/r9k/ elsa

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Well, the semester started happening, /frz/. I don't think I'm going to be able to keep this up to date anymore.

 

Another anon is catching the new ones: http://pastebin.com/rESQytQ7

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pics [15 so far]: http://imgur.com/a/KqJkf

non-first person (but related) posts: http://pastebin.com/tyvK9ibX [updated 01/01/2014 20:45 EST]

last update: 01/10/2014 00:10 EST

[email protected] for questions/comments/submissions etc

 

 

Fractals' based fic: https://www.fictionpress.com/s/3172150/1/r9kElsa-Is-Suffering

(author's note at http://pastebin.com/8SEXngrF)

 

Cyborg R fic:

    https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9980448/1/r9kElsa-and-cyborgPunzel

 

 

Archives for the past 4k lines of stories, you wonderful bastards:

   [No.56986243-No.57296356] : http://pastebin.com/ZkFiR0Gn (start here if you're new)

   [No.57310950-No.57422455] : http://pastebin.com/2cdTkKct

       

 

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No.57424744

>Finally away from family at uni for the semester

>Anna tries to keep in touch but I keep making excuses

>semester over heading back home for break did decent but didn't make any friends

>In front of house, haven't seen my family since leaving

>at front door, I ring the doorbell

>door opens and I stare at what looks to be a curtain

>Why the fuck did they hang a curtain in the fucking doorway?

>"Elsa!" I hear my sister scream before I'm suddenly grabbed in a crushing grip

>Feel myself lifted up, finally see my sisters wonderful smiling face

>"Its so good to finally see you again!" she exclaims

>My mind is frozen, I can't even comprehend the situation

>I look down and see her bare feet, she's lifted me several inches off the ground even while I'm swearing my ratty sneakers

 

No.57425518

>>57424744

>after a moment stammer out "y-you too...could you put me down now?"

>her pretty face flashed scarlet and immediately set me back down

>after a moment getting my bearings back I look her over

>She was wearing shorts and a white tshirt

>Her chest was much more broad than I remember and at how close I was almost covered my view

>'so thats the curtain I was seeing' I think to myself

>Her legs were tanned and muscular, her arms were toned and long

>She was always like this from her lacrosse but now everything is...bigger

>the biggest thing was I had to now look up to see her face, she stood almost a head taller than me now even while barefoot

>"Yeah I've grown up haven't I elsa?" she says while flashing a dazzling smile

>Realizing that I was checking her out I look down red as a tomato, and whisper out "y-yea you got big"

>How did my sister get so fucking hot while I was gone?

>holy shit my sister became an amazon

 

 

No.57427720

>>57422455

>Return trip

>Parents ask if we'd like to take their spots in first class

>Rather not, prefer to be in economy with A

>A refuses, tells them to enjoy first class

>Mom is grinning weirdly, giving Dad this knowing look

>No clue why

>Parents board first

>A turns to me

>Says she's excited for the flight

>Because she gets to be alone with me again

>Spaghetti all over again

 

>Back home

>Getting drink from kitchen

>Family's looking through Polaroid album

>They're looking at one Polaroid in particular

>Apparently A loves it

>Mom's giving Dad that knowing look again

>Can't help it

>Go see what it is

>Almost spit out my drink

>Spaghetti threatening to fall out

>Snatch the picture from Mom's hand

>Say it's going in the trash

>Run off before anyone can speak up

>Straight to my room

>Polaroid's taped to my screen now

>Covered by random post-it notes of course

 

 

No.57427997

One last story, then I'm gone.

>Sick in bed

>A is in my room knitting

>She's never knit before

>Says she wants to give it a try

>Working on some half-done caterpillar-looking thing

>Ask her why not go to Mom for tips

>Says she'd rather be in here

>As you wish

>Back to reading comics

>Hour later

>Almost done with comic

>A jumps up, exclaiming she's done

>I almost toss the comic out of my hands from surprise

>A's in front of me showing the scarf she finished

>Says it's for me

>I'm speechless

>Manage to say that I like it

>She squeals and wraps it around my neck with a hug

>So I won't catch a cold next time

>It's a little scratchy

>But I don't care

Well that was fun. I've never done this before, so big thanks to anyone who followed and supported my greentext plane story!

I'm no Fractals, but yeah. It's nice when you get support.

I got carried away with it when all I was going to do was a shitty single paragraph thing and some people liked it so I ran with it... much longer than I thought it would last.

>Family plane trip

>Elsa takes aisle seat because Anna wants window

>Anna gets up to go talk to parents/use restroom

>Anna's derriere rubs Elsa as Anna tries to get past

>Elsa freaks and tries to get up to let her through

 

 

No.57452713

>Watching movie with sister

>End up still as stone cause she’s cuddling up against me

>tfw can’t decide whether to enjoy it or not

>Fuck it

>I decide to enjoy it for the first time in forever

>Later sister starts rubbing my tummy

>Says something about liking the feel of the material

>tfw she hasn't stopped

>She ends up stroking higher and higher

>Oh god, this can’t be real

>Glance at her to see if she knows

>tfw she’s giving you bedroom eyes

>Such want, much confused

>Confusion gets blown away when she claims my lips

>Oh fuck she just started to grope me as well

>tfw your moaning allows her tongue access to explore

>Nnggghhh

>My nipples could cut diamonds

>We break apart and stare at each other

>She must see the doubts I have

>“I love you, anonette, so much…d-do you love me as much as I think you do?”

>tfw you’re still panting

>I can do it

>I can tell her

>“I-I…”

>Fucking stutter

>She looks so hopeful

>“I…love y-y…”

>When did it get so dark

>Fuck I’m feeling faint

>“I love you, A!”

>tfw the last thing I see is my sister smiling with relief and happiness at me

 

 

No.57467092

>later that night

>Someone has destroyed our camp

>Don't worry... 'sis', if that is your real name

>My name's Elsa...?

>You're a crafty skinwalker. Was that hesitation in your voice?

>We'll have to cuddle for warmth.

>W-w-what?

>snowghetti bursting from my pockets

>That's right... if you're not afraid of human affection YOU SKINWALKER! Aha!

>No, no, it's fine.

>Only a skinwalker would be so awkward.

>ifonlysheknew.jpg

>Cuddle up

>She's breathing heavily on my neck and staring at me

>This nugget will blow you apart. Even in WWII, Germans targeted the ones with the nuggets because they respected and feared the killing power.

>can'ttellifhornyorscaredformylifeboner.jpg

>Why are you so scared? Is it because you're a SKINWALKER?

>N-n-n-no.

>Stuttering? Or failure to imitate human speech patterns?

