Emotion Junkie Part 1

>The alarm clock screeches in your ear.

>You slam your hand down on it and then rip the plug out of the wall.

"Fucking clocks. Fuck you."

>Groaning, you sit up and look over to the window.

>It's a nice day outside.

>Well, you would think that if you weren't so broken.

>When you came here to Equestria, your body went through some changes.

>Your emotions are totally fucked.

>All you feel is hatred toward everything.

>Maybe a little bit of sadness and a smidgen of compassion...

>But mostly hatred and anger.

>It's really a surprise that any of the ponies in this land would want to be your friend.

>Considering when you first got here, you kicked sand in the really quiet yellow one's face.

>She happened to be the 'element of kindness' or something.

>Whatever the fuck that means.

>Princess Celestia declared that you could no longer step foot in Ponyville unless you changed your ways.

>Which is impossible, you've tried everything you know.

>Pretending to be happy failed when you almost curb stomped that hellspawn Opal because she scratched your leg.

>Asking for help got you nowhere because they all thought it was just you trying to trick them.

>So you kinda just...

>Well, pushed all of those thoughts down.

>But whatever.

>It's not like you wanted to be in Ponyville anyway.

>That would mean there's more ponies for you to hate without really meaning to.

>With a shake of the head, you momentarily rid yourself of those thoughts.

>You look over at the picture of you and your girlfriend on your bedside table.

>Not everyone hated you.

>Some actually liked the fact that you were how you were.

>You pick the picture up and flip it over.

>"For all of those times when you're not feeling yourself.  -Trixie"

>Trixie's a nice gal.

>She might hide it with a layer of hot sauce, but she's got a sweet core.

>You put the picture back on the table and turn it the right way.

>Then you stand up and stretch out your back.

"This bed sucks ass. It feels like I'm sleeping on a pile of fucking rocks or something."

>"I thought you liked this bed."

>You turn around and look at your beautiful girlfriend as she sits up in bed.

>Her mane hangs in front of her face and she moves it aside with her hooves.

>She then rubs her eyes and stands on the bed to return your gaze.

>"What're you staring at?"

>You lightly shake your head and smirk.

"I'm staring at your hot ass, Trix."

>She laughs a little bit.

>"I love it when you call me that."

>She leans in and you do as well, pursing your lips onto hers for a brief moment.

>She breaks the kiss and smiles.

>"I love you dumbass."

"Love you too bitch."

>You slap her flank and she makes a sexy growl.

>Then both of you walk over to the bathroom to do your morning routine.

>As you sit on the shitter, she stares into the mirror at herself.

"Why do you do that?"

>"I'm just basking in my own glory."

>She strikes a pose in front of the mirror.

>You chuckle.

"I fucking love you Trix."

>She gives you a smile.

>You finish up on the toilet and start the water.

>Trix walks over to the tub.

>You step to the side.

"Ladies first."

>She looks up at you like you're joking.

"I'm being serious this time."

>"How kind of you."

>She puts one hoof into the tub and then you jump in before her.

"HAH!"

>"I KNEW YOU WERE UP TO SOMETHING!"

>She jumps in after you with a devious smirk on her face.

>"You want to play like that, huh?"

>She uses her magic to grab some water and she splashes it up in your face.

>You wipe it off and glare down at her.

>Her ears flatten and she backs up.

>You slowly reach down to her.

>"No no no no!"

>Against her will, you scoop her up in your arms.

>She blushes hard and looks away.

>"Tch, put me down!"

>She hates being held like this.

>It makes her feel weak.

>Also, she's afraid of being dropped.

"What are the magic words?"

>"Please put me down!"

>You turn so that she's being pounded by the warm water.

>"Agh! Hey!"

"What are the real magic words?"

>She hits your chest with her hooves.

>"Anon! It's getting in my eyes!"

>You turn back around and she looks up at you with her wet mane covering her face.

>But she still has a tiny smile.

>"Alright, you had your fun. Put me down."

"The magic words..."

>"I don't know!"

>You start spinning around and she death grips your body.

>"GAH! THE GREAT AND POWERFUL TRIXIE DOES NOT APPROVE!"

"Then I guess I'm not putting you down!"

>"STOP SPINNING!"

>You stop and now she's getting hit by the water again.

>"ANON I SWEAR TO CELESTIA I'LL JAB MY HORN UP YOUR ASS!"

"Oh alright."

>You bend down and set her back on her legs.

>Then you smirk at her when she glares at you.

>"Stop it!"

>She can't take the smile of her loved one and fails miserably at hiding her own.

>Then her eyes become half lidded and she bats them seductively at you.

>"Hey Anon..."

"Yeah?"

>"What stays dirty as it gets cleaned?"

>Oh fuck, a riddle.

>You're amazing at riddles.

"Mud."

>"Well, yes, but that's not-"

"Bull-fucking-shit! You can't clean mud!"

>"Anon, I-"

"I got the riddle and you just don't want to admit it!"

>"ANON!"

>You stop talking.

>She groans.

>"I meant sex in the shower!"

>Oh.

>Well that makes more sense in the situation.

"Oh... Hehe."

>She shakes her head.

>"You're an idiot sometimes."

"And you put up with me. C'mere you."

>She walks over to you and uses her magic to lift your member.

>Without hesitation, she takes you into her mouth.

>The chilling sensation of her magic mixed with the warmth of her mouth make you hard and ready.

>She pulls off and then turns around.

>You slap her flanks and she gasps.

>Then you work your fingers into them and pinch her cutie marks.

>She bucks her hips backwards.

