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  1. >Day by day.
  2. >Day by day she took away something else from me.
  3. >My accomplishments...
  4. >My friends...
  5. >My family...
  6. >What have I done to her?
  7. >It doesn't matter where I run to; she will always be there.
  8. >What the hell is that girl?
  9. >What IS she?!
  10. >Since that girl appeared I just can't stay alone for much.
  11. >She just appears out of nowhere and screws up my life.
  12. >And they expect me to be fine?
  13. >I'm moving away again.
  14. >Far from that girl.
  15. >At least for now.
  16. >I see the cold and blurry landscapes from the train's window.
  17. >I think about my daily laments.
  18. >I tried to have friends, but that girl just steals them all away from me.
  19. >So I decided.
  20. >I can't make a friend.
  21. >I can't establish any relationships.
  22. >And so, my story restarted...
  23.  
  24. >It's snowing outside.
  25. >The last few days have been like this.
  26. >The pure white snowing falling from the sky.
  27. >What a beautiful sight.
  28. >The first term of classes is already coming to an end.
  29. >And I kept my promise.
  30. >I have kept myself distanced from all the other students.
  31. >It hurts.
  32. >It had to be done.
  33. >But is it what I really want?
  34. >I...
  35. >I just want someone to break the ice.
  36. >I want someone to talk to me.
  37. >But doing that means that person will come after me again.
  38. >As I was drowning in my thoughts, a boy came my table.
  39. >Was it real?
  40. >Did someone hear my deepest wish?
  41. >"Is this seat taken?"
  42. "No, it isn't. Uh... Go ahead."
  43. >"We're in the same class but I still don't know your name. Could you tell me?"
  44. "My name is Pinkamena Diane Pie... Call me Pinkamena. Do you have any business with me?"
  45. >"I'm Anonymous, nice to meet you! And no, I just wanted a chat."
  46. >My wish has been answered.
  47. >I felt a deep happiness inside.
  48. >But could I take the pain of losing it all again?
  49. >Yes.
  50. >I could.
  51. "Y-You do?"
  52. >"Yeah, but if you don't feel like it I don't mind."
  53. "No, wait!... I'd be glad of the company."
  54. >A smile escaped from my lips.
  55. >A smile that escaped from the dark solitude I was despairing in.
  56. >He became the shining ray of light that cut through the darkness.
  57. >And I couldn't be happier.
  58. >And that's how me and Anonymous met.
  59.  
  60. >Two weeks have passed since me and Anon met.
  61. >He was indeed what I thought he was.
  62. >My loneliness has vanished.
  63. >My tears stopped.
  64. >My hair became puffy again!
  65. >To be honest I think I've been falling for him since that day.
  66. >For Anon I mean.
  67. >I've baked him some cupcakes, I hope he likes them.
  68. >I even put on my best perfume for today!
  69. >"Pinkie! I found a good place!"
  70. "I'm coming Anon!!"
  71. >I rushed towards his side, where I felt so safe.
  72. >My little heaven.
  73. >While trembling, I opened a box with the said cupcakes.
  74. "I baked these for you Anon! I hope they're good!"
  75. >I think he noticed my perfume too!
  76. >I wonder if he liked it...
  77. >As he ate them, I noticed he was liking them.
  78. >But he wasn't talking.
  79. >He looked embarrassed.
  80. "What's the matter Anon? Are you fine?"
  81. >He looked pretty weird.
  82. >"Uh... The... The thing is that I..."
  83. "Come on Anon! Stop being silly!!"
  84. >"Ugh never mind, it's not important."
  85. "Come Anon, spill it!! Did you want to ask me something?"
  86. >"Uh, yeah  I did, uh... In fact I..."
  87. >It was too late.
  88. >My ears closed.
  89. >My eyes widened.
  90. >I knew it was a bad idea to make a friend.
  91. >Because there she was.
  92. >The tall girl, the one who has dark blue hair with shades of pink and purple.
  93. >The woman that haunts my life.
  94. >Twilight Sparkle.
  95. >I had to run.
  96. >I couldn't stay there.
  97. >What IS that woman?
  98. >Faster!