>She stays awake the whole night

>Sings Red army songs and the USSR national anthem

>Talks about her Serbian eagle wisdom and strong of bear

>the ground is cold

>the ground is hard

>I wish I was at home playing starcraft

>the firm, toned feel of her thighs wrapped around mine as she dangles a knife near my throat

>maybe I don't

>camping trip over

>can't decide if never want to go again or want to go immediately

>she says it was a lot of fun and wants to go again this weekend

Please help me.

 

 

No.57468066

>You need to get out more. Meet new people.

>Yeah okay whatever

>A and her boyfriend are going on a trip, you should go with them

>Ugh, not that meathead

>A is waving to me from the van

>oh my god she is so adorable

>those little dimples and all those freckles

>Alright dad

>Go to the van

>A is squealing with delight

>Hugs me

>Throws open the van doors

>Take a seat E

>don't mind if I this whole van is full of guns what have I gotten myself into

>She starts driving

>Hey A, where'd you get all of these?

>From the guys at the Snuggly Duckling! They have so many down there, it's the best! Don't you just love cousin R?

>Oh yeah. Sure.

>Try not to accidentally blow my own feet off.

>Fade in trance playing Tetris in my mind

>We're here!

>It's the middle of the woods

>Not even a road anymore

>A and her boyfriend get out of the car

>She hands me a gun

>It's a black metal death kill machine 9000

>what the fuck is this

>Don't be scared, it's fun, trust me.

>Don't put your finger in there. Keep it outside.

>Don't shoot from the hip, let me show you the stance

>Wraps her arms around my body

>She's grabbing me, touching me

>Molding me into the right shape

>Hands are going everywhere

>Is that comfortable? Do you feel like you could get into this position and shoot like this?

>I could stay like this all day

>Alright, let's go. You'll pick up more as we move.

>See this clear water? If pigs had been drinking it recently, they'd disturb the silt and make it muddy

>Okay

>Notice how the dirt is so crisp? It's been left in the sun, hasn't been rooted in today

>Mud's on that tree, they've been scraping themselves off

>Those ruts in the grass are paths

>Look, tracks!

>I don't understand anything

>Both A and her boyfriend are tuned into nature

>I'm stumbling around the woods breaking twigs and making noise

>A's face lights up

>She claps her hands together, then suddenly makes a serious face and motions us to get down

>we're hiding in the bushes

>it's dirty and cramped

 

No.57468161

>>57468066

>A is laying next to me

>I can feel her body heat

>stuck there for an eternity

>A boar comes wandering by

>It's huge

>Bigger than all of us put together

>She nudges me

>She wants me to take the shot

>I ready my rifle

>Take aim down the sights

>Gently pull the trigger

>Recoil is too much and the gun smacks me in the face

>Pass out

>Wake up next to a boar carcass

>It smells like ass

>Bacon time?

>A looks sheepish

>My shot pierced the guts and got shit and bile everywhere

>Meat is ruined

>Don't worry E, next time, ok?

Why can't I do anything right?

 

 

No.57475206

>go to kitchen to make late night snack run

>fridge is so barren i found mankrik's wife

>about to give up when i spy a tuperware full of gingerbread men that A must have baked that evening

>score

>begin filling up my plate

>see one gingerbread thats kinda wonky around the waist

>wonky enough that it almost looks like a gingerbread lady

>get terrible stupid horny idea

>i pick up the gingerbread lady by her little cookie arms and begin whispering terrible naughty things to her

>before i know it im licking the thing all over and taking tiny little nips out of the arms and legs

>tongue-ing the fuck outta that gingerbread crotch when i sense someone behind me

>ohshitohshitohshit please dont be A dont let her see how much of a flaming autist i am

>its dad

>he just stares at me holding the mangled little cookie person in my hands

>finally he says "you think she put too much salt in those things too, huh?"

>i meekly nod

>run back upstairs

>too much shame to go back to rep grinding

>ill just cry myself to sleep that usually works

 

 

No.57475586

>buying new headphones with christmas giftcard

>clerk compliments my braid

>i thank him without even a single stutter

>feeling pretty good overall

>compliment makes me remember when A first tied it for me

>which makes me remember why i first grew my hair long

>which makes me remember it was because of that time i went to the hairdresser after school years ago and she screamed when she found head lice

>head lice

>me

>tfw remembering having to get my beautiful hair cut short and being ostracized in class cause people thought i would infect them

>the itching never bugged me as much as the other kids teasing

>tfw mom horrified and asking me if i had been hanging out with street urchins or "associating" with boys

>fuck mom its lice not mono

>so embarrassed i never go back to the salon ever again and just grow it out

>mom still asks me to let her check for them after all these years

 

 

No.57540371

>tfw parents forced to chaperon another double date between my cousin and sister

>This time to a fair

>JesusChrist,howhorrifying.jpg

>tfw walking around as the fifth wheel, again.

>It’s too bright out

>There’s too many couples

>Super bored just kind of following them around

>Trying not to get sick on some of the rides we go on

>Fucking tilt-a-whirl, more like hurl-a-whirl

>End up throwing up most of my spaghetti cause of one of the rides

>Thiskillstheanonette.gif

>tfw you suck it up so your sister’s date isn’t ruined

>…yeah

>Cousin and sister end up leading us their “man candy” to the skill game section

>Eugh man candy

>tfw having to resist the urge to laugh at sister’s bf’s failed attempts at winning her a prize

>Something from the top level

>I end up failing to hold it back and laugh

>He shoots me a glare

>I have no fucks to give

>He asks me to try it if I’m so great

>Eh why not

>tfw apathy causes me to do better than him

>tfw I end up winning the thing my sister wanted

>I kind of just give it to her and walk off since I don’t think I could the spaghetti if she thanked me

>Suddenly hugs from behind

>“Thanks for getting me a prize, anonette.”

>tfw I give her a halfhearted hug and tell her it’s time to go

 

It was a pretty decent day.

 

 

No.57561303

>It's hot in here

>Irritable

>More so than usual

>Love experts aren't helping

>Something going on in the kitchen

>Fuck it, not like I'm included

>Keep browsing

>A barges in

>Woah what the FU-

>"We made SUNDAES, E!"

>She places a bowl in front of me

>"I made one for you too!"

>It's drenched in chocolate fudge

>Sprinkles all over

>Like her freck-

>She plops down on my bed with her sundae

>O-oh

>WAITAMINUTE she's staying?

>"Do you mind, E? It's cooler in here with the shades down."

>Spaghetti starts to flow

>Somehow it's even hotter in here

>Manage to answer affirmative

>She giggles and gets cozy

>We carry on in silence

>Clack clack of my keybo-

>Actually I can't even type properly with her behind me

>Fuck fuck fuck what do I do

>A seems content enough eating her sundae

>Finally take a spoonful of mine

>It's really sweet

>Almost too sweet for me to finish

>I turn around

>Okay not as sweet as A's smile right now

I just want to join her on my own bed. Why is it so hard?

