Oct. 10 I think im dying. breathing is hard. my chest hurts so much. im burning up. i sent you a text telling you how much i love you and how much you mean to me. I guess you're still asleep. help is on the way... I think. I passed a welding certification test today, I bet you would have been so proud. you made these past months amazing, and im glad that i met you and have absolutely no regrets about you at all... I just wish we could have met.