Abusive RD #2

*Start Day 2*

>You should’ve known.

>You just can’t let her go…

You mentally curse yourself as you make your way towards Rainbow Dash’s house.

>you carry in the crook of your arm a bouquet of flowers and two tickets to tomorrow's wonderbolt show in your hand.

>To get tickets, especially the day before an event. Is next to impossible.This is probably the best idea you’ve ever came up with, or the biggest waste of money in all of Equestria.

>Rainbow Dash’s house appears in view.

>You slow down your pace as you mull over yesterday.

>What if she is still mad about what happened last night? What if she doesn’t accept your apology?

>She’s had time to cool off, you think, but then you remember slamming her against the wall and punching her.

>A weight hits the pit of your stomach.

>You feel a sense of dread welling up inside of you.

>Subconsciously, you just wish she won't take you back. For all the shit youve done, you know she deserves better.

>Selfishly, you need her because you know that she’s the only good thing in your life right now.

>You move at a slug’s pace as you approach her floating house in the sky,this is a terrible idea.

>This is it. The moment of truth.

> Looking up at her house you yell, “Dash! Dash are you in there? I need to talk to you! I need to tell you I-!”

>God this sucks, you feel so fucking pathetic.

“I… I’m sorry!”

>Silence

>You wait a few minutes, but she doesn't reply. Either she isn’t home, or she’s just ignoring you. >Fucki it, seeiing that ithere is literally no way you can find out, you decide to just head home.

>On the way home,you notice something peculiar,there were clouds shaped like men all over the sky.

>Strange...

>You wonder if Dash was trying to apologise to you instead,until suddenly all of them blew in half with a technicolor trail going through them.

>You figure she WAS still mad about last night but go towards where the trail stopped anyway.

>”Dash,can you come down here so we can talk about yesterday?”  

>Dash looks down at you.

>You can see the repercussions of your actions. God, her muzzle is all swollen.

>She’s out here letting the whole world see it too. What you’ve done.

>Yeah, this was a bad idea. But you’re determined to win her back.

>instead of answering she turned toward another cloud shaped human.

>she glared at you and fiercely kicked through it,making it disappear into the air.

>”Go away Anon,we have nothing to talk about.” she responds coldly.

>”Hey, the least You can do is hear me out first…”You say only getting a sharp glare in response. Calm down. You promised yourself you wouldn’t get mad.

>After a moment, she lands in front of you.

>You take a deep breath and exhale

”To make it up to you i got front tickets to the wonderbolts show!”

>She lets out a sigh.

>”Do you really think you can buy me off with gifts, Anon? This isn’t going to solve it. This isn’t going to fix us. After last night...”Rainbow lowered her head,obviously starting to tear up.

>You interrupt her.

“Last night was a mistake Dashie. A one off thing. I promise, no I swear to God”

>You shuffle the flowers to your left as you raise your right arm

 “That I’m never gonna hit you again.”

>She’s not listening to you. You hate it when she does that.

>”Last night made me realize,you’ve changed since we first became a couple. At first it was fun being with you all the time,You were fun. We hardly ever fought and you actually acted like you cared  about me….” Her voice cracks as she finishes her sentence. Dash is crying.

>You instinctively go to hug her.

> She jerks away from your grasp and takes a few steps back.

>That hurt. Best to just let her finish.

“Then after awhile you started instigating arguments with me about the stupidest things.You treated me like dirt. You never made me feel appreciated….Like you loved being an asshole to me...I should have left when you started that but I was an idiot and stayed because I thought that you cared about me, but now I see that I was so wrong.”

>Rainbow looked you straight in the eyes,she didn't sound sad anymore,she sounded furious.

>”After everything I've done for you,you turn around and punch me because I messed up our breakfast like the stupid rage-filled ape you are!

>She flies up to you

>Now it’s your turn to jerk back.

>She was on eye-level with you now,her eyes full of hatred and angst.

>”Rainbow..I..”

>”Save it…..I don't wanna hear it.

>You look at her,trying to hold in your own tears…

“Rainbow please, I want to make this up to yo-..”