>"Come on already, please!"

"Okay! Quit yellin' at me!"

>You smack her on the flank again and she yelps.

>Then you take your cock in your hand and rub it along her winking clit.

>She shivers for a second and lightly moans.

>You squish her flanks together and rub your member between them.

>She looks back at you with her tongue hanging out of her mouth.

>"Stop teasing and put it in..."

>You raise an eyebrow.

>"Please."

"That's more like it."

>You guide yourself inside of her.

>She backs up to you, making you hilt.

>Her insides pull and twist on you, sending waves of pleasure throughout your body.

>She moans loudly, experiencing the same pleasure.

>You lean down and run your hands down her stomach until you reach her tits.

>Starting off lightly, you begin squeezing them.

>She turns her head and looks at you with the corner of her eye.

>She bites her lip as she tries not to scream out from the mixture of pain and pleasure.

>Then you start to pull out, only to slam back in.

>She involuntarily kicks a leg back and hits your shin.

"Gah!"

>You stop thrusting and just stand there for a few seconds to groan in pain.

>She always does this.

>Why have you not learned?

>She looks back.

>"Sorry."

"It's fine."

>She faces forward once again.

>Then you continue thrusting in and out of her.

>As your head kisses her cervix over and over, you get an idea.

>You move a hand away from her tit and grab onto her horn.

>Then you stroke it like you would a dick.

>She stops moving completely.

>"What are you doing?"

"Well I just thought that-"

>"They're not the same thing Anon."

>Well shit.

>You let go and continue rutting her.

>Your hands make their way back to her flank and you smack her again.

>She tenses up for a second after the slap and then relaxes.

>A hand makes its way to her pussy and slips in a thumb along with your cock.

>A light moan escapes her lips once she feels the sensation.

>After your thumb is well lubricated, you pull it out and start circling around her puckerhole.

>She shakes her head and tries to speak through moans.

>"No..."

>You lean over her body and bend down so that your head is next to hers.

>Then you whisper to her.

"I'll be gentle."

>Your thumb pushes deep into her ass and her mouth and eyes open wide as she gasps.

>You stand back up and start putting more force into your thrusts.

>She backs up into you as you pump into her, creating a slap sound each time your bodies collide.

>A second thumb wiggles its way into her ass and she drags her hoof at the ground while whining.

>"Ngg!"

>You lean back over her body and whisper to her.

"Do you like that?"

>She is panting.

>"I... I shouldn't... but... kinda..."

>You kiss her on the cheek and stand back up.

"Good girl."

>Using the thumbs in her ass, you slowly begin to stretch it open.

>Her eyes shut tight as she resists the urge to yelp.

>You pull your member out of her pussy.

>She turns and looks at you, fully aware of what you're about to do.

>You bring the head of your cock to her ass.

>She leans away from you as much as she can.

>"A-Anon-"

>You slowly push into her.

>She yells out and then bends down so that she's resting on her front knees.

>The inside of her ass squeezes down on you, trying to rid itself of this unwanted visitor.

>It only makes you feel so much better as you push deeper.

>When you hilt, you lean over her once again and whisper to her.

"You like that bitch?"

>She nods with her eyes shut tight.

>"Mhm."

>You then grab her by the throat.

>Her eyes open and she looks into yours.

"Are you my bitch?"

>She says nothing but keeps the stare.

>You slam into her ass harder.

>She winces.

"I said, are you my bitch?"

>She doesn't say anything, so you prepare to demolish her ass.

>But then she speaks.

>"I'm your bitch! Trixie is your bitch!"

"That's better. And what does my bitch want?"

>She inhales sharply as you go deep once again.

>"Fuck my pussy."

"What was that?"

>She gives you an annoyed look.

>"I said, fuck my pussy."

"I couldn't hear you."

>She throws her head back and yells.

>"FUCK TRIXIE'S PUSSY!"

"That's more like it."

>You let go of her throat and stand back up.

>Then bring your hands down to her soaking wet pussy.

>You manage to get eight fingers inside of her.

>And it's more than enough to make her happy.

>Her eyes roll back into her head.

>The feeling of eight fingers inside of her is too much for her to handle.

>Each finger moving or turning a different way, making her feel things she's never felt before.

>Both of you moan at the same time.

>You from feeling the warmth and tightness of her ass.

>And her from feeling your fingers explore around inside of her pussy.

>Her tongue hangs out the side of her mouth and she rests her head on the tub floor.

>As you push both your hands and cock into her, she leans further and further away from you.

>That means she's close.

>You push deep with both and hold it for a few seconds.

>She screams out and her entire body starts to shake.

>Her legs and insides tense up, sending you over the edge and nearly breaking your fingers.

>You roar out a moan as you unload your seed into her.

>She moans loudly as she climaxes.

>Both of you are yelling at the top of your lungs in this shower.

>Man it would have been awkward if you had neighbors.

>You finish emptying your fuel tanks into her ass.

>She backs up to you all the way and gyrates her hips, moving your cock around inside of her.

"I love dominating you."

>"I love it too..."

>When you pull out, your sticky strands of cum run out of her.

>She makes a light unf sound as you pull your fingers out.

>She then squats down and pushes all of your cum out of herself.

>Just seeing her slightly gaped ass spurting out your seed makes you ready to go again.

>When you grab her head however, she stops you with a hoof.

"Awww... Just a quickie?"

>She turns around and looks up at you.

>"I would go for some more, but the water is starting to get cold."

>Fuck.

>You didn't even notice that.

>But now that you do, fuck is it cold.

"You're right."