  99. >She can't catch me!
  100. >I don't care if I fall along the way, but she can't catch me!
  101. >But I fell on the ground.
  102. >On the real, cold ground.
  103. >It was my impact on reality.
  104. >Anon was running after me.
  105. >I had to lose him.
  106. >So I went to my little corner.
  107. >My straight hair returned.
  108. >My tears have returned as well.
  109. >And so had Anon.
  110. >"Pinkie... Come over to my house, I don't know why you're in that state, but if you're with me then you have nothing to fear."
  111. >He was right.
  112. >When I was with him, I was in my little heaven where no one could hurt me.
  113. "Really? Thanks... Thank you Anon..."
  114. >And so, we went to his house...
  115.  
  116. >When we arrived at Anon's house, rain started falling.
  117. >And hard.
  118. >I entered Anon's house.
  119. >The warmth, the smell, the look.
  120. >Everything felt nice.
  121. >We went to his living room.
  122. >"Do you want anything Pinkie?"
  123. >If I was with him, then I was safe, right?
  124. >Then no need to be all sad and down around him!
  125. >I don't want to make him worried anyway...
  126. "No Anon, thank you!"
  127. >"I'm going to make some hot chocolate, do  you want some?"
  128. >Hot chocolate.
  129. >Been a while since I had that.
  130. "Oh, ok! In that case I do want! Thank you Anon!!"
  131. >I inspected the room around us.
  132. >It was warm, cozy...
  133. >The fireplace was on too.
  134. >It reminded me of my old life.
  135. >Before Twilight appeared...
  136. >But I didn't have much time to reminisce.
  137. >Anon was already approaching me with a mug of hot chocolate.
  138. "Thanks Anon!!"
  139. >"It's ok Pinkie."
  140. >The steam from the drink was rising and vanishing into the air.
  141. >It contrasted with the coldness from outside.
  142. >It was still drizzling.
  143. >And Anon had a worried face.
  144. >What I feared.
  145. >"Pinkie, mind I ask you a question?"
  146. >I had to look normal.
  147. "Haha! Go ahead silly!"
  148. >"Who... Who was the girl from a while ago?"
  149. >I avoided Anon's eyes.
  150. "Sorry if I offend you but... I'm not ready to tell you that yet..."
  151. >I am really sorry.
  152. >"It's fine, don't worry."
  153. >I smiled.
  154. >Thank god he understood.
  155. "Thanks for understanding Anon!"
  156. >And we laughed until the rain lifted up.
  157. >Anon is truly my shining light.
  158. >If he had the same feelings for me then...
  159. >And I felt a little warm inside.
  160. >But he wasn't ready to let go the business with Twilight...
  161.  
  162. >A hard week followed by.
  163. >I tried to keep my happy personality though.
  164. >Twilight couldn't bring me down anymore.
  165. >Not while I was with Anon.
  166. >I had to leave early from school today
  167. >But I still wanted to meet Anon after school.
  168. >To surprise him.
  169. >So after an uneventful walk to school I arrived to my destination.
  170. >And Anon was leaving the building.
  171. >Good.
  172. >I mean it was good.
  173. >Until a girl approached him.
  174. >Twilight.
  175. >She was doing it.
  176. >She was taking everyone away from me again.
  177. >She was taking Anon from me.
  178. >And then, she jumped into his arms.
  179. >And the beginning of the end started.
  180. >They kissed.
  181. >And Anon seemed to like it.
  182. >And why wouldn't he?
  183. >Twilight is the girl every man wants to have by their side.
  184. >But he let go of her.
  185. >And he saw me.
  186. >And even though I understood what happened.
  187. >I cried.
  188. >The ray of light was becoming covered by the shadows.
  189. >So I ran away from that awful sight.
  190. >And Anon came after me.
  191. >"Heey Pinkie!"
  192. "Anon... Did you... Kiss her?"
  193. >"Yeah. You aren't mad are you?"
  194. "Me? Mad? Why... Why should I be mad? We don't date..."
  195. >I was lying, but I had to do it.
  196. >"I'm sorry Pinkie, i just thought you wouldn't mind."
