Schicchan is so strong.
I know she doesn’t have it easy.
She can’t speak to anyone, her dad is a bad person and she has no friends.
I have it very easy.
My dad is a nice person, I have many people to call friends, and I can speak to everyone, it’s super easy.
A lot of people seems to think it’s hard to talk to someone they don’t know.
I don’t think so, maybe it’s because I don’t know anyone, not really.
I want to know Schicchan.
I don’t think Schicchan wants me to know her.
She is so strong, carrying everything inside herself.
Maybe it all would have been much heavier if it surfaced.
Like underwater.
Everything is light underwater
Maybe everything is light for Schicchan as long as she keeps it underwater.
I wonder if Schicchan is ever insecure or lonely.
It’s hard to know, she seems so transparent, but she hardly shows anything.
A part of me wants her to be insecure and lonely.
Just so she could need me, sometimes.
I know that it makes me a horrible person.
I’m her interpreter, she needs me.
But I can’t control it.
I can’t control anything.
Schicchan can control everything.
If she just wants something hard enough, she’ll bend reality to get it if it’s needed.
I can’t do that.
If I could, then I’d have her.