A bit of who I am~

Is kind of a long story and there's many things I'm not supposed to go into really anymore, but I've always enjoyed loving and worshiping men. I did not know if I could ever be a monogamous sort of girl but I had to quit being a slut, escort, courtesan and private whore because of an incident. I was very lucky to eventually meet my current master and he became the only male in my life. I would get incredibly lonely, unstable and unsafe and when I wasn't with him and his cock, and we tried a lot of things and they were either too risky or didn't work.

 

My master is an incredibly kind geek sort of person and it was VERY fun showing him how I experienced I was, but he enjoyed hentai before we ever met.. A lot of porn and hentai was far too stimulating, but some of the /h/ and especially /d/ material he showed me from 4chan had traits and material that were unusual enough that it was like..  not too much, but also not too little. So for many months before I got permission to actually talk to anyone online I would fairly safely just watch people talk and post on /d/ and it was -incredibly- comforting for all the times that my master wasn't home.

 

To help me deal with feeling like a very badly behaved slut we looked into ways of trying to still please others even though I could only really please my master. Again, lots of things just wouldn't work, and he eventually tried getting me into photoshop. He did some art so he taught me a lot of the basics. Porn was just flat out overwhelming, WAY too sexy and stimulating. Most of hentai was either far too stimulating or not stimulating enough, and after my first attempts to edit H pictures doing things like bimbofication or vanilla hentai decensors I'd get quickly burned out because it was too hard to juggle how turned on or turned off I was getting.

 

We tried a whole lot of various themes and types of hentai, and then I tried dickgirls and it just... worked. I thought I'd only do a handful of edits and then get burned out, but I was just able to keep going and going.

 

So like, I was able to enjoy cocks and not feel so lonely when my master wasn't home, and I was able to feel like a well-behaved slut by still helping hunks to cum. I would also feel... balanced in a way because through edits and everything I felt like I could kind of repay everyone on /d/ for comforting me during a very bad and unstable time in my life. Like, even if no one was even aware of it at the time, /d/ really probably saved my life. There's so many wonderful and sexy people on here, and even though I can't please you the way you deserve to be pleased and worshiped, this is like the next best thing.