Ivan's Sorrow

[03:28]  * Liven_Up sees that he's alone, and with the others gone and Bob KOed, he fashions a noose out of the rope in the back.

[03:29] <Bob> !roll 1d20

[03:29] <GameServ> 9 == 9

[03:29] <Bob> !roll 1d20

[03:29] <GameServ> 19 == 19

[03:29]  * Bob wakes up in a stupor

[03:29] <Bob> "Huh.. Wha... LIVEN!"

[03:30]  * Bob runs, staggering his way to the back

[03:30] <Bob> !roll 1d20 to tackle Liven

[03:30] <GameServ> 4 == 4

[03:30]  * Bob misses, crashing into the wall

[03:30] <Liven_Up> (Door's locked)

[03:31] <Bob> *Crashing into the door

[03:31] <Bob> "NO!"

[03:31]  * Liven_Up sighs. "I can't do this.... I can't fucking do this..." He sets it up and stands on the stool.

[03:31] <Bob> !roll 1d20 to cast magic

[03:31] <GameServ> 8 == 8

[03:31] <Bob> !roll 1d6

[03:31] <GameServ> 1 == 1

[03:31] <Bob> The magic backfires!

[03:32]  * Liven_Up kicks the stool out from under him.

[03:32] <Liven_Up> !roll d20 because something, way too tired to think

[03:32] <GameServ> 8 == 8

[03:34]  * Liven_Up instinctivly strugles but soon loses consciousness.

[03:35] == Bob [[email protected]] has quit [Ping timeout: 192 seconds]

[03:38] == bob [[email protected]] has joined #FourCannon-clinic

[03:38] <Cap`n> (this is hard to watch)

[03:38] <bob> [goddammit my internet stopped, on my phone now.  what happened?

[03:39] <Liven_Up> (Litterally nothing, and I thought no other eyes were here)

[03:39] <bob> sheeit

[03:40] == Dr_Bob [[email protected]] has joined #FourCannon-clinic

[03:40]  * Liven_Up hangs there, unconscious, slowly losing oxygen

[03:40] <Liven_Up> !roll 1d6 for dmg

[03:40] <GameServ> 1 == 1

[03:40]  * Dr_Bob gets Liven off

[03:41]  * Dr_Bob cuts the rope with his teeth

[03:41] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d20

[03:41] <GameServ> 10 == 10

[03:41] <Dr_Bob> The rope is frayed

[03:41]  * Dr_Bob tries again

[03:41] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d20

[03:41] <GameServ> 19 == 19

[03:41] <Dr_Bob> The rope is severed!

[03:41]  * Dr_Bob drags Liven into the main room

[03:41]  * Liven_Up falls the ground and lands with a THUD.

[03:42]  * Dr_Bob checks his pulse

[03:42] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d20

[03:42] <GameServ> 5 == 5

[03:42] <Dr_Bob> It's not doing too well

[03:42] <Dr_Bob> "Liven!  PLEASE RESPOND!!"

[03:43]  * Liven_Up is completly KOed

[03:43]  * Dr_Bob frantically looks for Oxygen, but realizes he's in 4cannon and not Earth.

[03:43] <Dr_Bob> "... No homo"

[03:44] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d20+3 for CPR

[03:44] <GameServ> (1) + 3 == 4

[03:44] <Dr_Bob> "... Wrong hole

[03:44] <Cap`n> ( died)

[03:44]  * Dr_Bob tries again

[03:44] <Cap`n> (I died reading that)

[03:44] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d20+3

[03:44] <GameServ> (13) + 3 == 16

[03:44] <Dr_Bob> [Same here hue]

[03:44]  * Dr_Bob successfully CPRs Liven!

[03:44] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d4

[03:44] <GameServ> 2 == 2

[03:45]  * Liven_Up begins coughing as he breathes again.

[03:45] <Dr_Bob> Liven restores 2 hp because fuck you time to bullshit!

[03:45] <Dr_Bob> "You FUCKER, after everything..."

[03:45]  * Dr_Bob changes tone

[03:45] <Dr_Bob> "Liven..?"

[03:46]  * Liven_Up 's eyes slowly flutter open as he continues to cough.

[03:46] <Dr_Bob> "Don't make me kiss you again!  TELL ME YOUR NAME"

[03:47]  * Liven_Up manages to catch his breath. "Ivan.... Sc-" he coughs again.

[03:47]  * Dr_Bob smiles

[03:47] <Dr_Bob> "Hi Ivan"

[03:48] <Dr_Bob> "Where are we?"

[03:48] <Dr_Bob> "Li- Ivan..."