  197. "Why... Why should I mind?"
  198. >That kiss had torn me apart.
  199. >"She said she didn't know you so I... And you didn't tell me who is and... I'M SORRY!"
  200. >So he didn't trust me enough?
  201. "It's fine Anon... I don't mind."
  202. >But I did...
  203. >"Pinkie, I want to talk with you. Can we go somewhere more... Private?"
  204. "Like in an empty classroom?"
  205. >"Yeah... It works."
  206. >And we went.
  207.  
  208. >The sunset occurred in the distance, giving a tint of orange to the classroom.
  209. >Anon was serious.
  210. >And I couldn't stop crying.
  211. >"Pinkie, listen..."
  212. >It hurts.
  213. >Anon kissing Twilight.
  214. >The same woman who ruins my life time after time.
  215. >"Pinkie, listen..."
  216. "It's fine Anon, it's fine..."
  217. >It wasn't.
  218. >Please Anon, notice it quickly.
  219. >Notice that I love you.
  220. "Now I guess you... I guess you want to know Twilight better and stuff... She's really pretty isn't she?"
  221. >Saying this was killing me inside.
  222. >But it was true.
  223. "You'd be a pretty... A pretty beautiful couple Ano--"
  224. >"No. That kiss wasn't supposed to happen, I swear."
  225. >I was dumbfounded.
  226. >But then again this meant nothing.
  227. >Just because it wasn't supposed to happen it doesn't mean that he didn't enjoy it.
  228. >And it was obvious he did.
  229. >"And we wouldn't be a good couple..."
  230. >My eyes started to widen.
  231. >"She's not the girl I love."
  232. >And I smiled.
  233. >Those words saved me again.
  234. >He is indeed the light that cuts through the darkness.
  235. "I see..."
  236. >I wanted to tell Anon what I feel for him but...
  237. >I can't just find the words to say.
  238. >And I think he already knew.
  239. >But I felt a need to talk about Twilight.
  240. "Me and Twilight know each other from my old school..."
  241. >I decided to take a trip down the memory lane.
  242. "I was a popular girl on my old school, I used to hang with the popular girls as well... But one day, Twilight was transfered to our school."
  243. >I knew Anon wanted to know what happened.
  244. >I guess we need no words to know what's on the other's mind.
  245. "So I threw her a party... But she didn't like it and called me childish... For the next few months she would humiliate me whenever she could..."
  246. >But this trip was too hard.
  247. >And actually touched a nerve...
  248. "And... And... She stole my friends from me... I pulled a prank on her and... And... It went horribly wrong and I... And I hurt her lot! And now... AND NOW SHE WANTS TO STEAL YOU FROM ME TOO!!"
  249. >Please Anon...
  250. >Please...
  251. >If we really do not need words to talk to each other...
  252. >Please...
  253. >PLEASE CATCH ME IN YOUR ARMS!
  254. >"Don't be scared about that Pinkie... I'm never going to leave your side."
  255. >He hugged me.
  256. >And I did the same.
  257. >We needed no words indeed.
  258. >This feeling was unique.
  259. >And we got closer by the second.
  260. >Like the sun that was setting.
  261. >We got closer, closer, closer...
  262. >Our heartbeats synchronized.
  263. >And we locked lips.
  264. >And we kept going for a long time.
  265. >I didn't want to leave his arms, my little piece of heaven.
  266. >But I still couldn't forget about Twilight.
  267. >And neither could he.
  268. >But that was irrelevant.
  269. >Because after our passionate kiss, everything felt right.
  270. >"I... This was what I wanted to tell you..."
  271. "Since when did you..."
  272. >"Since I saw you for the first time."
  273. "Anon, I..."
  274. >He retreated.
  275. >"I'm sorry, this... This was too fast, it... It wasn't supposed to happen..."
  276. >What... What did he mean?
  277. "Was... Was it bad?"
  278. >"No Pinkie it wasn't but... It just... Went too fast... Sorry I have to go!"
  279. >And he ran away from me.
  280. >Left me alone in the empty classroom.
  281. >And I heard steps.
  282. >And suddenly I saw that girl at the door.
