"Feeling commands"
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Created on: Monday 8th of July 2013 03:19:10 PM CDT
Retrieved on: Saturday 31 of October 2020 02:39:53 AM UTC


[21.04.27] Jacob [Aurum]: We trained out tulpae to feel text  commands as they read them
[21.04.50] Jacob [Aurum]: And yes, that too
[21.05.14] Dave Strider: Oh! Neat!
[21.05.52] Emily : There is actually a science behind it
[21.06.06] Emily : Ill paste it in here, hold on
[21.06.16] ????? [????????]: This should be interesting
[21.07.31] Jacob [Aurum]: Does it explain why I felt like being cut up inside as I was reading cupcakes?
[21.08.27] Jcwoody: "cut up inside"
I see what you  did there.
[21.08.28] Emily : Feeling Things

Me and one of my friends have something with a similarity to how Tulpas are made, with the believing it till its real thing. You know how if you believe it enough it becomes sentient? Well, when people do things like that, like *hugs you* we tried to believe it enough to see if we could feel it. And after 2 years of practice and trying, we found out a technique that is relatively fast to learn and works perfectly now. For example, when you say *hugs* i would be able feel it pretty entirely. My reason for learning this, was because my tulpae wanted to have contact with other people. And I could not do nothing about it. Besides its fun for me too. Kyke and a few others have figured it out as well, and they can feel it too if it os directed towards them. Thing is though, the typing has to be kind of specific. Like *hugs kyke*, saying the action and who it is directed towards. The whole thing is kind of like.. Maybe a form of purposeful hallucination or something else, but we love it
[21.10.02] Jcwoody: So it's a psychosomatic response?
[21.10.28] Emily : Most possibly!
[21.10.35] Emily : After all, this is indeed new
[21.10.56] Emily : It really is something me and a friend figured out
[21.11.04] Emily : It's so cool
[21.11.08] Dave Strider: Scarlet wants to do that now. o-o
But wow. That sounds really cool.
[21.11.34] Emily : I've been doin it for a few years, and aurum is just learning now, she can feel little sensations
[21.11.44] Emily : And if shes lucky, the full feeling sometimes
[21.11.58] Emily : I typed to Jacob the other day the specifics of how to learn
[21.12.12] Jcwoody: Not as new as you might think, you've probably been experiencing these respones all your life. Although by training yourself you can make them happen consciosly.
[21.12.17] Emily : If he could copy and paste the whole convo about learning it, you guys should have no problem
[21.12.46] Dave Strider: And he should paste the whole conversation.
[21.13.06] Jacob [Aurum]: I deleted the chat log >.>
[21.13.17 | Modificato 21.18.08] Dave Strider: Dirk Strider.
[21.13.17] Emily : I still have it, hold on
[21.17.57] Kyke: I got some screenshots
[21.18.34] Kyke: Jc, ill send them to you and you send them to the the chat in order if possible, make sure to name the files so you can see them
[21.18.53] tosxyChor ???: like, I could just
[21.18.57] tosxyChor ???: *hugs Emily*
[21.19.16] tosxyChor ???: and you felt that?
[21.19.42] Jcwoody: Can do, Emily.
[21.21.30] Kyke: Yes aah thanks
[21.21.42] tosxyChor ???: oh man xD that's awesome
[21.21.55] Emily: It is!
[21.22.56] Emily: im gonna keep feeling that hug until you type that you stopped :3 

Hold on, gotta delete some photos on my phone so i have enough space to send what I need to
[21.23.16] tosxyChor ???: lol xD do you want me to?
[21.25.44] Emily: Not yet :3 i love hugs
[21.33.35] Emily: Ok im good you can stop now ^^
[21.33.45] tosxyChor ???: *releases the hug on Emily*
[21.34.08] tosxyChor ???: just... brb wrapping my head around that
[21.34.08] Jacob [Aurum]: What if I said *stabs (name) in the stomach*?
[21.34.52] Jacob [Aurum]: Could you make yourself not feel it?
[21.35.25] Emily: I have felt that before and it is serious pain
[21.35.42] tosxyChor ???: I bet :\
[21.36.07] Emily: With practice you can block it out, but i can't be so sure about blocking it before you see the message eheh
[21.36.39] Emily: I have gotten good at not allowing myself to feel it once i see it tho
[21.36.54] Emily: But sometimes im caught by surprise =)
[21.36.57] tosxyChor ???: kung fu hand blockkkk
[21.37.04] Jacob [Aurum]: Wow, so you feel it full up? 0_0
[21.37.13] Dave Strider: Could you do things to yourself? 