>Trix levitates the soap over to herself.

"Better not drop it."

>She giggles a little bit.

>"Shut up."

>You both clean each other and get out of the shower.

>She grabs a towel and dries herself off while you go to the mirror to shave.

>When you find your razor, you look over at Trix.

"I seriously don't know how you can do that."

>She is sitting on the toilet.

>After the shower.

>Absolutely disgusting.

>"What's wrong with this? I dried off first!"

"Not the same."

>You start shaving the little stubble you have.

>"How isn't it the same?"

"You've got a wet ass now."

>"Why does that matter?"

"Because when you go to wipe, the toilet paper will break off into tiny pieces around your ass because you're wet."

>"I'm dry!"

"Not entirely. Then it'll stick to your ass."

>"I'm not even shitting!"

>Your ears finally decide to work and you hear the light stream hit the water.

"Oh."

>She shakes her head and flushes the toilet.

>Then she wipes herself.

>You finish shaving and then exit with her.

>Both of you go back into the room to get dressed.

>Well, Trix puts on her cape while you actually get dressed.

>You shake your head and she looks up at you with a disgruntled expression.

>"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Why do you have to wear that stupid cape and walk around like you're some fucking superhero or something?"

>She huffs and furrows her brow.

>"It's a fashion thing, you wouldn't understand."

>She then turns away from you to put dirty clothes in the bin.

"Understand that there's no need for that fucking ridiculous looking cape when you can do your magic act without it?"

>She turns back to you, her face flushed with anger.

>"Do you want to know why?! I wear it because it helps me feel like I matter, okay?!"

>That was random.

>She goes back to violently throwing clothes in the bin.

>Ah shit.

>Ya pissed her off.

>You come close to her and put a hand on her back, making her stop what she's doing.

>She then takes off her cape with her magic and casts it aside.

"Trix, you do matter. I don't know why you'd ever think you didn't, unless you forgot to make me a sandwich."

>She smacks your hand away and tries to hide her smirk.

>"You ass."

>She turns toward you.

"I'm sorry I ticked you off."

>"It's alright, you were just being... well, you."

>Yeah.

>Just you.

>But this isn't you.

>You used to be a better person.

>Not this bitter asshole you are now.

>Fuck Equestria and it's magic, all fucking shit up.

>Ah fuck.

>You're letting these thoughts get the best of you again.

>Just gotta push it back down again.

>But...

>It's so hard.

>You walk over to the bed and sit down.

>Trix comes over to you, a tad bit confused why you did so.

>"Something wrong?"

>Not being able to keep all these things to yourself anymore, you ask her.

"How come I can't be a normal person like I used to be?"

>She raises her eyebrow in mild confusion.

>"What do you mean? You are normal, sweetie."

>Shit.

>To the ponies here, this must be the normal you.

>How to word this...

"Well before I came here I used to be a lot nicer. Like, I used to not be such a dick all the time."

>She jumps up onto the bed to your right.

>"Why does it matter? I love you the way you are and-"

"But you're missing the point. You're not loving me. You're loving what's left of me."

>She leans her head on your shoulder.

>"But I love you because of what you are now... Are you saying that if you ever become yourself again, that I wouldn't love you anymore?"

>You shake your head and look down.

"I don't know Trix. I don't know."

>A light gurgle is heard.

>Both you and Trix look at her stomach.

>She smiles and makes a squeak sound.

>"Heh, I guess I'm a bit hungry. Can we talk more about this over breakfast?"

"Sure."

>She jumps off the bed and heads for the door.

>You follow her out of the room and down the stairs.

>"I'll make breakfast."

"Damn right you will."

>You slap her flank and she makes a bite motion at you.

>She walks into the kitchen and you go sit at the table in the dining room.

>This is the only time when being an asshole is okay.

>Around loved ones.

>But out in the town, which you aren't even allowed in, it was awful.

>You think back to some of your experiences.

>Mouthing off to the Princess.

>Telling Cheerilee her teaching skills sucked ass.

>Tripping the taxi carriage driver.

>Yeah.

>You've searched for help before, but it just came along as threatening.

>The first pony you went to wasn't even a pony.

>She was some creepy mini zebra with potions and shit.

>She didn't like the fact that you called her a zigger and broke her cauldron when she had nothing to help you.

>And then there was that unicorn that had that crush on you.

>You can't remember her name right now.

>Anyway, you were drunk when you went to ask her.

>Can't really remember exactly what happened, but she was really angry with you from that point on.

>Hell, you're surprised they even let you stay in Ponyville for as long as you did.

>Stupid fucking ponies.

>They're too stupid to even help you.

>Even when you're begging at the Princess's hooves...

>Well it wasn't really at her hooves.

>It was more in her face.

>And it wasn't really begging.

>It was more demanding.

>But you couldn't do anything else!

>It's not your fault!

>And then she had you banished after she got some letter.

>Damn Princess.

>She'll be the first one you go see once you've 'changed' or whatever it was she told you to do.

>The smell of eggs and pancakes sends your train of thought flying off the rails.

>Two plates, one with eggs and one with pancakes, come floating into the room with Trix's magical glow wrapped around them.

>Then the lights go on and off.

>Trix steps out from the kitchen and walks into the room.

>"Time for a GREAT and POWERFUL breeaaakfaaaaast!"

>She lands the plates on the table and then stops the lights.

>Then she sits at the table with a smile on her face.

"You always like to put on a show, don't you?"

>She giggles.

>"Well that is what I do for a living."

>You look down at the two plates and then back up to her.

"Uh, Trix."