  283. >"Can I enter... Pinkamena?"
  284. >I froze.
  285. >It was Twilight.
  286. >"I'm coming in anyway."
  287. "T... Twi... Twilight Sparkle... What... What are you doing here?"
  288. >She stood in front of me.
  289. >And I was scared.
  290. >"Like if it's a mystery to you."
  291. "What... What do you want from me?!"
  292. >"Well, if you really want me to be honest..."
  293. >Her lips said the words I didn't want to hear.
  294. >"I want Anon."
  295. >Everything but him.
  296. >"I'm actually falling for him... Quite a catch!"
  297. >I snapped.
  298. "GET AWAY FROM HIM TWILIGHT, PLEASE!"
  299. >She approached me.
  300. >"Me and him... We'll be two brilliant lights that shine together..."
  301. "NO!!"
  302. >"He's mine, Pinkamena... He'll come to me and I'll embrace him..."
  303. >No...
  304. >I just wanted Twilight to stop...
  305. >"And he'll embrace me..."
  306. "NO!!"
  307. >"We'll be on each other's arms..."
  308. "STOP IT TWILIGHT I BEG YOU!!"
  309. >"Oops... I think I overdid it! But it's the truth... And you'll see it sooner or later."
  310. >And she walked away.
  311. >And I was left crying on the floor.
  312. >And I went home.
  313.  
  314. >Around 2 hours later...
  315. >I started thinking about life.
  316. >The kiss I shared with Anon was godlike.
  317. >I had to talk to him though.
  318. >His reaction was bad for some reason.
  319. >So I decided to text him.
  320. >To: Anon.
  321. >"Can we talk? If you don't want to, then it's ok. If you do reply, meet me in that café we went the other day. Sorry for all of this. Pinkie Pie."
  322. >He opened the message.
  323. >But no reply.
  324. >He was ignoring me.
  325. >But I had to talk to him.
  326. >So I went to his house.
  327. >I did a 10 minute walk for his house.
  328. >Suddenly I received an Anonymous Call.
  329. >I picked it up.
  330. >I heard Anon's voice.
  331. >From the background noise, I deduced he was on the newly opened café.
  332. >So I went there.
  333. >Thankfully, it was close.
  334. >And I arrived.
  335. >But he wasn't alone.
  336. >He was with her.
  337. >Twilight Sparkle.
  338. >She was faster.
  339. >And I caught their second kiss...
  340. >He actually wanted it this time.
  341. >Tears started to roll out of my eyes.
  342. >But he noticed me.
  343. >He couldn't decide could he?
  344. >And that was killing me inside.
  345. >"Pinkie I swear this not what you think..."
  346. >But I could not contain myself.
  347. "SHUT UP ANON! YOU'RE JUST LIKE HER! STAY WITH TWILIGHT IF YOU LIKE HER THAT MUCH!"
  348. >I started running away from him.
  349. >From his indecision.
  350. >And from Her.
  351. >"PINKIE WAIT!"
  352. >But it was too late.
  353. >I was already running away.
  354.  
  355. >I hid myself on a corner.
  356. >It was where I first saw Twilight on this first town.
  357. >How ironic.
  358. >But my feelings were destroyed.
  359. >My thoughts were a wreck.
  360. >I just wanted to cry.
  361. >Eventually, Anon found me.
  362. >"Pinkie... Please, let me speak... I beg you..."
  363. "GO AWAY ANON! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE!!"
  364. >Twilight warned me.
  365. >He would surrender to her arms.
  366. >"Pinkie please!"
  367. "GO AWAY ANON!"
  368. >"Please... Just let me explain..."
  369. "WHAT IS LEFT TO EXPLAIN?! YOU KISSED TWILIGHT! YOU LOVE HER DON'T YOU?!"
  370. >"Pinkie it's nothing like that I swear."
  371. "IF IT'S NOTHING THEN WHY DID YOU KISS HER?!"
  372. >My tears were falling harder and harder by the second.
  373. "WHY DID YOU KISS ME THEN?! TELL ME ANON!!"