>“I SAID I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT,JUST GET LOST! YOU’RE A GOOD FOR NOTHING  LOSER AND YOU’RE NO GOOD FOR ME! YOU’RE NO GOOD FOR ANYONE!  GET OUT OF HERE BEFORE I BUCK YOU IN THE CROTCH! AND DON'T LET ME CATCH YOU HERE AGAIN!”

>Rainbow’s voice is hoarse and you can feel her warm heavy breath on your face.

>She lands. She hangs her head down. After a moment she turns around and walks away. Just like that. Like you were nothing.

>If things were different you would scream for her to get back here, you would probably drag her back to the house. By her mane if need be.

>But you don’t because you can’t.

>If it weren’t for that look she gave you before she left.

>That was the look of someone who has reached the end of trying.

>You feel numb. This is it, you’re all alone now. You’ve successfully thrown away your only chance at happiness.

>Dad must be loving this. He must be watching you and yucking it up from his special place in Hell.

>You don’t know what to do. You want to just stand there like a statue and never move again. You don’t know how you did it but by some miracle you force yourself to start moving. You turn around and make your way home.

>After arriving home you just want to go lay down,it was the only thing that you felt you could do.

>You go to the only part of the room that isn’t completely trashed,your bedroom.

>You let yourself fall face first in the bed.

>”Fucking Dash, you know you made me to hit you in the first place…”, you say to nobody in particular.

>Why do you try to find a way to always put the blame on her?

>Thanks dad, you horrible piece of shit.

>After laying there for awhile you start to drift off into unconsciousness only to be awakened by your stomach growling.

>Fuck, you skipped breakfast to go looking for those Wonderbolts tickets.

>Deciding to get something to eat you head downstairs to look in the fridge.

There is nothing since Dash wasted all of your food attempting to cook.

>You’re not too keen on scraping whatever leftovers are on the floor. Besides, its over cooked.

 >Fuck it. You're going to town to get something to eat.

>As you walk out the door you can't help but stare at all the damage your fight with RD caused.

>There are chairs and tables overturned,broken glass from photo frames mixed with various liquids and pieces of what should have been breakfast, not forgetting the many holes in your walls.

>You look at what lay on the couch…..That fucking guitar…..

>Sighing, you walk out of the house and onto a the lonesome trail to town.

>Arriving in town you survey the places to eat at.

>There are various stalls selling your run of the mill fruits and vegetables.

>There was always sugarcube corner, but you’re worried about whether or not Dashie told her friends about yesterday. Knowing her, if any on saw her swelled up face, shes just brush it off, and say it was a training accident.

>Besides, you’re craving cupcakes….

>Fuck it. Sugarcube corner it is.

>Walking in your senses are overloaded by mouth watering scent of sugary baked goods.

>You are greeted by Mrs. Cakes.

>”Hello anon, what can we getcha today? Would you like to try my eclairs? I made them earlier today” ,she asks with a happy tone,”chocolate truffles? Candy corn flavored cupcakes? PB and J?Homemade squash soup?”

>”Just a cinnamon bun...please.”

>”Coming right up hun.” .she says as she turns to go back into the kitchen with a wink.

>You hear the entrance to the bakery open and then a voice greet you.

>”H...hi a-anon”      

>You know that awkwardly timid voice, it’s obviously Fluttershy.

>You really don’t want to see any of Rainbow’s friends right now.

>Out of all her friends she’s the only one that’s still somewhat frightened of you. It’s probably just in her nature.

>”Hello,Fluttershy.” You say unenthusiastically as you turn around and Look down at the yellow cocksleeve,”What brings you here?””

>”Oh umm I was just here to see if Pinkie was h-here....”

>She buried her face in her mane and just looked up at you….damn she’s cute.

>”Sorry fluttershy, haven’t seen her,I’m guessing it’s her day off.”

>A look of disappointment grows on her face, and she trots back towards the door.

>She stops at the entrance for a second, then turns back to face you.

>”Anon,did you and Dashie get into a fight again?”

>Her voice is firm,with a hint of anger, which was unlike her.  

>Your heart practically stops.

>Did Dash tell her what you did?

>This could get awkward real fast…

”Just a little argument,nothing major, why?”

>”Just curious.”,she says as she softens her glare towards you.