>"Yes?"

"Where are the plates and the silverware?"

>She facehooves.

>"I knew I forgot something..."

>Her horn glows and clanking is heard from the kitchen.

>Then two plates and forks come from the around the corner.

>They land neatly in front of both of you.

>"That's better!"

>She is about to dig in.

"No drinks?"

>She looks angrily at you.

>"Why didn't you tell me that when I got the plates?!"

"I like seeing you get so frustrated."

>She groans and then the orange juice comes around the corner accompanied by two glasses.

>They clank down on the table and she pours the orange juice in each.

>"There, happy?"

"Very."

>You take a few pancakes from the stack and some scrambled eggs from the other plate.

>Then you start eating.

>And fuck is it good.

>You swallow the first mouthful and look at Trixie.

>She is looking back at you, wondering what you'll say.

>She's very self conscious about her cooking.

>Alright.

>How to put this nicely...

"Wow! This isn't complete shit, Trix!"

>Nailed it.

>She gives you a light smile and then starts eating it herself.

>Fuck.

>You fucking fucked it up you fuck.

>Shit.

"I'm sorry. I-"

>"I know what you meant, Anon."

"Alright..."

>You both eat your food in silence for a few minutes.

>Then you decide to bring up what you were talking about earlier.

"So Trix..."

>"Anon I said I know what you meant-"

"No no, I was going to talk about something else."

>She scoops up more eggs on her spoon.

>"Oh."

>Then she chews and swallows them.

>"Oh yeah. You were talking about how your emotions aren't the same, right?"

"Yeah."

>She lifts her spoon up into the air and dangles it while thinking.

>"I don't know what we could do about that, to be honest."

>As you're watching the spoon swing back and forth, the idea comes to you.

"Magic!"

>"What?"

"I don't know why I've never thought about that before!"

>You scoot forward, a little excited that there might be some hope.

>"Umm... Mind telling me what you're talking about?"

"Well do you know any kind of magic that could like... I don't know... Fix me?"

>She drops her spoon and looks shocked.

>She stumbles all over her words as she tries to respond.

>"Well Anon, that kind of magic is really high tier and-"

"So can you or can't you?"

>"U-Um-"

"Spit it out already!"

>She sighs and hangs her head.

>"The only magic I learned past the basics were merely spells to help me dazzle and amaze ponies..."

>The room falls silent as you hear these words.

>You scoot back into the chair, defeated.

"Oh. Well um, that's alright I guess."

>She looks back up at you and knows that something is obviously wrong.

>"Anon, I'm sorry."

>You look back up at her.

"Are you sure there's nothing you know, nothing that you can do that can help?"

>She looks down at her plate of eggs.

"Trix."

>She doesn't respond.

"Trixie."

>She looks up at you but says nothing.

>Face it, she can't help you.

>You'll just have to keep repressing the feeling of being trapped like this.

>You sigh and shake your head.

"It's whatever Trix. I can stay like this, it's not really that big of a deal."

>Without another word, you stand up and pick up your plate to take it to the kitchen.

>"Anon, wait!"

>You stop and look at her.

>"I think I know somepony who can help."

>Just hearing her words makes you almost drop the plate.

"You do?"

>"Yes, but she lives in Ponyville."

>Shit.

"Damn it, I'm banished from there."

>She nods and puts her hoof up to her chin in thought.

>After a few minutes of just staring at nothing, she speaks.

>"I have an idea."

"Okay, I'm listening."

>"We sneak you in."

"You sat there for five minutes and that's what you've come up with?"

>She folds her forelegs and looks at you.

>"Do you want my help or not?"

"Yes! Of course! Sorry."

>"Then shut up and listen. We have to sneak you in there. I know a spell of invisibility I can cast on you."

>You put down the plate and start heading toward the door.

"Well that's great, let's go-"

>"Anon!"

>You stop.

>Then slowly turn around.

>"The spell doesn't turn clothes invisible."

>...Oh no.

"There is no way I'm going naked."

>"Don't worry, nopony will see you."

"B-But... I'd be naked!"

>She groans.

>"Look, it's either go naked or stay the way you are."

>Ugh.

"Why can't you just make my clothes invisible too?"

>She avoids your eyes for a few seconds.

>"I uh... I can't use it on more than one thing at a time."

>Really?

>You have to walk all the way there butt ass naked because she can't use it on the clothes?

>That's stupid as fuck.

>Fuck magic.

>You put your hands on your hips and furrow your brow.

>She picks up on your behavior and glares at you.

>"Hey! Magic is hard!"

>As much as you'd like to argue...

>You need this more than anything.

"Fine... You're sure this will work?"

>"Yes, I do it all the time when I do my shows. I ask a random volunteer to come up, turn them invisible, and everypony is astonished."

>She flicks her little curl of hair up and giggles.

>"Trust me."

"Alright. But if I'm found out, it's your fault."

>You turn to leave.

>"Ahem. Anon."

>Turn back around.

>She points to the dishes and such on the table.

"Oh, right."

>You rush over and stack plates on top of forks on top of cups in a way that would make Trixie's magic act look like child's play.

>Then carry it into the kitchen and empty it into the sink.

>Fuck, hopefully nothing broke.

>When you come back out of the kitchen, you see Trixie going upstairs.

"Where are you going?"

>"To get dressed, obviously!"

>Oh so SHE gets to be dressed and YOU don't?

>SHE'S ALWAYS NAKED ANYWAY.

>Not fair.

>You walk into the living room and sit on the couch.

>This is so awesome.

>You're finally going to be normal again.