[03:49] <Liven_Up> "I don't..." His eyes widen. "I'm still in the pony world, aren't I?"

[03:49] <Dr_Bob> "You aren't going anywhere till at least we find like 5 more doctors off the streets.  Now, where EXACTLY are we?"

[03:50] <Liven_Up> "The clinic...."

[03:50] <Dr_Bob> "Good.  Now as for my next question..."

[03:50]  * Dr_Bob breaks down "Why the HELL would you do that??"

[03:52] <Liven_Up> "Because... I don't belong here. I'm not home. If I died nothing would change..."

[03:53]  * Dr_Bob scrunches his nose "None of us belong here idiot!  But... this IS our home now.  Like it or not.  And.... That's not true!  The Clinic will like IMPLODE without you!!"

[03:53] <Dr_Bob> "Not to mention my sanity..."

[03:54] <Liven_Up> "With you back, the town doesn't need me. And how can you stand to be around my faggot, whiney ass for more than 30 seconds?"

[03:54] <Dr_Bob> "Cause you're just sayin' what I'm thinking all the time!"

[03:54]  * Dr_Bob is taken aback

[03:55] <Dr_Bob> "Umm... What I'm trying to say... We all are faggoty, whiny asses..."

[03:55] <Dr_Bob> "Just cause I like to keep things cheerful doesn't mean that they are!"

[03:56] <Liven_Up> "Bob, I can't do this, I can't keep going on." He slowly gets up.

[03:56] <Dr_Bob> "NO YOU FUCKER YOU SIT DOWN RIGHT NOW"

[03:56]  * Dr_Bob coughs "Please"

[03:57] <Dr_Bob> "What I'm saying is that we're all here, and we're all flipping our shit.  Well... most of use, anyway.

[03:57] <Dr_Bob> "And that's not true, about the town not needing you now that I'm back!"

[03:58] <Liven_Up> "Bob, I already set myself out to be the most hated person in town. I don't care about how everyone else is acting, all I care is that I feel like I'm lost, like if I stay here another day rather than my body dying, my soul will."

[03:58] <Dr_Bob> "We're all lost!  And I can guaratee you you're not hated by everyone.  Please, Ivan..."

[04:00]  * Dr_Bob slumps down, sniffling "Don't leave me here.  I just got back, thought I DIED... And I can't take this..."

[04:00] <Liven_Up> "Go to the Inn, ask Silver, ask anyone. I made my feelings quite clear earlier, how no one here is my freind, how I'm only here and helping because circumstances have forced me too."

[04:01] <Dr_Bob> "No one?  NO ONE? Bitch, you're like my best friend here!  You saying that you only saved lives, only put up with me and my antics, and only chatted with me cause you were forced too...?"

[04:01] <Silver_Tongue> (Damn Liven your hitting uncomfortably close to home for me)

[04:02] <Dr_Bob> [I'm really not sure where this is going, but dammit I won't leave before it ends]

[04:02]  * Liven_Up goes quiet, his eyes quite devoid of anything warm.

[04:02]  * Dr_Bob walks up to Ivan

[04:03] <Liven_Up> [I'm just doing what I feel is right. Besides, being forced into this situation with my mental health issues this is EXACTLY how I would wind up feeling.]

[04:03] <Dr_Bob> "You... are my friend, right?"

[04:03] <Dr_Bob> [Same here bro]

[04:03]  * Liven_Up looks him in the eye. "Do you really want me to answer that?"

[04:04] <Silver_Tongue> (That's not fair, I'd do everything I could to help you, this is the first I've heard of suicide and if I had known I would have been here constantly)

[04:04] <Liven_Up> (Why do you think I didn't tell you?)

[04:05]  * Dr_Bob goes quiet "Yes.  Because... I... Who else..."

[04:05]  * Dr_Bob sobs uncontrollably, hugging Ivan

[04:05] <Dr_Bob> [SOBBING INTENSIFIES]

[04:06] <Silver_Tongue> (I suppose, but I adore you Ivan, you make this place a little brighter for me)

[04:06] <Hearth_Fire> (This is heartbreaking to watch)

[04:06]  * Liven_Up moves out of the way. "You're just a coworker to me. I've said it before and I'll say it again. No one here is my friend. I'm just making due with a bad situation."

[04:06]  * Dr_Bob sits there, in shock

[04:07] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d4

[04:07] <GameServ> 2 == 2

[04:07]  * Dr_Bob takes 2 points of damage

[04:08] <Dr_Bob> "Well, fuck you.  You're my friend.  I went out of my way to help you!  You think it's for nothing?  You could've ignored me, you could've..."

