Title:           lily-blossom-mom
Author:          JeniferMagica
Pastebin link:   http://pastebin.com/aLF6CeEH
First Edit:      Thursday 28th of February 2013 12:41:46 AM CDT
Last Edit:       Thursday 28th of February 2013 12:41:46 AM CDT

>HasbrOC because I don't want to stain the main ponies with my shit
>I barely know her
>maybe she likes flowers
>give her flowers
>flower elitist
Fucking ponies
 
>maybe she'll like me if I become a racer like the pegasi we watch on the apple shaped tv during dinner
>she doesn't like to watch tv during dinner, it's uncouth she says
>bust my wings training on school
>one day, "do you like racing, mom?"
>"I don't really care about them dear."
>"I see"
>mom won't go to my race if I her ask to
goddamnit
 
 
>mom will never go to my race next week
>try to ask her to anyways
>"uhm, mom. I have a race next week and, uh, I'd like it if, y'know, you could like go there"
>"sorry [anon-pone], this season is getting crazy and if next week is any like this I'll be working an extra shift. Maybe next time, button"
>"Yeah, maybe next time"
 
 
>day of the race
>shit, why do i bother? maybe I can become a cunt like that dropout who made it into the wonderbolts
>as if mom would care
>"all pegasi participating on the race, get on the starting line"
>I'll race everything, that'll show her, then I'll going to shut her down
>sorry mom, i can't hear you over me being a wonderbolt
>"[anon-pone]!"
>what?
>"good luck, sweetie"
>how could i doubt you lily pone?
 
 
>fourth place
>not bad, I thought I'd be way lower than that
>"you made it, mom"
>"of course I made it, [anon-pone]. Had I ever let you down?"
>"I guess not"
>"let's get you an ice cream for you fourth place, my future wonderbolt"
>she knoes
>"it's nothing to celebrate, really"
>"don't be like that, dear. this is a day to remember"
>"I'm just so happy you could make it, mom. That's enough for me"
>"Aaaww. Thank you sweetie"
>ice creams were had
>best day ever
 
 
>suddenly a warmth and excitement I've never felt before
>is this love?
>"mom, what do you do if you like somepony and you want that pony to be your special somepony?"
>"well, you could start by getting your mane a cut, it's getting messy"
>"mooooom"
>"you'd look so handsome, [anon-pone], that no mare could resist you"
>"really?"
>"of course, dear. My little colt is the handsomest colt in the whole of Equestria"
>i love mom
>i really love mom
>i want to hug mom
>am i in love with mom?
 
 
>one day
>"can i sleep with you mom?"
>"aren't you a little too old for that, [anon-pone]?"
>"but..."
>"just kidding, button, you can sleep with me all you want. just don't do it after you are an adult, that's weird"
>"thank you, mom"
>"come here, sweetie"
>"i love you mom"
>"i love you too, [anon-pone]"
>i love to be hugged by mom
>she's so warm and cuddly
>i don't want this to end
>i love you, mom
 
 
>being cuddled by mom
>i want to spend all of my days with mom
>mom is best pony after all
>i want to kiss mom
>i want to be her special somepony
>i'm doing it, i'm going to kiss mom
>my muzzle gets closer and closer to hers
>my lips touch mom's lips
>FUCK YEAH IM FRENCHING MOM!!!
>"stahp"
>i keep going
>"shweetee stahp"
>THER ARE NO FUCKING BRAKES ON TH-
>mom takes me apart
>"i said stop it, [anon-pone]"
>"sorry mom. i'll go to my own bed now"
>mom doesn't say a word to this
>i hear her sobbing lightly from my room
>what have i done to you?
 
 
>fast forward ten years
>i drop out of school
>home is a mess
>mom still does her best
>i still love mom
>i hoped to be a wonderbolt, a rockstar, a hero
>i wanted to make her proud
>i still love her
>i can barely mantain a job
>we argue everyday
>i'm so sorry mom. i just want you so bad
>i still love you
 
 
>i find a cute unicorn pony who likes me
>she likes flowers and has long hair
>just like mom
>she's a bit clumsy but still tries her best
>her favorites are daisies, that's all i know
>i take her on a date
>we don't do anything too exciting, just stroll, talk, hold hooves
>we have flower sandwiches for dinner
>she eats little
>i have a big gladiolus and carnation subway with ten islands which i eat like a pig
>she laughs when i end up with half of the sandwich on my face
>i catch up and we laugh together
>i feel happy
>it's been a while
 
 
>"[anon-pone]"
>"yeash?"
>"what do you like of me?"
>gulp
>"i really like your uuh, mane?"
>"heh-heh. get serious [anon-pone], hehe"
>"what? i'm serious. your mane is very pretty"
>"really? thank you. i don't think is that pretty but i do take care of it"
>munch-munch
>"your mom's mane is very pretty too"
>"yeah, i guess"
>i still love mom
>i'm a horrible pony
 