Like *Hugs self*
or *Punches self*
[21.37.33 | Modificato 21.37.38] Jacob [Aurum]: ^
[21.37.48] Emily: I could but I'd feel stupid if i did it to myself
[21.37.55] Emily: And yes i feel it fully
[21.38.10] tosxyChor ???: okay, I'm sorry in advance Emily but I totally need to do this FOR SCIENCE
[21.38.15] tosxyChor ???: *tickles Emily*
[21.38.31] Jacob [Aurum]: What about *injects self with morphine*?
[21.38.39] tosxyChor ???: *stops tickling Emily*
[21.39.04] Emily: Luckily it can't kill you
[21.39.23] Dave Strider: Or could you *puts on full suit of steel armour* so you wouldn't feel the stab?
[21.39.24] tosxyChor ???: how was that? :3
[21.39.56] Emily: OMFC IM TICKLICJH AAH!
[21.40.02] Emily: What about stabs?
[21.40.11] tosxyChor ???: LOL xD
[21.40.24] Emily: DUUUDE PEOPLE TICKLE ME ALL THE TIME
[21.40.38] Emily: all my friends. Literally. It's creepy coincidental
[21.40.43] Emily: But I love it so :3
[21.40.57] tosxyChor ???: it's just too tempting HAH
[21.41.25] Emily: well DUH im the most ticklish person i know
[21.41.49] Emily: What I felt was very faint tho, you werent specific on location
[21.41.51 | Modificato 21.42.01] Jacob [Aurum]: *tickles Emily on her sides*
[21.42.00] Dave Strider: Could you like, put things on? like if  you *puts on sunglasses*
would you like, be wearing sunglasses, without wearing them?
[21.42.06] Emily: Not specific.. Very faint but i can feel it hahaha!
[21.42.16] Emily: In the wonderland yes
[21.42.35] Emily: If i happen to be there i mean
[21.42.51] Jacob [Aurum]: *tickles Emily above her right hip and under her chin*
[21.43.03] tosxyChor ???: goodness xD
[21.43.05] Emily: OMFMFCCSS
[21.43.35] Emily: WHHY THIS XDD
[21.43.39] Jacob [Aurum]: *stops tickling emily* :D
[21.43.57] Emily: haaaaaahhh... gosh...
[21.44.33] tosxyChor ???: I'm like, speechless here
[21.44.40] tosxyChor ???: that guide can't be posted soon enough xD
[21.44.40] Jacob [Aurum]: Hehe...
[21.45.00] Emily: lol!
[21.45.35] Emily: I will be the test subject for anyone who wants to learn, i can be specific about what im feeling or not feeling
[21.45.54] Emily: Again, its very fast to learn to do it, but harder to feel it for yourself
[21.46.19] tosxyChor ???: ever been in a ERP after learning that? xD
[21.46.20] Jacob [Aurum]: Aurum got some feeling from the start
[21.46.27] Emily: If i hugged Aurum, she would be able to feel it just a little already!
[21.46.37] Emily: A what
[21.46.40] Jacob [Aurum]: It's really easy to amplify it as well, so I usually just make it full up
[21.46.44] tosxyChor ???: an erotic roleplay
[21.46.51] Emily: YES
[21.46.55] Emily: YES I HAVE
[21.46.56] tosxyChor ???: OH MY FUCKING
[21.47.00] ????? [????????]: /tg/ pls go
[21.47.22] tosxyChor ???: just... how... how was it
[21.47.24] Emily: I ROLEPLAY WITH FRIENDS ALL THE TIME and other fandom buddies
[21.47.43] Emily: The first time feeling it?
[21.47.50] tosxyChor ???: for one, yes
[21.48.17] Dave Strider: Can you like, climax from it? o-o
[21.48.44] Emily: Beyond awesome. At the time i was always left alone and shut in so it was like the biggest wake up call i ever had
[21.48.44] Emily: Um
[21.48.47] Emily: Not answering that
[21.48.50] Emily: Shut up
[21.49.02] Jacob [Aurum]: I was just thinking that exact thing, Dave... A no-touch orgasm 0_0
That means yes :P
[21.49.09] tosxyChor ???: HAH
[21.49.10] Dave Strider: Oh. o-e
[21.49.15] Emily: SHUUUSHHHH
[21.49.21] Dave Strider: Oh my. c;
[21.49.36] Emily: meanies >x<
[21.49.47] Jacob [Aurum]: Where's the technique guide?!
[21.49.51] tosxyChor ???: meanies what, this is beyond amazing
[21.50.01] Emily: >^x^<
[21.50.17] Emily: ^hello kitty
[21.50.30] Jacob [Aurum]: It's actually REALLY REALLY fucking awesome
[21.50.35] tosxyChor ???: ^
[21.50.35] Emily: There is no technique guide, i learned it myself
[21.50.44] Dave Strider: *licks Emily's ear*
[21.50.52] Emily: AAAYUIII
[21.50.53] Emily: WHY THIS
[21.50.55] Emily: WHY
[21.50.56] Dave Strider: xD
[21.51.11] Emily: THAT WAS SO WEIRD FEELING
[21.51.18] tosxyChor ???: no words xD I have absolutely none
[21.51.21] Emily: Never again plz xD
[21.51.47] Dave Strider: *Sticks my finger in Emily's bellybutton*
[21.51.53] Dave Strider: What does that feel like?
