"my first story.... please be kind R-18G" By robblu (https://pastebin.com/u/robblu) URL: https://pastebin.com/dVKpwnt2 Created on: Wednesday 2nd of May 2018 07:54:03 PM CDT Retrieved on: Saturday 31 of October 2020 03:13:36 AM UTC my first story.... please be kind « on: Yesterday at 11:29:31 PM » ReplyQuote you know we do not have to do it.... we can still have fun Jana.... you spoke across the table... it was evening and we were at my flat... outside the night was dark and only two candles were giving light... we planed this very special moment for 6 moths now.... everything was ready.... we met online discussing our dark fantasies... then met in real life... then ended up in bed.... for a while we just talked ... then we begun to plan.... it was such a blast to build guillotine and test it....to practice my execution... to outfit a dungeon.... to discuss how to make me disappear.... to figure out how to get rid of my body.... bit by bit we had explored our fantasy until i realized that we actually can do it.... that you will be able to get away with snuffing me..... i remember how shocked we both were when we realized it.... for a while it put damper on everything.... so we added things in.... brands... but before we even could have bit of fun with that you had found somebody who would do it for us.... then it was a fem circ... snuff slut should not die with her clit.... that helped for a while but within a month we had found a cutter..... then i had to take stock of my situation... i was 40 ....you 21.... you still found me desirable.... but that will not last.... eventually the age will catch up with me and you will leave for a younger woman.... and if not i would be cruel to tie you to aging woman..... i feared to be alone again, i feared loosing your love.... suddenly the guillotine started to look good to me... so several months ago i mentioned it that we could do it for real..... you refused but i noticed how turned on you were....then we talked about it.... then we talked about it more... the you said yes.... the plan went in to effect.... by now everybody i knew thought lam in faraway Australia getting in to a new job .... not expected to return.... fortunately id did not have many people who i had to fool and nobody will miss me... except you....i hope.... Hun... we were over this many times.... this is the best option for both of us.... maybe we could extend it by few months Jana.... no .... it needs to happened the way we planned.... please do this for me.... Jana if we do it you know i will have to do it?... i know..... but you know that this is the best thing for me.... please lets not talk about this any more it is settled.... tomorrow i will get branded and i will become your slave.... and three months from now you will cut of my head... i sat on my bed.... i was naked.... next to me was a neat pile of clothes i was meant to wear tonight for my execution...... the three months went so fast.... first we had the branding appointment.... i was so exited... i remember counting minutes to it.... i remember the pain as i was branded on my left tit and pussy mound.... i remember how turned on you were watching it, how proud of me you were and the unspoken understanding between us what is signifies.... the circ was harder.... still i was exited but scared of the pain... still when you spread my pussy lips and pinched my clit to make it ready for the scalpel i felt great.... then i remember when we moved to the cottage where i was to spend my last moth with you.....i was still exited but the first shadow of real fear moved in.... then 4 days ago it was the special day.... in the morning you come to me.... ok Jana you know well what day is today.... i want you to have it all to yourself ok?.... go for walk ... take in the sun... because at 5 we will meet by the door to the basement and i take you to the death cell... you will never see the sun again.... that was the first day i was really scared.... that was the first day i really stared to doubt the whole thing.... i went for a walk.... when i walked by the place which was already ready to receive my ashes.... i wanted to run away.... but still i ended up by the door to the basement.... last night after our last dinner when we had sex.... i again got some of my determination back.... at times i even looked forward to it.... now i just sat.... it was agreed that i we will start the whole thing at 20 00.... at 20 00 i am supposed to be ready and waiting.... i started to cry.... i did not want to die i realized.... then you walked in.... Jana you need to get dressed.... lam here to restrain you.... i could not move or say anything.... JANA get dressed now..... Elisabeth....i chocked and could not speak.... Jana lam not Elisabeth... lam mistress and i OWN you..... you do not get to call me Elisabeth any more.... now get dressed.... i stood up.... you angrily handed me clothes... first the underwear and then the simple yet elegant gown.... when i was clothed you bound my arms behind me.... then you left without a word.... i sat down and started to cry again... after while i calmed down... i did try to find courage.... when i looked at the clock again to my horror it was 19 00.... before i had the chance to overcome the fact the door opened again.... you walked in and sat down by me.... then you put your arm around me.....and pulled me close.... Jana i know you are scared.... lam nervous too.... it will not be easy for either of us... mistress.... please can we forget about it....? no Jana you must die..... i promised you that.... Jana you know deep down that if a let you live you would regret it..... please mistress..... you shifted your position.... Jana spread your legs.... before i could do anything you pushed my legs apart and stuck your hand in.... i could feel your fingers probing my pussy.... Jana.... you are wet as hell..... your pussy tells the truth.... Jana please accept this simple fact ... you are snuff slave and you are meant to die.... tonight.... Jana please do not let me hurt you and force you .... Jana i will go now.... next time i see you it will be time.... i could not bear looking at the clock again..... i jumped at every sound.... then i heard your footsteps.... it was 20 to 20 00.... i started to hope you just walking past but you stopped by the door.... i heard the keys .... the door opened... ok Jana .... time to get ready.... Jana before we do anything i will read you what you wrote to me when you submitted