 

No.57562103

>>57561303

>Still eating my sundae by myself like a little bitch

>Come on E, you can do this

>Guts and Glory

>Get up from my chair

>Accidentally slam the table with my hands

>Way to make it seem like you're angry, douche

>shitshitshit I haven't scared her, have I?

>tfw you're trying to approach a timid animal and not scare it off

>Turn around

>A looks a little uneasy now

>Nice going asshole

>Walk up to my bed

>She looks even more worried

>Goddammit

>Motion for her to scoot over

>She gets off the goddamn bed

>DAMAGE CONTROL

>DAMAGE CONTROL

>DAMAGE CONTROL

>Wave my hands wildly

>"N-nonono A, I meant move over so I could sit!"

>I get on the bed asap and rapid-pat the spot next to me

>don'tfuckthisupEthisshipissoclosetosinking

>A has an expression of "Oh!" on her face

>Which melts into one of relief

>Almost melting my heart in the process

>She hops in and gets cozy next to me

>She snuggles

>I try to hold it together

>We continue to eat in silence

>Can't think of anything to say

>This sundae is still pretty darn sweet

whatdoisay whatdoisay whatdoisay

 

No.57564081

>>57562103

>Still eating in silence

>But a lovely, shared silence

>Not a nerve-wracking awkward one

>It'sWhatITellMyselfToConvinceMyselfIt'sNotJustMoreSpaghetti

>JustKeepSpooningIt'sAValidReasonNotToTalk

>Notice A's almost done with hers

>I'm still only half done

>I think she's slowing her pace down

>To match mine?

>onecanhope.png

>Her remaining sundae is melting

>Can't help but watch her

>Only a puddle of cream and fudge left

>A looks a little disappointed

>Hrngh

>She raises her bowl to her face

>Drinks

>Delicious white cream and fudge making its way over her lips

>Gulp

>It is really really hot in here

>Single drop of cream overflows

>Makes its way over the edge of her chin

>And down her neck

>Stare

>A notices the attention

>She cocks her head, a confused expression

>She doesn't know

>She doesn't know

>SHE DOESN'T KNOW

>O-oh god, what do I-

>Point at it

>"A-A... you- your ne-"

>Fortune favors the bold

>She starts to look down

>Go for it

>My hand moves on pure, uninhibited, primal instinct

>Index finger wiping up the drop of cream

>Like a wolf pouncing on its prey

>Slowly moving up her neck

>Dragging it through the snow

>And past her chin

>For the kill

>WhatAmIDoing

>TheBrakesAreOnButTheyDoNothing

>My finger goes into my mouth

>Pure

>Ecstasy

>Shooting shivers down my spine

>At once interrupted by the voice in my head

>'You know you just fucked up your chance to kiss her on her neck.'

>Freeze

>Staring at the ceiling

>My cheeks are getting red

>Glance at A

IT'S TRUE I FUCKED UP

 

 

No.57568863

I've decided to put down a list of feelings I haven't felt yet, but I would like to.

 

If anyone who has experienced these feelings is on tonight, could you describe in as much detail as possible of what they feel like?

 

>The feeling of walking in public with your gf, holding hands with her, your fingers intertwined

>The feeling of sitting at a desk writing something and your gf comes up from behinds, leans down so she's resting on you, her arms around your shoulders, and she asks "What'cha workin' on?"

>The feeling of lying down in the bed of your truck, looking up at the stars, your gf lying besides you and pointing out her favorite constellation

>The feeling of your gf putting her hands on your chest and then leaning in to give you a kiss

>The feeling of waking up from a nap to find your gf leaning over you, smiling, saying "Good morning sleepyhead..."

>The feeling of driving with your gf, one hand on the steering wheel, your other hand holding one of her's, resting on the middle console

 

 

No.57568879

>>57564081

>A's looking back at me

>She reddens slightly

>"Oh! Oh, oh oh oh-okay, that was embarrassing, haha... Look at me, haven't changed at all."

>That's because you're perfect as you are

>"Thanks for cleaning that up for me, E."

>'Any time, baby.'

>Thank god she can't hear the stupid voice in my head

>Put spoon in mouth for another mouthful of sundae

>I can still taste that sweet cream

>A single drop, mingled with her sweat

>The perfect balance of sweet and salty

>Transmuted into nectar of the gods

>ThisIsMyDrug

>My spoon hasn't left my mouth

>My tongue is flush against the inside curvature

>Slowly pull the spoon out

>Licking that cool smoothness

>Tongue tingling

>HolyShitI'mAPervert

>Clink

>The sound of A's spoon falling into her empty bowl

>Realize what I'm doing

>Double dose of spaghetti

>Prescribed with a healthy side serving of Fuck Me

>Clear my throat and try to right myself

>A moves to get up

>'Aw look. You scared her off again, creep.'

>No- nononono-

>STAY

>Please stay

>"Done already?"

>She turns around

>"Oh no, I wanted to get seconds! Can't get enough of those sprinkles."

>Oh, okay. Okay, that's fine.

>'Don't let her go, idiot. She might decide to have the seconds in the kitchen and not come back.'

>Shit, Voice. You're right.

>"No!"

>Think! I'm only scaring her with that outburst!

>Oh, right

>I hold my bowl up

>"Uhh.. want- want to help me finish mine? I- I mean, thanks for the sundae! Really! But you know this is too much for me, heh."

>A looks down at my bowl

>It's still half full

>"It's gonna melt soon if you don't..."

>She looks back up at me

>A smile begins to break on her face

>Hrng-

>And turns into a grin

>Eh?

>"Allll right, E..."

>She climbs back onto the bed

>"But only if you feed me yourself."

Oh fuck me.

 

No.57571734

>>57568879

>'You're blanking out'

>ShutTheFuckUp, Voice

>Struggling to react to this

>The pressure is building

>ffffFFFF-

>A is also blushing a bit

>"I-I mean, you don't have to if you don't want to. I'll still help-"

>I quickly spoon up some ice cream and hold it up to her face

>"No- no biggie. Hurry before it melts!"

>I don't think I'll ever be tired of that look on A's face when she's caught even a little off guard

>But it quickly changes into that of a happy child

>Like when we would go through our Halloween stash together as kids

>Don'tThinkI'llEverTireOfThatLookEither

>She chomps onto my spoon like Jaws on a surfboard

>Woah hold your horses girl

>Try to pull the spoon out of her mouth

>It won't budge

>Eh?