  374. >"I'm sorry Pinkie. I can't fix my mistakes now. And I did the same thing twice... I just can't... I just... It's hard to talk to you... Since we kissed I... I... I'm not proud of kissing Twilight..."
  375. >And then I saw a said to be rare sight.
  376. >I saw Anon crying.
  377. >"IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT! I DON'T LOVE HER, YET WE KISSED! AND RIGHT AFTER THAT I... I kissed you... And I didn't deserve a kiss from you... And... After this I... I just don't... I don't know what to do..."
  378. "You... You kissed the person that used to make fun of me... The girl that used to humiliate me!! I SAW IT ALL ANONYMOUS! THIS TIME YOU KISSED HER BY YOUR OWN FREE WILL! YOU DID IT BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO!!!"
  379. >I couldn't help but to react like that.
  380. >Because I love him.
  381. >I fell in love with a man that loves another woman.
  382. >Or me.
  383. >I don't know, it's all so confusing.
  384. >Why?!
  385. >So I took a hard decision.
  386. "I'm sorry Anon... But... I think this is it..."
  387. >"What do... What do you mean?"
  388. "I don't think we can... Be friends anymore..."
  389. >Anon fell to his knees.
  390. >And his tears intensified.
  391. "Goodbye Anonymous... It was nice to meet you..."
  392. >I walked away from that sight.
  393. >It was a very sad one too.
  394. >But I was still crying.
  395. >And while I walked away, the wind blew away one of my tears.
  396. >It landed on Anon.
  397. >This whole situation pained me a lot.
  398. >But it was his fault.
  399. >I could hear a powerful punch being delivered to the ground now covered in snow.
  400. >Along with a heartfelt scream.
  401. >"DAMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!!!"
  402. >So my walk on the snow continued while my face was covered in tears...
  403.  
  404.  
  405. >Saturday and Sunday flew by.
  406. >At least it seemed like it.
  407. >It was hard to sleep these last few days.
  408. >I only ate because I baked stuff to distract me from the pain.
  409. >Sleeping pills are an amazing thing too.
  410. >I skipped school because of them.
  411. >And I didn't feel like showing up.
  412. >I had to meet Anon if I did.
  413. >Over the course of the weekend I recalled my moments with him.
  414. >It was bound to happen, eventually.
  415. >A ray of light eventually fades away with the clouds.
  416. >And I'm back to the darkness.
  417. >Where I should have never left.
  418. >I started crying thinking about this.
  419. >The least I could do was forget about him.
  420. >Twilight had him now.
  421. >The least I could do was congratulate her for having Anon.
  422. >I baked something quickly to pass some time.
  423. >And after eating it I decided to sleep for a while.
  424. >I grabbed the bottle of sleeping pills next to me and took one out.
  425. >I contemplated the white capsule that could make me sleep.
  426. >But I threw it away to the other side of the room.
  427. >Didn't want to get hooked on these.
  428. >But it's hard to sleep when you're heartbroken.
  429. >Eventually I fell asleep.
  430. >And when I woke up, it was snowing violently.
  431. >Went downstairs to check on everything.
  432. >The doorbell rang.
  433. >My heart was racing for some reason.
  434. >I went over to the door.
  435. >I breathed in.
  436. >And opened the door.
  437. >To my surprise, there he was.
  438. >Anon.
  439. >I tried not to cry.
  440. >But I was glad to see him again.
  441. >Maybe...
  442. >Maybe I still had a bright future with Anon.
  443. >However...
  444. >Anon was looking awful.
  445. >I had to act cold for a while.
  446. >But inside, I truly wanted to throw myself into his arms.
  447. >But Anon's looks were making me scared.
  448. "Anonymous... What are you doing here this late? Wasn't I clear when I said we should stop seeing each other?"
  449. >I'm sorry Anon.
  450. >He started breathing heavily.
  451. >And the words I wanted to tell him can't get out of my mouth.
  452. >"Pinkie... I'm... I'm... I'm... S..."
  453. "Are you fine?"
  454. >And he fell on the snow behind him.
  455. "Anon... Anon are you ok?"
  456. >No response.
  457. "ANON TALK TO ME!"
  458. >But he fainted.
