- >You ran the comb through your mane for the 100th time that night
- >All while practicing your smile, your seductive bedroom eyes, everything you could think of
- >Teeth were clean, lashes straightened, horn polished, mane bouncy and curled where it should be
- >Tonight was a special night, everything had to be perfect
- >You take a breath through your nose and exhale through your mouth
- "Calm down, Sweetiebell, it's just another show. Just keep telling yourself that"
- >In truth it was exactly that, just another show, it wasn't about what you were singing
- >It was about who was there
- >Your sister finally came through with her promise to get a certain special someone to come to one of your shows
- >It was a small venue, so that meant a small crowd
- >He'd be easy to spot
- >Not that one human in a crowd of ponies would be that difficult at all
- >You check yourself in the mirror again
- >Bounce your hair
- >Come on, now you're stalling
- >You peek at the clock
- >Five minutes till showtime
- >Oh boy, there goes your heart
- >You close your eyes and count to 10
- >This was worse than your first show
- >What happened to that young filly who would jump on stage without a care in the world?
- >Why ask a question you know the answer to?
- >She fell in love, and suddenly she actually did care what other people thinks
- >Well, one other people
- >Hopefully he notices you, notices that the entire show is just for him
- >You take one last look at yourself in the vanity mirror
- "Here goes nothing..."
- >Every hoofstep feels like an eternity
- >From the dressing room to the stage
- >If you could even call it a stage, it was more like a raised platform
- >With what you knew was a lounge on the other side of the curtain
- >A place like this was almost beneath your talent
- >Once you discovered your cutie mark, you wanted to do nothing but sing
- >You hummed when you ate, blared out off key in the shower, practiced while you helped around Rarity's shop
- >All until you got your first real gig, in this very lounge
- >That was six months ago, and you were branching into much more complicated stuff
- >Rarity swore you could go to Manehattan and star in a show, and kept insisting you came with her to a fashion show to audition
- >But you were never really after fame and fortune
- >Most singers want everyone to hear there voice
- >For you, it was just him
- >Since the day you met him you've had a little fantasy of singing a melody that would capture his heart forever
- >It was so silly, especially for a grown mare
- >But Rarity, despite her being even older, refused to let you dismiss it as a silly dream
- >"No no no! You must follow your heart!"
- >She said that and put the wheels in motion to set this up
- >Sure, there would be a crowd and he might not even know
- >But somewhere, somehow, it would work
- >You step out from behind the curtain
- >The place was quiet, waiting for your introduction, you guess
- >But the second you're through
- >The entire lounge is dark and empty
- >Save Anon, sitting along, at a single table in the middle of the place, his face illuminated by a tiny candle
- >In the back you saw Rarity wave before slipping out the door
- >She....rented the whole place...?
- >You nearly faint>Butterflies dance in your stomach, your throat feels dryer than a desert
- >You feel all of your knees buckling
- >"Go on"
- >His voice keeps you from hitting the cold wood of the makeshift stage
- >You don't remember it sounding that wonderful
- >He's sitting with a small glass of wine and his typical black suit and red tie
- >You can make out his smile
- >How much did Rarity tell him, you wonder?
- >Taking a shaky breath, you approach the edge of the stage
- "Umm....hi?"
- >Your voice cracks and you feel your cheeks light on fire
- >"Evening, Sweetiebell"
- >Oh god he said your name, heart keep beating please
- >He sounds so classy
- >Your horn sparks a little and you squint your eyes to keep your magic under control
- >Ok ok ok come on
- "So...how's your night been?"
- >"I have to say, full of surprises"
- "Yeah...heh, me too!"
- >Oh god what are you doing?
- >You wanna tell him a knock knock joke too?
- >Don't blow this, he wouldn't have come if he wasn't interested
- >Right?
- >Anon's a nice guy...maybe too nice that he wouldn't say no!
- >Wait that doesn't make any sense
- >"You want a glass first?"
- >You swallow when Anon motions to the second wine glass
- "N-no, it's ok, just...one second, kay?"
- >He nods
- >Alright this is it
- >Just....first song that pops in your head
- >You close your eyes, tossing your mane slightly
- >With a deep breath, and one last nervous look at his handsome face, you let your voice flow
- >At first I worried without a band or a crowd, things wouldn't sound right
- >But the moment I heard my voice echo in the lounge
- >All my nerves calmed and my tummy settled
- >Before I knew it, I was trotting with confidence as the lyrics filled the room
- >Right to the edge of the stage, where Anon was sitting
- >All my practiced motions, the sway of my body, the way I looked to the crowd
- >Except it was all for him
- >Every note, every word
- >It didn't even matter what the song was
- >I would have sung the national anthem for him if it made him happy
- >My heart was the only thing that never quite calmed down
- >Especially when I climbed off the stage at the last verse
- >Placed my hooves on his knees
- >And held my face level with his
- >A wistful smile on my lips as my horn glowed just enough to illuminate us both
- >I blinked when the last words left my lips
- >He must have recognized the song, and he began to clap
- >My cheeks flushed red again and I looked away, slightly embarrassed at how close I had gotten so quickly
- >"That was beautiful"
- >He was slightly taken aback himself, his voice was barely a whisper
- "Th-thank you.."
- >I whispered back
- >I felt his hand on my hooves
- >He looked me right in the eyes and smiled
- >I felt all the confidence I had a moment ago drain away
- >His hands were so strong...
- >"Thanks"
- >Oh no I said the last part!
- "I...I didn't..."
- >He shushes you
- >You swallow hard and take a breath, as best as you can
- >"I didn't know you felt that way..."
- >You nod your head weakly
- >You can feel tears begin to well in your eyes
- >Here comes the 'I only see you as a fri--
- >"I've always kind of liked you too"
- >No way...nowaynowaynoway
- >Don't squeak, for all that is holy don't squeak
- "You...you did?"
- >Dammit, why did I squeak the 'did'..
- >He heard it too, he chuckled a little
- >He must think you're a--
- >He squeezed your hoof
- >Now you can't remember what you were worried about
- >Or when you were born
- >"You were the talk of the town when I first arrived here. I went to some of the places you sang to cheer myself up. You have a beautiful voice."
- "..you think I do...?"
- >"Yea. Rarity was always bragging about how you were going to be this huge star in Manehattan someday so I didn't really introduce myself. I figured you were going to move away soon and didn't wanna...well you know..."
- >You can't stop your body from trembling
- >He said he liked your voice
- >He said he liked YOU
- "I...don't want that...I just wanna sing for people that are...special to me.."
- >You feel a bit of moisture under your eyes
- >This was all too much for you
- >No wait
- >He's smiling and oh my is he wiping the tear away
- >OK, now it's too much for you
- >You feel lightheaded again
- >"Thank you, then. I'm really glad you think of me that way."
- >He slowly sets your hooves back on the floor
- >They're tingling where his hands were
- >"You want to take a walk? Its a nice night, just the right temperature"
- "I'd....like that...a lot"
- >"Its a date then"
- >Please heart, pleasepleaseplease don't explode
- >Not when everything just became perfect!
- >He leads the way, opening the door to the lounge and holding it for you
- >You swear you see Rarity run off from the doorway
- >Oh my silly sister...
- >...thank you so much for everything...