>A's looking up at me with what I can only describe as mischievous eyes

>I can feel slight movement through the spoon handle

>Is- is she

>Why yes, yes she is

>She's playing around with the spoon with her tongue

>Swirling around

>Side to side

>Licking it clean

>All the while my back is slowly becoming Spaghetti Falls

>Finally she lets me go

>Drawing the spoon out slowly

>Pulling against the suction of her mouth

>Back out over those lips

>And out with what I can only say was a smooching sound

>A closes her eyes as she swallows and lets out a satisfied sigh

>Good thing because she can't see my trembling hand holding the utensil

>"God, those sprinkles! SO good!"

>HowCanYouSeemSoHappyFromSomeIceCream

>I'm staring at the spoon

>Her tongue was all over thi-

>She slides up against me

>OkayStopThinkingEJustEatTheSundae

>I shove another spoonful into my mouth

>And let it linger

>Thoughts of what's been done to this spoon in my head

>Wondering what it's like to have the same done to me

>Oh- oh dear

>A's looking at me expectantly, like a chick waiting for its meal

>How can you keep her hanging?

>Spoon out of my mouth

>Scoop up some more sundae

>And back into hers

>Out of her mouth

>Reload

>Back into mine

>Rinse

>Repeat

How can I fuck this up? Please don't fuck this up.

 

 

No.57573889

>tfw dragged along to the mall to by little sister

>Cause I can’t resist her pouty face and she needs an opinion on something

>The hell is up with some of those glares we’re getting

>tfw you find out sister dragged you here to try on lingerie

>Why.jpg

>End up seeing the clerk wink at me as sister picks out what she wants to try on

>Resist urge to walk out of the store

>Cause I don’t wanna be Eddie Spaghetti

>tfw you suck it up cause it’s probably important to your sister

>She ends up grabbing several things and dragging me to the changing rooms

>Waiting is boooring

>Did that saleslady just lick her lips

>Baby sister finally comes out in some lingerie that should be illegal

>Asks me in a sultry voice what I think of it

>Squeak out a reply that I think it’s nice while I fight a blush

>She ends up trying on several more outfits

>Sweatingman.jpg by the time she’s done with everything

>tfw you get hit on by the cashier while you’re sister’s near you

>Ugh, I just wanna go home

>Sister ends up grabbing my arm and tells the cashier I’m taken

>Blushing status reaches DEFCON level Bright

>End up leaving the store to escape from a spaghetti trap and to get something to eat

>Sister and I end up eating pretzels together like when we were little

>“I know this probably isn’t your favorite activity, anonette, but thanks for coming. It means a lot to me.”

>Argh my heart, I gotta reply

>“I-I had a lot of fun today, A. Let’s do it again.”

>tfw we end up leaving the mall holding hands like we used to as kids.

 

…The pretzel could’ve been better. Pretty nice day overall.

 

 

No.57576210

>>57571734

>Settled into a nice rhythm

>I take a bite

>Offer A a bite

>She jumps for the spoon like an eager chick going for its dinner

>Complete with giggling sound effect

>I hrngh hard

>Back to me

>Try to ignore the fact that this is the most indirect contact I've had with A's lips in a while

>Also try to ignore the adorable sounds she makes when I feed her

>Or her contented humming

>Or the cute way she twiddles her feet while waiting

>I don't know when was the last time she was like this around me

>That I LET her be like this around me

>Just running through the motions on the sundae train

>Haven't shoved her away yet

>Nothing to mess up here

>Look down

>My sundae's almost gone

>B-bu-but I don't want this ride to end

>Slow it down

>Keep it going

>But it's still melting

>I'm all out of ideas here

>A takes the last bite

>She holds onto the spoon in her mouth

>Again

>I think she's doing this on purpose

>My back is drenched

>Slowly she lets go of the spoon

>Out it slides

>That look of pure content on her face when she swallows

>How she licks her syrup-smudged lips

>Google glasses, eye implants, Pokédex, Instagram, fucking anything to preserve this moment for posterity

>Curse the fact I can't draw

>Clink

>I drop the spoon back into my bowl

>It settles in the puddle of melted cream

>We both stare at it

>Surprisingly I'm the one to break the silence

>"Do... do you want more?"

>She looks my way with a raised eyebrow

>"I thought you said this was too much? Hmm?"

>Shit, I did

>"Oh... you're right, I did."

>I just selected the worst response option possible

>"All right, well if we're done here-"

>Wait how did I just make it worse

>I shut up and move my bowl to the bedside table

>"Wait E, you're not going to finish that!?"

>I stop

>"Wh- what, this? I don't like it when it's all melte-"

>A leaps at me

>At the bowl

>"You can't do that! That's the best part! Give it here..."

>She snatches the bowl from my hand

>And drinks it

>All of it

Oh here we go.

 

No.57583970

>>57576210

>A is slurping up the viscous dregs ravenously

>Obviously I can't keep my eyes away

>The cream pools against her lips, threatening to overflow

>And slowly it does

>A single trail breaks over her lip horizon

>And flows down her chin

>Followed by another

>And yet another

>Three comets streaking down, racing for her neckline

>I can't-

>Oh god-

>I can barely hold back the whimper in myself

>A single drop before was enough to-

>And now there are-

>Right there for the pick-

>Why is this the first thing I think of

>What is wrong with me

>A exhales with an intense "Ahh!"

>Breaks me out of my thoughts

>As she dips a finger into the bowl

>And circles it around the interior

>Before inserting it casually into her mouth

>And drawing it out

>A long, agonizing affair

>Finishing with the sweet sound of released suction

>That moist pop

>Gulp

>So delicious

>She giggles emphatically and jiggles her shoulders up and down

>Before turning to smile at me

>Her radiance besmirched by the tacky residue around her lips

>Diluted fudge mingling with the mottling of her freckles

>Giggle

>Huh?

>I try to stifle it but I can't

>Stronger

>Before I know it I'm shaking from the mirth that's possessed me

>The giggling becomes full-blown laughter

>Laughter like I haven't been able to show around A in how many years

>Everything in the moment washed away by the rays of her overwhelming cuteness

>She's staring at me, thunderstruck at my uncontrolled outburst

>Her face frozen in an expression stuck in between delight, bewilderment, and embarrassment

>Doesn't help

>Holding my sides in but it does nothing

>Too busy laughing to even feel awkward or shy or self-conscious

>I don't know how long this continued

>But it finally subsides

>Gradually giving away in waves interspersed with hiccups

>I can barely see through the tears in my eyes

>I wipe them as best I can

>My abs hurt

>"Heehee... hee, heh... Oh A, you haven't changed a bit since we were tots."

I'd forgotten what this felt like. It feels good.

 

No.57586310

>>57583970

>A's face visibly reddens

>"Yes I have!"

>She moves to clean her face

>I get up on my knees in front of her

>And grab her hand

>"No you haven't, girl. I mean, can you see yourself right now?"

>I raise my other hand to point at her cheeks.

>"A, you were always messy around sweets."

>I can't believe I'm doing this

>"Remember Halloweens? You always got chocolate all over your costume."

