Rat's Dream Journal.

These are just dreams. I put them here so that I wont lose them. if you want to read them be my guest, but it may prove to be boring.

 

 

March 22, 2011

 

>Trapped in a large glass case wearing only a lab coat.

>There were 20-30 other large glass cases in the room, the one next to me had a guy screaming for his life.

>He was being torn apart little by little but a robotic thing from the top of the glass case

>He was completely skinned and his muscles were slowly being pulled off.

>His hand were on the side of the glass case screaming louder for help when he noticed me.

>I covered my ears.

>I couldn’t say anything but I was thinking “SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP”.

>The other glass cases were full of skeletons hanging from the top of the glass cases.

>The room was a white lab with a tiled floor, but there was blood everywhere.

>As my hands were covering my ears, I slowly closed my eyes and imagined myself somewhere else.

>I was imagining myself in a large grassy field, with nice blue clouds, and I had the view of an ocean then something tackled me or pushed me over, and I was back to “reality”.

>The man in the glass case next to me was already dead, and I was probably going to be next.

 

>Wake up

 

 

March 23, 2011

 

>In the newer nursing building in my University.

>Trying to get a permit and I was with 3-5 other classmates.

>Went down to the first floor, one of them said they were going to class and took an elevator going upstairs.

>I told her I would catch up, I didn’t go with her because something caught my eye and I wasn’t sure what. >2 guys about my height grabbed me and put me inside the elevator.

>I was kicking and screaming.

>I thought maybe we were going to go up, but instead we were going down.

>They pushed me out of the elevator when we got to some sort of basement floor.  

>There was a girl with a familiar uniform from my school so I decided to follow her

>She looked back at me every now and then as if she wanted me too.

>The hallways were corrode and blood was leaking from the ceiling.

>Looked up and there was a chain link kind of roof as the ceiling but there were dead bodies and severed parts.

>Continued to follow the girl through the hallway.

>Other people were walking back and forth

>Some of them had a face mask on and some of them had their face mask pulled down and smiling or laughing.

>Followed her into some room, there were 4 other people there looking at me and there was a person strapped to a table and some circular saw thing (for cutting wood?).

>They forced me to “operate ” on the man, they told me if I didn’t do it they would torture me to death.  >I ran the saw down his abdomen and they proceeded to pull out organs.

>I then ran back through the maze like hallways and found the elevator again, and took it to go up.

>I was covered in blood but I tried to get the hell out of the school without drawing too much attention.

 

>Wake Up

 

 

June 04, 2011

 

>I was in an army uniform holding an m-16 upright leaning on my shoulder.

>Everything looked dull and monochromatic.

>I was in front of the door guarding with someone else.

>There was a building across a garden that kind of looked like an old university.

>I asked the man guarding with me “Hey, what’s in that building over there?”.

>He replied “I don’t know and I don’t care. If we leave our post we will get beaten half to death so just fucking forget it ok?” in a very nervous tone.

>I stood there quiet leaning on the door with my gun loaning on the wall, and a few minutes later the man said “The boss is gone for a few hrs. if he was around we would get bitch slapped for even talking so shape up ok?”.

>"I have no fucking idea where I am how do I know what’s good or bad?" I thought

>For some reason the building was calling out to me and I couldn’t stand it.

>I started walking towards the building and I turned around and yelled out “I’ll be back in 30 mins ok? I can’t help it I have to see what’s inside the building”.

>The man had a very worried look on his face.

>I turned around and ran toward the building forgetting my gun behind.

>I got inside and it looked like a real high class hotel building with a fancy red carpet and wood walls. >I heard some footsteps and I ducked behind a huge vase in the lobby there were people wearing suits and masks and they had guns so I ran back out.

I run back to my post and grab my gun and stand firm.

>The other guy asked “What did you see?”.

>I didn’t answer him I just stayed quiet.

>All of the sudden I heard screams.

>“DID YOU HEAR THAT?” I said.

>Then someone punches me in the face and my head hits the wall.

>Some nicely dressed guy was there when I looked up, I assumed he was “boss” so I stood up right away and saluted him.

>He nodded and went inside.

>The other guard whispered “What has gotten into you today? No one heard anything, it’s completely quiet ”.

>I was sure I heard screaming so I stood guard till night

>The other guard said our shift is over and I should go get some rest because I was “acting crazy” but I didn’t. I know what I heard, and I heard screaming echoing from the building earlier.

>I ran inside and the carpets were soaked with blood and the walls were corrode with blood on them too, I ran up to the second floor.

>I saw a door slightly open, 3 people were torn to bits and one of them was skinned.

>I hear screaming up ahead and I see 2 guys skinning someone with what looked like a fork or something . >I turn around and there’s someone behind me.

>He was stopped in his tracks with his eyes full of fear and half his face was torn off.

>He screams and runs off and I run the opposite direction.

>I found a room with someone still alive.

She whispers “hide” all I see is a stool and a painting and it was kind of dark so I pick it up and hold it against myself in a corner hoping it would hide me.

I looked over it slightly and a guy with a gun was looking around.

>He knew someone was there.

>He found me and told me to get out with my hands up.

>He pushed the gun in my face.

>I pleaded for him to spare my life.

>He actually put the gun down and told me to hold the lady still so he could slowly saw her legs off little by little.

>I held her and I found a metal pole behind me and I picked it up and I hit him real hard in the head. Then I kicked the gun away from his hand and he begged me to stop.

>I thought “well he spared my life maybe I should give him a chance, lol jk”.

>I just beat him with the metal pole to death.

>And 2 others came in and I used the girl as a shield and got them too.

>I ran into an empty room all scared because I knew there were more of them.

 

>Wake up.

 

 

August 05, 2011

 

>I was in the Gym of my old highschool with a lot of strangers.

>Saw this one guy that looked 13-14 years old and I felt like I knew him from.

