Title: (Octavia/Anon) Suite (Slice of Life) Author: Ditherer Pastebin link: http://pastebin.com/Y05x8Ca3 First Edit: Sunday 4th of December 2016 01:17:28 AM CDT Last Edit: Last edit on: Sunday 4th of December 2016 01:25:51 AM CDT "Vinyl?" >She's hunched over her turntable, working on some of that new "plunderphonics" stuff she's so into. >Her back is to you, and most of the living room. >This whole place can finally be her studio now. >You are Octavia Philharmonica, resident cellist of Ponyville. >In a few minutes, ex-resident. >You're going to miss your old roomie. >However ponies might have thought of you, she really kept your head screwed on right for all these years. >Not to mention that she was always the "tidy" one of the two of you. "I'm leaving in a moment, Vinyl. Anonymous is waiting at the station with my bags. I just wanted to say goodbye before I went." >She gives no reply. "I don't know when I'll be coming back, but... I'll visit you, alright? I'll send you a letter once we get settled in." >Nothing. >You contain a sigh. "Alright, then. Goodbye, Vinyl." >You turn, regarding the rest of your ex-apartment. >The fridge that held your takeout so faithfully, covered in magnets Vinyl grabbed from visits to her parents and scraps of schedules that were months out of date. >The pile of promotional pictures you'd never bothered to frame. >If you were alone, you would forgo your decision and stay here. >You're lucky your muse has agreed to go, too. Now it would be selfish to stay, and stupid. >You push open the door, and head out. >But something halts you in the doorway, pulling you backwards a little. >You feel the familiar tug of those white fetlocks around your neck. >The scratchy mane against the side of your face. >There's a long, exhaustive squeeze. >And then, just as quickly, they're gone, and you hear hooves trotting back toward the corner. >You take a deep breath, and continue out the door.   >The train ride is quiet. >Anonymous knows how glum you are, and hasn't said anything to you. >The uncomfortable glances from around your car aren't getting to him. >You've promised him it's better in Canterlot. >You're laid out across his lap, looking out the window at the flitting trees and declining ground. >The apartment has been prepaid for, rent taken out of your funds and Anon's royal stipend. >He's never met the princesses, but they give him a small allowance as a nonthreatening interloper. >Without flight, unicorn magic, or the basic strength to move the earth, most jobs are beyond him. >He never let it get him down, though. Before he caught your eye, he did as many odd jobs as he could. >Ever the friendly one, your Nonny. >The glass is smudged a little from your breathing. >In the distance, Ponyville is getting harder and harder to make out. >You stare at it, morosely unblinking. >This is your mourning period. Get it out of your system now, before you show up. >You feel Anonymous' fingers behind your ear, rubbing up and down softly. >Those magic fingers... >You feel little flashes of warmth travel up and down your body, like whiskey into coffee. >You can see him in the reflection, and only his hand's moving. >The other one stays firmly on your withers. >He's staring into the middle distance. >You adjust yourself a little so your body's leaning against his chest. >He stops. >You can mostly see the Everfree now, and not the town. >Just as you're about to look up and ask, he starts rubbing again. >Ahh. >Canterlot will be better for both of you. >It'll be the place where you can make your dreams come true.   >Be Anonymous. >Caretaker to Equestria's cutest bohemian. >You and the impeccable postal service made quick work of the move. >It helped that a lot of the furniture was already provided. >Tavi's looking around the studio area while you fish through your bags. >This is the third floor, mostly hardwood with a couch, a few big windows that could use a little insulation. >Kitchen's big enough that nothing'll get stuck in the cabinets, and the walls are soundproofed enough that you can't hear the neighbors right now. >It's nice to have a change of scenery, but mostly you came here for Tavi's sake. >She put her heart into making it to Canterlot, man, and she's finally doing it. >Feels good. >You produce your toothbrush, your meager book collection, and your silverware, and put them in rough patches of the place. >Organization can come once you see exactly what you're working with. >In the middle of your work, you find her cello case, given its own box and nestled amid a trillion packing peanuts. >You retrieve it gingerly and stand it by the front door. >There. >You sit on the couch and survey your new living-space. >A minute later, Tavi comes out, looking grave. "Something wrong?" >"Yes, the bedroom." >You follow her into the last room you haven't seen yet. >...Oh. >The bed's pony-sized. "Well, we'll get a bigger bed as soon as we can, and I'll sleep on the couch in the meantime." >For a moment, she just stares at it. >"Alright." >Oh, no, no melancholy in Anon's house. >You rub her cheek and kiss her between the eyes to break the spell. "Come on, let's see where all the ingredients are and I'll make us some dinner."   >You're Octavia, stewing in your studio. >You've got some spaghetti in you now, and the sun's set. >Anonymous is dozing on the couch with an unzipped sleeping bag for a blanket. >Your cello is here with you, your stand, your sheet music, your ink and quill and favorite music theory texts. >But... composition won't happen. >You readjust the stand and pace the room a few times, but nothing changes. >It seems so... absurd, to make music right now. >Your range of expression seems so finite, only a few dozen individual sounds. >Even as one voice in a choir of instruments, what can you meaningfully say? >You kept a stiff upper lip about it around her, but you were always jealous of Vinyl for how effortless music could be for her. >No painstaking notation, no sturm und drang... >If you can't make something before two months are up, you'll have to go back to her. >And drag your muse back with you. >You're undergoing the harsh lurch of every artist, the realization that the actual work has so very little to do with creativity, or cleverness, or anything elegant and beautiful. >You feel like a pony who pulls a shaped stick against strings and expects to be paid for it. >Your problem is a lack of audience. You need to audition somewhere and get accepted, then you'll be able to play something worthy. >Except you won't get praised and paid anywhere until you can prove yourself. >You have a couple of ideas of places to cold-call, but you can't hold out hope for them. >You just wrote them down to feel like you had a reason to come out this far. >You felt like it'd just work itself out once you stepped into your new home. >Miserable, you retire to your bed, cello still in its case.   >This isn't your bed. >It's cold, too hard, the wrong shape. >Minutes pass, staring at the too-bright glow at the base of the far window and wondering what it might be. >Eventually, you head into the main room. >Anon hasn't moved, but it's a tiny couch. >You lean over the back and insinuate yourself on top of the sleeping bag. >This is... lumpier than you were hoping. >Anonymous stirs without opening his eyes, and rolls. >You're caught up in his wake, sandwiched between him and the couch. >Unconsciously, he spoons you under the cover, and you close your eyes. >This is more like it.   >Be Anon. >Tavi climbed into your makeshift bed last night, and this morning she was chipper. >On the other hand, she hasn't been able to do any work, and your back's pretty sore. >You're out and about now on the streets of Canterlot. >Bed-shopping. >It takes a lot of effort to even find a vendor, actually. In Ponyville, you'd just go to the sofa-quill store. >You miss hanging out there. >But once you find mattresses, it's pretty easy to find the one. [>Because it's the only one in three stores that your feet don't fall off of.] >Springs, no stains, not too expensive, you throw down some bits and have it shipped off to your apartment. >Your real destination is a little closer to the center of the city.   >"Here?" "Come on, for me?" >"But there are so many people--" "Just ignore them. They don't matter. Besides, it's been a long time and I really want to see it again." >You hold her hooves and look into her eyes. >She stares back with those violet beauties. >Then she straightens, closes her eyes, and stands on her hind legs. >And in the middle of the park, on the grass by the stream with the little cobblestone path by it, faint music begins to play. >It's not true that earth ponies don't have magic; like unicorns, they sometimes have magic based on their talents. >Unlike unicorns, their magic is much fainter without a focus to channel it. >(Which is why musicians still use instruments and Pinkie Pie keeps a party-themed armory on-hoof.) >But even without an instrument, your mare can still play the air. >It's the most ethereal sight you've ever seen. >Eyes closed, black hair flowing in a light wind, maintaining her stance and massaging the air with her hoof. >The thrumming starts at the edge of your hearing, and then distinguishes itself among the livelihood and chirruping. >It's pieces she's played before in Ponyville, chopped and stitched together by rambling improvisation. >Long, slow notes, all perfectly corresponding to the strings she isn't pulling. >A child would call it a sad song, but really it's just thoughtful. >She doesn't know what she's doing right now. >Whether any of this will work out. >You sit in the grass and watch her say all this. >And in the background, other ponies start to pay attention.   >Be Octavia. >Anonymous never asks you to stop playing, so you indulge him for a full ten minutes. >[spoiler]It's easier to keep going than to quit, anyway.[/spoiler] >But as your magic fades, your hooves tingling with the sudden absence, you bow on reflex and open your eyes. >You're startled by a sudden round of applause. >Gathered around are dozens of ponies, most of them unicorns with a couple of earth ponies in the mix. >At the foot of the group is Anonymous, unmoving, but smiling at you. >The surrounding cheers don't make that smile any less private. >You relax a little, and smile back. "Thank you, everyone." >"Do you have any events coming up?" >"Didn't you play at the Gala a few years ago?" >"Could you play at my friend's birthday party?" >You leave that park with a handful of fans, two gigs and your muse by your side. >Into the afternoon streets you trot. >Things are going to be alright, you think. >Things are going to be alright.