>Now you'll be able to fucking control yourself.

>No more awkward situations like when you insulted Trixie's cape and cooking.

>Everything will be just fine.

>...That's IF this goes the way you're hoping it will.

>After a few minutes go by, she comes trotting down the stairs.

>Of course she's wearing that stupid cape and hat again.

>It's like a part of her.

"Ready to go?"

>"Yes, but we've got to be quick about this. I've got a show to do in about an hour."

"Gotcha."

>You stand up and go for the door.

>After opening it, you step outside and look around at the trees that surround your house.

>It gives a sort of... safe feeling.

>Like you're protected.

>The door closes and Trixie comes to your side.

"When do you have to do the spell? I'd like to be clothed as long as possible."

>"Well the smart thing to do would be to cast it right now. You never know who could see us on the way there."

>You groan.

"Alright, that makes sense I guess..."

>She stares at you expectantly.

>"Well? What are you waiting for? Strip."

"Wait a second. Won't I be naked when we get to where we're going?"

>"Yes, but that's why I'll keep your clothes in here."

>She lifts her cape with her magic and you see a satchel.

"Oh."

>You take off your clothes and give them to her.

>She stares at your crotch and giggles.

"SH-SHUT UP, IT'S COLD!"

>"Yeah, sure. Alright Anon, are you ready?"

"Do I LOOK ready? I'm butt ass naked outside of the house. OF COURSE I AM!"

>She raises an eyebrow.

>"Oh, okay. If you want to take that tone with me then I guess you can just walk right into Ponyville without my magic."

>She turns back to the door.

>Oh come on.

>You and your big mouth.

"Trix, wait."

>She stops and turns toward you.

"I didn't mean that, you know that. Now can you cast this spell so we can go?"

>"What are the magic words?"

>...No.

"You've gotta be fucking me."

>She stands her ground.

"Really? Ugh. Please can we go?"

>"The other magic words."

>You shake your head and think.

>Just give her a compliment.

"Uh... Trixie is totally not a gross bitch like all the other ponies ever?"

>She slowly begins to furrow her brow.

>Fuck, did you say something wrong?

>Shit shit shit, think!

>Her horn starts to glow.

"W-Wait, I'm sorry!"

>She fires a magic beam at you.

>You put your arms up in defense.

>Now you can see through your arms.

>Huh.

>Trixie is smiling.

>"Those weren't the magic words, but that works too."

>You shake your head.

>Then you look up at her.

>You slowly move a little bit to the side but her eyes follow yours with each step.

"Can you see me?"

>"Yes, but that's only because I'm the one who used the spell."

>Oh.

>Well don't you feel stupid now.

"Can we go now?"

>"Sure."

"Lead the way."

>She starts walking and you stay to her side.

>...

>It's been almost ten minutes of silence as you walk.

"This is stupid. My feet hurt from stepping on all these sticks and rocks..."

>"Well you should have worn your socks and shoes."

>You glare at her.

"YOU KNOW I COULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT BECAUSE-"

>She closes your mouth with her magic and points ahead.

>Directing your attention to what she pointed to, you see Ponyville.

>Finally.

>"Alright, shut your mouth. No matter what happens, you can't make a sound. Okay?"

>You don't respond.

>"Good. Just tap my back if you want to say something and I'll stop for you to whisper in my ear."

>You tap her back.

>She stops walking.

>You bend down whisper to her.

"Nice ass."

>She hits you with a hoof.

>"Stop messing around, we're here for a serious reason."

>She starts walking again and you follow next to her.

>Her change in attitude is very noticeable.

>It's probably because she's helping you change back to normal, even though she doesn't know what normal you is like.

>Well the thought certainly is scary.

>Imagine if she brought herself back to normal and she wasn't what you thought she was.

>After all this time you've been together.

>Oh man.

>That would be terrible.

>She lowers her voice to a whisper.

>"Anon, we're coming up to the town now. Remember, tap my back if you want to talk."

>You nod even though you know she can't see you.

>Then the both of you go past the sign that says Ponyville on it.

>And holy shit.

>They're all looking right at you.

>You tap Trixie and she stops.

>Then you bend down and whisper.

"I thought you said they can't see me."

>She speaks through her teeth.

>"They're looking at me."

>Oh.

>Okay.

>You tap her once again and she continues.

>Two colts come running over, one yellow and slim and the other light blue and fat.

>Both of them scream at the same time.

>"TRIXIE!"

>They come rushing at her for a hug.

>You jump to the side, barely missing them.

>Holy shit.

>That was way too close.

>Trixie looks over to you for an instant and then looks back at the two colts.

>"What do you want?"

>The blue one kneels down.

>"We only wish to serve you, oh great and powerful one."

>The other one nods as he kneels as well.

>Great.

>Just what she needs.

>Something else stroking her ego.

>She stomps her hooves on the ground and they both stand up.

>"I am in no need of your service. Get out of my sight!"

>"Y-Yes Trixie!"

>The two colts run off together in town.

>Oh man, you love it when Trix does that.

>Both of you continue walking through the town.

 

>You put the book back on the shelf.

"Rainbow's book doesn't make any sense. I mean, 'How to not be an egghead' ? What kind of book-"

>Suddenly the door flies open and Spike runs in, interrupting you from talking to yourself.

>"TWILI-"

>He stops.

>"Were you just talking to yourself?"

"Uh-NO! No I wasn't. I was... Singing a song!"

>He skeptically looks you up and down.

>Then he relaxes his glare.

>"Okay."

>It is silent as you stare at each other.

