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you are anonymous.

 

you have stayed in equestria for a long time. so long it seemed as though you had stayed herre all your life. i guess the place has that effect on you.

 

you know, the first day you got here, the only pony to have met you was the princess herself. you did land directly in her throne room now that you think of it.

 

she found you to be a joy to have around. so much by the fact that she took you into her home without any questions asked.

 

over the years you have met the holders of the elements of harmony, her sister luna, the wonderbolts, the gryfin king, loads of people.

 

when discord came afoot even he seemed to have a liking for you... in a wierd uncle kind of way.

 

im rambling... i tend to do that these days.

 

i make myself sound old. im not old at all.

 

....

 

there was a war...

 

a big one...

 

one that lasted only a week, but one that devistated equestira big time...

 

you fought by the princess's side with all your might. you were winning.

 

the war was against changelings. they had seemed to have a grudge against the kingdom after a wedding that you did not attend.

 

the war was almost over, all you had to do was capture the queen of the changelings. thats all you had to do.

 

you did. easilly in fact. that bothered you the most out of everything is how she tricked you so easilly.

 

said: "oh poor human... you have left your master to her death..."

 

you did.

 

you having the queen captured, you hurried back to the battlefield. no allies to help you get there.

 

you find a hulking changeling fighting celestia. it was too late though. she had been bested.

 

in your rage enduced moment, you killed it.

 

just.... killed it with your bare hands.

 

luna could not be by her sisters side for the fact that she was battling elsewhere entirely, but you know she could since it. her sister had fallen.

 

"no" you said to yourself. "this will not happen! your not leaving me!"

 

you didnt think CPR would work on a alicorn, but it was your only shot.

 

minutes of repeatitive forceful pushes on her chest and putting air in her lungs, she awoke.

 

she said she was not going to make it. i would have slapped her if she wasnt already in pain. i took her up on my shoulders and carried her all the way to a heath station.

 

she didnt think she was going to make it, but you didnt quit on her, so she didnt quit on you.

 

she lived through the war, but she was dammaged magically. she wasnt able to move her limbs well. she needed someone to help her. in the moment you said you would, you didnt care how embaresssed she would be.

 

her doctor says that it will take at least 2 years for her to completly heal, and to be back to normal. that was fine by me, as long as i knew she would be fine.

 

its been 2 months since the war. you are the caretaker of celestia, and you couldnt be hapier that she is alive.

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celestia: anon...

 

>yes?

 

c: could you... continue...

 

you zoned off.

 

your bathing her right now... she finds it really embaressing but she can just deal with it, she cant magically do that anymore.

 

your washing her mane right now. your working your mingers into her scalp and making shure you get every last bit of it clean. she seems to like your fingers and the way they feel through her mane.

 

>sorry about that... i keep thinking back about-

 

c: no... its fine... you know i just get embaressed is all. i dont know where your mind wonders off to anon... and right now we are in a.... situation...

 

>your kind of cute like this, you know...

 

she looks back at you with a really red face and goes back to looking foreward. you liked picking on her in the past... you feel that a since of normality would be best for her right now.

 

you wash out all the suds from the shampoo out of her mane and begin to scrub her back with your hands full of suds.

 

c: anon... you dont have to go down there this time.... its too-

 

>shut it. you know i dont do anything.

 

c: but...

 

>your not really in a possition to be argueing about getting clean.

 

she hasnt been talked to like this in a very long time. whatever.... she can deal with it.

 

you scrub offily close to her marehood, but like you sadi, you wont do anything. you didnt exactly find ponys attractive sexually.

 

she gets nervous, but it is put aside when you work under her stomach.

 

once again you wash off all the suds and she is clean now.

 

you lift her up ont a table for you to dry her off wit a towel.

 

>now like i said last time... dont expect me to make your mane look good. im not so into fashion like everyone else is.

 

c: heheh... it is fine... do you know how to put it in a ponytail?

 

>just put a rubberband around the end and work its way up till it hits your head right?

 

c: that is one way of putting it, yes.

 

she has started to be cheeky lately. i guess she is able to let loose on the fact that she does not have that much work anymore. most if not all of her duties were given to luna untill she is able to recover to a point. celestia isnt even able to raise the sun.

 

you fix her up to look like a baby sitter with the whole ponytail get up.

 

c: baby sitter? wow...

 

>damnit you know your not suposed to be using your magic celestia!

 

you would seriously slap her up side the head... but she knows...