[21.52.01] Emily: nooooOOOO
[21.52.06] Emily: stahp
[21.52.10] Jacob [Aurum]: Jacob [Aurum] sticks a finger in his belly button to find out
[21.52.17] Jacob [Aurum]: Meh
[21.52.17] Emily: omfc
[21.52.21] Dave Strider: Okay. xc Sorry.
[21.52.34] tosxyChor ???: it's another thing when you can't remove it Jacob xD
[21.52.41] Emily: ^
[21.52.42] Jacob [Aurum]: [*licks Emily's right cheek and nips her right ear*]
[21.52.57] Emily: i
[21.53.02] Dave Strider: *removes finger from Emily's bellybutton*
[21.53.06] Emily: Ok then
[21.53.11] Emily: Thanks Dave ^^U
[21.53.16] Dave Strider: Welcome. cx
[21.53.46] tosxyChor ???: do tell whenever it's becoming too much Emily, we'd all BUT want to lose you here
[21.53.58] Dave Strider: If we all learned this...
Wow. This whole group is going to get so awkward.
[21.54.13] tosxyChor ???: personally, I think I'd love it IMMENSELY
[21.54.16] Emily: no problem! and wow idk about that
[21.54.24] Dave Strider: As would I. o-o
[21.54.47] Jacob [Aurum]: ^
[21.54.47] tosxyChor ???: like, people that can both give and receive that, so they wouldn't dream of doing any of the bad stuff
[21.54.55] Emily: *hugs tosxyChor*
[21.54.59] Dave Strider: It would be the good kind of awkward, though.
[21.55.27] tosxyChor ???: *hugs Emily back, wrapping his arms around her neck and hair*
[21.55.51] Emily: If you guys need help about feeling it for the first time, just ask Aurum. She had the experience either yesterday or the day befooore.. oooooooh...
[21.56.06] Emily: hugs... love hugs...
[21.56.15] tosxyChor ???: I'm like
[21.56.24] tosxyChor ???: guys, this is the next breakthrough after tulpamancing
[21.56.36] Jacob [Aurum]: *suddenly hugs Emily from behind as well*
[21.56.52] Emily: AAH~! I feel spoiled and special! ^u^
[21.57.04] Jacob [Aurum]: I can't wait for that guide, m8
[21.57.14] tosxyChor ???: *cuddles Emily, rubbing his head on her shoulder*
[21.57.32] Emily: ah~! O////////////////////////////O
[21.57.43] Emily: coommmffffyyyy
[21.57.47 | Modificato 21.57.52] Dave Strider: Oh yeah! What does itfeel like to just be "cuddled"? o-o
[21.57.55] Emily: It's fantastic
[21.58.08] Emily: Absolutely fantastic
[21.58.18] tosxyChor ???: it's like, touch imposition, only ON COMMAND
[21.58.25] tosxyChor ???: I can't
[21.58.37 | Modificato 21.58.53] Emily: yeah once you learn to feel it for yourself
[21.59.29] Emily: TosxyChor, can i try to have you learn first right here so the group can see?
[22.00.02] tosxyChor ???: go right ahead
[22.00.27] Jacob [Aurum]: I call second!
[22.00.41] Emily: Jacob you can learn from Aurum cant you?
[22.00.50] Emily: Use it as an excuse to get closer with her
[22.00.53] Jacob [Aurum]: No, I can't remember how I did it ;_;
[22.01.03] Emily: wooooow
[22.01.18] Emily: Ok well anyway back to tosxyChor
[22.01.31] tosxyChor ???: :3 I'm ready
[22.01.38] Jacob [Aurum]: >still gets second
[22.01.38] Emily: You have to totally believe it, like completely, thats the first thing
[22.02.14] tosxyChor ???: oh yeah, kind of like tulpas ^^
[22.02.25] Emily: What you see on the screen, you have to believe that it is happening to you and let yourself feel it, thats how i did it. My friend did it by purposeful hallucination
[22.02.34] Emily: It is kinda like tulpas!
[22.02.36] Emily: Which is why
[22.02.41] Emily: I think you guys
[22.02.44] Emily: Should be good at it
[22.02.49] Emily: Relatively fast
[22.02.50] Emily: :3
[22.03.30] Emily: It may be good to do as Jacob said and amplify it, Jacob can you explain that?
[22.03.55] Emily: (I feel like a fucking teacher right now >_>)
[22.04.07] tosxyChor ???: that's ok ^^
[22.04.11] Lunaciti: whats goin on in this chat
[22.04.16] Jacob [Aurum]: Yes- so, y'all know how you can make your tulpa feel certain sensations by physically touching them in the wonderland?
