy, hewp fwuffy!  Fwuffy gif huggies, make daddy betta!  Hewp daddy pway!” >Eyes locked on the TV. >She stops, plopping down on her haunches on the floor.  “Daddy?  Fwuffy scawed!  Talkies!” >Silence. >She begins crying.  “Why no talkies, daddy?  Daddy okay?  Fwuffy scawed!” >Flipping through channels. >”Daddy...daddy no wuv fwuffy?” >Bingo, we're back here again. >You continue to ignore her. >She tries to get up onto the couch again, madly flapping her wings. >”Fwuffy am sowwy fo' be bad!  Pwease wuv fwuffy!” she bawls. >When you don't speak, she falls over and begins hiccuping. >”Fwuffy...fwuffy am...fwuffy am sowwy!  Fwuffy no...no mean...no mean be bad!” >It's getting harder to ignore her, but you press on. >”Fwuffy am bad, fwuffy am sowwy!  Pwease no huwt!” she yells, toddling about in circles around your coffee table. >After ten minutes of this, she suddenly waddles over and shits in front of the TV. >”No smeww pwetty...nuuuuuu, make bad poopies!  Fwuffy sowwy, fwuffy no mean to!” >She remembers that.  You kind of lost your temper when she shat in front of the TV the first time. >Even Amnesia was scared. >”No yeww!  Pwease no yeww, fwuffy sowwy!” she sobs, coming over to hug your leg again. >When you fail to punish her, fail to even acknowledge her existence, something happens. >Janus sits down by your legs and blinks. >”No yeww?  Why no yeww?  Fwuffy bad!” >Her tears are dried, her sobs quieted, even her lips are still. >”Daddy no mad?  Daddy no wuv?  Daddy no wuv an' no mad?” >You fight the urge to look down at her while she tries to process this. >”Fwuffy am good, am bad too?  Daddy no am mad, no wuv fwuffy too?” >She falls silent, sitting on her haunches and looking around. >After a few minutes, she blurts out.  “Daddy!  Wuv fwuffy pwease!  Is okay yeww at fwuffy if wan', fwuffy no be sad!  Fwuffy be okay!” >'Love' appears to be a broad term for the fluffy pony. >Perhaps the abused ones aren't totally sad.  It is attention, after all. >But Janus, faced with the insurmountable wall of your silence, has no idea what to do. >”Daddy!  Pwease talkies!  Pwease yeww!  Pwease huggies!  Pwease wuv!” she begs, tugging on your pants again. >You fight to ignore her.  Her pleas and tugs get more frantic as the silent seconds tick by. >Finally, you glance up at the wall clock.  It's late. >Wordlessly, you pick Janus up, and put her in the upstairs safe room. >”No smeww pwetty!” is the first sentence out of her mouth. >When you shut the door behind her, she begins lightly banging on it. >”Gif wuv!  Gif woud yewws!  Fwuffy wan' talkies!  Pwease wuv!  Pwease somefin'!” >She says iterations of that over and over, but finally becomes quiet. >Since she's tired herself out, you go on to bed. >The next morning, you go first thing to check on Janus. >She lays on her side in the center of the room, a tremendous puddle of liquid waste pooled at her rear end. >This puddle is at the end of a long, swerving spiral of brown that covers most of the carpet. >You navigate the fluffy crap to check on her. “Janus?  Janus?” >Her chest fluff is still. >She is dead. >You pick her up to look at her.  Her eyes are glassy.  Rivulets of dried saliva surround her open mouth. >It looks like she's had a catastrophic seizure. >You continue to examine her.  Her joints are ruined. >It appears as though she tried to run her legs right out of their sockets. >Her wings are partially torn off. >Without human or fluffy input, Janus's mind did not know what to do to get acknowledgment. >Since her mind didn't know what to do, it seems to have done everything at once. >While you dispose of the body and begin cleaning up, you come to a clear realization: >For the fluffy pony, attention is no more optional than food, water, and air.