>I somehow had a memory with him and I was skinning him alive and I don’t know where that memory came from.

>Maybe it was a vision and not a memory?

>Went to another place that was unfamiliar.

>I was accompanied by a girl, that guy from earlier, some other guy around the age of 17-19, a large gorilla, and a tall guy maybe around 30 years old.

>The girl asked me why they had to follow me around like I was some kind of leader.

>Honestly, I had no idea who they were or why they were following me so I took out a knife and stabbed her repeatedly in the face.

>The tall guy threw her body in a wooden cart for me.

>All of the sudden there were zombies and I was horrified.

>The others ran off and ditched me and I jumped into the wooden cart.

>I started rolling down the hill and the zombies were looking at me but they did not attempt to chase me.

When I hit the wall at the bottom the cart smashed.

>I realized the girl I killed earlier had already started to decompose as if she had been dead for days, maggots and all.

>I realized I must have had her dead scent on me and the zombies thought I was a zombie too because of that.

>I ran into this old broken down house and 2 of the guys from before were eating rice from a pot.

>I just stood there and watched. Then an old homeless hobo came in and said he hadn’t eaten for days and that we were stealing the food he was cooking.

>I had to kill them all.

>I wasn’t sure why but I just had too.

>The 14 year old guy then came up to me and asked where the others were.

>So I skinned him alive starting from the face and beat him to death as if I had to fulfill that vision I had of him.

?I had made my way to a hospital-like place with lots of people.

>I walked down the halls but would glare at people walking past me.

>I needed to murder them too.

>I don’t know why but I just needed too.

>Then I saw someone familiar too me and we just stared at each other for 2-3 mins without saying anything.

>I started to feel anxiety and fear and told him to get to an isolated room and just keep the door locked.

>I ran out of the building and just tried to run as far away as possible.

>Eventually I just stopped and ran back feeling like nothing was going to be finished until everyone in that building was dead.

>When I got back I made my way to a room with 4 sick people and beat them all too death.

>I saw a Doctor and he was like “Mmm ok… you are… doing great work… proceed”.

>I ran passed him tackling people in the hallways.

 

>Wake Up.

 

 

August 05, 2011

 

>I was in this place at school

>It wasn't familiar but the buildings around it were.

>I had eaten something and got all high and looked at my schedule and said "What I don’t remember what time this is." even though everything was written right there.

>I looked for and asked my teacher about it and he gave me a knife and told me to slit everyone’s throat and that was the only way to nurse them so they would never get sick again.

>I thought "hmm this... makes a lot of sense... OK".

>So we killed everyone, but no one tried to run or fight back, as if they wanted to die.

>I felt like I was protecting them but I felt empty inside.

>I killed my teacher too because I thought he would try to kill me.

>I felt like I couldn’t trust anyone at that point. So that night I went to class and other people had shown up.

>No one seemed to take notice of all the dead people outside and me covered in blood.

>I sat up in the front of the class as usual, and patiently waited for everyone else to take their seat then I would proceed to killing them all.

 

Wake Up.

 

 

August 16, 2011

 

>I was walking towards my old high school wondering why I went there.

>I walked around and I found a weird door.

>I opened it and found my father in a surgical uniform slowly tearing out the eyes of a girl.

>I looked around upstairs and it was dark and made me feel unwelcomed.

>I was always picked on and ignored in high school and I wondered “why would I go back?”.

>I followed someone into the faculty room, someone that resembled a girl I knew in college that I don’t really know.

>There was a new small library located on the left.

>It had a pretty good number of books.

>I walked along the wall and found a small section with old comic books.

>Some were very old and had thin plastic covering each page.

>One comic book in particular caught my eye.

>It had pictures and drawings of horrifying monsters and demons on it.

>Then I heard a voice saying “I need you to get something for me”.

>I turned around and it was a man resembling the demon on the front page, about 25-28 years old.

>I agreed and he grabbed me and I ended up in front of some cave.

>The guy still did not let go, he looked like he wanted to kill me.

>I got away and told him I was going to get what he wanted inside the cave.

>When I was about to go inside I wondered if this guy would follow me.

>I didn’t say anything but he picked up on what I was thinking and said “I’m not going in there it's dangerous.”

>I had no idea what he wanted me to find, but I walked around and it was dark.

>I saw ghosts and demons similar to the ones in the comic.

>They made loud screeching/screaming sounds and tried to grab me.

>I wanted to scream but I couldn’t.

>Blood started to come out of my eyes.

>I was terrified beyond imagination and ran in deeper and deeper into the cave.

>After a while I realized I just went in big circled and I found the door and I just ran as fast as my feet could take me.

>I ended up back at that library and sat down.

>That girl gave me a small suitcase and told me to write down some ingredients to get.

>For some reason my hand would not write, no matter how much I tried I just couldn’t.

>“Are you ok?” she asked.

“..Yeah.. I .. I just need another pen that’s all”. I replied

>She handed me another pen but I still couldn’t really write.

>But she dictated the supplies I needed [now sure for what] to get and I repeated them in my head.

 

>Wake Up.

 

 

August 24, 2011

 

I was in the skills laboratory in my university only it was darker and the walls were corroded.

>It looked like the sun was going down, maybe it was around 6-7pm and I was going to go home.  

>3-4 classmates of mine were there too.

>This man came in, I felt like I knew him.

>He resembled an old teacher of mine.

>He was wearing a uniform like me and his hand was covered in a sloppily wrapped bandage that had blood on it.

>He said “Hey, I’m getting that surgery on my hand finally isn’t that great?”.

>I replied “Ohh… yeah… How did that happen?”.  

>He started unwrapping the bandage covering his hand.

>I said “Ohh no you don’t have to let me see it I was just wondering what happened”.

>He did not listen and continued unwrapping it.

>He was unwrapping it slowly.

