>you will never have a surrogate big sister amethyst
>she will never have a great relationship with her, growing up playing with her and being closer to her than the other gems
>you will never be watching wrestling with her one night, like you normal do, that then turns into play wrestling.
>she will never pin you down like normal and claim her dominance only to notice your newly puberty-enhanced erection.
>she will never help you through puberty by regularly 'accidentally' walking in on you while dressing or masturbating, or showering and then ritualistically sucking you off until you down right down her throat.
>she will never lick her lips and tell you how yummy your jizz is
>you will never have a weekly tradition that used to be innocent childish fun turn into a weekly blowjob
>she will never, after months of mouth love, lay back and spread her legs, pulling her pants down, just past her ass and lifting her legs, showing you her plump purple pussy.
>you will never see her pussy glisten in the pale light of the muted television
>you will never get to see her dark purple clit throb in anticipation
>you will never get to hear her coo "I think you are old enough for this, come get it, big boy." as she beacons you over with a finger.
>you will never get to fuck her tight hot soaking wet purple pussy
>you will never get to lose your virginity to your adopted sister
>you will never have a big sister amethyst
just fucking kill me now, i dont want to live anymore