"So, why did you come here?"

>"Oh yeah. TWILIGHT!"

>His sudden tone of voice change makes you jump.

"What?!"

>"It's... TRIXIE!"

"Trixie? What's she doing back here?"

>"I don't know, but she wants to talk to you!"

>"Twilight Sparkle."

>Spike turns around and you look past him to see Trixie standing outside of the library.

>She has her usual posture, like she's the Queen of everything.

>Spike growls at her but you lift him with your magic.

"What do you want, Trixie?"

>She takes off her hat and looks at you, her entire demeanor changing in the process.

>"I need your help with something. Can I come in?"

>She doesn't look like she could do any harm...

"Alright..."

>She walks inside and then looks at Spike.

>He is still growling at her.

>She doesn't show any anger toward him.

>She then looks back to you.

>"Twilight, I need to talk to you about something personal. Could we speak in private?"

>You levitate Spike over to the door.

>"Twilight, wait! What if she tries to poison you?! Or she turns you into a goat?! THEN SHE WOULD TAKE OVER THE TOWN AND NOPONY WOULD KNOW WHAT TO DO!"

"Spike, relax. We're just going to talk."

>You set him outside and close the door with your magic.

>Then you close the blinds with magic as well.

"Okay, Trixie. Start talking."

>"I need-"

>She stops talking completely and her head tilts a little bit to the side.

"You need?"

>"We don't-I mean, I don't think it's a good idea to be here. Do you have a place we could go to that's more private? I don't want anypony to hear about this."

>What does she mean?

>Going some place where nopony can hear you?

>And why did she say we?

>You furrow your brow.

"What's so important that you would want me all alone where nopony could hear me to talk about?"

>Her face shows that of pain.

>"Please Twilight. You have to trust me."

"Why should I? Because of you, the entire town was almost destroyed by an Ursa Minor!"

>Her normal voice comes on for a few seconds as she snaps at you.

>"Because if not, then I'll-"

>She stops once again and makes the same motion with her head.

>Then she sighs and her voice returns to what it was merely seconds ago.

>"Because I really don't feel comfortable talking about it when other ponies can hear us."

>What is going on with this pony?

>She points to one of the blinds you closed.

>You open them and three or four ponies stand there with their ears pressed up against the glass.

>They slowly back away and then you close the blinds again.

>You look back to Trixie who is looking at you with hope in her eyes.

>What could have happened to her?

>There's only one way to find out.

"Alright, Trixie."

>You open your basement door and motion for her to go down.

>She walks over to the door while staying all the way to the right.

>Strange.

>Then she goes down the stairs and stops.

>You come down after her, closing the door behind yourself.

>Once you both are in the basement, you question her.

"Now that we're down here, how about you tell me what's going on?"

>"Sure, but you have to promise you won't tell anyone."

>What could she be talking about that's so secret that she wants you to keep a promise not to tell?

"Why should I do that?"

>"Sparkle, just promise me. Please."

>She keeps a very serious tone with you.

>If she's just telling you a secret, it should be fine.

>Right?

>Hopefully so.

"Cross my heart and hope to fly. Stick a cupcake in my eye."

>She looks confused.

>"What?"

"Oh, that's a Pinkie promise."

>"Okay?"

"Now, what is it?"

>"Do you know any spells that can effect emotions?"

>You look at her like she's just been born yesterday.

"Of course! I know plenty of those! Why?"

>"Do you think I could borrow some spellbooks on emotions?"

>What?

"I don't have any of those. Trixie, if you don't tell me what's wrong, I can't help you-"

>You reach out to put a hoof on her shoulder and something stops your hoof.

>What in Equestria was that?

>Trixie sighs.

>"You want to know?"

>You nod.

>Her horn glows and then a figure right next to her is outlined with her magic.

>Her invisibility spell slowly runs off of the being.

>It's...

>Anonymous.

>That explains why she was acting strange upstairs.

>And why she stuck to the right when she walked to the door.

>But why is he here?!

>Why is Trixie with him?!

>WHY IS HE NAKED?!

>Doing your best to not look at his crotch, you look at Trixie.

"Trixie, what is he doing here?!"

>"I need your help! There's something wrong with him!"

>Anon rolls his eyes and leans on Trixie.

>"Well you could have said that a little better."

>She pushes him off of her.

>"Shut up."

>He shrugs.

"Will you please answer my question?!"

>Trixie puts a hoof up to her mouth and shushes you.

>"You promised you wouldn't tell anyone."

>That's right, you did promise.

>You lower your voice to normal.

"Alright. Why is he here?"

>Anon nods.

>"Oh yeah. Totally cool that you just ignore me. It's not like it's me that we're talking about here or anything."

>Ignore him Twilight.

>Keep it together.

>Trixie shakes her head and then speaks.

>"Look Sparkle, I know Anon isn't quite the nicest pon-erm person around. But, there's a reason he's like this! He told me that some of his emotions are uh..."

>Anon finishes her sentence.

>"Totally fucked."

>She lightly nods.

>"Yeah, pretty much that. So I was wondering if maybe you could uh..."

"You want me to help you fix Anon's emotions?"

>Anon starts clapping slowly.

>"Woohoo, bravo, the purple one knows how to use her peanut sized brain for once."

>Your eye twitches as you fight back urges to seriously harm him.

>Trixie snaps at him.

>"Stop that! Do you want help or not?!"

>He scratches his head and looks down.

>"Fuck. Sorry."

>Trixie then turns back to you.

>You look at Trixie's sincere face.