>His hand looked like it got smashed under something only it had various cuts on it too.

>He told me to sit down on a desk, so I did.

>He took out a knife and stabbed the table and he randomly yelled “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?”.

>I was kind of shocked and nervous so I went “… w-what? I-I don’t… uhh”.

>He placed his hand beside the knife on the desk, pulled the knife downwards and cut off a portion of his middle finger, then screamed “DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE SURGERY IS? THEY ARE GOING TO TAKE OFF MY HAND”.

>He cut off another finger and said “I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE”.  

>He just started stabbing his hand repeatedly and cutting off the rest of his fingers screaming at me.

>I just sat and watched.

>He started pointing his knife at me and  asked me what was holding me back.

>I pretended to know what he was talking about so I replied “… Well … I still have school so … I guess the only thing holding me back from my dreams is this fucked up schedule and everything else.”

>He giggled and said “NO, I MEAN WHAT KEEPING YOU FROM KILLING YOURSELF, look I don’t have a lot of time and I have to go do that … thing … So, get the liquid detergent or something AND YOU BETTER FUCKING HAVE THE STUFF AND DO IT AT THE SAME TIME I DO” then stormed out the door.

>No one else in the room seemed to just realize what the hell just happened.

>They did not even see the guy walk in.

>They were talking about graduating the whole time apparently, and that maybe even a king would complement their achievements.

>After a while they decided to leave because it was getting darker.

>I walked out the door with but I thought, that guy will probably find me and kill my family.

>I wasn’t sure if he had already forgotten about me or if he would come back and be expecting me dead and ready to do something about it if I wasn’t.

>I curled up into the corner of the room waiting to made sure.

 

>Wake Up

 

 

August 3-4 2012 11pm-10am

 

>Looking around.

>See people I know, they want me to go away for unknown reasons.

>End up moving to a shitty place with nothing but my vidyagaems a T.V. and a sofa.

>Try going outside to talk to people I recognize but they try to avoid me.

>Go to the bathroom, it is dark, tiles and mirror are cracked and dirty as well as everything else in the bathroom.

>Look closely into the mirror.

>Notice eyes are red.

>Bloodshot with some veins sticking out, brown iris was turned to dark maroon, pupil turned into bright pink.

>Start freaking out.

>Run back outside.

>See classmates.

>Explain eyes and ask for help.

>They say nothing is wrong.

>I look at a rear view mirror of a car.

>Eyes are still the same.

>"NO NO NO SEE? I THINK I NEED HELP."

>They don't respond.

>Proceed to beat their faces in with a rock.

>Go back inside and see bacon bread and cheese.

>Make a 5 layer grilled cheese and bacon sammich.

>Family comes.

>Take a kitchen knife and stab them to death.

>Curl up on the sofa.

 

>Wake up.

 

 

August 4-5 2012 8pm-3am

>Own a bakery.

>Strange alien like beings come into my shop

>Tell me my parents died and left me farm land that I can keep if I take care of it and pay a fine by the end of the month.

>They speak in asianese/junglespeak which I happen to understand.

>Have old gardening supplies in a shed outside.

>Bring a few of them in a pickup truck I happen to own.

>Get to this land.

>MFW it's in Tartaurus. :|

>flattening it up with the tools I own let alone getting grass to grow is near impossible.

>Beings come back and tell me that a smaller portion of land just outside mine was owned by an old human couple that could not pay the fine sold their souls to do it and asked me if I would like to buy it because it's fertile enough to actually grow fruits and vegetables.

>Feel a rustlin' in my jimmies.

>Bad bad feels everywhere.

>Know it's a bad Idea but feel compelled to agree.

>Reluctantly pay 300$ for it.

>The crops that were there are withered and dry, others are on fire.

>Some fruit are nice and plump on the vines though, a nice bonus.

>Start plowing the land and farming.

>Start leveling the land on other land and build a fence.

>MFW the dead come to buy the food I have because food is scarce in Tartaurus. O:

>Actually do make enough money.

>The dead come and help me for a share of the food.

>Leave them to it and go back home.

>Workers at my bakery earn a pretty good amount of money.

>Bring other tools in the shed and leftover pastries from the day.

>Offer pastries to workers and let them use the other tools.

>Actually get grass and crops growing and get enough money to pay it off and more.

>Strange beings come back and congratulate me for following my instincts, something no other human would do.

>Leave the dead to it and collect profits from them while running the bakery.

 

>Wake up.

 

 

August 5 2012 6am-9am

 

>Stuck in a nest made of giant leaves and grass n' shit.

>A giant bee lands in it.

>It starts laying eggs in my stomach.

>Think "Today is a bad day."

 

>Wake up.

 

August 5-6 2012 11pm-4am

 

>Post apocalyptic world

>apparently fell asleep for 25-20 years and missed all the events leading up to it.

>Had a bag with some things with me

>Walk outside, dead bodies and torn down structures everywhere.

>Everything looks like it was scorched down but it was damp as if it's been raining.

>The sky is different shades of orange, blue, and everything in between with pink clouds.

>Some strange whips like fireflies flying around as well as some strange 3 ft long leaches consuming scorched dead bodies.

>Keep walking till I get to this strange sanctuary.

>I am lead into a small white room with glass paneling on the ceiling.

>Large variety of plants outside the door in the garden.

>This place seems untouched by the outside world but I felt unsafe in it.

>I needed to get out but someone stole my things.

>I tool sandal like slippers laying around, Assuming the owner was dead.

>Walked around outside.

>Street lined with dead bodies.

>Yet feel more secure out here some how.

>Decide not to go back.

 

>Wake up

 

August 12 2012 1am-7am

 

>Going to work

>Raining very hard.

>Arvie at some large alien like building for some reason.

>Aliens shooting at me with green laserbeams.

>Somehow get away running for dear life.