>That burst of gaiety must have done something to my inhibitions

>"And Mom would have to clean up after you."

>My finger is once again wiping up the cream trails on her neck

>"Like that one year we were Hansel and Gretel."

>Over the contours, lightly brushing her clavicles

>Was that a shiver?

>"You used candy wrappers as your bread crumbs, heh."

>Up the sternomastoid neck muscles

>"And Mom was the witch taking us around to get us fattened up."

>And onto the softness of her cheeks

>"But- but don't get me wrong, A. I wasn't laughing at you."

>Raise my finger to my lips

>"I like it when you're like this. I think it's-"

>I suck on my finger

>A wave of bliss

>"-sweet."

>The bliss still there even after I'm done licking

>"It's a part of you,"

>I push my face closer, aiming for a spot I missed

>So close I can count the freckles

>Let it go

>"And- and-"

>OhGodOhGodI'mDoingIt

>"I love everything about you."

>I lick the spot

>My tongue just about explodes in sensations from the contact

I don't remember her reaction. She did say I made a dashing Hansel.

Didn't think she knew what she was saying at the time...

 

No.57592356

>>57586310

>The quakes in me recede to a thick silence

>I suddenly remember the fact that it's summer

>And then the knowledge of what I've done comes crashing in

>Drowning me in an icy sweat

>As my face flares up like a backdraft

>Move back to my spot next to A

>My breath is getting faster

>Glance over at A

>She's staring forward at my blank screen

>Cheeks still slightly flushed

>She raises her hand

>Along the same path my finger took

>Following the collarbone

>Up the slender neck

>Coming to a halt where I dared to lick her on her cheek

>Resting on the spot

>JesusGirlSaySomethingPlease

>DidMyLapseOfInhibitionFuckThingsUp

>INeedToKnow

>She titters

>Relief? I think that's relief I'm feeling

>"I don't know when was the last time you've been able to speak to me like that, E."

>What? Like a horny jackass?

>"Or that I've heard you laugh so... Actually, I'm not even sure when was the last time I've SEEN you laugh. Like, actually actually laugh."

>That is true. My abs are still a little sore.

>She grabs my clammy arm

>I pull away on instinct

>Her grip won't let me

>"Ohh no. No, E, don't think I'm going to let you go after you've opened up for the first time in forever."

>Should I be flattered or terrified that she won't

>My head is terrified

>But my chest is thumping

>Today has been nothing but conflicting feels and sensations

>A's voice falters

>"Please. I don't want to mess up again and push you over the edge like I always do."

>At the risk of sounding cliché may I just say that that is a problem with me and not your fault whatsoever

>"But you have no idea how happy that made me."

>It did?

>"I mean, god, E, for a moment there you were really talking and laughing! No walls!"

>If you can call it that

>"All I wanted was to share ice cream with you."

>She crosses her arm with mine

>"I didn't think I'd get the old you back."

Guh

 

 

No.57595450

>Damn cousin and her bf are hanging with my sister

>tfw you can hear them despite being two floors above them

>Sounds like they’re playing a game but give no fucks cause I have better things to do

>Cousin apparently thinks I have fucks to give

>Ends up dragging me down to them where I can see they’re playing

>Mario Kart 64 on a motherfucking Nintendo sixty four

>I forgot we had one

>Sister gives me such a cute pout while asking if I can play with them

>…Must resist her cute pout…

>okay.jpg

>tfw you know you can never say no to her

>Somehow end up in protector mode and make sure sister achieves first place in every race

>Every single one, cause fuck my cousin and her bf thinking they can win

>tfw your Cousin realizes what you’re doing and proceeds to push your buttons

>tfw your sister, unintentionally, joins in on it as well

>…ffffuck hiding my power level

>I’ll just Letitgo.mp3

>Next cup is starting and I can hear some snickering besides them

>My trophy shall be made from their bones

>Race starts and I promptly take the lead

>I end up ruthlessly crushing anyone that even thinks of passing me

>tfw you end up lapping your sister and she doesn’t realize it

>Win first place with record time

>First place

>First place

>First place

>First placex12

>End up jumping to my feet and shouting in surprise cause I beat my old rainbow road record

>tfw your sister giggles at seeing your actions

>“It’s nice to see you smile, anonette. We should play more games together”

>Heat readings from my face tell me that my blush is outta this world.

>I end up giving a reluctant reply while I looked away.

>tfw her smile lit up the room and I was not prepared.

>Spend the rest of the day playing double dash with them

 

I wish my sister wasn’t so cute.

 

 

No.57595841

>>57592356

>I don't recall much more of that day

>Half of me remembers that I actually did let go of my feelings for one evening

>Sitting there on my bed with A

>Arms locked

>Enjoying conversation like we haven't been able to in months or maybe even years

>The other half swears that I'm not capable of that

>That the rest of the evening was the two of us sitting there

>Nothing to do

>Sweating the night away

>But together

>So I guess the truth is that it was somewhere halfway in between

>What I do remember is...

>...

>"Heh, yeah, A. That- that was something, wasn't it..."

>My voice trails off

>To no response

>"A...?"

>I look over

>She's fallen asleep

>And for a minute there all was right with the world

>The heat doesn't bother me

>Nothing can ruin this for me

>I wish we could be like this more often

>How I wish it

>Think I'm tearing up

>Sniffle

>Heh, she still has some fudge on her lips

>Sniff

>Fudge on her lips

>Sni-

>Her lips

>Welp there goes all the progress we made today

>Back to square one of Spaghettiville

>And I can't help but chuckle to myself at the absurdity of this ride

>As I lower myself onto my bed

>Reaching for the bedside lamp

>At once spent and yet oddly refreshed

>I think we both needed this

>Still quietly sniffling and laughing to myself

>Trying not to wake A

>When I feel something take my hand

>Glance over

>She's holding my hand

>Her eyes are still closed

>But her smile is even wider

>I smile back and squeeze her hand

>Not letting go

>"Night, A."

>The lights go off

 

[spoiler]What happened in the dark stays in the dark.[/spoiler]

 

 

No.57611400

>tfw possessed by your muse and she won’t leave you alone

>It’s so insistent I start writing a story in some blank notebooks

>tfw the story turns into thinly veiled self-insert, lesbian swords and sorcery garbage that’s lower than fanfiction

>Finish up most recent part and go to the kitchen to get a snack

>End up running into my mother and have to entertain her inane questions

>UGH

>Run back to my room and holy hell, I left my door open

>Oh fuck, hopefully no one’s seen my shame

>Shit, my sister’s reading through it

>“Oh hey Sis, sorry for intruding…just returning a comic. I didn’t know you’re writing a story. You mind if I read the rest of it?”