  459. "ANON!!"
  460. >Dammit!
  461. >He fainted and the last words I said to him were words of cold denial.
  462. >Dammit!
  463. >I panicked.
  464. >I dragged him to my room.
  465. >I put him on my bed until he woke up.
  466. >I started baking something that he could eat when he regained his senses.
  467. >And on the mean time, I called the school nurse.
  468. >Thank god I knew her.
  469. >"Yes?"
  470. "Hello. I'm Pinkie..."
  471. >"Oh, good night Pinkie! How are you?"
  472. "I'm fine. Sorry for calling you this late but do you know if something happened with Anon?"
  473. >"Anonymous? Yes. He was here the whole afternoon. I believe he fainted."
  474. "WHAT? What else do you know?!"
  475. >"A girl from other school brought him here."
  476. >Twilight went to meet him at school...
  477. >They probably kissed again.
  478. >"I think Anonymous hasn't slept well, if he slept anything at all on the weekend. I don't know if he ate as well."
  479. "I... I see..."
  480. >"Oh right, that girl stayed for a while too. Before she left she tried to kiss Anonymous, but he didn't let her. Shame on him, the girl was really beautiful too."
  481. >Anon avoided Twilight's kiss.
  482. >A tear rolled down.
  483. >A tear of happiness.
  484. "I see... Thank you. Good night."
  485. >And I hanged up.
  486. >I instantly ran upstairs to check on Anon.
  487. >And I couldn't help it.
  488. >So I buried my face on Anon's chest.
  489. >And I let myself cry in joy.
  490. >Anon was back.
  491. >Some time after that, I noticed him awakening.
  492. >I was so happy I could hear his voice again.
  493. >"I'm... Sorry... For all of this... I just can't stop... Giving you trouble..."
  494. >I couldn't help but hug him.
  495. >My tears intensified.
  496. "Silly Anon..."
  497. >He started crying as well.
  498. >"I'm... I'm really sorry Pinkie... But... It was too much going on... At the same time and I... And I lost myself! I know... I know I have no right to stand in this position but... But... Thank you... And I know that I... That I have even less rights to ask you a favor but... But... But Pinkie... PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I LOVE YOU!!"
  499. >Even in that miserable state he was...
  500. >He confessed to me.
  501. >And I couldn't be happier.
  502. "Anon I... To be honest I...  I want to forgive you but... But... Promise me one thing."
  503. >"Anything... I swear, ANYTHING!"
  504. "I... I want you to give me trouble... But... I want to be the only one you can give trouble to... Even through all of this Anon... Even through all of this I STILL LOVE YOU TOO!! So please... Please promise me that... That I'll be the only girl you'll look at... Please... PROMISE ME THAT I'M THE ONLY GIRL YOU'LL LOVE!"
  505. >We burst into tears.
  506. >Both of us.
  507. >"I thought it was harder... Because... You already are the only girl I want to look at... You always were... I... I love you Pinkie..."
  508. >The white, pure snow from outside kept falling.
  509. >And even though we were crying we were getting closer.
  510. >Closer.
  511. >Closer.
  512. >And we shared a kiss.
  513. >But this time, we had nothing on the back of our heads.
  514. >And it was beautiful.
  515. >It tasted like the sweetest sweet someone would ever had.
  516. >But this taste would last forever...
  517.  
  518. >About a week and a half passed.
  519. >Me and Anon started dating after what happened at my house.
  520. >We decided to keep it a secret.
  521. >Especially around Twilight.
  522. >I wanted to surprise her with this.
  523. >So we went on a date with her.
  524. >The three of us in a shopping center.
  525. >If I was with Anon, I was fine so...
  526. >Twilight was trying to demotivate me when she could.
  527. >She literally kept saying this to me, when we were alone: "Leave Anon now, he's mine, not yours. Do I have to remind you we kissed twice?"
  528. >Anon overheard it.
  529. >And his expression changed.
  530. >"Twilight, can I tell you a thing?"
  531. >"Yes Anon! Go ahead!"
  532. >"Well... How can I put this... Do you think that me and Pinkie look good together?"
  533. >Twilight changed expressions.
