Title:           Days 11 to 13
Author:          QuestionsGuy
Pastebin link:   http://pastebin.com/1xATykHV
First Edit:      Tuesday 12th of February 2013 06:10:10 PM CDT
Last Edit:       Tuesday 12th of February 2013 06:10:10 PM CDT

Sometime Between Friday and Monday I got in three forcing sessions, I can't remeber which days they were on so I'll just call them 11, 12 and 13.  
 
Day 11
I finally acted on Anon's (Indigo and Dash's) advice and got myself an apple. While I sat there, tones buzzing away and holding the apple in my hands I began to try and imagine the apple. What I found was I could imagine the apple, rotate it and cut it in half all in my mind, but I still could not see it I could imagine it properly. I took this a little farther, I did it with an orange, pear and lemon as well, and moved onto a part I used to live next too, and reconstructed it within my head as well, I can properly imagine the proportions and what was there.
 
Day 12
Listen to an hour of FoE with a backing of tones, and repeated yesterdays exercise. I imagined the story in my head as it played out, but still no luck visualizing it.
 
Day 13
Again repeating something similar to day 11's, I ran through my school, and path home, and the rooms inside my house. I still find my memory to be able to build it all together and know where everything should be but unable to see it still. It also felt like my eyes were moving a lot underneath my eyelids. I used a slightly different tone because I was only going for a 20 minute session, and didn't relax quite as much as usual either.
 
At this point I think I'm going to start working on a tulpa now, and hopefully they'll be able to help me visualize properly. I'll probably continue doing some visualization practice as well, but for today, February 13th, I'm going to take a break and let my minds relax before I start mancing properly tomorrow.