>Then to Anon's muscle-toned, big, bare body with just the slightest amount of hair around the base of his big, thick-

>"Sparkle?"

>You shake away those thoughts and then look at her.

"Huh?"

>"Sparkle. I know we didn't get along the first time we met, but I need your help-no-WE need your help. Will you help us?"

>Well if you help them, you'd be betraying the Princess.

>Actually, no you wouldn't.

>Princess Celestia said he could no longer set foot here until he changed his behavior.

>If you were to change his behavior...

>Then this shouldn't be betrayal.

>Trixie sees the struggle on your face and assumes you are hesitant because of how she was the last time you met.

>"I promise I won't boast about being the best unicorn in town anymore."

>Wow.

>That might not seem like much, but considering it's all that she does...

>She must be really serious about this.

>But...

>Look past what's right and wrong.

>Look past what the Princess says.

>Look past what Trixie says.

>This is Anon you're talking about.

>Why does he deserve this?

>After everything he's done to this town?

>After everything he's done to you?

>Wait a second.

>If you make him normal again...

>Does that mean he might...

>No, that's just silly thinking Twilight.

>Stop thinking that.

>He'd never be yours again.

>Not after what he's done.

>You stop thinking about things and look at Trixie.

>She stands there awaiting your response.

>Anon is picking his nose.

>You shake your head and then speak.

"Alright. I can do it, but this isn't permanent."

>Trixie looks relieved.

>"Twilight, you have no idea how grateful I am that you would do this for me. I know we might have gotten off on the wrong hoof... Well I'm sorry for all of that."

>Did she not hear you?

"The spell, it's temporary. You'll have to bring him back here whenever the effects wear off."

>She nods.

>"Alright."

"Oh, and another thing."

>"What's that?"

"It takes me a while to do this spell, so he'll have to stay here for that time."

>She looks over at him for approval.

>He shrugs.

>She looks back at you.

>"Uh... How long do you think that would take?"

"A few hours."

>Trixie is shocked to hear this.

>"A few hours?!"

>Anon looks at her.

>"Are you deaf?"

>She shoots him a glare and then looks back at you.

"I'm sorry Trixie, but it's a very powerful spell."

>She nods.

>"Right. Then let's start now."

>Anon nods as well.

>"Yeah. The sooner we start, the sooner I can get home."

"Alright, just go lay on that table right there and I'll get started."

>You watch his butt jiggle as he walks over to the table and steps up onto it.

>Then you notice Trixie looking around the room.

"Uhh... Trixie?"

>"Do you have the time?"

>You point to the clock on the wall next to one of the machines.

>It reads 3:45.

>She gasps.

>Then she takes her satchel off and drops it on the floor.

>"Twilight, I have to go do a show in Canterlot at 4:15."

>She comes uncomfortably close to you.

>"Can I trust you with him while I'm gone?"

"Of course. I did promise, didn't I?"

>She nods and then backs up.

>She walks over to Anon.

>"I've got to go do a show, alright?"

>He nods and strokes her neck with his hand.

>Just like he used to do with you...

>"Okay Trix. I'll be fine here."

>He even gave her a nickname as well.

>She goes a little closer to him and lowers her voice.

>"If you want me to, I can stay here with you. It's only one show and-"

>Anon cuts her off.

>"No no. You and I need the bits you get from those. Now go. I'll be fine."

>She nods.

>"Alright."

>She goes over to the stairs and looks at you.

>"Sparkle, if you hurt him at all I swear to Celestia I will end you."

>You put on your best smile.

"I won't hurt him. Now go, you're going to be late."

>She nods and rushes up the stairs.

>"Thank you!"

"Trixie, wait!"

>She stops at the top of the stairs.

"Take a book so it looks like you came here to borrow a book from me!"

>"Good thinking Sparkle. Oh yeah, his clothes are in the satchel. Bye!"

>She rushes out and closes the door behind her.

>You slide the bolt lock across with your magic, locking the door.

>Then you turn to Anon who now lays on the table, bare naked.

>"Hey um... Can I put my clothes back on?"

>You love staring at his body.

>It reminds you of way back when...

>Quickly, think of an excuse!

"Uh, no! No you can't!"

>"I can't? Why the fuck not?"

"Well you could put them on but then the process would take even longer."

>"How the hell does that make any sense?"

"It takes the spell a longer time to uh... Soak through your body to change your emotional structure."

>He is silent for a few seconds.

>Oh no.

>That was a really dumb thing to say!

>There's no way he could fall for that!

>You're doomed!

>He speaks.

>"I guess that makes sense."

>Whew.

>"Anything to get this over with faster."

"W-Well um... If I put you to sleep it should help the spell go faster."

>He sits up and looks at you.

>"I get how the magic having to soak through my body takes time, but how the fuck does me being awake or not have to do with the speed?"

"Uh, you see, when um... As you sleep, you tend to not think about things as much as when you are awake. And if you think about less, you use less emotions."

>"Oh. So if I use less emotions then it changes them faster?"

"Yes."

>"Alright. You're the magic expert here."

>Oh gosh.

>That almost got really bad really fast.

>How does he keep falling for this?

>He lays down.

>"I'm ready."

"Alright."

>You walk over to the table and look at him.

>He looks back at you.

>"This won't uh... It won't hurt, will it?"

>You give him a smile

"Of course not! You'll feel SO much better."

>"Okay."

>He adjusts himself on the table and takes a deep breath.

>You cast the sleep spell on him.

>He's out instantly.

>Now to see if he's in deep enough sleep.

>You boop him on the nose.

>He doesn't react.