[04:08]  * Liven_Up turns around to hide his lying face. "Survival took presedence over everything. I did what I had to do. Are you done, can I go now?"

[04:09] <Dr_Bob> "No."

[04:09] <Liven_Up> "Well, too bad. You're not in charge of me."

[04:09]  * Dr_Bob gets up

[04:09] <Dr_Bob> "No..."

[04:10] <Dr_Bob> "I'm not joking.  I'm not happy.  I won't bullshit."

[04:10]  * Dr_Bob stares directly at Ivan.

[04:10] <Dr_Bob> "With complete seriousness, I say..."

[04:10]  * Liven_Up pokerfaces his true emotions.

[04:11] <Dr_Bob> "I..."

[04:11] <Dr_Bob> "You..."

[04:11] <Dr_Bob> "I know you."

[04:12] <Dr_Bob> "And..."

[04:12] <Dr_Bob> "You..."

[04:12] <Dr_Bob> "CAN'T DO THIS!"

[04:13] <Dr_Bob> "I NEED YOU MAN!"

[04:13] <Liven_Up> !roll d20 for emotional stability

[04:13] <GameServ> 18 == 18

[04:13] <Silver_Tongue> (Oh god my feels right now)

[04:13] <Dr_Bob> [There are three ways this can end]

[04:13] <Silver_Tongue> (Bob fucking Pastebin this)

[04:14] <Hearth_Fire> [I'm already saving it as we speak]

[04:14] <Dr_Bob> [I can't, my internet crashed halfway through losing it]

[04:14] <Dr_Bob> "Please Ivan..."

[04:14] <Dr_Bob> "You..."

[04:14] <Liven_Up> "You don't need me. No one here needs me. You can take my job, fucking Light can take my job. I'm replceable, I'm no one."

[04:14] <Dr_Bob> "NO!"

[04:15]  * Dr_Bob shouts with a force he has never used, ever before

[04:15]  * Dr_Bob tackles Liven to the ground, yelling at him

[04:15] <Liven_Up> !roll d20 to dodge?

[04:15] <GameServ> 16 == 16

[04:16] <Dr_Bob> !roll 1d20+16 for the power of friendship to prevail

[04:16] <GameServ> (10) + 16 == 26

[04:16] <Dr_Bob> [Do I go with this or no?]

[04:16] <Silver_Tongue> (Yes god yes)

[04:16] <Liven_Up> (fuck why not, I'm liking it)

[04:16]  * Liven_Up gets taken to the ground with a lough UMPH!

[04:17] <Dr_Bob> "YOU ARE IVAN.  THE IRREPLACEABLE, ONLY OTHER REGULAR DOCTOR HERE.  THE WHOLE TOWN NEEDS YOU.  IT NEEDS US TO WORK TOGETHER.  ....I need you..."

[04:17]  * Dr_Bob falls to Liven

[04:17] <Dr_Bob> 's side, crying

[04:18] <Liven_Up> !roll d20-10 for emotional stability.

[04:18] <GameServ> 18 == 18

[04:18] <Dr_Bob> [That's +-]

[04:18] <Liven_Up> (Okay, so 8 then)

[04:18] <Dr_Bob> [Coo]

[04:18] <Liven_Up> "I.... I...." Tears begin to weld up in his eyes. "I can't... Bob I...."

[04:19] <Dr_Bob> "... please don't do this"

[04:19] <Dr_Bob> "What..."

[04:19] <Dr_Bob> "What am..."

[04:20]  * Dr_Bob stops crying for a second

[04:20] <Liven_Up> "I'm.... I'm scared, Bob. My greatest fear is being replaced, being forgotten..... I just don't feel like... like here I'll ever leave an impact..."

[04:20]  * Dr_Bob starts sobbing into Ivan... again....

[04:20] <Dr_Bob> "WILL YOU LISTEN TO ME???"

[04:21] <Liven_Up> "You say you need me, but you did just fine before I got here..."

[04:22] <Dr_Bob> "I got here after you, dick."

[04:22]  * Dr_Bob is trying SO HARD to regain his composure

[04:22] <Dr_Bob> "You were the first person I really really talked with..."

[04:23] <Dr_Bob> "Please tell me that means something..."

[04:23] <Liven_Up> !roll d20+-15 this time. Breakdown in 3...

[04:23] <GameServ> (5) + -15 == -10

[04:23] <Liven_Up> 2...

[04:23] <Liven_Up> 1...

[04:23] <Dr_Bob> [FUCK YES!]

[04:23]  * Liven_Up completly loses his shit and hugs bob, sobbing like a new born baby as he burries his head into the doctor's shoulder.