>God, I want to die

>Reluctantly give them to her before shooing sister out of my room to avoid some spaghetti

>tfw I’m positive she’ll read between the lines and realize the story is about me and her.

 

…Ah damn it, I should just steal them back and burn them.

 

 

No.57657760

>>57595841

>Wake up

>Sun is rising

>Cool blue and purple light from under the shades

>Roll over

>Searching for a cooler spot

>Oh hi A-

>OhRightASleptHereLastNight

>A slept here last night

>Gawk

>I don't think there's anymore point in me telling you guys how stunning A is

>Gleam of saliva on the edge of her mouth

>Heh

>Keep staring

>Oh hell she's asleep what's there to be afraid of

>Reach out

>Images of last night flicker past

>Blush at the memory

>Falter

>Stroke her face

>She stirs

>Oh shi-

>Clasps my hand

>Crap

>Pull away

>Nope, iron grip

>Struggle

>Sigh

>Oh what's the point

>"E..."

>Words murmured from her lips

>Mumbling in her sleep

>Pause

>Sigh

>I'm allowed this much, right?

>Close my eyes

>Back to sleep

 

>Wake up again

>Ugh it's hot

>Sun's fully up now

>Shirt damp from perspiration

>Roll over

>A's gone

>I feel the slight dip in the mattress where she was sleeping last night

>It's cool to the touch

>My hand lingers

>Hovering over the spot

>It tenses, as if trying to conjure A

>Instead, nothing

>I know it's stupid and impossible

>I can't do magic

>But it doesn't stop the disappointment from seeping in and taking hold

>I never knew waking up alone could feel so lonely

This kingdom of isolation.

 

 

No.57660489

>It’s a beautiful gray day full of rain

>Find out I need pick up younger sister from the mall

>Day ruined since I have to go outside

>I suck it up cause it’s my sister needing help

>The rain’s gotten worse by the time I get to the mall, it’s god damn torrential now

>tfw you’ve gotta help younger sister get her bags in the car and end up soaked to the bone

>I wish I was at home

>Realize that the rain’s so bad we end up sitting in the parking lot

>Fffff, this won’t turn out well

>Thankfully she brought some food with her so I can keep my mouth busy

>Sister eventually breaks the silence and starts making small talk

>I just nod and occasionally reply

>Conversation somehow leads to hot celebrities we have a crush on

>Gods above, I can’t be doing with this

>Tells me her crush is a Hollywood prettyboy

>tfw you just shrug since you don’t really care

>I glance at her and see she’s expecting a reply

>Hell, alright I’ll just say some gu-

>“I’d fucking wreck Natalie Dormer if I could”

>Mirrorcrackingthenshattering.mp3.gif

>Ever so slowly look towards her to see if she heard it

>tfw younger sister just awkwardly nods and all conversation stops

>The rain finally lets up but it’s starts sprinkling spaghetti in the car as I drove back home

 

Fuck, she probably knows I like women now. Year officially ruined.

 

 

No.57695610

>>57657760

>Roll back to my spot

>Hands covering my face

>Can't keep a groan from escaping

>"Oh, A..."

>I rub my hands against my face

>And feel something sticky

>The heck?

>Study my hands

>Brown

>The fu-

>Fudge

>It dawns on me

>Scramble out of bed

>The empty ice cream bowls are gone

>She cleaned them up

>Stand in front of my mirror

>I see it

>Faint chocolate residue on my cheek

>Vaguely shaped like a kiss

>It's faint

>But it's enough to alleviate the emptiness in my chest

>I drop onto the edge of my bed

>Caressing my cheek

>Where A's lips were

>Good enough

Not sure how long I sat there, but I'm getting up now. This heat makes me feel disgusting. I need a shower.

 

No.57696028

>>57695610

The next week

>Things have cooled down again between us

>Settled, back to the usual routine of me being a cold asshole

>Sitting at my desk

>It's hot in here

>Ugh

>Clack, clack of my keyboard

>Knock knockity knock knock

>Fingers stop

>Only one person in this house knocks like that

>"E...?"

>I don't respond

>"Do you want to build a sundae?"

>Pause

>I get up

>And open the door

>A's standing there with two spoons in one hand

>And one large bowl in the other

>I can't help but smile

>"All right, A... let's go make a sundae."

It was an amazing sundae.

 

 

No.57701960

>Playing MK with cousin R cause sister isn’t here

>I wish I wasn’t so bad at fighters

>Well as long as she doesn’t become a tourneyfag it’s okay

>tfw you end up surprising even yourself by winning a few times

>It shouldn’t be surprising, but it is

>I end up talking shit and cousin decides to just humor me

>tfw you win two matches in a row with your main

>The smile would not leave my face

>Cousin R proposes a bet that I foolishly accept

>“Right, if I win the next match; you get to join me and A on our next shopping trip…”

>Oh, oh no

>“If you win, I’ll help you grind for that retard rare piece of equipment you want in WoW”

>I accept, cause Whatcouldgowrong.png

>Pick Sub-Zero cause he never lets me down

>tfw your opponent doesn’t pick their main and starts the match

>Oh fuck, I got this

>Get fucking crushed in the first round, and end up using devil tricks to win the second round

>Sweatingman.jpg

>Third match starts

>IT’SHAPPENING.mp3.gif

>I proceed to get fucking rekt and end up suffering the most painful fatality she can pull off

>Cousin just gives me a smug as fuck grin before leaving

>tfw you could’ve prevented this

 

Fuck, fuck, fuckity fuck. God damn Noob Saibot, I hate you with a passion.

 

 

No.57725178

>Be browsing 4chan when I decide to peek at /s/

>Fuck yes, fit girl thread

>End up expanding all the thumbnails in preparation

>My next hour shall be of fun

>Dad ends up coming in to ask for my help before I can get started

>Davy Jones take him

>I agree and end up turning off my monitor as I go deal with the problem

>Oh God, it’s easier than I thought

>tfw you spend longer than you wanted fixing something that could’ve been prevented

>Get back and find younger sister turning on the monitor

>tfw everything slows down as you race against time so your porn isn’t discovered

>So close I can feel the validation of stopping my sister

>…or that could be the spaghetti trying to get out

>tfw you end up tripping four feet away and getting her attention

>“Ohmigawd, Anonette? Are you okay?”

>tfw a grunt equals an okay and she ends up turning her gaze back to the now visible /s/ thread

>I get up despite feeling spaghetti starting to leak out of my panties to try and stop her

>It’s too late

>Sister’s just staring blankly at one of the expanded thumbnails before quickly opening another tab

>tfw you’re trying to walk to your bed while spaghetti is running down your legs

>This can’t get any worse

>Maybe I can suffocate myself with my pillow so it doesn’t have a chance

>Two failed suffocation attempts later I feel my sister’s hand squeeze my shoulder reassuringly

>“Anonette, I’m happy that you’re comfortable with yourself…but maybe you should look at those things during the night.”

