[5/6/2013 2:13:40 PM] Captain Forgebeard: removed me from the contacts eh?
[5/6/2013 2:14:31 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Of course.
[5/6/2013 2:14:48 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I'm in no mood to deal with smartasses at the moment.
[5/6/2013 2:15:15 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I came to you seeking help.
[5/6/2013 2:15:30 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Yet I've got anything but, save for some vague details and some energy tweaking hocus pocus.
[5/6/2013 2:15:42 PM] Captain Forgebeard: since you dont understand the gravity of the situation i was in let me spell it out for you
[5/6/2013 2:15:56 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i was receiving death threats, not only astrally, but by two different people physically
[5/6/2013 2:16:05 PM] Captain Forgebeard: one of them being a very close friend of mine, who is jealous of my relationship
[5/6/2013 2:16:17 PM] Captain Forgebeard: you might know him, pleeb.
[5/6/2013 2:16:31 PM] Captain Forgebeard: so im sorry if your starting out in energy manipuilation is frustrating for you
[5/6/2013 2:16:45 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i was a little busy dealing with things bigger than the inability to move energy from your left to your right
[5/6/2013 2:17:10 PM] Emperor Octavarius: And how was this difficult to relay last night?
[5/6/2013 2:17:20 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i was a little busy trying to save my relationship
[5/6/2013 2:17:36 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i had other things on my mind than "oh how can i cater to octavs needs tonight"
[5/6/2013 2:17:59 PM] Emperor Octavarius: That's hardly the point.
[5/6/2013 2:18:11 PM] Emperor Octavarius: You could've said "I'm busy". Simple as that.
[5/6/2013 2:18:26 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I would've understood.
[5/6/2013 2:18:46 PM] Captain Forgebeard: im sorry i didnt realize that your getting free training from me in energy manipulation was more important than not only my life but the relationship with the only person i actually care about
[5/6/2013 2:18:56 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Furthermore, this energy manipulation of yours is questionable at best.
[5/6/2013 2:19:27 PM] Emperor Octavarius: To say nothing of the "pulling out" business. If I were pulled out, then I would not be in my physical body. The astral body is the true self.
[5/6/2013 2:20:31 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I'm not some blithering idiot.
[5/6/2013 2:21:01 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Who just found out about astral projection last week or whatever. I've been reading about it for a while -- since 2006. It's hardly a new concept for me.
[5/6/2013 2:21:34 PM] Captain Forgebeard: mental projection has always been about being aware of both the physical and the astral
[5/6/2013 2:21:37 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I heard how great you were, hence why I asked you for assistance. I was hoping you would finally put my frustrations at ease, and I would be projecting.
[5/6/2013 2:21:53 PM] Captain Forgebeard: sleep projection is what you crave, and i cant give it to you
[5/6/2013 2:22:50 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Mental projection is merely hypnotic visualization, as far as I'm concerned. I haven't heard of it before in all of my reading; not from Robert Monroe, not from anyone who I know for a fact has projected.
[5/6/2013 2:23:00 PM] Captain Forgebeard: and if you wanna be an uptight asshole about it, that just means theres one less ponyfucker that i have to care about
[5/6/2013 2:23:07 PM] Captain Forgebeard: ARE YOU DAFT
[5/6/2013 2:23:12 PM] Captain Forgebeard: THE MONROE TECHNIQUE IS MENTAL PROJECTION
[5/6/2013 2:23:13 PM] Captain Forgebeard: HOLY SHIT
[5/6/2013 2:23:16 PM] Captain Forgebeard: please just go
[5/6/2013 2:23:31 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I shall be warning everyone of your dubious practices, so as to make sure you don't make a dime.
[5/6/2013 2:23:35 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i dont care
[5/6/2013 2:23:39 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Good.
[5/6/2013 2:23:40 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i wasnt looking to make money
[5/6/2013 2:23:41 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i was looking to help
[5/6/2013 2:23:48 PM] Emperor Octavarius: No.
[5/6/2013 2:23:50 PM] Emperor Octavarius: You said it yourself.
[5/6/2013 2:23:54 PM] Emperor Octavarius: You don't care about anyone.
[5/6/2013 2:24:01 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i care about one person
[5/6/2013 2:24:05 PM] Captain Forgebeard: and im not good enough for her
[5/6/2013 2:24:10 PM] Captain Forgebeard: so im going to help others until i am
[5/6/2013 2:24:24 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Well, I'd say you have a long way to go.
[5/6/2013 2:24:31 PM] Captain Forgebeard: says the ponyfucker who couldnt last 2 days
[5/6/2013 2:25:05 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Ah yes. Now I'm being verbally lambasted by someone who reckons himself well-learned.
[5/6/2013 2:25:17 PM] Emperor Octavarius: You originate from those tulpa threads, yes?
[5/6/2013 2:25:24 PM] Captain Forgebeard: no
[5/6/2013 2:25:34 PM] Captain Forgebeard: i pre-date the current tulpa phenomina
[5/6/2013 2:25:44 PM] Captain Forgebeard: ive been manipulating energy for years
[5/6/2013 2:25:50 PM] Captain Forgebeard: since i was 16
[5/6/2013 2:25:53 PM] Captain Forgebeard: 6 years now
[5/6/2013 2:26:06 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Sure doesn't show. I feel pretty much the same as I did before all this mumbo jumbo.
[5/6/2013 2:26:17 PM] Emperor Octavarius: If my chakras were truly opened, I would be faring much better in all my faculties.
[5/6/2013 2:26:20 PM] Captain Forgebeard: takes the will to change before you can change
[5/6/2013 2:26:36 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Certainly. I never doubted that.
[5/6/2013 2:26:50 PM] Captain Forgebeard: chakras naturally close, they were open, you felt sensation, they were closed, it stopped
[5/6/2013 2:26:53 PM] Captain Forgebeard: they do not stay open
[5/6/2013 2:26:58 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I felt nothing.
[5/6/2013 2:27:13 PM] Captain Forgebeard: [Friday, May 03, 2013 6:16 PM] Emperor Octavarius:
 
