Title:           I shouldn't have even brought this up
Author:          Verbose_and_Dash
Pastebin link:   http://pastebin.com/6PDZeLfb
First Edit:      Saturday 26th of January 2013 10:58:12 PM CDT
Last Edit:       Saturday 26th of January 2013 10:58:12 PM CDT

I've brought this shit upon myself here. Israel I really feel that you've had some bloody role in this as well. Don't ask me how, but I know it.
 
>Be me contemplating whether to do some forcing or not
>Roommate decides to leave for something
>Fuckyes.jpg
"Huh, well looks like we can actually get some good work done."
>Pull up iTunes (I'll do what I want) and play pink noise through headphones
>Spin chair around to face Dash who's sitting on the floor waiting to get started
>Try forcing
>Not really getting anything out of sitting in the chair
 
>"Try sitting on the floor"
"Fair enough"
>Sit down and try forcing again
>Still not working dammit
>"Try taking your clothes off."
>Dafuck!?
"What are you getting at? You better not be trying what I think you're trying-"
>She sighs in frustration "Look, if we're gonna try this the way Methos imposed Raina, then that means we'll have to feel out each-other's bodies."
>I don't even
>"Do you want this to go better or not?"
>Sigh and take off shirt
>"Pants too."
"Fine but I'm keeping my underpants on."
>"Whatever."
 
>Begin the forcing session by trying to feel one another's forearms/forelegs
>Not working as well as hoped
>Feeling really uncomfortable with so little clothing on
"I don't think this is really working"
>She looks at me with some concern "Well how about you just feel out my form with your hands like you did with visualizing?"
>Fair enough
>Feel out part of forelegs with hands, placing them underneath her axilla (armpits or whatever the hell they are)
>Feeling really fucking weird right now
>Slowly move hands up and down sides, feeling the transition from ribs to top of flanks
>Do the same with back and chest/belly without moving from the spot
>Not looking her in the eye
>Can feel her chest move as she breathes
>So damn cool, but trying this way is awkward as fuck
>Notice the door is unlocked
>Ohshit
>"Okay I'll lie on my back and you can try again."
"I'm going to go lock the door."
>"Probably a good idea there."
>Step around her as she lies on her back and lock the door
>Not as uncomfortable as before
 
>Go back and sit next to her
>"Start with my chest and belly again, then go with my legs."
>Do as suggested, feeling a dip when moving from chest to belly
>Softer too
"First bellyrub I've ever given you, kind of weird."
>"Yeah. I actually like it too. Don't go too far south though."
>Really, had to mention it didn't you?
>chuckle and move to hind legs
>Realize that feeling them would involve feeling her rump
>ohgodwhy
>Not looking at her face, but imagine there's a smug grin
>Sigh and man up
>Feel contours of each hind leg both both hands, bending them at joints in direction they're supposed to go
>Switch to forelegs again and work on them properly
>"Okay, try the tail now."
>Look towards base of tail
>Try to completely overlook naughty bits
>Run fingers through hair on tail several times while noticing the colors mix together
>Feels soft
>Notice a scent of baked cookies
 
>Hear a noise
>Stop working on tail
>Nothing happens
>"You don't have to work on the other parts down there if you don't wanna."
>You had to just bring it up didn't you
>Looks like I'll be taking the plunge
>My body is NOT ready
>Quickly trace out parts with index finger and thumb
>"That feels weird."
>For fuck's sake
>Jerk hand away fast enough to break sound barrier
>"You didn't have to do that you know."
"Can we just work on your back now?"
>"Yeah, go ahead."
>She leaps up and then lies down in the same spot.
>"Don't forget about my wings."
>Nod and start moving hands along where back would be
>Notice slight dip between hindquarters and ribs
>Hear door shut in hallway
>Probably nothing
>Continue, while taking note of wings
>Hear doorknob jiggle
>Fuck! Roommate is back
>Throw on clothes as fast as humanly possible
>Roommate is knocking on door
>Must've forgotten key, thank goodness
>Step around Dash and let him into room
>Make up excuse about having headphones on
>He believes it
>Got away with it
>Bisonyes.gif
>Still feeling awkward as fuck
>Dash gives no fucks; typical
 
Hope you're happy Israel...and any other mancer who ends up reading this atrocity.