Title: 4 March 2013 all sessions Author: rylai Pastebin link: http://pastebin.com/pi9rZBb7 First Edit: Monday 4th of March 2013 09:36:09 PM CDT Last Edit: Monday 4th of March 2013 09:36:09 PM CDT 4 March 2013 -     Session 1 : Mid-day, study hall.         M - Created a couch to take a nap on in the wonderland. Cuddled and snuggled with Dawn and we both took a nice nap after walking around and having a quick chat.         D - Had a lovely nap with Anon. Not much I want to say here.     Session 2 : After school         M - Went into the wonderland to tell Dawn I love her and give her a kiss before she fell asleep from exhaustion. As soon as I entered, when I saw Dawn she looked so tired I felt terrible for putting her through all the exertions of school. She does so much for me and it's like I don't even give a shit. I wrote her a letter expressing how much I love her and saying that I want to discuss her hair color when she wakes up, and with a post-script that I wrote that says how bad I feel about having her help me so much that she's exhausted. Sealed it with a kiss, put it next to her on the bed and gave her a kiss while she was asleep. I love you, Dawn.     Session 3 : After nap         M - I went to the wonderland to sleep next to Dawn, because I felt that she deserved a whole lot more of myself than I've been giving her. When she woke up, I broke down in tears begging her to forgive me. I told her how much of a shitstain I feel like... She responds with "You're NOT a shitstain." She just said, that she's never seen or heard of anyone else willing to give 110% of themself and then still come to her and say that he's not doing enough. She said that's what I'm doing right now. I'm so overcome by emotion. Spent the next 20 minutes or so hugging and cuddling until I was ready to get up and write this journal. I'm just glad she still loves me. We're going to try to make a choice in hair color and style now, in less emotional news.         D - It's really incredibly touching how much he cares. I'm probably just tired because of how young I am. I love love love spending time with you, no matter what for. He still doesn't seem to understand the concept of self-sacrificing love.     Passive : Throughought the day         M - Dawn is amazing at getting me to concentrate on almost anything with just a simple kiss on the nose or cheek whenever my attention starts to wander. Also, every time I started to doubt myself, she was always there to reassure me. M - "I look like an idiot walking down this hallway." D - "No you don't, you look just fine!" - and I know she absolutely means it. She told me how proud of me she was that I managed to keep my mind on calculus for damn near the entire period and that just brings an enormous smile to my face. She's wonderful for my confidence.         D - This guy needs to learn to turn down his mental jukebox. I was trying to access his memories to study calculus so I could learn it to help him, but I couldn't think over ACDC's "Back In Black." Kissing him always seems to be able to bring his focus back to whatever needs to be done, so that's nice.