<<< There's a dull ache in my head.
Feels empty.
[5/6/2013 2:27:20 PM] Captain Forgebeard: [Friday, May 03, 2013 6:18 PM] Emperor Octavarius:
 
<<< It feels slightly alleviated.
Getting a weird tingling in my fingertips.
[5/6/2013 2:27:22 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Which turned out to be a headache.
[5/6/2013 2:27:26 PM] Captain Forgebeard: [Friday, May 03, 2013 6:21 PM] Emperor Octavarius:
 
<<< My face was starting to tingle, too.
[5/6/2013 2:27:39 PM] Captain Forgebeard: [Friday, May 03, 2013 6:24 PM] Emperor Octavarius:
 
<<< A little pain in my temples, but I doubt that's from the tweaking. Right now, there's a subtle feeling of fullness, if that makes sense.
Looking around my room, there's a little more clarity, too.
[5/6/2013 2:27:40 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Well, yes. Because I was lying still and allowing my body to relax.
[5/6/2013 2:27:50 PM] Captain Forgebeard: you can either lie or tell the thruth
[5/6/2013 2:27:54 PM] Captain Forgebeard: there is no middle ground
[5/6/2013 2:27:58 PM] Emperor Octavarius: That was the truth.
[5/6/2013 2:27:58 PM] Captain Forgebeard: you were obviously lying just now
[5/6/2013 2:28:04 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I'm not denying what I said prior.
[5/6/2013 2:28:14 PM] Captain Forgebeard: then you are admitting to lying
[5/6/2013 2:28:45 PM] Emperor Octavarius: No, you're using my words to try and prove yourself right, when in fact, the sensations I experienced were just typical. I was relaxed, I felt tingling.
[5/6/2013 2:28:49 PM] Emperor Octavarius: Nothing more, nothing less.
[5/6/2013 2:28:56 PM] Captain Forgebeard: ya know the last thing i need right now is to take shit from some edgy teenager
[5/6/2013 2:28:57 PM] Captain Forgebeard: good luck
[5/6/2013 2:29:04 PM] Emperor Octavarius: I'm 25, thank you.