Its been a week since Lilly left for Scotland, for her new life. Instead of being happy for her, I have Cried like I never have in my life. Our relationship, our love, gone, because of her parents she feels she couldn't disappoint. Those moments of love, of friendship, suddenly stripped from me and why? Lilly wants to impress her two parents who have had nothing to do with her life until this point. Dammit this pisses me off more than most people could have ever imagined.
 
        Misha and Shizune sometimes come knocking at my door. Misha has more than once told me she would break down my door if I didn't let her in. This was the third day. By the fifth day, Emi was with them, along with the Nurse. I told all of them to go the hell away and leave me alone, that I needed time to recover. Emi was having none of it, even trying so far as to attempt to break down my door. Nurse had to hold her back just to prevent any kind of damage on her prosthetics.
       
        Nurse said I would be taken out of Yamaku if he didn't come in, a threat I could only assume was false. I still let him in, but only until everyone else had left. Once in, he immediately checked on my heart.
 
        “You've been taking your medication, Hisao?”
 
        I glare at him and lie through my teeth. “Yes, I have.”
 
        Nurse looked at me with sternly, like how a father would look at his own child.
 
        “Your coming with me to the infirmary. No excuses. Your heart is erratic Hisao, even with your medication. I know you don't want to leave your room, but you have to come with me, for your own sake.”
 
        I didn't feel like going anywhere, regardless of what would happen to me. I didn't care about myself, or my life. I didn't care about any of it. Lilly was gone. To me, she was all that mattered. Oh no...
 
        I clutch my chest in pain in a vice grip with both hands, the pain almost unbearable.
 
        My heart...my heart....its hurting....
 
        I'm falling onto the ground in a heap... Nurse runs over to me, checking on me.
 
        “Hisao, stay with me! Call an ambulance immediately!”
 
        I see my world fading to black around me, much like my first heart attack, my breathing growing erratic and shallow. This is how it should end. My heart, permanently broken, my death being from love. How fitting.
 
        I wake up, in a hospital room again, just like my first heart attack. I thought my...life would have been over and done with in that dorm room. I was hoping it was, then I wouldn't have to deal with this shit anymore.
 
        “Sigh....”
       
         I look to my left and I see flowers of all kinds and many many cards on a stand. I try to reach over to them, but I am too weak to do so. I can barely move my arms, which saddens and angers me. It makes me feel weak, just like in the hospital the first time.... The first time essentially no one cared except for my parents. Iwanako at first did, then she abandoned me. Ugh....I am so tired....
 
        I wake up with only one pair of hands on me and I slowly open my eyes. Hanako?
       
        “Hanako?”
 
        “H-Hisao?”
 
        I see tears well up in her eyes, but they aren't sad. They look happy to see me awake and she almost blushes a hard red.
 
        “HISAO!”
 
        Hanako gently lunges to my bed and hugs me tight, not letting me go for any reason. She is intent and hell bent on keeping me safe.
 
        “Hanako...”
 
        “Y-you dummy! Don't scare me like that!”
 
        She then buries her face into my chest and cries hard. Her sobbing makes me gently hold her as best as I can, given my condition. The doctor comes in and smiles.
       
        “She's been waiting for you to wake for a while now. You've been out for a good twelve to fifteen hours Hisao.”
 
        I look at her, her tears still streaming down her face. I hold her closer.
 
        “Hanako, everything will be OK alright?”
 
        She looks up at me innocently. Its enough to make my heart melt, more so than those puppy dog eyes of Emi's. Hanako smiles wide, happy for the improvement in my condition.
 
        “O-Okay.”
 
        She lies her head down and keeps hugging me. I smile. Everything looks like its going to be OK.