>Walk over a huge bridge leading back to my world.

>Only a few survivors and was sent home in the floods.

 

August 13-14 2012 10pm-10am

 

>Was hiding in an air vent, everything was all rusted and dirty.

>Found a way out but it was led to a room with trash bins with people cut up and put in them and there were maggots and dried blood everywhere.

>LOLNOPE.

>Go out another way.

>Suddenly in a filthy classroom underground.

>Apparently our university was undergoing reconstruction.

>My classmates were being assholes.

>He taught us about a giant monster living in the mountain.

>Went out of the room and something provoked it to wake up.

>I ran with 2 classmates of mine to an apartment that was apparently supposed to be mine.

>I searched around it frantically trying to find some clues.

>Told friend to look for something online.

>Other friend was just laying on my bed.

>Room was not dirty but I was arranging furniture and cleaning up a bit.

>Suddenly 3 lights formed in the center of my room.

The monster had erupted from the mountain.

>I stared at the lights, that was the weapon.

>One of them moved to the center and turned into a little boat.

>Seemingly made of jade only red.

>A very small model.

>Another joined them and it made a ship.

>The third joint and it was a demonic battleship.

>It was about 2 feet long and 30 pounds.

>I knew I had to stop the monster with this thing.

>Mean while it was getting closer and closer.

>Tried to get the others to get up but they complained they were tired and wanted to rest.

>I went on the roof and the thing stepped on the building pushing it over.

>I jumped off into a flood.

>I had a phone and a swiss army knife as well as some money and The weapon.

>It had destroyed my home and I had no idea how to work the weapon yet so I just fled.

>When I got to some weird market.

>Some guy I know was like "Hey that thing on your shoulder looks valuable why don't you pawn it so we can get the hell out of here."

>I told him to fuck off and he backed off wondering why I was acting so mean.

>I checked my pockets again and my phone and knife was gone so I went looking around and saw a collection of Balisong being sold.

>Tried to buy one.

>Became lucid dream.

>Think "Ok so I can just wake up and get this whole thing over with."

>Also think "Just save the people in this dream so you feel like a hero before you leave."

>...nah

 

>Wake up.

 

 

August 30-31 2012 2am-12pm

 

>Walking down some road at night.

>Looking around near a bridge way.

>See a mall in the distance.

>Shrug it off and keep walking down the road.

>See a set of stairs.

>Decide to follow the stairs.

>And up at some anime convention.

"Ohh fuck I'm at some autismal brony convention, better go." I think to myself.

>A girl stops me and asks me if i want to walk around with her.

"Shit why not?"

>Put on a blue superman hoodie from around my waist.

>Girls says I should take off the hood.

>Reluctantly do it.

>The anime convention resembles an abstract piece of art with paintings of surrealism displayed inside.

>Walk to a fence leading to a waterway.

>Look down and see shadow like figures.

>Decide to hop the fence and slide down the slope.

>Girl says "WAIT UP!"

>Turn around to see she actually turned into a pony with pink fur and violet and white hair.

>Hop over a second fence

"Don't follow me if you can't keep up."

>See that the group are actually ponies.

>They are about knee high at most and are scared and apprehensive towards me.

>Pony friend catches up and assures them I'm not a threat.

>Follow them to someplace else.

>Friend invites me to stay in her small house in Poneville.

>She asks if I want anything to eat.

>Realize I haven't eaten in 2 days.

>Start writing.

>She doesn't understand it.

>Draw pictures with crayon instead.

>Milk

>steak

>Apple

>She asks what the red bean shaped drawing is.

>Tap my chin and decide to draw a cow instead.

>Start with the head and notice my friend backup slowly.

>She runs for it and I sit there confused.

"Fuck she thinks I'm drawing a pony."

>Go outside.

>Town is barren.

>See Princess Celestia

>she tears me into 2 beings and seals the other half in a plastic box.

>She hands me a laser gun resembling an M-16 and tells me to shoot through the box and kill myself.

>Start shooting.

>Learns that it's a laser gun

>Look through the hole I made and see my other half cowering in the corner.

>Make an outline of a circle on the opposite side.

>Other me breaks out and rejoins with me.

>Fillies watching on the other size get hit by that last shot and their legs are all cut up and they start losing hair and vomiting.

>Run into a building.

>There are other humans.

>Sneak around and kill people.

>Go to a basement and live there.

>See more ponies, they are terrified of me.

 

Wake up.

 

August 18 3:00pm-4:30pm

>Standing at a train station at night.

>A pegasus pony walks up next to me.

>She is grey with a light blue mane.

>"Hi I'm Sky, Where are you going?" she says.

>"I don't know really." I reply.

>She continuously tries to engage in idle conversation concerning where I was and where I came from.

>I just force a giggle and smile sheepishly.

>She realizes I'm timid and gentle by nature and just sits there and smiles next to me.

>The train arrives and she gets on.

>I reluctantly follow not wanting to talk to her, but not wanting to be left alone either in such an eerie place.

>The train is mostly dark with skeletons and slaughtered bodies that seem to be alive somehow.

>The horrible sights do not even faze me.

>Hard to explain. It's as if I somehow feel like I belong or I have found nirvana just sitting there with them. Or a great weight was lifted off my shoulders and I no longer have a care in the world.

>Sky is scared so I put a hand on her shoulder and smile at her to comfort her.

>She smiles back.

>We end up in hell, its a barren wasteland with some pools of lava and alien like plants that seem to thrive on it.

>The sky seems like an endless void, kind of reminds me of a night sky but dark sanguine instead of a dark blue

>Despite the lava the place chills me to the bone, but not in a totally bad way.

>It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen so I just sat and took in the sights.

>Sky says she wants to go so she enters through some portal.

>I let her go and just stay.

>These skeletons hand me a motorcycle helmet, leather uniform, and a set of white thin magic ropes.

