Part 4:
 
>It’s been two years since you have started your course
>Academically it would be difficult for anyone to better
>but…grades aren’t the only thing you need…
>fucking nepotism, you don’t know anyone, no work experience…
>can’t get to know people either, it may have happened years ago but it still makes people nervous
>every knows as well, you don’t go about telling everyone but you don’t lie when asked, would just make things worse for you…
>Needless to say it’s frustrating
>you would be lying if you said you’ve haven’t been hearing “him” again…
>that you do keep from people, would not work out well for anyone…
>besides, your stronger than him…you can keep him in check
>its good thing you not under probation anymore
>no curfew, no limited to where you can go.
>the freedom to walk where you want, it clamming.
>it was a particularly bad day today, your partner for the moot didn’t bother showing up till an hour before the damn thing
>good thing you’re the best damn speaker in the place, that could have gone tits up.
>still, he made you look bad
>so after dinner it was out for a walk…
>further than you’ve ever gone, hell you’re out of the city…
>you stop to check your watch, mmmm, late…..bah you don’t have to go anywhere tomorrow
>oh today.
>so you keep walking, and walking….
>till you come to a dirt road…leading to forest…
>what have you to lose and you got a flashlight
>probably safer to walk off the road any way…
>wlep
>let’s go
 
 
 
>Eyes open,
>your vision is still burled
>you are lying down…must be in bed
>in a bed?
>IN A BED!
>you smile through your grogginess
>one more thing to confirmed, you to left
>sure enough there is an IV stand
>magic plasma you remember Twilight telling you a while, works over every creature
>you let out a chuckle and look to the roof again
>you’ve done it!  
>your free!
 
 
>not bright…probably be night time
>have to be mindful of other patients and all that
>you blink a few more times…
>still hard to get your eyesight focused
>ah! Fuck
>that headache you just noticed isn’t helping either!
>right close your eyes and breathe…
>alright, moment of truth, are you blind?
>open your eyes…
>I can see!
>great, so there’s that
>wait…
>the hospital doesn’t have a concrete roof…
>and that single light bulb in the centre of it…
>oh no.
>you try to sit up
>you don’t budge, not a damn bit!
>no!
>you tilt your head back to your left…
>with your renewed vision you notice the offender
>a thick, unforgiving leather strap…
>You try moving the legs
>no give….
>clam down...
>clam down…
>”you deserve this”
“not a good time!”
>”you were a fucking idiot and got what you deserved, if you done as I said you would not be here right now!”
>”In fact you are worse off now! Not only are you can’t you fucking move at all your also a fucking cripple!”
>What?
>”Oh you forgot? Try moving your right arm…”
>okay…
>you are surprised to be able to move your right arm
>but then you see it…
>why it is not restrained, why it could not be restrained.
>your forearm is missing
>from the elbow just nothing, aside from burned flesh
>Just then all the pain, all the hope, comes back…
>”all for nothing, just because you were a too much of a coward to do as I told you”
>”Oh, Anon!”
>you look to the stairs
>you see Fluttershy at the bottom
>”And this is what you get!”
 
 
>”oh Anon! I was so worried about you!”
>she runs up to the gurney and nuzzles you
>”I was so worried, I found you, and you didn’t wake up and you were hurt and yo-“
>her words run into each other as rage floods your mind!
>you were out!
>you were free!
>and she put you back!
>she trapped you again!
>there is a wicked chuckled in the back of your back of your head, mocking you…
>”I told you so…and considering your current position you can’t even kill her…what a shame”
shut up!
>you scream internally
>”Don’t blame me for your own stupidly, we’d be free by now if you only listen…but now…
>Fluttershy kisses your check and looks at you
>lust in her eyes.
>”…now you’re fucked…”  
 
>you wake up on the cold ground
>must of passed out, should have gone home…
>you pick yourself up
>as you sit up you look straight into the eyes of a yellow pony…
>You can think of a few things wrong with that sentence
>”Oh my…are you okay”
>the yellow horse says…the yellow horse says!?
>you jump back from the pony
“you can speak!?”
>she mimics your actions
>”YOU can speak!”
>and that’s how it started…
>after you both calmed down you were brought to Twilights and had a few things cleared up
>yes, this wasn’t earth anymore
>yes, you were the only human here
>no you did not just bump your head and where hallucinating
>you are there gobsmacked
“Well this certainly is different…”
>You sit there in front of 6 Technicolored magical horses
>lost in a new world, nobody knows who you are even what you are
>you sit in silence
>the purple one slimes awkwardly
>”so…we never got your name, mister…?”
>wait, nobody knows anything about you, not a damn thing!
>this is what you’ve been waiting for your whole life!
>A clean slate!
>A second chance!
>You look up at them
>sure they were nervous around you, you are something completely new, can blame them
>but they are willing to help just because you were in trouble
>and not of it because of your mistakes
>you can be whoever you want to be here, a new life!
>all because you are totally Anonymous…
>yeah, that will do
>you smile
“You can call me…”
 
