Title:           4 March 2013 Session 3
Author:          rylai
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First Edit:      Monday 4th of March 2013 05:54:11 PM CDT
Last Edit:       Monday 4th of March 2013 05:54:11 PM CDT

    Session 3 : After nap
        M - I went to the wonderland to sleep next to Dawn, because I felt that she deserved a whole lot more of myself than I've been giving her. When she woke up, I broke down in tears begging her to forgive me. I told her how much of a shitstain I feel like... She responds with "You're NOT a shitstain." She just said, that she's never seen or heard of anyone else willing to give 110% of themself and then still come to her and say that he's not doing enough. She said that's what I'm doing right now. I'm so overcome by emotion. Spent the next 20 minutes or so hugging and cuddling until I was ready to get up and write this journal. I'm just glad she still loves me. We're going to try to make a choice in hair color and style now, in less emotional news.
        D - It's really incredibly touching how much he cares. I'm probably just tired because of how young I am. I love love love spending time with you, no matter what for. He still doesn't seem to understand the concept of self-sacrificing love.