[04:24] <Dr_Bob> "I..."

[04:24]  * Dr_Bob forgoes all sense of composure, hugging back Ivan in the sobbingest way

[04:26] <Dr_Bob> "Thank you..."

[04:26]  * Liven_Up manages through the sobbing to let out, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm losing it, I just want to stop the crazy in my head! I never wanted to hurt you or ANY of my friends here!"

[04:27]  * Dr_Bob sniffles, choking out "Oh, so you don't regard me as one of your friends now...?"

[04:28]  * Liven_Up slowly calms down. "Of course! I only said that so... so that way, you might just give up and let me go..."

[04:29]  * Dr_Bob starts to smile "N-now why the hell would you think I'd let you go that easily?"

[04:29] <Liven_Up> "I managed to get the others to write me off no sweat..."

[04:31] <Dr_Bob> "Tough shit, pal.  That was merely horseplay- I wasn't EVER going to write you off!"

[04:31]  * Dr_Bob starts to chuckle a bit with the pun

[04:31]  * Liven_Up goes quiet for a bit before whispering, "Thank you..."

[04:31] <Dr_Bob> "Y-you too..."

[04:32]  * Liven_Up smiles a bit as he finally calms down.

[04:33] <Dr_Bob> "Hey, I could really, REALLY use a drink right now."

[04:34] <Liven_Up> "Me too.... but I can't show my face in there right now, not after before..."

[04:34]  * Dr_Bob shakes his head

[04:34]  * Dr_Bob points to the front desk "Underneath in a box marked BOB ONLY DO NOT TOUCH"... Can you give me that?"

[04:35] <Dr_Bob> [Box is canon fuckers, was referenced prior to this]

[04:35]  * Liven_Up nods, gets up and goes to retrieve it.

[04:35] <Dr_Bob> "... See it?"

[04:35] <Silver_Tongue> (Just Fuck already, the tensions killing me)

[04:35]  * Liven_Up pulls it out. "Yeah, here you go..."

[04:36] <Liven_Up> (Nope, not gonna happen. Bob's too much of a bro for that.)

[04:36]  * Dr_Bob grabs the box, opens it and pulls out two mugs of cider

[04:36] <Dr_Bob> "Cheers..."

[04:36] <Dr_Bob> "Heh... saved these for a rainy day

[04:37]  * Liven_Up takes one and chuckles. "Well then... cheers."

[04:38]  * Dr_Bob takes a sip, and then stops for a second

[04:39]  * Liven_Up is about to do the same then stops. "What is it?"

[04:39] <Dr_Bob> "I-I'm sorry, today's been a long day..."

[04:39]  * Dr_Bob takes another sip

[04:40] <Liven_Up> "Yeah, I bet..." He takes a sip too.

[04:41] <Dr_Bob> "The following can be explained by physical and emotional exhaustion..."

[04:42]  * Dr_Bob drops the mug, slinks down on the wall and starts to sob again

[04:42]  * Liven_Up sighs and puts his mush down before walking over to Bob and placing a hoof on his shoulder. "There there, let it all out..."

[04:43] <Dr_Bob> "Fuck man, it's not fair!  I..."

[04:44]  * Dr_Bob sighs, and then starts to laugh almost inaudibly

[04:44] <Liven_Up> "What... what's not fair?"

[04:45] <Dr_Bob> "Nothing."

[04:45] <Dr_Bob> "Wait no,"

[04:46] <Liven_Up> "Ummmm...."

[04:46] <Dr_Bob> "Everything."

[04:47]  * Dr_Bob sobs "Sometimes I don't WANT to be the comic relief character!"

[04:47] <Liven_Up> "That I can agree with. And hey, you are who you choose to be..."

[04:47] <Dr_Bob> "...Fucker, I told you that."

[04:47]  * Dr_Bob regains his composure

[04:48] <Dr_Bob> [Character development ALL OVER this place]

[04:49] <Liven_Up> "Bob, it's been a long day, I think you need some rest..."

[04:49]  * Dr_Bob smiles, walking to his bedroom 5 feet away from where they're talking.

[04:49] <Dr_Bob> "Oh, and by the way..."

[04:50]  * Dr_Bob cheekily adds "You and I both know CPR isn't needed when a patient is breathing and has a pulse!"  Before lying down into his bed.

[04:50]  * Dr_Bob snores as soon as his head hits the pillow

[04:51]  * Liven_Up groans. "Dude, I just drank an entire bottle of Tequila not 10 minutes before you showed up, I wasn't-"

[04:51]  * Liven_Up notices him sleeping and sighs before walking to his desk, putting his head down and passing out as well.