 
>a couple of months pass
>daisy-pone is a good mare but i'm not good for her
>she's not good for me either
>i want to be with mom
>one day, laying on the grass eating hay and other things ponies eat
>"[daisy-pone], i have something to tell"
>"what is it, [anon-pone]? you can tell me anything. we are each others special somepony after all"
>fuck my life
>"i love my mom"
>"she's a nice mare, sweetie pie. but that's it? it's normal for anypony to lov-"
>"no, you don't understand. i love love her."
>"oh, ooooooh. wait, what?"
>"i'm sorry"
>she's tearing up but tries to hold her tears along with her disgust
>her face is breaking me
>i'm in actual pain
>i get out of there, flying as fast and high as i can
>once i catch some altitude i start screaming
>i scream with the fury of a thousand windigos
>i hate this, i hate myself. i'm a fucking disgrace, mom will never love me.
>i wish i could just free fall from here and end this
>am i too much of a coward to do this?
>nobody's going to need a scumbag like me after all
>i stop waving my wings
 
 
>6 months pass
>i survived like if the horse god was just playing with me
>the doctors said that my legs are alright but my wings are finished
>oh well, that's life
>i can't get any job for pegasi and earth ponies don't want a wimp that can't even lift
>i'm jobless, depending on mom
>i wish i could get out from here but i can't
>i get fat and delusional, start falling in love with those monkeys from that tv series
>at least these ones won't feel it when i leave them
>mom is depressed and it breaks my heart
>i never asked for this
>why am i like this? shit
>ONEDAY
>i need to be bathed as i got fat and can't reach my back
>i need someone to preen my wings or i'll get sick
>mom is there, she's always there. i'm sure she's done with my shit but she is still there
>she preens my wings with such care
>"can i?"
>"huh?"
>"preen yours, i'd feel bad if i couldn't retribute this."
>she doesn't answers, just nods in a way that feels like yes and continues
 
 
>preening her wings
>i'm getting aroused
>[anon-pone] a shit
>i go from there and start kissing her neck
>mom let's out the saddest and most silent sigh ever
>i continue
>mom is responding, she moans and i pretend i didn't hear it
>i nuzzle mom's face and kiss her
>she just follows through
>we kiss
>after i'm done with the bath, i follow mom to her room
>she lays on the bed and i get my fat ass over it too
>"can i sleep with you, mom?"
>"haven't i told you that that is weird?"
>"just this time, please."
>she looks at me with the most condescending and sad look a pony could get
>she knows what's next
 
 
>i nibble on her neck and get on top of her
>she's sobbing quietly, just like that night
>i don't care how filthy or sad or disgusting this is, it's finally happening
>i'm going to be one with mom
>i accomodate my flabby body to make sure my penis can go inside
>mom keeps sobbing
>my penis unsheaths and starts rubbing mom's vagina's entrance
>mom keeps sobbing
>i penetrate her and start going in and out, in and out
>i go insane, this was what i was waiting for all my life
>i go at it, thrusting like a primary beast, hooting and neighing. my legs pushing me forward, keeping me in place
>i'm using all of my strenght to pound into mom
>she is still crying, hiding her face under the bed-sheets
>then i come
>i want to come inside mom
>that's all i wanted
>and it was terrible
 
 
>i go out for a hay slushie
>this will help me think this more cleary
>i feel horrible
>mom didn't deserved this
>i start crying loudly
>i don't care somepony could see me like this, i'm a shit pony
>the slushie tastes like shit
>everything tastes like shit
>all is shit. fuck you
>i clean up my face and go back home
>mom is missing
>i freak out
>"mom? mooom?"
>nothing
>"where are you mom?"
>still nothing
>"please, mom. don't joke like this, i didn't mean it i'm sorry"
>i'm on tears again
>"please mom. i can't do anything without you, please"
>nobody's home
>i find a letter
 
 
 
[anon-pone], i'm leaving.
 
Please don't follow me, we've hurt each other enough as is.
 
There's a can of pasta in the kitchen if you're hungry.
 
 
Goodbye.
 
>not even a "dear [anon-pone]"
>i get mad
>i thrash the fucking house, howling like a madman
>"FUCK YOU MOM! FUCK YOU! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? IS IT FUCKING FUNNY? FUCK YOU!"
>i'm a horrible pony
>sigh
>now i'm alone, completely alone
>"fuck my life"
>ponies know what i've done
>"that little slut surely told everyone. they know everything"
>iMad
>"i knew she'd tell them, she couldn't deal with the loss and told everypony. that bitch must have. now i can't approach anypony, i'll die alone"
>calm down
>"it doesn't matter. i can get through, somewhere else where nopony knows me"
>i'm hungry
 
 
>i open a can of precooked spaghetti
>it has the face of one of those farmer ponies on it, i guess she's famous or something
>put it on a bowl and heat it a little in bain-marie
>i hear somepony knocking at the door
>"hello? is anypony there?"
>oh god that voice, could it be?
>[daisy-pone]
>"are you there, [anon-pone]? i got worried when i heard you had that accident and i wanted to see if you were alright?"
>somepony who doesn't hates me
>i rush to open the door and drop the bowl i just served
>i slip on spaghetti and break my head
>"i guess there's nopony home."
>paralyzed and bleeding to death
>"uuuuhh. uuugh"
>please listen
>"uuuuuugh. ugh."
>i'm scared, mom
 
>somepony help me
>i'm so sorry for all of this everypony