to me.... .... dear mistress Elisabeth.... today i had become your snuff slave and i fully acknowledge that lam to die at your hand.... i promise to submit fully .... i expect that you will fulfill your promise to execute me when the time comes.... please have no mercy for you will give me the greatest gift you had ever given me... you look at me.... then bend down to my aye level.... Jana i love you.... and i promised i will do this for you and i will.... today you die... either right here in the cell or in the execution room.... with that you pulled a big nasty knife..... then you sat besides me and hugged me.... i will miss you hun.... i love you and therefore i will kill you today.... please mistress.... please .... shut up Jana..... just shut up...you stood up..... you took a leash out of your pocket and attached it to my collar.... stand up...... i could not move... JANA STAND UP NOW..... you jerked the leash but i still could not stand.... you took out your knife.... Jana either you die later or you die now.... i managed to gather bit of strength and stood up... you helped me a bit..... we started to walk.... my legs did not work properly but i managed to make step after step.... we entered the execution room.... lit by candles the guillotine we crafted with loving care waited for me.... floor was covered in thick layer of wood chips and wood piles... over that was old thick rug.... the floor feet soft beneath my feet.... you left me stand and locked the door.... i started to cry..... you walked in front of me and kissed me... i could feel your tongue inside my mouth while you hold my face in your hands.... i love you Jana then you took a step back... and started to strip... you did not hurry and i felt suddenly aroused.... when you slipped off your bra i could see your nipples standing hard... i knew how much aroused you must be.... Jana this is will be like making love.... then you moved behind me and chained my collar to the wall and my left foot to the floor.... i knew what is coming ... you will free my hands so i can strip and i am chained up so i can not run.... you stepped back..... strip Jana.... like a robot not believing myself what lam doing i started to unbutton my gown.... my fingers did not work properly but one by one i managed to do it.... then i slowly parted the gown and let it slip of me.... good girl Jana now the underwear please..... i could not unhook my bra.... you watched for few minuted and then stepped in.... you unhook it easily and took it off me.... i was softly crying the whole time.... then you got down and pulled my panties down... i was left in my garter belt and stockings.... ok Jana put your hands behind your back..... i obeyed and you restrained my hands again..... mistress please.... no Jana you are meant to die and you will.... now do not talk or i will gag you.... then you led me to the guillotine..... we stopped just short of the bench.... ok Jana .... do you remember how we practiced it.... lam sure you do..... Jana i want you to sit...... common.... you pushed me forward.... like robot i made step froward and placed my feet to the sides of the narrow bench... then with you pushing me down i sat at the very end.... you quickly secured my feet in the prepared restrains..... you kissed my shoulder and placed both of your hands on my back..... Jana it is time you lie down.... with that you push me forward..... slowly a move forward until lam lying on the bench.... for a moment you make me move up and down.... then you snap the lunette shut.... finally you untie my hands and secure them in to the restrains on the guillotine one by one.... i no longer resist.....the last thing you do is to secure a strap across my body binding me tightly to the bench.... the bench is narrow and there are cut outs for my breasts which now hang down.... you step back and look at me.... i realized that there is nothing more for me to do..... mistress please .... can i lick your pussy one more time and touch you breasts.... yes Jana ... first you stop by my right hand and push your breast in to my fingers... for a moment you let me feel your erect nipple.... then you walk around and with bit of difficulty you manage to get your pussy right in front of my face... you spread your lips and for a few minutes you let me lick and tease your clit with my tongue.... ok Jana that is enough... we need to continue.... you get up and force large vibrating butt plug in to me.... then a you first tease my circed pussy while inserting a double headed dildo inside you.... i feel it slowly entering me.... the side you are using on me vibrates as well..... i feel pleasure building up.... you start to move faster and faster..... finally you climax.... due to my circ lam close ..... after you recover you pull it out and insert a vibrator.... i come silently and you do not notice..... not sure why to my horror i say mistress i had come you seem surprised for a while but you switch off the egg and take both of them out.... you look at the watch.... ok Jana we are bit late .... but i will give you 10 minutes ok? thank you mistress.... you walk back and sit in a chair..... Jana.... for next few minutes lam allowing you to speak like free woman.... thank you mistress.... Elisabeth.... Jana have you accepted your fate? would it matter Elisabeth? not any more.... no...... Jana you know very well that you are a snuffet and that your time has come.... besides we had made a deal.... i will honor my end of it no matter what.... but i would like to know..... maybe one day i will do this again.... yes ... i accept it now.... lam a snuff meat ..... Elisabeth? yes Jana? i love you and i thank you... for everything even this.... Jana i love you to.... now i will have to be your mistress again.... for the first time i saw a tear in your ayes as you stood up and walked to the guillotine.... you couched by one side and caressed my tits... feeling my hard nipples..... ok Jana time is up.... are you ready.... i could not speak so i just shook my head Jana lam sorry but there is no time.... i give you two minutes but then i have to do it.... before i knew it you had reached to the trigger mechanism and removed the safeties ... Jana.... i love you and i will miss you.... you had been a good friend, lover and slave but now it is time to say good bye i started to scream but before i could take breath in you pressed the lever down... i could hear the blade being released and then felt fleeting , sharp pain....