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loosing it

By: brainstormsw on Aug 10th, 2013  |  syntax: None  |  size: 2.30 KB  |  hits: 35  |  expires: Never
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  1. >big mac look as you....you can feel his hate for you he actually speaks up for once
  2. (in big macs talk which i don't know how to do) you the reason she was in the mess she was in, she had to watch as you slow drifted away...you said you'd always protect her! keep her by your side..and now look what you've done!! she not with not with us anymore!!
  3. >your taken a step back hearing all of this....
  4. "what do you mean!!
  5. >the blood drains from you body, and you start to feel your self black out...
  6. >Big Mac squeezes his eyes shut and turns away
  7. you can the glimmer of a stream of tears against the full moon
  8. >you came here to tell her...that you remembered....remembered it all, that you couldn't hide it anymore
  9. >the note said she was going to be leaving...is this what she meant
  10. >you cant stand straight, it feels as if you've lost your will to live.
  11. >you fall to your knees as if the weight of the world is on your shoulders.
  12. >Big mac try to scream, but loses it
  13. >"I!!...I HA-", his voice cracks in the middle,"te you soo much"
  14. >he starts sobbing, while you kneel with your head down. your eyes are wide open but all you see is red
  15. >"And I hate myself even more!", it was my fault you lost your memories!, and that I couldn't stop her"
  16. >"Anon"
  17. >You whole body feels weak and numb, and his voice seems so far away, drowned out by AJ's voice in your head
  18. >"I love ya anon"...."I hope this last forever"
  19. >"ANON!"
  20. >You look at Big mac and try to clear your eyes
  21. >"I found her in the barn, she was holding on to the locket you gave her"
  22. >"she had hung herself", his voice is shaky,"in the barn...she told me she would just be a sec, and I had a feeling something was up, but I ignored it.
  23. "I remembered"
  24. >big mac looks at you, with out emotion
  25. >you get up and try to put your self back together
  26. >you legs feel like bricks, but you only have one thing one your mind...to see her
  27. "Big Mac, I neve-, he cuts you off
  28. >"As much as i hate you, blame you", he turns his face away from you. "i forgive you. i know I'm family, but you were her lover, and now that i know you remember, i know how your dying on the inside
  29. >if only big mac knew how long you were keeping your memory a secret....you dare not tell him
  30. >you had so many opportunities to tell her you still loved her, but you could bring your self to it.
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