>I put them on and they just stare at me then point at the portal the pony had previously went though.

>"You want me to go?"

>They nod no.

>"You want me to bring the pony back?"

>They nod.

>I reluctantly jump through.

>I end up in a colorful land I assume was Equestria.

>I felt uneasy walking here.

>I see a simple house and knock on the door.

>A hot pink pony with white hair looks up at me in fear.

>Sky comes and smiles at me.

>I am too ashamed to talk, I could not speak if I tried so I just tie her up and drag her back to my hell.

>I take her roommate too.

>I dragged them back and 2 skeletons greet me and hand me a sword.

>They wanted me to kill and eat the ponies.

>I felt an insatiable hunger for blood lust and was thinking about doing it.

>They were scared and it made me feel good, powerful.

>I tied the skeletons up and threw them beside the ponies.

>I paced back and forth deciding what I should do.

>"Hey, I know you're not like this. You can live with my roommate and I."

>I turn around and look at sky.

>I raise me sword and she flinches.

>I cut the rope and take her back to Equestria.

>The house was small so I curled up in a corner.

>There were 3 fillies, they were Sky's roommates.

>I reached a hand out to pet the older one and the roommate shot a glare at me so I retracted my hand.

>They made pancakes and offered me some.

>I declined, I was craving raw meat for some reason.

>I just sat in the corner, and never made a peep.

>I felt so scared.

 

Wake up.

 

September 26 6:00am-12:00pm

 

>My brother and I sneak into a building.

>He is doing something saying he's going to blow the place up.

>I tell him he's crazy, knowing he will fuck up somewhere and blow the both of us up.

>I go outside and get chased by golem like trolls.

>I ran as fast as I could to a cliff.

>There was a lake at the bottom and those things were still behind me.

>I jumped and ended up in some place in the jungle.

>Apparently I lived there.

>It was nice and I felt at peace.

>Smoked some weed, without a care in the world admiring the scenery.

 

>Wake up.

 

 

September 27 2:00am-10:30am

 

>Walking through a jungle.

>Got attacked by a bear and pushed off a cliff.

>Fucking bears man.

>Sore everywhere.

>Cant breathe.

>Someone finds me and puts me in the hospital.

>Close my eyes and end up in my own bed.

>Still cant breathe and in a lot of pain.

>The computer is on and I was in a skype call.

>Tried to speak but cant.

>Managed to mumble incoherently.

>Get up and go to the mall.

>Stole a strawberry off a flower stand and ate it.

 

>Wake Up.

 

October 13 3:00am-8:00am

 

>Was in a weird house that was supposed to be mine.

>My neighbors were having a concert in their backyard and wanted to know if I would go.

>Saw a van getting unpacked.

>Declined the offer and went somewhere else.

>Was in a parking garage bucking someone in.

>there were others with me, people I don't know.

>Walked through the mall alone looking at certain things.

>Looked back at my surroundings and realized everyone was gone save for some saber cat demon beast about the size of a rhinoceros.

>Looked to the left and saw there were guns laid about.

>Picked up a rifle and shot at the beast as it was racing towards me.

>Shot it about 20 times before it finally toppled over.

>It turned into a man who now had lots of holes in him.

>Hit him with the butt of the gun till he wasn't moving anymore.

 

>Wake Up.

 

October 14 1:30am-9:00am

 

>Was sitting around in a place that resembled my old highschool.

>I was going to pick a club to join so I wouldn't be alone.

>Was apparently in one for the broken minded people but I wanted something else.

>Saw one for assassins and hit-men.

>To get in I had to kill someone, easy enough.

>I took a grenade and threw it into a shop at some mall and ran for it.

>They tried to kill me when I got back.

>Turned into something resembling devil man, and a dragon.

>Flew around avoiding obstacles which included gunfire.

>Landed thinking I was safe.

>They caught me and put me in a competition.

>I had to eat a tub of tortilla chips topped with cheese, red ants, and human body parts, bones and all.

>The ants bit my hands and the inside of my throat and the bones cut my throat as they went down but I did not die for some reason.

>Lost.

>Wanted to do it again to prove I wasn't a loser.

 

>Wake Up.

 

October 25 3am-12pm

 

>Was at my old apartment with friends.

>Talking about old vidyagaems.

>Ended up in the basement of mushroom kingdom castle.

>Its really dark and I see a piano.

>Screeching, laughing, and groaning sound is heard.

>A disfigured boo appears out of nowhere.

>Almost shit my pants.

 

>Wake Up.

 

October 25

 

>I was getting out of a car, going to some reunion of some sort.

>I saw people I knew at different various points of my life.

>They mingled with each other but I just sat out in a corner.

>I realized then just how lonely I was, but I was content.

>I looked to the ceiling and saw various dead skinned bodies splattered with bright colors of paint.

>I was the only one that noticed the dead bodies, I was not afraid though.

>It was kind of artistic the way things were arranged.

>It was like an art gallery.

>It was there I though.

>Loneliness is a dying art.

 

>Wake up.

 

October 26

 

>I was hanging around the university with nothing much to do but look around from the library located on the 5th floor.

>A girl came up to me and told me to go somewhere.

>I Said ok and went outside and walked around the track field.

>Next thing I know I'm in the middle of a jungle with a radar watch.

>I walked till I found some ruins that seemed to react to the watch I was wearing.

>I loved my left hand closer to the pedestal like device and my watch beeped twice.

>It made me believe the watch was almost out of batter for some reason.

>I went inside and was trapped and surrounded by darkness.

>I used the dim light from the watch to see where I was going and saw strange alien bats hanging on the walls and ceiling

>They were mutated and each looked a bit different from the other and they were all about 7-10 feet tall.

>I just kept walking silently covering the watch careful not to wake them.