 

c: im sorry.... im.... trying.

 

>*sigh*.... its good to know your able to do magic now. just dont do anything really big, okay? that whole CPR was lucky as it is.

 

she giggles and you carry her onto a wheeled device meant to be the substitution of a wheelchair.

 

you begin to walk her around the castle, she likes that.

 

c: anon......

 

>yes?

 

c: why did you want this job?

 

>well for one... i was really fucking scared at the time.... two... it gives us some time together. would you rather some random nurse to be talking to you?

 

c: no. never.

 

you laugh. you like this new cheeky celestia. she has her moments.

 

c: anon.... do you think you could let me try?

 

>.....okay... but remember im here to help.

 

you let go, and an aura surrounds the wheels. slowly they begin to rotate on their own. she looks really proud of herself. she should be, because you are.

 

you and her talk while going around the castle. many of her subjects wave or salute as we go by.

 

luna: we are suprized to see you wheel yourself sister.

 

c: ive just gotten the hang of it. anon here alowed me.

 

luna gives you a bit of a deadpan stare like "oh of caurse you would let her." but the gives a little smile to you. luna sure is able to switch opinions quickly.

 

l: it is getting late for you sister, you should rest.

 

you and celestia look outside the windows to see that not only is it getting dark, but it is raining. you felt the need to walk out there once you were done walking celestia to her room and getting her comfy.

 

she gives you a look like she wants to stay up late though... you suposse you can stay up late with her untill she gets tired.

 

you give her a wink to which she mouths a thank you.

 

you both say goodbye to luna and head over to celestia's room.

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after 2 hours of talking with her, she began to tucker out.

 

its still raining outside, nows a good time as any, i mean your room was next to hers and lunas outside anyway.

 

you step outside into the caress of water on your body. it is foggy from how much it is too.

 

you havent done this in a long time.

 

l: why do you bother to make yourself sick?

 

>heh.... i dont get sick from the rain. never have really.

 

l: why are you out here anonymous?

 

>i like the rain. i like the way it feels, i like the way it sounds, i just like it....

 

l: .... do you think our sister is-

 

>i know she's getting better. dont worry. as long as you and me are here to push her towards that goal, she'll keep pushing herself for us, for her subjects, and for herself. i think she look happy as all get out when she could start using her magic in small bursts today. im glad.

 

l: im glad too.

 

you both stand outside for a good while admiring how the rain felt.

 

l: well, im going to go back inside. unlike the strong human, i can get sick.

 

you laugh and shoo her off. your going to go ahead and stay out here for a while longer. you dont get many chances like this.

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your back inside and showering, your hair has gotten pretty long, its almost to your shoulders. rarity has been dying to cut it, but the princesses thinks it looks cool this way, so the hair stays. sorry rarity.

 

you get out with clean clothes on, you are just about to jump onto your bed and crash untill:

 

c: i know this may be inapropriat to ask, as we do not have a relationship, but would you be willing to.... sleep with me tonight?

 

the door connecting into celestia's room was open. magiciking cheeky mare.

 

>why might i ask?

 

c: ..... id just like some company... this is strange i know but-

 

she shuts up when you are already in bed with her.

 

>the only rule i have is no spooning.

 

she has a red face.

 

youve come to like embaressing her like that.

 

c: mean...

 

>deal with it.

 

you two lay there on her bed, you open your left eye to see her staring at you some times, but closing her eyes when you open yours.

 

c: is this too awkward for you?

 

>well being stared at does seem to make that feeling happen, but not really.

 

c: ..... i saw you out in the rain.... i asked for them to make it rain today.

 

>..... thanks....

 

you two lay there for awhile, it is awkward now.

 

c: anon.... i think your the only reason why im still here...

 

>well im just glad my crappy excuse for CPR helped yo-

 

c: im not joking anonymous.

 

she only uses your full name when she is serious.

 

>.... jesus tia....

 

you dont call her tia that much.

 

>.... i mean... what did you expect me to do? im not gonna let you die on me...

 

c: ..... anonymous.... once i get better... id like for us to-

 

you put your finger on her mouth.

 

>i know.... i think we've both known for awhile now.

 

you and princess flirted on occation... but before the war, it had gotten to the point to where you actually did think of dating her.

 

you get close to her and rest your head near her horn. you both close your eyes and await for the next day.

 

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c: i thought there was to be no spooning...

 

>i like you cheeky but your ruining the moment.