[22.04.26] tosxyChor ???: read the whole thing Luna, it's PURE AWESOME
[22.04.30] Emily: Just read that you missed
[22.04.52] Emily: TosxyChor listen to jacob
[22.05.04] tosxyChor ???: roger that
[22.05.21] tosxyChor ???: and yeah Jackob :)
[22.05.21] Jacob [Aurum]: It's really easy to do that without touching them. Just imagine, say, a pair of lips, kissing your tulpa's cheek for *kisses (tupper name)*
[22.05.34] Lunaciti: the WHOLE thing?
[22.05.55] Lunaciti: i can only grab logs from 30 days ago though
[22.05.59] tosxyChor ???: you can start from approx. 90 minutes ago
[22.06.11] Lunaciti: too lazy stopped caring
[22.06.21] Emily: too bad
[22.06.24] Emily: Your loss
[22.06.24] Jacob [Aurum]: So, from the start (try to do it until so), you should be able to feel something tiny- a light brush on the cheek from, say, a feather
[22.07.09] Jacob [Aurum]: Take this feeling... This "feather brush..." And just mentally amplify it. Becuase I love symbolism I literally turn the invisible feather into lips
[22.07.37] Emily: *gives tosxyChor a hug*
[22.08.03] Jacob [Aurum]: So, to practice, here's what to do:
[22.08.46] tosxyChor ???: oh yeah, das getting better Emily ^^ feeling light pressure on my shoulders and chest
[22.08.58] tosxyChor ???: *hugs Emily back*
[22.09.07] Emily: Hehehe!
[22.09.12] Lunaciti: Lunaciti becomes one with the tosxyChor
[22.09.18] Jacob [Aurum]: You and your tulpa write commands to each other on a peice of paper, repeating until you no longer need to amplify
[22.09.38] Emily: ^
[22.09.50 | Modificato 22.09.58] Jacob [Aurum]: With this... You too can orgasm from erotic roleplay :P
[22.10.19 | Modificato 22.10.37] Emily: Everybody i think our lovely assistant Jacob deserves a round of applause for helping and a slap to the face for what he just typed xD
[22.10.25] Lunaciti: [i have not been paying attention at all until i read orgasm]
[22.10.40] tosxyChor ???: woo (clap)
[22.10.51] Emily: (clap)
[22.11.08] Lunaciti: (tumbleweed)
[22.11.36] Lunaciti: (*)
[22.11.41] Emily: Where did jc go
[22.11.45 | Modificato 22.11.49] Jacob [Aurum]: (You could always just type * slaps Jacob*)
[22.11.58] Emily: I know but i didn't feel like it
[22.12.03] Dave Strider: *Lightly slaps Jacob*
[22.12.03] tosxyChor ???: *slaps Jakob, gently*
[22.12.11] Emily: lolwow
[22.12.17] Lunaciti: or you could use /me
[22.12.23] Dave Strider: DOUBLE GENTLE SLAP
[22.12.33] tosxyChor ???: we could add a "yay"
[22.12.35] Lunaciti: Lunaciti smacks a beytch up
[22.12.36] Emily: nope i learned using the *'s
[22.12.39] ????? [????????]: We hid from the chimpout
[22.13.01] Dave Strider: Dave Strider high-fives TosxyChor  for having the same idea.
[22.13.03] Emily: You hid from a lot of good stuff
[22.13.11] tosxyChor ???: tosxyChor ??? high-fives back!
[22.13.16] Dave Strider: Woo!
[22.13.19] Emily: Just
[22.13.20] Emily: Wow
[22.13.21] tosxyChor ???: YEAH!
[22.13.32] ????? [????????]: Couldn't sort through all the *actions*
[22.13.52] ????? [????????]: We've got stuff handled on our own anyway, so no biggie
[22.14.05] Emily: Coolness
[22.15.03] Jacob [Aurum]: Anthony, we are learning how to feel *commands*
[22.15.26] tosxyChor ???: why does it sound like a bad idea when saying it to new people xD
[22.15.29] Emily: Is it hard to believe ive been hiding this ability all this time? I wanted you guys to know but was nervous of what you'd all think
[22.15.30] ????? [????????]: I knew that from the start, not real useful for us
[22.15.35] Jacob [Aurum]: Aurum can already feel a hug if you go *hugs Aurum*
[22.15.38] Jacob [Aurum]: Oh ok
[22.15.47] tosxyChor ???: Emily: it is awesome as all freking Heaven.
[22.16.03] Emily: 8D
[22.16.28] Emily: Im glad it was easier to teach than i thought
[22.16.36] Dave Strider: D--> This is e%cellent.
[22.16.37] Emily: Of course Jacob was a big help