>tfw you can’t decide whether to be happy or embarrassed at her remark

 

Fuck, I should’ve just hugged her in thanks.

 

 

No.57734693

>just spent all my money on liquid cooling for my gaming rig

>Sister A's birthday in three days

>ohshit.jpg

>She always buys me the best presents

>Last year she bought me all of the Stephanie Brown Batgirl comics

>Said that I preferred Barbara

>She looked so hurt

>I am literally scum

>Stephanie was actually a decent Batgirl

>(Not as good as qt3.14 redhead)

>Have no idea what to buy, end up getting her some black and gold boots

>Her birthday

>She opens gift in the morning with family

>"I love them, they're so cute!"

>Y-you too

>Family looks at me

>Propelled back up to my room by jets of spaghetti

>Spend rest of the day hearing A having fun downstairs

>Try to open the door and go and join her

>Can't do it

>sob

>Go down for food later that night

>making sandwich when I hear a sound behind me

>It's A

>Wearing nothing but a singlet and panties

>And the boots

>unf

>She sees you looking at her boots, smiles sheepishly

>"I liked them so much, I couldn't bring myself to take them off"

>She comes over and hugs me

>"Thanks, E. I love you"

>say "i love you too" awkwardly late

>She lets go, says goodnight and walk out of the kitchen

>I can't help but stare at her ass, the heels on the boots makes it look even better than normal

>Left alone

Why can't I just be normal?

 

 

No.57734812

>tfw forced into a shopping trip cause of stupid cousin’s bet

>Fuck her and Saibot

>tfw cousin and sister take longer than needed cause they’re putting on make-up

>Fuck that shit, I’m going in what’s comfy, so what if I might pass as a guy

>They’re finally ready though my sister seems to be unable to meet my eye for some reason

>Whatever

>We get to the mall and everything’s going as planned

>It’s too loud

>Why are we getting glares

>tfw entering ANOTHER clothing store and I let out a long suffering sigh

>“Wassa matta Cuz? Never had fun on a shopping trip before?”

>Ihadfunonceitwasawful.jpg

>They just shrug at my answer and we continue shopping

>Somehow cousin and sister attract a couple douchebro lads that won’t stop hitting on them

>I’m already dead, this must be hell

>Gets so bad I end up cursing them out in front of a store

>Fun’s officially over as I lead sister and cousin back to the car

>Almost to the car when those fuking lads end up trying to get my attention in the parking lot

>They end up saying my sister’s a slut as I try to ignore them

>RAGE MODE mk2 ACTIVATE

>tfw end up cussing them out again, I think I might’ve used copypasta again

>Oh god I want to die

>Turn to go back to the car when one of them sucker punches me

>Black out

>Wake up in a hospital bed with sister holding my hand

>Apparently they started a fight that led me to somehow breaking their legs and my dominant hand

>Fuck adrenalin is messed up

>She asks why I got mad again

>“I-I couldn’t just let them get away with calling you a slut, A. You’re not; you’re my sister who’s unbelievably kind and beautiful.”

>tfw sister gives me best hug and whispers that she’s glad I’m her sister

 

She signed my cast, so the day wasn’t totally ruined, also got out of jail time cause of self-defense claim.

 

 

No.57752606

>Just had an absolutely massive blowout with my sister.

>Like, nuclear war-level sisters fighting. Yelling, swearing, throwing things. The works.

>It might even have descended into an actually physical confrontation if our father hadn't stepped between us.

>He suggests that I go with him on a drive in that 'I'm-simply-suggesting-the-idea-but-you-have-no-choice' sort of way.

>We get into the car and he starts about how unusual this is for the two of us and how we used to be really close and how we're too old to be fighting so childishly, blah blah blah.

>He sort of figured out that I wasn't interested in the speech, and said his final words about it with a grunt, but let it drop.

>I have to admit it but he's right. Usually I'm just hold up in my room, on my computer quietly ignoring my family, especially my baby sister for...complicated reasons.

>We used to be best friends, but for the same reasons, we've drifted apart steadily throughout the years. We're essentially strangers in the same house now.

>That sort of came to a head tonight when I passed her in the hall on the way back to my bedroom.

>I put on my best pleasant smile, trying to just acknowledge her presence then scurry by but she had other ideas.

>She approaches me with a DVD in hand and says "Hey E I got this superhero movie, do you want to watch it with me?"

>spaghettipockets.gif

>"I, uh, no." it came out much more abruptly and I guess harshly than I'd intended and she looked hurt. Damage control time.

 

No.57753498

>>57752606

>"Well - what I mean is, I-I already saw it...and it was bad. So I don't - I don't care to see it again." just this small bit of blustering has left my chest pounding and my face hot. I attempt to slip by her again, but A - again - had other ideas.

>Very angry ideas.

>A grabs my upper arm, and glares me down.

>My first reaction is to try and jerk away, but holy shit she's gotten like Hulk strong since the last time we had a real fight.

>"What the fuck, E?! I go out, and I buy this - this STUPID caped crusader movie that I don't even like JUST to spend time with you, and I don't even get so much as a 'Thanks A' for the effort?!"

>I've never been very good at controlling my emotions, and my fight-or-flight is starting to kick into overdrive and since she's got her Mr. Universe grip on my arm I get mad in return.

>"Who says I even want to spend time with you?" and I shove her with my free arm.

>Anger and adrenaline can make you say fucked up things you don't mean.

>I've always felt bad about how fucked up things have gotten between A and I, but I've never really known how to approach it, so I've just sort of, let it go, for the time being.

>I will spare you the gory details, but I will say by the end, she was red-faced and crying.

>In the car, Dad's trying his best to avoid the inevitable awkward silence by talking about nothing, with me giving him one word replies or some kind of affirmative grunt.

>feelsrealbadman.png.jpg

 

No.57754378

>>57753498

>The guilt is starting to make my chest knot up, and all this conversation about nothing is just starting to frustrate me.

>All of a sudden I can't stand it anymore, and all the anger, regrets, and frustration just come poring out and I starting bawling like a little bitch.

>I feel like screaming but comes out choked by the sobs and dad pulls over into some empty parking lot.

>He's never been a very expressive or emotional parent, but he's always tried to be a good father.

>He tentatively rubs my shoulder.

>It's not especially comforting, but points for trying I guess.

>"I-I never meant to-to let things get this bad between A a-and I. I want to f-fix things but I don't k-know how! I don't know how and it scares me."

>Another wave of sobbing

>liedowntrynottocrycryalot.jifpg

>"E, have you tried just talking to A?"

>I manage to gulp down the crying just long enough to manage a coherent response "W-we're not little kids a-anymore. I d-don't even know what she's i-into. Every time I try, it feels like th-there's this gap that j-just keeps getting bigger, and I don't know how to g-get across."