>“Anon”
>you wake
>still on the table, still unable to move…
>”morning Anon”
>you don’t respond
>From what you understand she saved your life…
>Your little escape attempt had sent you into shock, that combined with the blood loss and starvation had nearly finished you
>sent you into a coma
>for three days she had feed you through a tube and generally kept you right…
>but despite that you find it difficult to thank her…
>the old routine returned, you would sit there, torment by your own thoughts and she would bring down a meal and then proceed to try to get you to love her…
>the only difference is that you were eating now, much to Fluttershys delight
>mostly because she had to spoon feed you in your new position
>you guess she thinks she’s making progress  
>truth is you aren’t making the same mistake twice
>if the opportunity comes again you will be strong enough!
>”if it comes…”
>plus you know she has a feeding tube, you’ve been through too much for to die because a yellow pony was trying to force feed you…
>”Anon…I think this has gone on long enough…”
>Will this is a change of pace…
“what do you mean?”
>”well, are talks haven’t been going that well…I don’t think I’ve gotten anywhere…”
>”she’s got that right…”
>never mind, maybe she has come to her senses?
“Does that mean you are going to let me go?”
>she has a look of confusion in her eyes
>”Why would I do that? You don’t love me yet…”
>then what! What the fuck could she be planning!
>you bite your lip to calm down…
>”you should have listened”
>She blushes and looks to the floor
>”Well…I thought if a showed you what you were missing…”
>Oh no…
>she looks up, right at you with bedroom eyes…
>”then maybe you would love me back…”
>”you should have listened when it mattered…”
 
>She paws at your trousers
“Fluttershy! I do NOT what this!”
>”But how do you know Anon! You’ve never tried it!”
”Fluttershy!”
>”Now trust me, I am sure it will feel…nice…”
>She begins to remove your shorts
>Fuck you can’t help it!
>You’ve been down here for over a week!
>your body betrays you
>”see, I knew you warm up to the idea…”
>FUCK
>after everything she is going to win!
>you look to your ruined arm…
>what was the point?
>WHAT WAS THE FUCKING PONIT!
>you are on the percipient of tears as she climbs up on top of you
>”I have an idea…”
>you can smell the mare…
>Well it better be a fucking good one!
>”you know who she is the cuddling type…let here have her way…”
>What!?
>she is positioning herself
>”her me out…let here have her way, let her come in for a kiss…”
>”then bite out her fucking throat!”
“NO, I am not you!”
>”are you ready Anon?”
>”Well, I don’t think you have any other choice…”
>Fuck…Fuck!
>damn it.
 
>You wished you could avoid this!
>you extend your tongue
“NO STOP IT! YOU ARE NOT THE BAD GUY HERE!”
>you ignore the voice
>and bite down  
“ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!”
>”Anon? Are you okay?”
>You taste blood
>Fuck it’s still attached
>You ready your jaws and slam your mouth shut again
>blood fills your mouth as you feel your teeth meet
>Fluttershy notices the red on your lips, she gets off you.
>”Anon?”
>next part…
>you open your jaw a let the bloody limb slid down you gullet
>you can hear the mare panic as you begin to choke
>That’s it, all you need to do is stay alive while she gets to work…
>In a rush the mare begins pulling of the straps
>You feel your vision fade…
>nearly there…stay awake
>you feel your right leg go free
>You continue gagging
>your left goes free
>Your head is about to exploded
>just as your left arm goes free
>yes!
 
>in a moment you spring up
>”Anon are yo-“
>BAM!
>The yellow pony hits the ground like a bag of shit
>”Now! Killer Her! Do you want to go back”
>You spit out you’re the half the tongue you sacrificed
>you look at the mare…out cold
>you smile
“sor-e, dats al u git”
>fuck you, that’s what you sound like now?
>bah people like mutes better anyway
>Fluttershy begins to stir, not as out cold as you thought
>fuck, you were never that strong and being down here for so long clearly didn’t help
>you jump of the gurney
>your legs are like jelly from under use…
>okay focus…one leg after the other
>as you make your way up the stairs you establish a pace
>hehe, will be back to full speed in no time
>pushing open your prison door to take a moment to catch your breath
>you spit out the pool of blood that was building in your mouth
>jezz that a lot
>you start to go dizzy
>no not again…better make this fast
>”Anon? ANON WHERE ARE YOU!”
>Better make this really fast.
 
>You gather whatever your body has left as you make a mad dash through the door
>Yes you are nearly there!
>You can move!
>you can feel the wind in your hair!
>It’s hard to describe the elation in your veins
>you can see the town! You are going to make it!
>Just then you are knocked to the ground
>She caught you, you are in no condition to fight back
>you head is burning , you can’t take much more!
>”KILL HER, DO IT NOW! YOU WON’T GET ANOTHER CHANCH!!”
>NO!
>you left your face from the dirt
>I!
>you take a breath
>AM!
>And yell from the bottom of your lungs
>NOT!
>Your yell is so load it startles Fluttershy of you
>You…
>you collapse, exhausted
>it’s okay though…somep0ny defiantly hear that…
>you see the panic in Fluttershy’s eye
>yeah
>you’ve won…
>…
>you’ll just rest a bit…