>Suddenly the watch shoot a laser beam like light that curved as if it was trying to lead my somewhere but the light woke up the creatures and I was left to run crouched down low with my arms protecting my face.

>Eventually got out at the same entrance and the watch beeped again.

>There I realized it was not low on battery but it meant something else.

 

>Wake Up

 

October 28

 

>I was shooting at people I knew.

>The more I killed the better I felt.

>I ducked and hid in a closet to reload when one of them threw the door open and burned my eye with the tip of his gun

>I looked up at him with my good eye as he was doing it

>He was smiling, so I smiled back and gave a nod.

>He fired.

 

>Wake Up

 

November 7

 

>Was going on some sort of field trip for my cousin.

>It was some jungle with tree house cabins and walkways to get there.

>Apparently we were going to stay there for 3 days.

>I checked my pocket and found I had about 600php

>I went to the souvenir shop in hopes they had milk.

>They had all kinds of milk so I bought a carton and sipped it slowly to kill time and hunger.

>Melon and my brother were there.

>My cousin decided she didn't like the place and went home.

>I wanted to go home too, there was no electricity out here.

>Eventually decided against it, the forest was quiet and Melon was right here anyways.

>We just hung out then my brother said they were giving away free soup.

>Melon left to eat when he heard that and I just stared at what my brother was eating.

>It was mushy carrots in water.

>He offered me a bite.

>I stared at the spoon for a good 2 minutes, a tiny carrot in water.

>I hated it.

>Noped right out of there.

>Went back to the city but it was all different.

>the 2nd building in my school was curved and some 17 floors higher only the ceilings were high. Some 2x higher than they were supposed to be and some 3x higher.

>I looked around the classroom, people were just sitting down and it was dark and gloomy.

>A girl about 8 years old got up and jumped out of the window, and a man followed her.

>I watched a few other people kill themselves as I just stood back in a corner not daring to move.

>Someone asked me what was wrong.

"You didn't see that? People just jumped out of the window."

>She gave me an eerie smile that horrified me before turning into something else that almost made me piss myself.

 

>Wake up.

 

November 7

>Was hanging out with some black rich kid whose father had some job with a gang.

>We talked to some people outside, he was telling them that I was a nice person and stuff which to I denied.

>We beat and killed a tiger to death then I decided to take my leave.

>I was walking down the street at night when I stopped at a bar.

>I ordered a pitcher of some mixture of beer and mead and slowly sipped it at a table alone.

>There were only a few other people there.

>I realized I had a bag with

>I ended up finishing the beverage and told the lady I wanted more.

>She cut me off.

>I spent the next 4 days doing the same thing.

>Last day, she said I could ask one of the other waitresses for more If they were awake.

>It was about 3-4am.

>I just sat down for a while and looked at a bag that had my belongings in it.

>IT had my old laptop and tablet, as well as some towels and other old things.

>I also found some fucked looking gun that looked like it would work so I put it in my belt.

>Then there were 2 bags.

>They were identical so I looked through the other one.

>It had an old radio I used to own as well as some other things like wires.

>After I set the bags down so that I could take them with me later some high school girls came up to me and asked if I would check their school work.

>It was a pain in the ass to do while drunk so I just gave them A's

>Realized then some guys were staring at me from across the bar.

>It was about 6am then and the sun was rising.

>Was going to kill them regardless if they were threatening or not.

 

>Wake up.

 

November 10

 

>Looking through a book with some random questions and answers.

>Find Melon.

>We eat lunch together while laughing at people passing by.

>See cousin.

>Melon and I go up to cousin and see what she's doing.

>She was taken over by an alien parasite and holds out a plate with a sponge with elongated hookworms crawling in and out of it.

>She shows us some alien tech too.

>One of the worms speaks to Melon and I.

>"Let us take control for a while, we only wish to study human interaction and the like, then we will leave."

>Melon and I just stare at each other thinking the same exact thing.

>Implying either of is interact with other humans.

>We just laughed at the little asshole and walked around some more.

 

>Wake up.

 

 

Note: I've been getting lazy so from this point on I'm not going to write the date and time.

 

 

>I was with my cousin, we were trapped in a kind of world in a snow globe.

>All around this land it was a night sky as far as the eye can see and stars in all directions.

>We had to do something and an old lady came out of the only house there and handed us uniforms.

>My cousins looked clean pressed and mine looked like it's been chewed up by dogs.

>She tells me all my other family is dead and no one wants me around anymore.

>My cousin just laughs at me.

>Turns out we just had to attend a party, or my cousin anyways.

>I was not allowed inside and I sat outside in the cold under a tree looking off into the distance wondering what would happen if I jumped into the endless void of stars.

>Some people came out of the building to talk to me and ask if I was ok.

>I felt tense and nervous and declined their company.

 

>Wake up

 

[12:23:22 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I slept alright I guess. Yeah.

[12:23:54 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: My consious is startign to creep up on me.

[12:24:02 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I had a dream I was an orphan kid.

[12:24:13 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: What the fuck.

[12:24:30 PM] Lavenci 5040: >yfw you're scootaloo

[12:24:35 PM] Winter Frown...: oh btw

[12:24:39 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I was, only human.

[12:24:39 PM] Winter Frown...: check pm ratty

[12:26:42 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And I was running, and I saw a man hugging his daughter in a hallway and he was wearing an airforce uniform and criyng hugging the little girl. Then I watched him leave without turning around, probably signifying death.

[12:27:24 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then I was someone else looking at the little girl and pinned her down and I cut her open in an operating room.

[12:27:48 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then the surgeon kept asking me which areas of the room were considered streril or not.

[12:28:12 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And I kept giving the wrong answers even if I knew them because I was just so focused on what I was doing.

[12:28:41 PM] Saint Mellen: :c

[12:28:51 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then I walking through what I assumed was a surgery ward and found a dog. It spoke to me and wanted to play with me.