  534. >"Yeah, I guess... Why?"
  535. >"Well the truth is... Me and Pinkie... We're a couple now."
  536. >I hugged Anon hard when he said this.
  537. >And we kissed.
  538. >And Twilight saw it all.
  539. >She snapped.
  540. >"But Anon... What about ME?! What about MY FEELINGS? What about our kisses?!"
  541. >"You're a good girl, at least in my opinion."
  542. >I'm pretty sure that was a white lie.
  543. >"And you'll find a good man for you some day."
  544. >"But... But my feelings..."
  545. >"I'm not the right man for you Twi. And... I love Pinkie, not you Twilight, I'm sorry."
  546. >Me and my boyfriend kissed again.
  547. >"Pinkamena Diane Pie... YOU WILL REGRET THIS!!"
  548. >I could care less about Twilight's threats.
  549. "Sure Twilight, see if I care."
  550. >She was mad.
  551. >But it surely wasn't over yet...
  552.  
  553. >It really wasn't.
  554. >I had a note waiting for me on my locker.
  555. >Twilight asked me to go into a certain forest next to my school.
  556. >It's a bit dangerous but it's something I have to do alone.
  557. >Which means Anon can't go.
  558. >He really wanted to go with me though.
  559. >Too bad.
  560. >We were standing at the entrance of the woods.
  561. >Anon kissed me.
  562. >That kiss was enough to know what was on his mind.
  563. "I love you Anon..."
  564. >"I love you too Pinkie..."
  565. "I'll be back soon Anon... I promise..."
  566. >"And I'll wait for you forever..."
  567. >And so, I went into the forest.
  568. >While I walked deeper into the forest, I started to think about this.
  569. >About my past with Twilight I mean.
  570. >Even though it was a taboo, Anon should know about it.
  571. >And I will definitely tell him later.
  572. >It all started 1 or 2 years ago.
  573. >The new school year started and a new girl entered in my class.
  574. >A transfer student called Twilight Sparkle.
  575. >She looked pretty much the same back then.
  576. >But way more serious.
  577. >I think she is still like that though.
  578. >I talked to her as soon as I could to befriend her.
  579. >She ignored me.
  580. >I threw a party for her.
  581. >And she chided me for being childish.
  582. >I was one of the most popular girls in school.
  583. >But I fell once Twilight appeared.
  584. >She quickly took over my place.
  585. >She humiliated me whenever she could.
  586. >Until I got fed up with her.
  587. >So I pulled a little prank on her.
  588. >But I accidentally killed her with that prank.
  589. >I saw her dying in front me.
  590. >So how...
  591. >How is she still alive?
  592. >I felt tears streaming down my face.
  593. >So I cleaned them, it was not the time to cry.
  594. >I arrived to my destination.
  595. >"Pinkamena Diane Pie... You came."
  596. "Why shouldn't I, Twilight Sparkle?"
  597. >"I called you here so we could finish this once and for all."
  598. "Oh really?"
  599. >"Yeah. Anon's MINE, not YOURS!"
  600. >And she jumped against me.
  601. >"I'M GOING TO KILL YOU, SO ANON HAS TO FORGET YOU! THEN HE'LL STAY WITH ME!!"
  602. "You're insane Twilight..."
  603. >I was scared of Twilight by now.
  604. >I've never saw her this mad.
  605. >And she was trying to punch me.
  606. >Thank god I know some self-defense.
  607. >"I'LL ERASE YOU MYSELF!!"
  608. >She was raising her fist to punch me.
  609. >But someone jumped out of the bushes and grabbed her first.
  610. >"No Twilight, you won't."
  611. >Anon just jumped in.
  612. >I couldn't be happier to see him in a time like this.
  613. >"Anon... What... I called Pinkie, not you! Stay away from this!!"
  614. "Anon, I'm sorry... I..."
  615. >"It's ok Pinkie."
  616. "No, it's not ok at all!"
  617. >I had to kill Twilight once and for all.
  618. >That's why I came.
  619. >So I pulled out a knife I hid.
  620. >"It's ok."
  621. >Only then I understood.
