"Not to be continued - Always Good" By FingerbangingMLP (https://pastebin.com/u/FingerbangingMLP) URL: https://pastebin.com/BhyuTXBP Created on: Sunday 27th of March 2016 01:17:16 AM CDT Retrieved on: Saturday 31 of October 2020 10:59:34 AM UTC >[YouTube] Meghan Trainor Ft John Legend Like I'm Gonna Lose You Lyrics >Here we are again Anon, another lonely night driving aimlessly to god knows where >Listening to an artist you hate, on repeat, because it fits the mood >Reality loves a metaphor though, and rain falls onto your car, obscuring the universe >The city lights go by a little too fast >Your phone sits in the cup holder, Gatsby's green light fails to flash at you >All the better, because the last message you received is burned into your soul for eternity >"you're so sweet Anon, I'd be happy to hang out sometime, just as friends tho [smiley emoji] -RD" >Your face had fallen then and there, maybe forever >The calluses on your hands threaten to tear as you grip the steering wheel in a stupor >Months, you slaved over a barbell, around a track, in front of mirrors, using motivation from all assortment of places to keep at it >All for her, because she was always there with you >Always good for a laugh >Always good for a spot >Always good for a bit of tomboyish trashtalk >Between her face and your own autism, you made yourself into a machine >And that wasn't enough, even after all those months >Let it out boy, let out that frustration "Fuck." >You don't scream, screaming would require rage >This is just...emptiness >All you have left is knurled steel and mirrors, and that's where you're headed >This time, you'll spot yourself, because she's out with another guy right now >Some twink-looking fucker from out of the country >In the back of your mind, /pol/ laughs at the concept of racemixing, as well as you being a cuck >You drive faster >Tonight, you'll set some PR's >Either that, or you'll just load up 7 plates and drop the bar on your chest >The song keeps playing, rain keeps falling, the ride never ends