[12:29:38 PM] Winter Frown...: i remember when i did drugs

[12:29:44 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I let it fetch a ball and then I asked "How many generations have your kind just been fetching a god damn fucking ball, get over yourself son."

[12:29:59 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And the dog took the ball and nodded.

[12:30:06 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then I jumped off the roof.

[12:30:08 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: The end.

[12:30:43 PM] Saint Mellen: yeesh

[12:30:54 PM | Edited 12:30:57 PM] Saint Mellen: that was a depressing end

[12:30:59 PM] HeshieokFasla: hi mellen

[12:31:01 PM] Saint Mellen: hai

[12:32:25 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I just realised something.

[12:32:54 PM] Winter Frown...: what is that ratty?

[12:32:59 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: When I was the little kid crawing through places trying to run away from something I was trying to run away from me.

[12:33:23 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Perheps I need to reevaluate how I act around lolis on the internet.

[12:33:26 PM] Saint Mellen: and now look

[12:33:30 PM] Saint Mellen: you're a pedo rapist

[12:33:51 PM] Saint Mellen: would you go back in time to molest yourself?

[12:34:15 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: What kind of question is that Melon?

[12:34:20 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Of course I would.

 

[5:05:52 PM] Saint Mellen: o rly

[5:05:55 PM] Saint Mellen: :c

[5:06:07 PM] Saint Mellen: did I raep you

[5:06:31 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: No.

[5:07:04 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I woke up in a ditch in the middle of a forest and my arm was broken.

[5:07:34 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: For some reason I had more bones than normal in it so I had to saw the rest of my bones with a knife

[5:07:48 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: too ka good 2 hours and I felt alot of pain.

[5:07:51 PM] Saint Mellen: s:

[5:08:03 PM] Saint Mellen: you had to saw them because there was more of them?

[5:08:32 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So I ended up making it worse so I decided to go to the hospital.

[5:09:38 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then you called me and said "Good at least you have the sense to go to the hospital this time".

[5:10:02 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So I get there they bring me to the top floor. By the way it looks mmore like an embassy/prison than a hospital.

[5:10:20 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: nd I see one of my teachers there and he was like "Ohh good you're on time."

[5:10:46 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And I said "Fucking hell my bones have been sawed up that's kind of not funny."

[5:11:09 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then he told a story about how he ate his arm off and still worked.

[5:11:17 PM] Saint Mellen: wat

[5:11:22 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: His ar was still there so I'm like "fuck this asshole."

[5:11:47 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So I try to make my way to the ground flor, the ground floor always has an ER.

[5:12:06 PM | Edited 5:12:11 PM] Saint Mellen: I would say you should have punched him in the face but that probably wouldn't work too well with a broken arm

[5:12:07 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I figure they would help me.

[5:12:28 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I had to kind of cradle my arm.

[5:13:27 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So then I make my way to the stair case. I had to take the knife I had and stab some guy in the face because there was an old rusted gate at the stairs and he had the key.

[5:13:45 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So I get there and theres another dude at a computer on the stirs.

[5:14:14 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: and he's llike "Ohh hey dide I- ohh" then he just shut up and didn't say anything because I was covered in his friends blood.

[5:14:24 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So then theres a damn hallway.

[5:14:46 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And I see a giant talking aligator lol.

[5:15:17 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: He says his name is Aligo and he wants to fight me and give me a sharpened piece of bamboo.

[5:15:23 PM] Saint Mellen: what the hell kind of hospital is this

[5:15:38 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Idk.

[5:16:22 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Naw and then so I let my arm hang loose and it hurts liek a bitch so Icould stab at him with the bamboo.

[5:16:29 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And I almost hit his eye.

[5:16:52 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: and I'm like "Ahhh sorry dude I almost took out your eye there, you alright?"

[5:17:19 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And he's like "Nahhh dude it's cool you're doing it right."

[5:18:03 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So I get passed him and look out the window at the end of the hall. I'm like 20 stories off the fucking ground.

[5:18:17 PM] Saint Mellen: past

[5:18:28 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So I turn around and jam my bamboo in aligo's mouth and I eat him.

[5:18:35 PM] Saint Mellen: (in this context)

[5:19:08 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: The nI keep running down the hall and I see you sitting in a room with some other dudes.

[5:19:31 PM] Saint Mellen: o:

[5:20:12 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So I sit there with you and you're like "Whats up with you?" to which I reply with "ohh nothing much, just RUINED MY FUCKING ARM."

[5:20:30 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: So we sit in silence and some other guy gets thrown in the room.

[5:20:45 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And I jokingly say"What are you in for?"

[5:20:56 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And he replies "I hid from my mother."

[5:21:02 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And we laughed at him.

[5:21:14 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then he dropped giant buggs.

[5:21:21 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: and they were fried.

[5:21:45 PM] Saint Mellen: this is the most fucked up hospital ever

[5:21:53 PM] Saint Mellen: this is like worse than hospital brut

[5:22:00 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: I pick up a giant cockroach the size of a rat and start eating it and go "Slimey yet satisfying."

[5:22:25 PM | Edited 5:22:32 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And you laugh and start eating some your self.

[5:23:02 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: And then I get up to leave silently raging at how fucking hard it is to get my arm checked.

[5:23:08 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: Then I wake up.

[5:23:10 PM] Rat the Chief Rapist.: the end.

[5:23:33 PM] Saint Mellen: i crie evertim

 

 

 

At work in the hospital. I had my laptop with me and when I opened the screen I saw simplistic colorful monsters walking around doing stuff and it put me in plain euphoria just watching them walk through colorful trees and what not. The line art was wobbly but the animation was smooth.