>Then hit him pretty hard in the shoulder.

>He doesn't even move.

>Well, that proves that.

>You lock the other three locks on the door and then dim the lights.

"Oh Anon... I've missed you so much since Princess Celestia banished you."

>You climb up on top of him and sprawl out.

"I've missed your body..."

>Plant a kiss on his chest.

"Your lips..."

>Give him a little smooch on the lips.

"And most of all."

>You turn around and face his cock.

>As you stare at it with lust in your eyes, you think back to before.

>Oh how you wished he would notice you.

>You tried everything you read in your books, but you just couldn't get him to care.

>From romantic things to sexual things...

>Not a single thing was left untried.

>And then that one night...

>He came to you.

>He gave you all of his love that night.

>He told you that he loved you.

>Alcohol is the best truth serum after all.

>Told you that he was sorry for everything he had done.

>And that he wanted to be with you for the rest of his life.

>That night, he laid with you.

>He took the one thing you held most precious.

>Your virginity.

>You still remember the sensation of having sex for the first time.

>It was magical.

>The feeling of him being inside of you...

>Like he was a part of you.

>It was such an unknown and foreign feeling.

>Almost like it wasn't supposed to be in there.

>It felt so wrong, but at the same time it felt so right.

>The way his body entered yours.

>It was like a lock and key fit.

>Waves of pleasure roared through your body just as you imagine they did through his.

>The feeling of being penetrated over and over again would have been scary had it not been with the one you feel most safe around.

>You loved him.

>And you still do.

>You slam yourself down on Anon's member one last time and let out a loud moan as you climax.

>Then you stop making him thrust up into you with your magic.

>Wow.

>That was incredible.

>It's been so long...

>You pull yourself off him and get off the table as well.

>Then after taking a big whiff of Anon's scent, you clean him up.

>Alright.

>Time to keep your end of the promise.

>You walk up next to his head and lightly touch him with your horn.

>Then you cast an emotion spell on him.

>Since he's always angry, you give him a boost of happiness to level it out.

>It doesn't really take as long as you told them.

>You just need that time to...

>Your eyes gaze back at his now flaccid member.

>Reminisce.

>Oh well.

>Looks like you've had enough of that for today.

>You awaken him with another spell.

>He yawns and sits up.

>Then he rubs his eyes and looks around.

>His eyes meet yours.

>"Hey Twilight."

"Hey Anon."

>He then swings his legs off the side of the table and stands up.

>"Wow. Ya know, I actually feel a lot better now. I feel like I've been loosened up."

>He looks at his hands and then to you with a smile.

>"Thanks Twilight."

"O-Oh, you don't have to thank me..."

>He comes over to you and kneels down.

>Oh gosh.

>He's face to face with you.

>...he must want to kiss because he's realized his mistake and he wants you back!

>You purse your lips and slowly lean in.

>He leans in too, but wraps his arms around your body.

>Oh.

>A hug.

>Of course.

>Heh.

>Silly of you to think otherwise.

>You give the hug back and then he lets you go.

>Then he grabs Trixie's satchel.

>"I'm gonna get dress-"

>A clank is heard at the top of the stairs.

"Anon, hide back behind the table."

>He nods and goes where you instructed.

>Then you unlock the door with your magic.

"Hello?"

>Trixie opens the door and walks down the stairs.

>"You didn't have to lock the door, did you?"

"Well I wouldn't want to risk anypony coming in and finding out that Anon was here."

>She looks around and then nods.

>"That makes sense."

>Anon comes out from behind the table and walks over to her.

>He bends down and scoops her up into his arms.

>Then he hugs her with all of his might.

>Lucky slut.

>He was your man first.

>...calm down.

>There's no need to snap now.

>Not when you've come this far.

 

>As you hold Trixie close to your bare chest, you can't help but smile at her.

>She doesn't return the smile because she's too busy holding on for dear life.

>"Anon, put me down!"

>You sense the tension in her voice and despite her tiny smile and light blush, you set her down.

"Alright Trix."

>She looks up at you a bit confused because you actually listened to her this time.

>Then she turns to Twilight.

>"You really did it, didn't you?"

>Twilight nods.

>"Yes I did."

>Trix looks so happy that she could hug Twilight right now.

>But she doesn't.

>"Thank you so much. This means so much to both of us."

>Twilight gives you both a smile.

>"I'm glad I could help actually."

>Trixie and Twilight share a moment of happiness together.

>It's really nice.

>And then you notice the clock.

>It's almost six.

>You turn to the girls.

"Hey uh, I don't mean to interrupt, but it's getting pretty late."

>Both of them look at you and then to the clock.

>Trix nods.

>"I guess it is pretty late. Time sure flew by when I was performing at the show."

>She then walks over to you and casts the invisibility spell on you once more.

>"Ready to head home?"

"Yes."

>Trix heads up the stairs and you walk behind her.

>Twilight starts cleaning things.

>As you walk up the stairs, you look down at Twilight.

"Thank you Twilight."

>She stops moving things but doesn't turn to you or respond.

>You close the door behind you after exiting the basement.

>"Back to this. Remember, tap me."

>You tap her.

>She stops and you bend down.

"I'll make us dinner tonight, babe."

>She smiles and looks up at you.

>"Aww... That's really sweet of you."

"Anything for you, Trix."

>You kneel down and kiss her on the lips.

>She blushes and begins to return it.

>Then she stops and pushes you back.

>"Let's wait until we get home to do that."

"Fine by me."

>You exit the library with something you haven't had in a while.

>A smile on your face.

 

End of part 1