>Putting my head into my arms I put my face toward the dash and moan petulantly "This isn't fair. I never asked for this."

>My dad didn't speak for a long moment, I assume trying to process all this raw emotion and construct as sensitive and diplomatic an answer as possible. "E. Is there something you're not telling me?" I can hear his frown. Truth time. No more avoiding it.

 

No.57755598

>>57754378

>Like some kind of parental spidey-sense, he can tell that I'm not I'm lying, or at the very least leaving out everything that matters.

>I have to grip my upper arms hard, and will myself to sit up in the seat. I begin to speak, but the words catch in my throat.

>This is the day I've been dreading since I first realized that I'm gay.

>If this wasn't terrible enough, the person who made me realize my...peculiarity was my sister, A.

>So, not only am I a lesbian, but my lesbian crush is my sister.

>Like I said, complicated reasons.

>I'm not exactly sure what it was that first turned me onto her, but I do remember the moment I realized. It was like this giddy sort of warmth that spread and fulled up my whole chest like nothing else had, or has since.

>It was like soaring on butterflies.

>Then crashing back down onto hard, cold ice as I realized that these feelings were never going to be returned in the way I wanted.

>So I selfishly just started withdrawing from her because I couldn't bear how much it hurt that I enjoyed her company so much and for all the wrong reasons.

>I never stopped to consider what that would have done to her.

>Deciding that the whole, absolute truth would just cause even more problems, I decide to give him only a little bit more.

>"Dad I..." my jaw clenches up around the words and I have to will myself forward, summoning up the courage from the adrenaline still pumping in my veins.

>"Dad I'm gay."

 

No.57756555

>>57755598

>I close my eyes and wait for the shitstorm to descend, but there's only silence.

>Oppressive, stifling silence that rages offensively in every one of my senses. My tongue tastes of bile, my limbs start to feel cold, and my head throbs in the anticipation, and the first thing to pierce ringing in my ears is his sigh.

>It is disappointed, and ever so bitter but it rings of a sort of relief "I have had my... suspicions about this for a long time now. I'm sure your mother does too, although she's never brought it up to me."

>I have successfully thrown the scent off of my incestuous fantasies about my baby sister by breaking my father's heart.

>nice.wmv

>My internal monologue is interrupted by his question "So how long have you...known?"

>It's rather plain on his face that he's struggling with this, but he's trying hard to accept it.

>tryingnottocryagain.

>"Uh..." my head is somewhat blank as relief starts to return the warmth to some of my body "I mean, uh, years. Like, since freshman year of high school." the hurt look on his face sends icy daggers into my stomach, the explanation sounding accusatory as I replay it in my head.

>Fuck why am I so bad at being a well adjusted person? "Sorry - I didn't mean it like that dad."

>My chest begins to knot up again and I can feel the tears burning at the corners of my eyes.

>Any attempts to suppress them fail as they roll unbidden down my cheeks.

>And then he pulls me into a hug that squeezes out all my breath.

 

No.57757324

>>57756555

>For the first time in I can't even remember when, I hug my father with real feeling.

>For what feels like forever, we sit like that, embraced as I cry out of relief into his shoulder.

>He smiles bittersweetly as he pulls away, cupping my my cheek, and I feel like I might just start crying more bitch tears.

>Thankfully it seems like I am physically unable to sustain any more tear production, which I'm silently thankful for.

>I look at my phone and see that we've been gone for for about 45 minutes "We should probably start heading back. Mom and A might be worried." and he nods, throwing the car into drive, we start back.

>He's silent for a long time again, but I'm too busy enjoying the feeling of the weight being lifted off my chest.

>"E, about this homosexuality... business." he's struggling to find a way to be sensitive and diplomatic again, which sets warning bells off in my head, and my chests begins to tighten again.

>"Yeah?" I begin guardedly "I think, for now - it'd be better to keep this from your mother and sister, at least until we come up with a way to break it to them gently."

>I don't know how to react to this. At first I feel incredulous at the notion, but slowly, my indignation bends to the realization that he's right. Mother's always been a religious person, and there's no way to gauge how Anna would react to this.

>Knowing her, she'd probably start crying too and accept it without a second thought, but there's always the chance...

 

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>It's agony to wait for the ride to end, but eventually we pull into the driveway, and both exit the car.

>"Perhaps you should apologize to your sister." he suggests in that 'I'm-not-really-suggesting' tone again.

>We enter and mother's sitting at the table drinking coffee, and Anna's nowhere to be seen. She gets up to greet us, giving dad a kiss, and me a hug and a kiss on the forehead.

>She grips my shoulders firmly and begins chiding "You go apologize to your sister. She was just trying to do something nice for you. I don't agree with how she reacted, but I expect better from you E." I nod and mutter somthing about 'going to right now.'

>I slip away from her grip and into the hall. I can hear the faint sounds of sobbing coming from A's bedroom, and my entire body feels like it's being crushed by ice.

>Quickly, I duck into my bedroom and get my laptop, which I stuff under my arm as I approach Anna's door.

>knock knock na-knock knock "A? Can I come in?"

>I can hear her quickly trying to stop herself from crying as she shuffles around to get to the door.

>"What do you want?" she demands bitterly, disarming what I had prepared immediately, leaving me standing somewhat sheepishly in the threshold of the door.

>"I - look, A, I just um -" sucking in a sharp deep breath, I force it all out in one quick swoop "LookI'msorry about how I acted and stuff, I just don't know how to deal with things I do want to hang out. Do you want to watch a movie?"

 

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>I can see her face contort as she tries desperately to stay angry at me, but eventually the anger melts away like snow in the red-headed freckle-cheeked sun.

>Elation pounds in my chest as she tosses her arms around me, probably fracturing my spine in her bear-like hug.

>My muscles have become spaghetti and my blood prego pasta sauce as I can do nothing but bask in how absolutely warm her hug is, her smell tantalizing my nose like the most gourmet chocolate.

>"Oh E, I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said I just can't stand this distance anymore. You're my best friend, and that will never change. Of course I want to watch a movie." her words muffled as she cries joyously into my shoulder, while I can do nothing but robotically rub her back.

>A can't even turn off the waterworks while she drags a dumbfounded me into her room, shoving me onto her bed, following me shortly.

>In my mind the next few minutes to an hour wouldn't be allowed on a christian imageboard, but this is real life.

>She cuddles up next to me as I open the laptop and load-up a chickflick I know she wanted to see but never go the chance to before it left theaters.

>I pirated the dvdrip and planned on burning it to a disk, but this works too.

>Her head on my shoulder and arms around my waist, my chest begins to ache with a dull emptiness.

>I will never have exactly what I want, but this will have to do.

>The ride will never end for me.