Title: Amber and Maple 7 Author: Ottoway Pastebin link: http://pastebin.com/ci4wJHZZ First Edit: Friday 26th of September 2014 11:26:33 PM CDT Last Edit: Friday 26th of September 2014 11:26:33 PM CDT >You just lie there >Dripping in your own liquid >You feel so god damn dirty >But the feeling of your first orgasm still rocks your core >Above all, you have never felt more confused >The feelings made you feel so... >Primal, like you were a cave pony >The grunts and moans you elicited still rings in your ears >"Ohh fuck oooohhhh fuck me" >You never even used those words before >Well, not in that context at least >Slowly, you get up from your position on the ground and stand up >Your tired legs are quivering >Your confused head is aching >And your recently used mare hood is dripping >You walk to the kitchen and wet a wash cloth >You bring the wash cloth down to your mare hood and start to clean >You try scrubbing the liquids away >Eventually, they do go away >But the feeling of dirtiness still remains >You shake your head and sit on the floor >Reflecting on what you just have done >It's not that bad >It's not like you slept with a Stallion >You shouldn't be feeling this way >It's natural to get these, 'urges' >At least you hope >There was no way you could have been the only mare that has done that >After your little "Pep talk" you stand back up and dry yourself off >You say bye to Ike and put your hat back on >Then you leave for a familiar destination >The diner >It's got significantly darker >Considering you fell asleep for about 3 hours >And your little "activity" took up about a half an hour >You feel guilty about leaving Amber for such a long time >You won't tell her what happened >You can just tell her you fell asleep >But now you walk to the diner >"Hey Maple!" >One of your old classmates say >He wasn't a mean colt, but he didn't really pay much attention to you >Why is he talking to you now? >In a bit of paranoid fright >You tuck your tail between your legs, covering up your slit, and run away from him >Leaving him with a very confused state >The diner is coming up >You slow down from your trot >Man, You hope that they left the food on the burners or something >You walk up the stairs and push open the doors >The cashier from before recognizes you >"Hey? What took you so long?" "Something, uh, came up...Is the food still here?" >"Yeah, but it's probably cold by now" >damn "It's okay, I'll just take it" >"Okay Miss, here you go" >He hands you the bag of food >Without saying good bye you walk out the door and head to the hospital >Which is only a few minutes away >You walk into the hospital and you don't see any guards >At least you can fucking see your sister without getting harassed >You turn the corner and walk up to her door >You pause before >The guilt is really starting to get to you >Your sister is recovering in a hospital after getting hit with a bolt >And you were at home >Doing, what you were doing >You shake your head once again before opening the door >You see her laying on her bed "Hey, Amber...Sorry it took so long... I sort of fell asleep at the house" >She turns to you >"Oh it's fine Maple, I needed to catch up on sleep anyway" "Well, I don't know if you ate yet, but you're hamburger is here" >"I had some jello before, but I'm starving" "Well here you go" >You walk over to your sister's bed and hand over the bag of food >"Thanks...Did you go for a jog or something?" "What do you mean?" >"You kind of smell like sweat" >Oh shit "Heh, really? Because I didn't run that much" >"I guess I must be smelling things then" >She turns away and digs into her burger >You feel pretty sick >You can't even look at your pancakes >"Don't you want to eat?" "I'm not really that hungry" >"You're turning down pancakes? What gives?" "Nothing, I'm just not feeling so well" >"I feel you" >You look to your sister in her hospital bed >It makes you feel even worse >All you can do is hold it in as best as you can >No need to be sick in your sister's room >You manage to hold it in while your sister finishes her meal >You aren't really focused on anything at this point >"So Maple...What do you wanna talk about?" >A question instantly pops into your head "What does sex feel like?" >You blurt it out without even thinking >What are you doing Maple? >"Heh, that cam out of no where Maple. What are you gonna try it soon?" "What? No! Definitely not!" >"Jeez, okay. I'll tell you" >"Well, I remember my first time was when I was a filly. I wasn't ready for it. Definitely not. It was with an older Colt. Basically, we went to the movies and he took me out back and we did it" "How did it feel?" >"It...hurt a little bit. Mostly because I was so little and he was older than me. But the feeling was paralyzing. It felt amazing. I was so filled up that all I could do was hold on. It was actually amazing...I just wish I waited longer" "Why? If it felt so good, why would you want to wait?" >"It was my first time...I just wish it would've been more special, more memorable...Not behind an old theater with my face buried into dirt. He was also pretty rough...and selfish. Not to mention he told everyone about it" "That must've been rough" >"Yeah...That's when the rumors started. Colts would come up to me, asking for sex. Like I was an object. Then I got suspended for getting into a fight" "Wait, I remember that. That's when you punched spark for grabbing my hat" >"That'd be the one. But slowly, the rumor died and people lost interest. Like a puff of smoke on a windy day" "Did you feel...dirty after?" >"I felt more ashamed in myself then anything. I was only a filly and I let a colt have his was with me...I knew better than that, but I was lost in the moment. You're doing a good job by waiting for the right Stallion...That's what I should've done" "Yeah, I guess" >You actually feel a little bit better about yourself >But you feel even more sorrow towards Amber