>”Anon,your food is ready!” Mrs. Cake says in a happy high pitched motherly way as she walks out of the back room and up to the counter.

>”Will that be for here or to go?”

>You can’t help but feel Fluttershy’s eyes bore a hole into your back.

”To go.”

>”That’ll be 2 bits, please.”

>You place the bits on the counter as she wraps it up and hands it to you.

>You thank her and begin your walk home.

>You notice just how late it is  as you watch the sun dropping past the horizon.

>The enticing smell of your fresh cinnamon bun makes your stomach growl.

>You practically eat it all in one bite.

>Rainbow loved these. Despite all her exercising its a wonder she didn’t become such a fatass.

>Stupid candy horse metabolism.

>She always ate them, she was determined to get you to like them, but there was something about the taste of cinnamon that you just couldn't stand.

>Flashbacks of better time start to flood your head. You’re starting to feel that hole in your heart again.

>You were bedridden for almost two week. You were so sick that you could barely walk, let alone do anything.  

>That following week Dashie got her revenge.

>You lose yourself in the memory….

>”C’mon Anon. open up.” she spoke softly, “here comes the CINNABON TRAIN! Heh heh!” her voice got higher with each word she spoke is followed by a chuckle.

>You’re back in your home, in your bed.

>Rainbow’s hovering over you, grinning from ear to ear.

>You can almost feel your fever all over again.

>Rainbow, took it upon herself to become your caretaker until you got better.

>Despite your protests she managed to keep you in bed.

>You couldn’t fight Rainbow and a fever at the same time.

>You gave up and submitted to Dash as she tucked you in.

>If you had a mother, you’d think this is how she’d treat you when you were sick

>Rainbow was still the shittiest cook on the planet no doubt, she feared her cooking would’ve made you sicker. She went to sugarcube corner and bought a whole bag of cinnamon buns.

>She had no clue what you liked so of course she bought her favorite. Cinnamon buns.

> She assumed that with her awesome taste in sugary sweets, you would totally love what she picked out for you.

>You shook your head back and forth and tightened  your lips like a sick child. “I’d rather have three square meals of your cooking over your cinnashit buns” you grumbled

>You shouldn’t have said that…..  

>She giggled at the unamusement in your voice.

>”Open wide monkey man,THERE ARE NO BREAKS ON THIS RIDE.”

>She stuffed the entire cinnabon in your mouth. You were just too weak and helpless to stop her.

>”This is for you own good babe. You haven’t touched any food the whole day.” You just barely noticed the hint of concern in her voice.

>She stuffed another cinnabon into your already full mouth.

“Why coul….*Mmfff* couldn't you just have a cake ...*mppph* fetish”

>“I’m just doin my job as you faithful girlfriend! I’m not just gonna let ya starve ya-know.” Rainbow proudly proclaimed as she took her foreleg and hit her chest to emphasize the I’m part in her statement.

>She didn’t notice until it was too late. She had just splattered her chest with residual icing from the last cinnamon bun she fed you.

>Scrunching her face, she reluctantly looked down at the sticky mess in her fur.

>“...Aw shit.” she said as she licked her hoof.

“What did you just say?”          

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>You snap out of it for a second as you notice you've just arrived at your house.

>You half expect RD be there…

“Just like old times.” You say under you breath as you open the door to your wrecked home.”

>Theses things can be fixed. They can be replaced…..but at what cost?

>You can’t even think of where to start….fuck it. you’ll clean this shit up tomorrow.

>All you want to do is just sleep….forever.

>That and maybe eat some more cinnabons, why did you only buy one?

>You go to the bathroom and take a shower.

>you notice the two tickets to the wonderbolt show on the living room table

>You almost forgot you had them.

>What a depressing sight.

>Walking over to the tickets,you pick them up and examine them.

>The tickets are gold and you can just make out the faded official wonderbolts emblem behind the black lettering.

>You begin to wonder,should you go to the show?

>The show starts tomorrow night at 5 to 8…

>Why not go yourself tomorrow, It’d be best not to waste ‘em.

>especially now since there’s no mares holding you down.

>Yeah, you’ll have a good time. You assure yourself.

*End Day 2*