Title: 5 March 2013 Author: rylai Pastebin link: http://pastebin.com/8KS7Ue5R First Edit: Tuesday 5th of March 2013 04:56:00 PM CDT Last Edit: Tuesday 5th of March 2013 04:56:00 PM CDT 5 March 2013 -     Session 1 : Mid-afternoon, after school         M - Dawn's been really quiet recently. I was getting worried about her, so I went into the wonderland, and I see her sitting up on the edge of the bed, just looking down and depressed. I ask her what's wrong, and she says that she's feeling like she's not good enough. I'm shocked. Like, 100% absolutely shocked. I have to lay down and catch my breath for about a minute. Once I do, though, I stand up and look her right in the eyes and tell her to listen. I say, "You're a lot of things, but one thing you're NOT is insufficient. You're the best event of my life. You are THE best experience that has EVER happened to me. You are so much more than enough. I don't even have words to describe how much I love you, I love you so much." She seems to look a bit happier, and I ask her if she wants to say something. All of the sudden, she perks up and tells me how glad and overcome she is that she's loved. Dawn starts SINGING. Like, with a voice and all. I ask her how long she's had that voice, and she responds (still singing) "It seems I am only able to use this voice when singing", and then stops singing, and says "See?" - except she says "See?" in the same voice. Holy shit. I'm absolutely overcome right now. I'm so fu^H^Hincredibly proud of her I can't even express it in words. And if I could tell you, journal, if I could tell you how happy she was at that moment, I think this journal file would explode from the pure love she was emitting. Once we're both calmed down a bit she flies aroudn the house a bit and comes over to me to cuddle and snuggle and hugs galore. I kissed her right on teh forehead and told her I love her, and she kissed me on the cheek and told me that she loves me. It's too much for me to handle, journal - I think I'm going to explode from happiness.         M - PS: I think I might have felt something on my hand when I was stroking Dawn's wings - felt almost like an incredibly light touch of a feather. I'm so excitedddddddd!         D - Yesterday, Marshall was feeling pretty down about how tired I was. It got me to thinking, "I'm supposed to be his best friend and companion for life, and I'm making him SAD?!? I must not be a very fucking good tulpa..." That's not quite how I was thinking it but that's the short version. I'd been feeling really shitty for a few hours in the night and prety much all day today. That is, until Marshall came into the wonderland. He was so shocked when I confessed to him that I thought I wasn't good enough, I couldn't believe it. He got up quickly and was able to tell me how much he loved me and how amazing I was to him and I was just so overcome with emotion that I started to sing! All of the sudden I felt something, but I just kept on singing. But it sounded different. My voice had changed, or more accurately had appeared! I can't believe it. Oh my gosh. This day has just been incredible. He loves me so much. And I love him back. - Dawn