  622. >Anon hugged me and I dropped the knife.
  623. "Thank you Anon... I'm finally free."
  624. >Twilight couldn't keep herself calm watching this.
  625. >"YOU HAVE TO DIE PINKIE!"
  626. "Move it Anon, please..."
  627. >He got some distance.
  628. >Twilight ran at me with her knife.
  629. >But I hugged her.
  630. >And she dropped her knife.
  631. "I didn't kill you because I hated you Twilight... But because you took everything away from me and I was scared... Please forgive me Twilight..."
  632. >Twilight was my demon.
  633. >She wouldn't let me go until I accepted her.
  634. >So I embraced her.
  635. >Twilight fell to her knees too.
  636. >We were both crying.
  637. >"Pinkie... I..."
  638. >I buried my face in her shoulder and smiled.
  639. >"PINKIE GET AWAY FROM HER!!"
  640. >I felt someone throwing me away from her.
  641. >Anon saved me again.
  642. >He had a cut on his arm but it wasn't too big.
  643. >"DO YOU EXCEPT ME TO ACCEPT YOUR APOLOGY?!"
  644. >What?!
  645. >If she was a demon then...
  646. >She was like a phantom right?
  647. >Once I came to terms with my past she would vanish.
  648. >Then why...
  649. >THEN WHY IS SHE STILL ALIVE?!
  650. >"I WOULD DO EVERYTHING FOR ANON! I WANT HIM! I LOVE HIM! AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES ME WANT HIM EVEN MORE?! THE FACT THAT HE'S YOUR HAPPINESS!!"
  651. >So I let it go.
  652. "I never said I regretted killing you..."
  653. >"YOU SLUT!!!"
  654. >She dashed at me.
  655. >On the edge of the cliff.
  656. >It was all a trap.
  657. >She would trip and fall on the ground.
  658. >Then we could bring her to reason.
  659. >But suddenly Anon called me.
  660. >"PINKIE MOVE IT!!"
  661. "What wh..."
  662. >Twilight tripped.
  663. >But she almost went against me.
  664. >So I dodged her.
  665. >But thanks to that she was now grabbing on the edge of the cliff.
  666. >Her hand was slipping too.
  667. >What could I do?
  668. >But Anon came to her.
  669. >And he grabbed her arm.
  670. >"Anon... I knew you'd rescue me!"
  671. >Her eyes shone.
  672. >It was like Christmas for her.
  673. "Fast Anon, pull her!"
  674. >But he didn't reply.
  675. >"I'm sorry Twilight, but... I made a promise to Pinkie. I promised I'd only look at her. Ghosts shouldn't remain in this world. Goodbye Twilight Sparkle, you shall not be missed."
  676. >"Anon... What? Why? Are you going to let me fall?"
  677. >I couldn't believe this.
  678. >Anon was letting Twilight die?
  679. >But in the end...
  680. >I enjoyed it.
  681. >She was finally going to the afterlife.
  682. >And the one who was sending her is my little ray of light.
  683. >My shining hope.
  684. >And he left Twilight go.
  685. >"ANOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooon...!"
  686. >And she fell.
  687. >There was no way she could survive the fall.
  688. >Anon extended his hand at me to help me getting up.
  689. >And then we kissed.
  690. >It was amazing.
  691. >But I was curious.
  692. "Why did you let her fall?"
  693. >We held hands as we walked to the horizon.
  694. >"Because she was a temptation. And... I don't like to have ghosts around me."
  695. >I smiled.
  696. "I understand Anon..."
  697. >And we kissed again, this time against the beautiful sunset that was now happening.
  698. >Even though it was all good now I couldn't help but think about the phantom avenger.
  699. >Was Twilight just a mirage?
  700. >Was this all an illusion?
  701. >We walked a bit more, but we couldn't hold it in.
  702. >At this point I realized this was the reality.
  703. >I couldn't be happier.
  704. >We kissed.
  705. >This time, having an amazing dusk as the background.
  706.  
  707.  
  708. >The End.
  709.  
  710. >The mangled mess on the rocks groaned; two people lay in its scattered mind, two people that it could not rest until it killed.