 

I was reprimanded for not paying attention. My clinical instructor made me eat plastic, leftover drugs and paper because I'm good for nothing else. The others just laughed at me. I let a homeless boy play with my laptop since he look fascinated by it and finished doing stuff the rest of the day. They called me trash and that I should kill myself, the boy however said thank you and gave me my laptop back.

 

I walked alone on a railroad track afterwards, It was all muddy and I felt someone push me over. Now covered in mud I got up to look at who did it. It was my family. They called me useless and told me what they thought about me. They didn't think too highly, they never did.

 

I wandered off even though I didn't know where I was going, there was a highway that just seemed to look so pretty. I wanted to go and lay there on the road.

 

End.

 

 

People were getting possessed by demons somehow. More and more would turn each night. It was not so dangerous as some would take grotesque shapes but could control their animalistic urge to eat the non-possessed. It also somehow only happened at night and in the morning people would turn back and everyone would go about their day and try to not dwell on events.

 

 Each was classified into what kind of shape they would take up when possessed, but note, no 2 people changed the same way. Don’t really remember the names of the classes; it might have all been numbers. Some would split into 2 and have smaller limbs; this included those who do not split all the way. Some would be tinier but used stealth to their advantage. People often beat them up due to them being generally weaker. Also their mind would not always turn all the way. I’ll get into that later. Some would look completely normal, save for eyes and have not exactly super human strength but more like heightened senses speed and strength due to superhuman desire. I know this because I had turned into one of those.IT was odd, usually those kinds can’t be controlled

 

My skin still turned the same way during the changes at night. It would become a tint of red and green for a few mere seconds and then excrete a slimy viscous clear liquid. I was not scared though, somehow I was one of the people who could control themselves but that was the most dangerous kind. I would have to watch others, some humans form gangs to beat the possessed with crude tools for fun. Those like me would often try to stay singled out from the rest of the possessed out of disgust. Being alone in a world like this is not desirable.

 

The first night I walked to an old abandoned building. Like I said before I was fed with desire, yet I didn’t know what it was. I just had to go out and do something. The building it’s self was a total mess, this whole world was a total mess. I found 5 guys beating on one of the smaller ones. One of them was getting ready to rape it. It was curled up on the ground screaming and crying so I could tell it had some control. I walked over and pushed the guy back. As soon as they saw my eyes they turned tail and ran. I just left it there and went on my merry way.

 

I was then at 4 houses. One full of people with guns that would shoot any possessed weather they hostile or not if they got close to the house. One with a dog laying on a matress with dead owners right next to it. It was more of a torn down shack actually. One was a large old house which I thought to be empty at the time. The last one is where a blond woman lived alone, it seemed to be the most modern style house. One of my powers seemed to be to exit my mind and view the world in 3rd person so I used it to investigate often.

 

Once back I went to the empty house to investigate further. Then I heard a sound. It was another small possessed human. Seemed like she might have been an old lady as a human. She was no threat to me but I wondered if I could bring my family here. It seemed safe enough so that’s exactly what I did. I then grabbed her by the neck and forcefully let her know to look out for them and made sure she wasn’t any kind of real threat. I went back to the place my family had been staying. There were more here and that bothered me somehow. I looked around using my power to find anything off. There seemed to be a small hole with a ladder. There looked like there was steam coming from it

 

There was some trash covering it but I took that out and climbed down. I cut my hand on a piece of metal sticking out, it was not bleeding though, mainly because it was scorching hot. getting out of that thing and what I saw was hell in its purest form. There were beings of all shapes and sizes that were not humanoid in form. I ran around and picked off a few weaker ones to fight. I was no hero, they didn’t even stop me because I was a ‘hybrid’. I was just having fun. But I could feel myself losing sensibility the longer I stayed. The place and the violence was ebbing away at my mind slowly and I knew I had to go right away.

 

When I was done I went back up and made my way to the house. Everything was ok, that little one could be trusted to an extent. I left to go see that dog next. Since it was next to the house full of people I feared for my life. Some of them had spotted me and I raised my hands and tried to assure them I was not a threat and just wanted to see the dog. I then saw a woman split into to, she was scared.  Her head then fell off leaving lots of a mucous like  substance.

 

The dog could tell right away I meant it no harm and waged its tail. I Sat on the mattress next to them, a bit unsettled on how it had 2 dead bodies burnt to a crisp on it, it also had red ants all over. I hugged the dog, it was quite therapeutic actually. I could feel my mind repairing it’s self yet it wasn’t enough. I went back to where those 5 gangsters were and killed them.

 

 

End

 

I was standing outside some building in the middle of a grassy plane. It was run down so I put my face up against the old foggy glass to see what was inside. There was a bleeding girl in the middle

staring at me with hungry eyes and I recoiled.I decided I should man the fuck up and go inside and see what's up since I had no where else to go and to my surprize it looked beautiful inside. There was a marble counter, white walls ect. So I go in and look around. Then I go see what was in a closet and I get pulled in by some force and

I was baking cookies with Gustav and this forest man killed my grandma and tried to teach me to be a sword fighter. So I did his training in a mossy cave in a beautiful forest then went back to baking cookies with Gustav.

 

End

 

 

[8:45:14 AM] Rat: [8:35 AM] Brainhorn:

 

<<< All the details

Well in my dream some other dudes from AiE and I bought a house, then I went into the backyard and found my old pet turtle which was about 20 times his original size. He asked me why I neglected him as a kid and only ever spent time with him for feeding and when I was doing homework and I said it was because my parents neglected me and I didn't really know how to take care of anything because of that. Anyways, some faggets came to welcome us and we were like "Wow these neighbors are a bunch of douchbags lewl, let's fuck up their houses." then some other stuff happened and the house was all torn up and some weird thing wa chasing me, so I ran into a library and baracaded it. I turned around and there was some ghost loli looking mother fucker.

[8:45:52 AM] Rat: I lifted her white dress up and licked her delicious flat chest and pinned her down on the bed.

 

End